venture a thank you

Venture a thank you

Young master ,,,, the reason for living have you yet to feel a lack of that passion , ? it may come up some day and it is then you will have chance to use the power of the POWER of chi of choosing …. A good friend lost his pesonel reason for living that which he had set as what he was happy as having his life revolve around daily … ohh sure there are other aspects that held FONDNESS but not he NEED OF HIM .. and being NEEEDED is important … one of the reason wome human live so long is if they actively become part of the support system of their GRAND CHILDREN ,,, to the point the mom DEPENDS of grandmom then the grand mom has a concrete reason for living to fulfill a useful neeed ,,the gRAND MOTHER EFFECT .. after menopause . google it .

Now my friend in this time of wonder ….. ventured out to find a new passion a new place of being useful ….we are such friendly helpful animals how the fuck did the CHURCH convince us we are EVIL and in need of a saving ….ohh we are evil because we do not do PHAROHS BIDDING …. As pharoh demanded and that MUST BE EVIL for it is the God…the king …. For 3 years he played music ,, he has enjoyed himself much found the ZONE of being Mr. I don’t know often when totally engrossed in the music to the point of noticing anything else. … and at the same time he interacted with HUMANITY especially children who have never really heard live music especaill the SAX ..the thr RAP CRAP or alternative bullshit ( like my music ) kids looked and listened to the NEW AND DIFFERENT sounds produced by the HATMAN .

After 3 years of actually getting a life of thanks ..he got a REAL THANK YOU from the park service …a thank you for becoming afixture in the park as dependable and enjoyable as the trees themselves and the birds that sing along with hatman . 3 years before he got a thanks …. Hmmmm .but the thank was never the reason for the Venture out leaving the past behind . ////the Venture adds something to us if we choose to move ….AD venture .. right or wrong events all give gifts of LEARNING for words alone just prep us to the learning that living will provide . and living means VENTURING out into often UNKNOWING … the core IGNORANCE of Buddha’s thesis …. Thesis still proven valid ……. Now I got an IN SPIRIT ACTION …. To create a venture here in town in my now ..later on that ..back to reasons for living and our cousing in lifestyle habits the GORILLA and in sexual organ designs .. ( the length of our dick is JUST UN NATURAL SELECTION evidenced again like big tits even when she isnot feeding bablies ….. recreational sexual hierarchy breeding parameters ) we still evidence the traits of a non SPERM comptetive reproductive system . alluding to HAREM NATURE . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

The reason for living and the FATHERING EFFECT ….. my bro the silver back gorilla … animals still cominicate through AIRBORNE hormone conversation …. HISTOCOMPATIBLITY .. here we have still the same evidence trail in humans ,, as you moved out of your home and livied here and there , when you came back home after these exteneded tails you noticed how HOME just felt in fact it even smelled like home ,,, smell…..smell …the ears of HORMONE COMINuCATION is the nose.

As the silver back fathers generation after generation of kids ,,eventurally the new girls shooping for a comfy stable male to hook up with find the same SMELLS in the territory they new at their home ..since mom was actuall the daughter of this stable male with the great bannans trees this young one is kinda looking at and saying ,,,hmmmm comfy nice I dig this but ,,, is smelss like home ,,THERE IS NO SENSE of ….VENTURING here …. Nothing will be added to the DAN legacy ….. no new expansions or mutations can happen when I donot leave and find …. Some thing to ADD …. Adventure …. So the new girl stays does not engage the male in andy real sex …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ..ther is no RAPE in the gorilla world . only consentual sex for recreation or PROCREATION . hmmm so in time , the older silver back finds he is not being NEEDED ….. he needs to maintain the stability fo the harem and family he has but ..the ops for his own EXPANSION … the venture of his DNA to wxpand becomes limited …… and he realizes ,,he has no reason to live except to provide a good fight 1 last time ..to find a new out of territory male not one of his sons or grandsons who is worthy to take his place and care for the family … and in this final fight he pushes his already BORED body ..beyond its health till he dies within days of hearlt faliture … alone and alsepp …. Worm food . easy prey for teeth of the quick kill of the preditor … compassion .

Now I have said 100 times that I would not get involved in a poly family here in Jensen in this house , any way it was not a relationship my girl friend wanted …. It would be all wrong and I still hold true to all that …. Once I am along my way in the building of the 5 acres stie plan etc http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html …sure then I will entertain that IN SPIRIT ACTION as it presented . but not here only to ..throw the rock in the air once more ..no been doing that …. Keep getting hit on the head by falling rocks ….

To form an ALTER NATIVE GROUP …. I need to distant it from http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html because instinctualism is way to POLARIZING the topics and ideas if not approached slowly over time which much openeness can be a problem to inter acting with wide groups of people and well I like people it is the reason I do JAMIN in Jensen sure ain’t for the fucking $$ thank god I day job. … it is for the fun of PEOPLE …… and the choice has be set before me …. And I have the choice to choose and Lign up ONE WAY OR THE OTHER ,, both paths to start a group or not to ,, just line up with the BETTER ASPECT of one or the other choice….. but both seem to have good sides …. Choose 1 ….. becaue actuall this process of non action of NO VENTURE is more uncomfratble than the down sides of either choice …. In doing nothing … nothing is being added to the TAO and the toa calls the chi calls thru emotional guidance for us to keep expanding you NEVER GET IT PERFECT OR RIGHT for that would mean the end of in finnity ,,PERFECTION HAS BEEN ATTAINED , game over ..no more expansion …… so YOU NEVER GET IT DONE even in the TRASNTION or death like silver back gorilla the atomic structure he used will move on ,, and him his perception …. Is like the 1 BLIND TURTLE IN all the 7 THE SEA 7 … will it pop its head in the 1 wooden yoke floating out there not impossible but hightly unlikely …. No imposilbity …. The gorill moves on to what for what and how that is beyond my sensory organs thrus my ablity to think about ,,, unthinkable…

Hmmmmm ..to venture an Alter Native group what profit would I get …? Experience ,, I will be doing the same vent things inmy future but I will have also the PERMACULTURE … solar home , green roofs , hobbit houses to support etra interest …. I do not have that here I got the great view , good after metting bon fires on the river like my daughter used to have each month we would get 50 or 60 people over .some times … hmmmm how would it PROFIT ME ? and why do I need PROFIT a thank you ? …… can not just being be itself enough ? and the venture itself will ADD to my learning … my skill and practice of teaching in person like I used to do before the bon fires go cranking …. Talking leading the questioning and self exploration …. With more questions. Nohting ventured nothing gained fuck those wise old ones were wise for some fucking reason I guess … because no matter what I will gain ….. if 1 person comes or none or 20 .. I wil llearning to advertise this event .. what product or topic attracts what audience …. Etc etc etc .. plus the VARIABLE of human interaction …the unthinkalbe … interaction of new DNA outside of my histocompatiblity ….. family and friends.

Ok the better aspect is real esy to find , but the $ to support the activity this new hobby at this time is not ….. atomically present .. and I have a few other hobby things ½ done that realy do need to get done .. a lil cash here from recreational funds and a lil cash there from recreational funds ….. drain recreational funds and so there is conflict in a new want that is unattainable .AGAIN .. dam I have enough wants that are currently unattainable to fill 30 life times , ( the words f the sage …..your VIBRATIONAL ESCROW IS SO FULL IT CAN FULL 30 MORE LIFE TIMES ….. if the PASSION is strong real strong the events will fall inot place videos like the Secret or Abrahmas secret behind the secret good them material for ameeting will arrive by seemingly magic …. Is it POSSIBLE ? does focusing on IMPOSSIBLEITY feel good is it NEEDED just to SUPRESS DREAMS to keep the training programming started by PHAROH ..do not dream slave focus on the here and now and if you serve and worship well I will give you the day off …..

What does the SUPRESSION of dreams ..realy do ? and why does the keeping active of a pleasant daydream feel bad ? I can feel myself blocking my own flow of that answering … allowing the deam to BE ..does never any harm to kill off a dream does do harm to hope ….. realizing that I will create more dreams than is possible for a time/space event to fulfill …ina CHRONOLOGICAL ORDERED event by event life … is helpful to realize ,,this misnew slef PRGRAMING .. instead just quit dreaming learning about QUANTUM DYNIMCS of dreaming and toa … and liking the oppurutunity to even DREAM ..because dreams do feel good ….. so

Choosing to DREAM ………..and aligning fully with that . yes I choose to dream . like I choose to drink a soda for it gives me energy during my work day when the sun is beating down these new thought keep me flying and smililng and FEELING BETTER ….hey feeling better moving outward towards better and better feelings is the whole REASON for being I guess I am succeeding …. And being successful is EGO boosting . ( there realy is not much wrong with EGO as long aas it is not the trap of COMPARING . ego of feeling good about the goals achieved I have set ofr self about SELF ….. that is ego ..a self that is not named even thought the bio machine the self is using is named …a self that chooses IGNORANCE so to better FEEL the oppurutunity of the experience of THINGNESS …… all ways still part of the NO SELF ..the I in I …. An as UN IMPOSSIBLE so to allow for expression of the forgetting that enables , IN FI NITE EXPRESSION FORMS OF ….EGO of self to play with .

Every physical being on this planet is your partner in co-creation, and if you could accept that and appreciate the diversity of desires and beliefs, all of you would have a more expansive, satisfying, fulfilling experience.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Orlando, FL on Saturday, February 15th, 1997
That is probably the best SHYNESS killing statement you could understand …. Your doubt ,indecision , fear , etc are all based in realizing that she is you too , here to play and she has the FREE CHOICE to play with you … ( and not ) nothing is IMPOSSIBLE given her freedom …yet she is so free she can choose bandange to FASHIONS AND SOCIAL EXPECATIONS . http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html