lil' white pain slut

Lil white pain slut

So young master her story goes something like this …… her boyfriend TRAINED her and she is still so proud of that , her pain level is an 8 she has dislikes of course it is all just a game ,, she is part of the culture now .. now that the boyfriend has gone where the boyfriend should have been ..done gone away …. Useless fuck … manipulated and did not even know not manipulated by the boyfriend who ,,himself did not know how uchhis MALE INSTINCT had been suppressed since the day of birth …no manipulated mainly by her OWN free choices ..but now fashionable and good looking .. but useless realyy this chick had a life to live and now a depenadncy LIVE doing what is NAUTRRAL of everything the finding some way to connect with bliss the feeling of better the process of the ever expaning tao . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html finding the path for her came in addiction on both …. PHINES .. morPHINE based pharmies … and EndorPHINE based sex . lucky she is so fucking cute and the society is so easy to find your way into ,, and those high level players in larger citys so well connected this lil slut …. Is doing just ifne , got a good job , and extra cash frome her ..masturbaorty service to the sex industry ,, POLyANDRY …… 1 woman serving many men , as the UNANTURAL selelction of bredding females who have family historys of producing many male birth became common to FURL the WAR MACHINE of PHAROH .. we actually have become very polyandry as male irth rate cam into parody with girl births . a sex industry and manipulation had to occur to saitify mean of all ages since girls … are not ovulating while having babys .. and quit in the 40s etc etc , many reasons for girls to servie more than 1 male …today it is thru PORN . which keeps the lil slut THINKING she is happy ,,,finding ALIGNMENT thru chemical stimulation has its limits you in time need straonger and stronger fix’s because the action over the period of YEARS , has become imbalenced . it is so sad to see how fast girls are AGING on this shit by 30 they really have the feeling of a well kept 50 year old woman , in face and spirit .

But young master being a pain slut ,,, can be refered to in many things ,,if you are doing something ..to PROVE to others your WORTH .. and you gain your eGO place in life thru that ,,,, you are a PAIN SLUT a masochist . if you can see and find …again with the FEELING PLACE of living … if you can feel you are NOT WANTING to do something the passion is not there yet you do it anyway …. WHY ? to llook good in the eyes of who ?and what evidence trails are yelling to you ,,to question your own motives …

I have and had something like that this in my life now ,,, my lil’ white thing … has become my pain slut aspect of my …. An ego aspect , it provided me with much I needed over the last few months in SCHOOLING or should I say reSCHOOLINg of myself into remembering the commericial fisherman I am and was and how I had motors upon motors and boats upon boats , always had tools ready for my capatains to go make $$$ for us both ….. but is the lil’ white car a PROFIT CENTER realy ? what is it? I have to rebuild my trailer not because I need to but to ACEEPT the lil’ white thing whenit breaks down next time ,,,, I have been thinking , I am PLANNNING FOR FAILURE ? ohhh the failures of the lil’ white thing over the last few months were a great reteaching tool YES and I am thankful for thatn….. to bump me out of my depancy that I had grown inot over years ….. it has been the awakening once more of

EVERYDAY IN EVERYWAY THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER AND BETTER … and the realizing that things should be easier …. I should just relax and let things be easier ,,it has been almost worth the 10K loss in dollars to learn thsese lessons monce more . good life lesson that will serve me again . but to continue to pour money into a failed project when in my action plan my focus is not on rapid arriveing success but actually more and more failures ,,, great fun if that is the HOBBY IWANT .. if that is hwo I want to spend my time …. No I think and hope that soon I will have not time to invest in that project ..but in something more profitable and more fun ….. os instead of continueing on with that , maybe I should finish painting the house instead of taking time to re build the trailer in anticipation of break downs I take the same cash , and repair the front door frame , so to make a better sales presenstaion since I am going back on the market soon ….

Ahh but EGO ,,me thinking thru the 2nd 3rd 4th and 5th minds …. Thnking about how otherw thinka bout the image they see of PHIL ,not about what is really FEELING FUN to phil since I have not been realy excited to completet the trailer and I willnot invest more cashinto lil white thing with out the support vehicle to pick it up after I fails ,,I seee , the self CREATED ..stuck point and it that worth anything ?

The losss of the $10,000 is already fact ,,the learning gained …. Fact in fact this weighting of thoughts and feelings is again ,…. Of VALUE … things they do not teach you at school ….. sting of the police said in the KING of pain ….

Your action has nothing to do with your abundance! Your abundance is a response to your vibration. Of course, your belief is part of your vibration. So if you believe that action is part of what brings your abundance, then you've got to unravel that. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Chicago, IL on Saturday, April 24th, 1999
The UNRAVELING ..the suggestions of th SAGE …sound so easy to flow out of mouth saying do this to another … but the REALITY of unraveling , when the mind has beeen IMPRORPERLY PROGRAMED and we function thru that mind ..the UNRAVELING though can be ALLOWED //to express .

Remember …it is all about the journey not the arriving for our ALL arriving will be the TRANSISITION back inot … I ..in ..i ,,, and you go with out any of the otys or cash or pussy you aquired ….. you even leave the use of the body too…. It is all about the journey ..not the ARRIVING .. at the point of being UNRAVELED … totally skilled the BEST , because when you achieve that and there is one who can match you in the GAME you get bored and look for a new CHALLENGE a new path ,,and that mean JOURNEY

SO YOU ALLOW THE everyday in everyway I AM GETTING BETTER ANE BETTER TO BE YOUR PERSONEL TRUTH ,,WHICH IT IS FOR EVERYONE … every night you let the bio machine brain correlate data .. mixing it It with expressions form your UNTHIKABLE SELF …. Into the ever SLIGHTLY changed you of each morning … the ACTION of allowing . abundance has NOTHING TO DO ..with numbers#### about cars or cash or girls or homes …. It is about how you FEEL when interacting with the THINGS … it is all about the FEELINGS of allow ing …. In allowing you feel EXPANSION
I am practicing the ALLOWING of EVE expressions , lately ..letting the mind fuck UNRAVEL . allow everyone to find their own bliss for I don’t have to interact with them ..in fact the less they attract my attention of dislike I ALLOW the attention to other things I am free to choose to focus on which bring me FEELING of happiness ..free choice day by day … I an not here to force EVE to change I am here to MOVE THRUOGH my own challenge my own game my own growing skill at presentation of an idea ……. That and only that …expanding free choice . ACTION AND UNRAVELING AND ALLOWING