constant mastrubating

Constant masturbation

So , I let myself even think about ideas that at first cause RESISITANCE … my training coming up …. The social conditioning … thinking form the aspect …WELL resisitance is the emotional guidance that I am not seeing the thought about event thr the EYES OF SOURCE .. I am not seeing A BRAODER PERSPECTIVE …
"When a decision is made to cope with the symptoms of a problem, it is generally assumed that the corrective measures will solve the problem itself. They seldom do. Engineers cannot seem to get this through their heads. These countermeasures are all based on too narrow a definition of what is wrong. Human measures and countermeasures proceed from limited scientific truth and judgment. A true solution can never come about in this way." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masanobu_Fukuoka
I am in the trap that Fukuoka describes ….

The mind fuck … especially of the CHURCH creation ! of ROME thy understood the power of the mind fuck . the sword is important in intitla conquest and to cull out those who are not likely to become good citizen/slaves of the empire those who will not FOLLOW … thr rules … now the rules are best INFORCED THRU FEAR … of death of HELL …. Inforced by a god ! my new book THE BIRTH OF VENUS … historical novel set in the renisnasance …just graphically remends me about the GENERATIONAL PASSING ..OF …….UNANANTURAL … UN-INSTINCTUAL … mores beliefs life expectations etc etc etc ,,,, about the human body ….

The TEACHERS ….. the nuns … who were the teachers of many people ..were not even allowed to ever see their own body , they had to wear clothing at all time … even having to bathe in their un garments , and only change their under garments with their eys closed so as to not be …..SIN …OR POISISINED by the sight of human flesh .

NOW THAT IS FUCKED …… but that is the basis for the CICILIZED WORLDS UP BRINGNG passed down with out question , from parent ot child … sex and body are DIRTY …. SIN .

At first THOUGHT . the the topic on constant masturbation and the foto of the girls pussy being self touched … column 1 of http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html bring up flashes of emeotion … 1 of being rebelliously sexy ,,I presenting such absurdity ..that a period of constant masturbation could be mentall healthy ,,cleansing re connecting with SOURCE . but the idea that it takes to to EFFECT THE MENTAL MOMNETUM ….. to re write the programming , with the thinking as recommended by Einstien “We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them."

The resistance I feel is me not being connected to source ….and then I go thinking about ..playing the DADDY role in sex that so many girls kind of slow into as the hornier and hornier , as they want their lil’baby pussy to be fucked but for DADDY to be gentle . yet mske them cumm and be Daddys good lil’girl …. ( all things veryu possible tied to the 20% http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html ) the OLDER MALE secure male …. The silver back male …..animal instint aspect has rrots in DNA alos ..the fashionable dating of boys …. In UP TO DATE COOL CLOTHES , is not an expression of INSTINCT it is the result of ..the mond fuck … keep everyone … confused ..off balance in an ever CHANGING EXPECATION OF …WHAT IS …FASHIONALBE ,,,next? This is not in harmony with female DNA .,,, the DADDY …. Is instincuta urges that was never allowed to be followed ? instead she dated boys …. Immature boys in cool clothes .

So ilet myself …. Think out side of the box ..expand out of my original thinking as to why DO I FEEL RESISTANCE ?

If humanity had grown up without the MIND FUCK ? if now we sere to return to m ainy a …. Naturuist life http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html ..for indidvual and family and we lived the TIPI … HOME LIFE aboriginal human ..HAD NO CLOSED TO DOORS .. honor god by hiding sex ,, and get real so GOD CAN NOT SEE WHAT HAPPENS BE HIND A FUCKING DOOR? Pretty fucking limp ass weak god if you ask me! To fooled by a closed door . WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN would we be the recreational sexual animal we show evidence of ?

A so …. Script is rooling around in my heading …. To whispered to that girl as she learns to relax lean back on my body on a couch and masturbate her self …. I feel a script coming … http://www.instinctualism.org/hypnosis.html to atke her back ..all hypnosis is SELF hypnosisi , if you take a person further than their own comfort ..they will POP OUT … come back up to regular state . and I feel a new LIFE RESCRIPTING .. where self pleasuring … is allowed where ther in the mind , ther is the TIPI world … that she would have seen mom , self pleasure dad self pleasure , and herself ….. I feel the idea of using the voice of other girls too , the ENCOURAGEMENT ..THAT IT IS OK AMDN MOMMMY IS HERE . and we all love you …… hmmmm I think that is what I was doing in the direction of that colum ….

Not just that YES sEXUAL activity is very aligning with source ,,as the core of buddhas teaching is ,,MOVE TO YOUR BLISS SEX IS BLISS ,,, NO MATTER HOW YOU PLAY IT …

A feeling of being overwhelmed is your indicator that you are denying yourself access to all manner of cooperation that could assist you if you were not disallowing them.
As you begin to feel freer regarding the expenditure of time and money, doors will open, people will come to assist you, refreshing and productive ideas will occur to you, and circumstances and events will unfold. As you change the way you feel, you access the Energy that creates worlds. It is there for your ready access at all times.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness"
Feeling tell you things … how you are now as compared to ..A BROADER PERSPECTIVE views how you are now . the braoder view from the UN IMPOSSIBLE . connected self … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ..... different thinking than that which created the world we have now.