I bailed my 'lil hooker outa a Mexican prison and what does she do .... go back to the whore house where she got busted and this is supposed to generate a level of trust in me that she wants to change her life ????? I keep telling myself the girl i first met was new to the trade with goals of making some cash then going home to her farm .......but today 5 months later  is different she a pro and enjoying the attention and the cash ........ Oh what a great adventure ..... relationship hell ? I wrote a book based upon observation of history , yet the thesis derived did not function in my real world ...... I need an employee chick a girl who likes " paying the rent " honeslty and finds thus in me the person whom she wants .... Ori was not her  

legalize sex services

sexual recreation

Sexual recreation

Recreation is very important to over all health and wellness so why would not the same benefits be gained while engaging in sexual recreation with a sexual services provider ?



Legalize prostitution 

Canadian sex baby steps

BAby canadian steps

if not followed by good study and logic will end up in failurre all to often because the REAL work of .... inclusion of SEX into human society has not been completed ... sure we giggle about sex .. and think it is included by not really it is still a BEHIND CLOSED DOORS THINGS .. things done in the dark or hidden breeds problems .

So the 3 wife theme as based upon my feeling that i was a forced to be a sexual beggar ... and i justified my ability to have freedom thru the idea that women needeed each other which i stil believe to be true
in later years i explored different relationship forms of human history , and the flexible idea that i do not have OWN the female to love the female and that that was also natural for human ... and that i have just been trained to act Un anturally ... and think natual human realtionship are un natural

paying directly for sex , thru cash is wierd but it is the essence of the good hunter havin excess and spreading it out to th females of the tribe and they say thanks in part thru sex which they themselves like anyway.
a win win ....

So the canadian courst striking down out dated prostituition laws , brings the do gooders out and their cache of data ... saying how horrible things are ... yes they are horrible becuase of the LACK of openess when it comes to sexuality in the first place which breeds aberated behavior.

The " do gooders " put baniads over an infected wound ..... instead of openly and logacally , examining many many different information streams , that may not b3e in harmony with the FAITH ideals of the do gooders from whihc the do good bases his life .

if we could just examine things more braod minded ly ,,, give legal protection to women in all jobs .... even the wife sex slave created by religous tradition ...... we would find sex stress that drives male anger to be lessened as women could explore and engage in sex .. with out .. condemantion of society .... 

twisted instinct 2014

Twisted Instinct 2014

Thsi whole project now is feeling just like twisted instinct . It feels like the whatever it was that I was trying to say or think about is being expressed in the ..... exchange of social capital .... 

I think i can get away from the years of EVE hate I was having during instinctualism blogging .... i think i can adapt to the monetary market system some what ..... and leave zietgeist dreams alone . 

So i maybe able to write without HATE

I give and I recieve

I really do not work for people people i do not like ,,, unless i am pressed totally for the cash ...

People do not hire people they hate unless they are totally strapped for cash 

but if the goods or services are something we both will be interacting with , then our friendship is a must.

the heart of the sugar daddy and sugar baby relationship ... clear prost. but sugar coated . 

The fairy tale love concepts are tempered with $ money as the girl ages and goes thru a few bums then she sees she can love many different guys for many different reasons and complexities . and his ablitly to make some cash is one aspect. as well as his love for her 

now to a guy like al ... who can let a woman pay his value to the woman is his love and attraction for her ,, he builds her ego and he is controllable because he needs her cash .

Prost. is everywhere

now over time to wrtie about it in terms of sex therapy and show how this is a relationship also 

real friendship are evovling thru commerce as much thru other venues

When Deb said that my 3 tents and a camel dream if i chased it i would end up livng alone she was right and she was wrong 

the basis of 3 tents and a camel is ..... social capaital is prost. from my end ..the frienship I beleive girls have for one another and the support they give to each other during child bearing and raising years and after ..... 

3 wives ?

why am i not being the strength i say that i am .... welll it is now like i have had never met the Debbie ...... wow . what would have life been like if i had not met the Debbie ,,, welll now i am living my life without her dynamic strength she was my strength and muse ........ or do i hav the strength with in me ....... she was a drug .

7 years with eve

ahh to be free of the perfect woman the perfect drug ... she was my herion  so powerful a drug and so manipulative ... only because i let her ,,, not her fault my mine but such great learningand fonder ...... still happy i let go instinctualism . i had great ideas but not the skills to present them ...... i miss my drug .... the pain is still fresh .