Sunday, May 31, 2009

NASCAR Bikini

NASCAR Bikini

Young master the girls who flock to NASCAR TO show off their bods in seductive ways to stimulate hormonial flows and thus attract the wealthiest at times or the flashest or strongest of PENTRATORS …… http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ahh the confsuion of EVE is her methods realy producing the over all effect during life time or is it an expression of Self ish ness during her hightened mating ages http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html what could be viewed as short term socio pathic behavior … eventually self defeating … when viewed from different set of NO’S … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html think for yourself over and over again .

Ahh but to have me say I am all for NASCAR if you know me would seem to be self contradicting ……. Again it is in the surrendering to what is and finding the best of it … what is the worst aht can happen to you right now outside of that today is a good day to transition ….. what else could happen , be OK with that .. and able to find an EXICTED path goal projection want from within those condtions and you lose FEAR !

Nascar can be my savior ….. of my pet .. hydrogen …. March 2009 Scientific American SPONSORED by the likes of ..COAL ..the coal lobby , Lockheed martin .. MONSANTO of course PHAROH is everywhere …. GE etc etc oh yes , the big SISTER oil firms …… WHERE IS your bread buttered ,,who provides the $$$ to keep the mag the rg going ,,, ? it is the editors job to make sure the RAG does not ofeend PHAROH.

So wind power cost 6 cent a kilowatt , but skillfuilly place the CONFUSE AND CONQUER statement , TRANSMISSION can cause the price to rise ,,hey TRAMISION loss or costs effect electricity made form COAL or Oil of atomics ….. so why bring it up except to temper ….to deflate the GOOD NEWS ,,, strange how the bring up the French tests of wave and tidal evectric production ,, yet ignore the use of simple water turbines to harness global ocean currents ?

The hydrogen fuel cells cost thousands per KILOWAT ,,, 20 + years ago a computer could cost $20,000 now you can pickup laptops for 250 that blow that dino that cost 20 k out the windo ,,the econly of scale in fact the GOOD OLE BOYS of NASCAR …. Will redesign the hydrogen fuel with each and every race ….. into the unthinkable .

An even now at the cost of 3 kilowats of energy to get 1 kilowat out …. And you get 3 miles per kilowatt by current GM designes ( again the NASCAR boys will enhace that 10 fold someday soon ) 3 kw at 6 cents is 18 cents for the 1 kw coming from the current generation fuel ….. 18 cents brings you 3 miles , or 6 cents amile or to compare to your average car on the road … getting 20 miles per gallon real time in city …. About $1.20 as compared to the current price for THE SHIEKS …. For PHAROHS oil gas of $ 2.45
For the same 20 miles ,,but that does not fa cotr in the REAL COST OF CARBON BASED fuel useage ……
Hydrong could be produced at home which means a lowering of the TRADE DEFIT to the tune of 60 billion a month ? since oil is the larget item over all in the trade defict .

Ahhh when NASCAR STARTS it exhibition circuit of HYDROGEN RACE CARS ….. THEN I WILL BE WATCHING ALL THE TITTYS BOUNCING … FUCK THE CARS

wake wanting

Wake up wanting

Young master go to bed PREPAVING the enxt day and when you wake , realize the aspects othat you wanted to see as you went to bed are here for you to choose to focus on ,,,of course the unwanted is there to notice ..but you have the choice to see the wanted aspects or the un wanted and the more you notice the watned , the more of that type of flow will come into your awareness .

Now , from step 1 of the 5 steps understanding the UNWANTED http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .. so that you can choose better what it is you want …… really want ,,clear up the cloud of confuseion that the ROMAN POLITICAL MACHINE was so skilled at producing then keep ing the mass population in a constant state of confusion so that it they took the easy road of ENTERTAINMENT to ease the effects of manipulation . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html

From this months SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN the voice of the great thinkers of our time , a well respected RAG of the IVORY TOWER CLASS . the PHAROH class . on page 5 now remember your advertising class … HEADLINE SUBHEAD LINE THEN BODY . the headline you PRONOUCE the …most common theme of FEAR of want or neediness …… fear fear fear …… 9 billion people , having gotten the attention convince the reader that you AND ONLY YOU have the 1 best SOLUTION ……. MONSANTO . industry economy ..PHAROH …
On page 50 Lester R. Brown PROCLAIMED thinker of our day and age ..writes a good not great but good article re-inforcing the theme of FEAR …. Then leads us to think that PLAN B which does contantain aspects of truth like education …. Education education … is the answer . and YES EDUCATION is the answer ,,eeducation to realize that the corparte model is the reason for the problem not having more of the problem with fix itself , but to return to the ever evolving nature of the instinctual nature whish is all expression of living organisism …

Ohh yes an understanding of the quantum nature wwhihc is the user of the molecules . us . the unthinkable. http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html

A great RAG scientific American in which there has been good articles about … NO TILL farming …. Where there has been great articles about HIGH EFFEICIENCY SOLAR ENERGY HARVESTING .

The dutch used wind for 100’s of years before electriclty was even kinda understood to DRY OUT A NATION ..pump water
Rain is simple evaporation ….. rome had 1000;s of miles of water systems …. All old old technology . ( ok we use up about 10 billion pounds of clear plastic per year to make our juice soda and water bottle ,,,,, the recycled plastic from 1 year only . would produce enough solar distillers to iraget the Sarha .. based upon using only about 5 to 10 miles of coast lines frome ach country around the saraha ,,, just 5 miles of land waste land . the next year ‘s plastics would produce the miles of piping ….

Ad in http://www.earthship.net housing and food production technology which is based upon living in ARID REGIONS desert regions of the US already for decades …. And find the real susatainable answers . the SAUDAN and all of the sahara region is mainly an ARID desert not sand dunes that is less than 20% we are talking about 2.3 billion acres of arid regions . that with EDCATION can be lived in with STYLE AND FUN …. And enjoyment achieving the basic level of MALOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs education is the corner stone of PLAN B …… here is education that frees the human spirit to be NON SLAVE to the industry of the SAVIOR the god/kings the industrial slave machine that says live in citys let us take away the connection the that dirty dirt and earth itself .
Here is education . http://www.squarefootgardening.com in his project the SQUARE METTER project he has found the people still stuck in old patterns lacking education depend on old EGO systems …. Since mating is important fucking in a part of nature . and human expression and recreation …. She lis built to enjoy penetration and I am built to enjoy penentratin her … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html the urge to fuck isa strong motivator if the UNDECATED ..greddy EVE spriti is focused on deciding to spread her legs based upon ,,,, STATUS images of a culture then the HORNY nature of a confused and conquered people …. Will be to take the easy road of entertainment . like designed by the slave master PHAROHS need to have working class available to serve it .

The people were more concerned about their goats eating then themselves .. INDIA for example because of the confuse and conquer OF …REAL LEGION ….. allows cows to be GODS and the holy cow must not be distrurbed or eaten , this culture show that human can live with out MEAT , but it is out of harmony , to allow the cow to become PHAROH and destroy food production of the little people just to satify the concept of …

Speartion from toa . THE IDEA of evoleving spiritually ….. a tool of PHAROH I have the answer and it is in service of me ..so I do not have to go outside andpick my own food or tend my own gardens , I can live in my palalces of old .. old new york town houses of today . and let you the salve serve me suppor the system I use to live the life to prove to your that

I AM THE THINKER …….

Forever, physical humans are saying, "give me the truth, give me the truth." And we say, there are all kinds of truths. Choose the truths that serve you. Now, there are a lot of people that would feel great discomfort with that. But the thing that we want you to hear about it is: there is a truth of cancer, and there is a truth of wellness. Which truth serves you? You can activate either of them within you, and make it your truth. Truths are created; they aren't static. They aren't conditions that exist that then it is your obligation to identify and catalog. You are the creator of your truths--and what you are living is your truth. --- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Kansas City, MO on Saturday, June 1st, 2002
HELP ME I AM CONFUSED …… the hope of the ROMAN politician is that the masses will come to him to find TRUTH …… or the preist …or the thinker …. When we have in us the INSTINCTUAL URGE of the bio machine we use for time/space event . listen to what feels good to you ..trust in the GOODNESS of th human animal …. 99.9% of us are good the socio path PHAROH birt defect …. Is just that a defect if the want to eat let pharoh pick his own food .

Saturday, May 30, 2009

3 dream pussys

3 dream pussys

young master the importance of belief ,,real belief not forced belief as using a tool in the neediess of attempting to frce the playground to manifest the state of THING ..that you feel you are lacking … forcing the playing to create magic outside of thr rules of agreement we actually have ,,the agreement state of … all is realy well and you can choose to experience a FLOW of quantum things that will provide you with the experience of UNWANTED … ( actually from the I in I ,,the everything all ways in all ways state the being of able to experience the unwanted is a WANT ) change

isn’t it nice to be hungry before you eat , doesn’t food taste better when you have built up an appetite a hunger an UNDERSTANDing of wants and unwants ,,contrast . not available from the state of everything all ways in all ways all the the time .

but the BELIEF ,,the expectation http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ( step 3 ) , that allows for you to FOUCS to NOTICE … with your ablity to process 2 gigs of human bio machine brain processing power …. You notice from the in fi nite ,,, your choice to focus on something that others do not have to ..no have to’s yours and theirs free choice to notice the possiblelty OF MANIFSTATION COMING inot assembaleg FOR THAT QUANTUM SECOND THAT NANO second fo experience as described in shrodingers cat http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat and that of course bings up the complexity used by PHAROHA toto maintain the confuse and conquer state from shihc you seek SEARCH out the best advise form others to answer the confuseion .
think for yourself you are the I IN IN ….. in a state of forgettfull ness so that the experience of thing ,,can be more real !

the belief needed to allow for the expression of the all possible to show your 2 GIGS of focus what has always real;y been available. To you …. ( behind the vail of the forgetting you choose to experience not a vail ,, that is only the word tool of the mytics ) ..belief in something you have not lived yet in something that is THINKABLE ..an experience of contrast , of wanted and unwanted brought about a desire fo SOLUTION … your training of expectation has clouded your mind from allowing you to let in the ALL POSSIBLE answers your training to think in limited ways as TLD to you BY the society which wants to have a SLAVE force to serve the PHAROH CLASS …. Your mind fuck of limiting thinking the wall in heaven of books that separate the possible from the impossible … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

your brain processes OPTIONS BASED UPON THE design of the species http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html ,,,your sexuall urge for pleausreable recreation is not to mate with a PINE TREE or a tweety bird or garden sanke ….. th URGE OF THE instinctual memeory of the DAN in each cell that is being HUMAN … each cell IN FI NITE being equal to you ( I know way beyond your thinking the trained in limits that make you think that humanity and human experience is the highest of highs when humanis just Experince …. Just expeince of the use of stuff … in a form )

the instinctual NNED of the bio machine not respected brings about a state of confusion because of manipulation of being lied to since day one , told fairyt tales are what is real and everything else is SIN …. http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html

when you allow yourself to BELIEVE in your dreams ….. believe in your solutions ,,, from your aspect of focus out of the expression of in fi nite assembaleges of Quantums available at the same time to NTOICE FROM … to focus into … when you allow yourself to think for yourself . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html and not judge it based upon the RIGHTS AND WORNGS of the thought form of society , culture economy of PHAROHS neediness to make his 1 life experience experience better , when you escape that trapp born inot the trap of generationally trained slavery …. Mental slavery to the thought form …. The GATE WAY to noticng the solution to the contrasts you have experienced will be ther …

now remember the DNA …… is a reality factor you can choose to fight the common stable expectiaonal PLAYGROUND RULES …like gravity and throw rocks into the air ..they will not fly unless you genenrate a state of personal pyahcosiis … the rest of us will see the ROCK FALL the wants of the stable play gorund .. the expectation that plantes will circle suns and remain part of their galaxys … stable playground ..that subatomic structure will continue that ..water will quench thrist and food satisfy hunger ..

DNA expectation ….. of the bio machine formed over MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF years …. That expectation must be resp[ected others wise risk the effects of MANIPULATION . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html ..... what are you at a MOST BBASIC LEVEL the one of the most basic levels of MASLOW http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs got food got shelter from the rain then you will desire to FUCK . polygamy is the nature of or design the most supportive environment for the children also with multiple ribe group community supports for the moms …..

It supports the loving nature which is the SAVANNAH ape us .

There is no state of physical decline or damage that you could not recover from--none--not any, if you knew it... If you wanted it and knew that you could. And that's those miracles that they talk about every day. They're not miracles at all, they are the natural order of things. But because they are rare, people think they are miraculous. They're not. That's the way it is supposed to be. You're supposed to thrive.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in San Diego, CA on Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html ok .... the level playing field where you chosse to come KNOWING YOU WILL DIE ..you will transition not wanting to live forever trapeed in theought form …. The gift of ..TODAY IS AGOOD DAY TO DIE to transition …. The bio machine is designed to fix itself but you were sold on the DEPENDANCE on PHAROHS macine ….fear death ,, work for PHAROH worship the god/king so you can have entranal life after transisiotn which you have anyway in the unthinkable ness of the UNGRAVEN ness of tao . even the confusion can be expressed in the light of knowledge given by the entratainer sages of ages past and today .

Thursday, May 28, 2009

dream pantys

Dream pantys

Young master , you sleep ..you release you attention of this focus ,,this place this body this use of structure of atoms of bio machine …. To go into the UNTHINKABLE and then you come back describing fly aardvarks and all sort of weird shit …now science the tool of economy the STAY HERE FOCUS HERE that in its has opened the gate for QUANTA unthinkablness ,, science ( some participants ..) want to get you to STAY her FOCUS here in reality in the only thruth the effects of the bio machine and dreaming is just that ..

The Decribable ..the ablity to create a graven image …. To describe to use word tool or draw maybe that is you best way to translate thought into ShARABLE FORM . all the while the bio machine is just anexpression of vibration and science KNOWS that but here in the AGREEMENT STATE OF ATTRACTION the levl playground of stable pyshihcs it is important to respect …… cause and effect …. Wanted and un wanted … every action has anequal and opposite reaction . ..stalbe playground … this place you wanted to be.

Want to come to when you went to slepp forgetting the focus of the IN FI NITE you the .. I in I you …. So that you could expreince limits say NO to your braoder self the self of ..EVERYTHING ALWAYS IN ALL WAYS …. To the point it is nothing no 1 thing . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html .... to be in time and space ..to feel the neediness of LIVING to feel importance for TIME and life and wants not yet here ….

Because you the BRoADER SELF not in the dream of time/space …. Does not feel any importance for the expreince of time ..what is time to IN FI NITY … what importance is 100 years of anything ..or 1000 years or 1 million years or ..1 nano second what percentage is that of a SOMETHING htat has not the ABLITY to be dexcribed in %’s

Hard to get your head around that … even harder to bring that description back with you from a dream ….

Get so fixated on what you want, that you drown out any vibration or reverberation that has anything to do with what you do not want.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
Ooops a recipe for NEEDINESS …. Want everything need nothing be happy now ,, other sages keep telling us to BE HERE NOW see the HAPPY HAPPY THAT is around you ,,, concentrate on the butterflys outside of the PRISION SINDOW be happy in EVERY EXPERINCE of time/space forma dn not get so wrapped up in the EGO YOU of becoming a FUTURE YOU …. That you start to hate now ….ahh then the vibration you have is resitatnce to REALITY to the totality of the adventure .

Yet when making baby steps sometimes it is important to push to the level of FACE PLANT so that the CONTRAST of wanted and unwanted can be better decribed …. http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php STEP ! understand the unwanted …. Explore all the Vibrations about it , without self judgement about what others may be thinking about your exploration , for remember they to are your equals in many ways here they HIDE THEIR FEELINGS TO BOOOST EGO , but in reality they are the I IN I …too. So to go thru to create exreme feelings of being needy then realizing that you are creating this VIBRTION OF lack ..is a great tool

For then you can get to the PLACE OF IGNORING THE UNWANTED BY FREE CHOICE .

Richard Bach in illusions ,…. My student asked about the skill of CLOUD BUSTING remember I told you this … how to become a self generated Pyshocitic . and she was not able to because she wanted to prove ot others her POWER her GODLIKE –nesss to be able to destroy even clouds …
And I had to talk to her about …the agreement state ..the others want the stable playground where you can ot be GOD and destroy clouds ,,but that does not mean in the experience of your own world you can not FREE CHOICE to choose to .. FOR THE GETTING . of …. Forgetting of the memeory of ever seeing the cloud and hence the cloud will not be there ….

Ahh but to do that means you will not een remember the WANT of destroying the cloud for you forget the cloud . …ahhhh so what fun is that ? you are not proving your POWER ? ahh wanting to be magical is the effect of living in a state of manipulation not being natural feeling trapped then watning to get your power back . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html

Things to think about …not rules to live by .

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

cold vibrations

Cold vibrations

Young amster the question asked before the entertainer starts her show ….. she asks of those who attracted themselves to the event , she askes DO YOU KNOW HAT YOU ARE WANTING? Do you know you are source enrgy ? ahh source energy .. a word tool …. A way of commicating and idea between us …

We see not the exact same way but we find a common theme in what we see , we train our children in EXPECTATION , teaching them to LABEL certain WAVES sensed by their vibration translation devise called EYE , we teach them COMMONALITY ..this is GREEN that is blue ,,,, this is wheel that is block ..this is banana good to eat this is metal chair not good to eat . and as the child finds that everyone else is in agreement about the meaning of certain TRANSLATIONS of vibrational input c aptured thru the devise called EYE ..bio mechanicnal devise . an expectation format or PROGRAM of expection is formed from which reality is EXPECTED ..and a STABLE PLAYGROUND IS formed

Where an ..A .. 1 of .. aperspective of the word tool source energy ..or TAO http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html can experience thru with ITSELF . I IN I …. ITSELF BEING THE PERSPECTIVE of the cat or lizard or bacteria or the use of FORMING OF QUANTAS to become thing called sub atomic particle …. And the more complexity of those experincers grouped to make a useful EXPEREIENCE FORM called atom ..and so on … all the same all UNTHINKABLE. UN DESCIRBABLE AS THE HISTORY OF jesus TEACHES ,,, UNALBE TO BE A graven image OF IDOL OR EVEN WORD TOOL ….

DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE SOURCE NERGY IN A vibrational playground? That assembles and dissaperas into STORED data of the experience lived . felt .. judged … contrasted ,,judged … from which the WANTS are then projected forth for the assemblage to continue . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

12% the did a study with cold virusus ….. they infect the mucsou membranes of people with ample doses of common cold to see if they would get sick and oly 12% go sick ,,that was DIRECT placement on the best location for the cold virus to grow and be healthy and get you sick and only 12 got the cold …88 ,,,,, 88 did not … much more direct that touching dirty money or and infected door knob ….. and worrying about washing your hands . no this was direct placement on warm wet human membranes and 88 stayed in the VIBRATION of well

expectation …. And use of sickness ..is a key player do you realy UNDERSTAND you wants and how ..these UNWANTED events or omen , can be the stepping stones of the wants , you DENY yourself from feeling …the body telling you HEY DUMBFUCK SLOW DOWN AND LISTEN , LIVE, feel ! IF YOU do not I will force you to . knowing your REALY wants .

you do not have to CONTROL the movement of the earth around the sun , the gorwoth of seeds into food , the ran and drought cycles of other natue , the swirling of universes , the AUTO PILOT defensive mechancix of your bio machine …. All of this evolution happened long before you came to USE THE form the asembaleg of expression of vibration called HUMAN MACHINE … the epxerince of it all happened BILLIONS of years before we ever showed up …. It was FELT JUGDED and new forms created sassembled …. Thru a want that IS …UNTHINKABLE . and you believe you can just call it

source enrgy and in doing that you are so cool so evolved so fucking fancy that you can use a word tool that you have no way of even thingking about except thru the focus of a tool called brain that is very limited to only 2 gigs of processing power per second ,,,, the amoung ot vibrational information , expressed that the SENSES … of touch hearing sight smellll taste ETC … as just drops in apotential bucket …. All are just the SENSATION of a vibration , smel is the expression of atomic and subatomic vabiration expressed in the being ofchemical . remember what it is all … http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html
ao now that you feel small realize the gift …. And FEEL what you cam here to do and that is FEEL YOUR OWN WANTS … and humanity the loving ape loves to see each other smile . as much as you like seeing others important to you smile and you feel RESPOSNIBLITY and frsutation in their lack of smiling …. Even guilt . you are not currently in them we are all forgotten vibration of the I in I …. Saying no to remembering who we are so we can play here ,,be … MR. I DO NOT KNOW and lvie totally the adventure . http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html

Death is a withdrawal of consciousness. It's like taking attention from here and putting it there.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Sunday, October 10th, 1999
The tool of a professional enterator trained by the CIA manuals of the late 70’s were in the understanding the EXPECATIONs of fear more than the stimulation of pain ….. mind fuck ….. find something imporatn to create uncontrollable FEAR .
PHAROHS slae masters found the confuse and conquer ,,the control of food ..control of sex as the carrot on the stick of be a good salve and you get to express the INSTINCTUAL URGES of the bio machine ….. the training of fear of death the training in the expectation of alones ness and fear of the after life ,,, etc etc etc …. They were very smart in many ways ….. today is good day to transition ,,, in fi ite branching of time/space themes paths events .. all from the contrast of the quantum time event . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schr%C3%B6dinger's_cat bringingthe contrast form which a BETTER is judged . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html you are not the TOOL the form the BODY ,,, not 1 atom of the bio machine you use is over 7 yeaars old so how come you do not look always like a seven year old ?
No ansewers just questions to let you find you freedom of thinking .

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

99.9% asshole

99.9% assshole

young master there is no ..no 100% there isno perfect in an ever expanding tao..or in an ever expading set or play ground of possible out comes like a UNIVERSE .. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html so doing nothing because you can not do ..it 100% perfect is stupid …

look my friend I can see you are a FREAK to the core of your being , you are the ALTERNATIVE , you talk about changing things and you have great plans for state of the art techno change things you want to build or do to show off ..to show you FREAKNESS , but in the mean time ,,, you do nothing because you cannot afford to express the 100% idea so you do nothing,
http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html the ideas frree food health insurance human housing etc even the 3 wives the poly nature of humanityhttp://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html willnot be a PERFECTION a utopia …. It is designed to bring you back into the flow of nature the permaculture expressed in nature ,,the MASLOW HIERARCHY OF NEEDS … state of well being which is the toa. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs

this is a cause and effect PLAYGROUDN not a place of pure magic ,,, yet here you HUMAN can be the KNOWN CREATOR which tao has evolved ,the PROFESSIONL JECTOR … using the tool of memeory and comparison to develop new NESTS OR RUDIMENTARY TOOLS gone wild . the same things seen in nature we have just expounded upon , NEST are building ,,, and we have just goteen far out in building realcomplesx nests ….. apes use sticks as tools , otters bang clams against shells … we have gone way beyond the basics over time building upon , the WANTS of the contrast of using what tools we had , we saw an OP to make it better form the experience of a contrast and …. PRESTO a new and btter projection ws formed ,,,, the idea is a thought a vibration in TAO , and quantums then assemblage in ATTRACTION of the new vibration . http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html ...but never perfect always with the possibility of ever getting better ..1 MORE FREE CHOICE .

you …… do not need to let go of the mind fuck of the 100% that was trained into you by the school system , a tool of SOCIALAZTION created by the BARONS of industry to insure they would have a trained working class to serve the PHAROH ECONMY . but you can if you want to let go of the mind fucking and let yourself express growth in being better and better in little ways ,

each move or action brings withit new learning ,,, each failure is also a learning , like wiping yourface on the aspahalt realy doesnot seem to teach you mauch except that it does teach you to be better when trying what you tried or teaches you that the paws of pyshcics … and what you tried are not equal …except . if you can see yourself doing it ,,then it must not be inpossible , you as of yet just have not learned all there is to learn to make the DREAM vision and reality JIBE … maybe there are details in your belief systems that must be addressed , and certain actions must be taken in accord with the AGREEMENT state of the psychsichal world .the stable palygroudn of cause and effect . of this time/space universe a 1 universe expression out of the all possibility of other demeisons and other pyschsics way beyond our albity to understand to the point you would describe the other demesions in terms of what we know as IM-POSSIBLE , but go back again the the sotry about the brick wall in heaven . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ..go back to the hisotyr of PHAROH ..he knew that METAL FLYING birds were IMPOSSIBLE but you now see them everywhere . they are called air planes , there has been no change in the PYSHCICS of the planet no addition of RAW material or potentials from the time of PHAROH to now , there was not new material trucked in on space ships from other dimensions to make flying METAL birds possible …..

THE creation through the use of time ..you time … now before you get HONOR BOUND …. Now while you are free to express and create ,,, do you tour of duty , free your self from the trapp of ECONOMIC SLAVERY … http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html the tour of duty blog is an old one . you achieve the NO FEAR state of being once more a part of the ALL IS WELL ,,, the flwo of nature the permaculture ….. you will still some day …TRANSITION die , fact but a fact also is that you will be a WELCOMER of that time …… in fact the creaor of the conditions of your leaving …… after you have lived what you wanted to based from the PROJECTIONS SET FORTH …. Never able to complete them all for that is the FACT behind IN FI NITE , expedaning the game will never end . so enjoy TODAYS or this life and KNOW IS AVAILABLE . in your name and body but in IMPOSSIBLE dememisions if you need to use the word impossible . in impossible to understand vairiety with the tool of mind we humans use the 2 gigs of processing power called bio machine brain tool .
Happyhealthyhappy healthy happy healty …..dead .
Ahh so create a life style that allows for the most ops of achieving HAPPY HEALTHY ,,, freedom to explore the upper reaches of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs

Physical pain is just an extension of emotion. It's all the same thing. There are two emotions. One feels good and one feels bad. Which means, you're connected to your Energy Stream or you're not allowing your Energy Stream. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Phoenix, AZ on Sunday, April 5th, 1998
The you that is in the I in I ….. the well being of NO 1 TING and the you who is in the expeince of THINGS …. Disconnected form the 24/7 always in always being of WELL ..with you face planted on the aspahalt . having fun !

Monday, May 25, 2009

3 lil omens

3 lil’birds

ahh young master , the starting place of going for your own freedom what is the thing the OMEN that will get you to move to go out side the box , now the TRIP of leaving the box may take a lot of time it like learning again like I say about skate boarding you did not come to your current level of skill over night you had to wipe the asphalt with your face a lot before you started to realize that you no longer wiped the asphalt as much while doint the last type of stunt , you are now wiping yourface on the asphalt while you are in the process of EXPANSION …. Ahhh expanding the experience of in fi nite possible .

and so as look backwards ..the book of positive aspects is the re going over the events already lived to find the GOOOD in what has already been experienced to show yourself the growth the good of the now you are in . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html and you start to feel better and in feeling better you vibrate better and you attract better ..the WANTO’s and the basis of the whole adventure is the being of the PROFESSIONAL JECTOR …. Projection … expaniding the poosiblity for the time/space branch which you are living . all other you having been already TRANSITIONED . still you ,,still valid still I IN I unthinkable . but the you of now is still wanting to expand ,,evne if that expansion means

achiving MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS ….. willtht not be the security that means no more strong WANTS will form ,,bullshit you will still want lots of shit …. But with out the stress of the mind fuck … the mind fuck served the WANTS of PHAROH … a being who was so fucking NEEDY so scared … to need tohers to make the whole world change so it could feel better …. You in a state of permaculture do not need of any one or thing …. Even the girls . free to leave … http://www.instinctualism.org/relationship_contract.html no needy ness of them for you or yu of them just equality of respect for eachothers wants ,,, I do not need of mother nature to act outside of its INSTINCTUAL NATUE .. the seeds live as their bio mechanics even the chicken and ducks the basss all live in a harmony of expressing their instinct of their bio machines ..each living until the time of TRANSTION . just like you ,,everyTHING even the block of metal TRANSTIONS the starting block of metal ..will eventually no longer be the same as the one first observed … the being …. 1 is gone the new from the old is another cat …. The time/space branch off ..for metal also . but that could take eons of weathering .

you have the right to live in less stress … and still have lots of wants … to have adventures with .

so what are the OMENS …. You are now seeing in your experience that you can thnk postiviely about ..the lil’events that are the 3 lil’ birds coming to your door step saying everything is gonna be alright . ..the evidence trail of no longer wiping your face on the aspahalt over little tricks ,,, no longer casting your lures into the trees so much except when you are encounting the NEW and a stress of wants is developed the possibility of failure is there …..ahhhhhh …. Adventure . contrast . fun .

so finding info on surface houses being buried for 100’s of years already in Iceland and sctoland , finding a plans person , experiencing the sand bags , and drying tobacco . even in the events not succeded at as expected but the experience provided new learning .over and over more and more things , like events , all OMEN .

perma-culture

Perma=culture

Young master ,,,,, fear? NOT! The 5 acre siteplan has the border of 25 foot …ok the outside rime is about 1800 foot long 400x500 +/- every 2 foot you put in a aussie tree or hybid willow or aurtrialin pine fire/fuel wood look inot the fire page for info about fire cycle. http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html
Inside that boder 20 foot about 1600 linear feet … put in a mind TOOL …. Square foot gardening is about TOOL OF FOCUS ,,, the square foot is easy to care for … a full 1600 foot would be overwhelming …. 2 foot wide 2x6 x10 would mean over the years you would buy ( over the years 2 or 3 ) 320 boards if you got only4 per week it would be done in 18 months . so yu have a border yu have a square foot garden starting 1600 foot long every teen foot you put in .. a FOOD TREE
That would mean 160 dwarfs or standards a red delious , yellow delicious .red johanthan lodi .mcintosh ..dwarf peach , dwarf apricot , dwarf plum , granny smith , dwarf cherry dwarf barrtlet pear , dwarf kieffer pear , dwarf mecterines , standeard pears m redhaven peach hale peach elbeta peach , black cherry , early cherry , moonpark apricot , stanly plum , mulberry etc etc etc ….. paw paw fig , hazel nut , almond hickory chestnut , walnut …butternut .. pecan

In between the ten foot trees at 5 foot you place low level plants like black berry types 5 types , and raspbeery thornless , grapes . 4 varities , black berrys …. Tophat blue berry , sunshine blueberry , blue cross … longan berry bush , honey dw berry bushes …. Amber berrys . boysnesberry , sand cheerry . deew berry …HONEYBERRY ….etc etc etc all pereneial s.. then in between the 5 foots you put in corn wheat barley …. Lettuce kales purslanes , beets etc etc etc etc etc etc

The poulan lawn tractor is under 900 bucks . so drive every two weeks around the jogging path ..the idstance between wood fuel and foods .. and spray … get an ag sprayer … make up a suop of juice form your cigarteet buts and .. garlic powder , and dish soap , organic pesiticide rotenote …… this will control bugs and keep a boarder of new mosiquitoes from coming in … your ducks will eat the locals. http://www.instinctualism.org/pest_control.html

Ahh talking about what I want … enjoying the purity of want …. Finding the possibility of the want and fidning that it feels good to PRO JECT ….. ignore what is …. And think about what you want .

100 x 150 pond , built buy using the land slope while mining dirt for home berms them …. Realizing the power of cleaning water thru bio filtration to create a cyrtal clear lake ,, you just gotta learn to TWEEK it as the lake becomes bio dynamic. Then snorkel around an look at all the bass you have ….. then soak some bait . http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html ........ off gird in town outa pocket ..OGITOP http://www.instinctualism.org/id96.html week by week ...... How much will the 4 boards be ? especially after the lumber yard gets to understand how good a customer you are ,,, and in time you buy , full loads dropped shipped directly to your land …. Makes them realize you deserve a weekly discount .

ahh the fun …….. of describing the wants …… ( but why do I want to talk still about the needy-ness .. to teach you ? fuck you …. I want to be in the place that feels good and that means leaving you behind in the available information with the freedom to come along or stay stuck ….)

so back to my OWN …fun ( not yours and none of anyones elses business ) your opinion of me is NONE of my business ) …… so PERMACULTURE . http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html ........ i could se myself swimming with mask on …. In clear water like in E-lake years ago ….. the colors of the fish brilliant like a ¼ acre aquarium …… air into the water not water inot the air …. Fence tubes for algae to grow on and clean the water , take out the cages on occasion bi annally to dry and compost … put in new one ….

itch that scarcth

Itching that scratch

Yes yes hmmm mm an itch wanting to be scratched ..the expansion of the oppurutunity to experience the ALL POSSIBLE the UNTHINKABLE http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html , BUT THEN YOU EXPERINCE THE want of thirst ,,is it not better tasting water when you are THIRSTY for it ? but what about a time when you have thirst but there is no water you are out on a trail far away from a Frig where cold water is … you are some where …where there is no water .
Thirsty but no water in sight

Is life like that for you young master ? you hae wants but no idea of how to find the water ? #22 on the emotional scale? http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html fear guilt depression despair powerless-ness …. All that from not being able to find water when you are really really thirty fearfull that you will DIE today of thirt ? today is a good day to TRANSITION ..to die …. The old Indian way of living ..being 1 with the SPIRIT .. living in inspiritation ,,,,

Yet for INSTINCUTAL man his wants and the answers to those wants were much easier to fulfill ….. water is around him ..he feared not to drink from the river ….

But what about worms bacteria and the scary shit in lake water ? yes what about that how does the animal world live without water purifaction ,,how did man kind live all these 6 million years without water purifaction … how did we live without the FEAR http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

Fear got trained into us ,,thru the teachings of PHAROHS slave masters ,,, they understood that the WHIP was limited in motivating the salve to SERVE PHAROH .. but fear ..was a great tool …. Used properly it could mind fuck the vast slave populations . especially if the NEXT GENERATION was trained young in FEAR …. Ahh the MIND FUCK of ROME thru the Chruch systems even the competive church systems tsects of the same faith so that the over all system still wroks ,,giving the idea the LIMITED IDEA OF FREEDOM OF CHOICE … SLAVERY OR SLAVERY … TO GOD/KING

REALIZE THE DEPTH OF THE MIND FUCK YOU HAVE BEEN TRAINED IN THE AMOUNT OF FEAR …. This effects the PURRE WANTING STATE . want everything ,,need nothing be happy now . happyiness is the feeling of relief from drinking of the water , warm water when thirsty is good , cool water better cold water great , maybe a flavored water would be your EVEN BETTER … ( free choice there ) butto live only focused on the NEED OF flavored water … and ignoring the amount of warm water available is what you maybe living in as it pertains to ABSTARACT wants .

The warm water is the FLOW OR ATTRACTION of information that proves that your DREAM is a possibility . and with each encounter of finding supporitive information that adds to t state of BELIEF that your want is possible ,,you feel relief ,,, or you can choose to sty in a focus of NEED about the end result the flavored water . little steps …..

Staying alive in the desert means , drinking the nasty tasting liquid from the catus .. but staying ALIVE ..ADAPT AND OVER COME ….. it means gambling on the muddy stream water to stay alive and trust in the DNA ..SELF REPARING SYSTEM that will detoxify you …. HEY DO YU REALIZE THAT BEER !! yes beer is s toxic liquid it is the posision that gets you high allows you to escape the effects of the mind fuck the manipulation of cultures . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html but your body is able to SURVIVE …. You encounter massive almounts of bacterias and viruss all the time and your body is able to fight it off , until such time that your expectation the over whelming aobut of data or talk about the Flu everyone is getting is so thich around you that you develop a level of expectation that you will get sick also .

Ahhhhhh sickness ,,, the tree in times of drought gets weak enough to get ready for tRANSITON ,,,,, it has lived exp[erinced the ALL POSSIBLE of BEING-ness of being that 1 tree … on that 1 possible branch of time space ….. the same tree died off many times before 9 SHCRODINGERS LIVE CAT DEAD CAT http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html the living tree is the time/space branch off from the quantum nano second ..one tree died the other lived ..ALL POSSIBLE THE UNTHINKABLE . toa http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ..the living thru events until the ENDING of this 1 flash of quanta experience which is yours , whether it is 1 nano second , or the day of a fruit fly the life span of a human or turutle or the 1000 years of the red wood tree …. What is 1000 years of earth moving around a …a …A sun to the IN FI NITE beyond the universes from where in the universe itself is …. http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html the ariticle in Scientif americam stimulates the question if you look at the holographic universe from the outside WHERE ARE YOU observing from ….. well you are not in the uviverse any more you must be somewhere ?

Complexity upon complexity to aid you in seeing ..the FEAR of limits you have been trained to believ in ,,the fairy tale of GOD/KING ….. the brick walll of the good BOOK .
Act a little less and think a little more... We're not saying stop acting and do it all in mind. We're saying work your 8 hours or your 10 hours or your 16 hours.. Just spend at least 10 or 15 minutes -- in a day where you are working 8-10-16 hours of physical action in order to maintain the physical stuff that you've gathered around you -- trying to find pleasure from some vision. Afford yourself that. And that 10 or 15 minutes that you are finding pleasure, will cause a focalization of Energy within you that the Universe will actualize around. You will begin to notice that you are more productive, because of 15 minutes of visualization, than you were from 16 hours of hard labor. --- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Boston, MA on Saturday, October 9th, 1999
The key is in the HAPPY HAPPY of not being NEDDY ….. slf realizing the expansiveness that is you ,,, leaving behind the TRAINING of fear of death for the embraicing of the truth of TRANSITONING …. You never get it all done for that would be the end of the ever expanding IN FI NITE …..

Sunday, May 24, 2009

professioanl jecting

Professional Jecting

Young master , our species is a step up in the ablity to PROJECT ideas ,,,the grain of sand is ..a BEING the use of an assembalege of THING .. for the experience of the thought form or being ….. being of SELF replecaiting manner .. where the need or WANTS of PROCREATION is a proJECTion even for single celled animal or being …. The insurance that the ADVENTURE of that form will continue as long as the environment conditions are conducive for that form of Being … hmmm now

Being of a grain of sand … in the school of Siva mind control you are taught to mediate on what it is like to be the block of metal …the metal is the use of it’s structure to be the! Block of metal that is there … absolutely different form all others even though from a general examination it would seem to be just like others of course at a very small level all blocks will be slightly fdifferent … 1’s of their own experience . that BEING of the metal is very relaxing for the METAL does not have any bills to pay ,, food to find or REPRODUCTION to engage in ,,it is just the experience of itself slowly decaying changing …. The binging –Ness of the metal is vbery close to the meditative ..or clearness of Tao … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

Human gets to CREATE many many MANY wants …projections .. yet many SAGES have said BE IN THE NOW …yep when the over whelment of the confuse and conquer has created unbearable stress ,, effects of manipulation … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html . Being NOW …. Is the most calming and clarifying psositon to take , but it is not what we humans BEINGS aredesigned for we are disinged to CREATE WANTS ….

Day dreaming about those WANTS is a good thing ….. now the sage voice of Abraham has clarified something about commucation ..between the UNTHINKABLE COMPLEXITY of I and the you ..I …. A commucation tool of EMOTION … and the agreement that we are that I in I ..is that the tao is a ever expanding state of ALL IS WELL or with judgemental word tool pure positive energy .

The clarification …. Of the emotion .. how do I ..fell not how SHOULD I FEEL as recommended by book or person often they all have very very good intetn but …this is my game my ADVENTURE ,, and what do I feel ? inthis now ..can I feel it? If not then maybe I gotta relax back in to the Tao the now …. Push the RESET Button . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html so that once more I can FEEL where I really am . so the sages are all both right ….

Sometimes the lake calls for a rubber worm other times it calls fo a top water bait …no just right 1 way . or teacher . one more FREE CHOICE TO CHOOSE FROM . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

The Eternal Laws of the Universe steadily hold the promise of expansion and joy. Understanding the Laws will reawaken within you the knowledge of your purpose and your own personal power as you remember how to access the power of the Universe that creates worlds.
If this time-space reality has within it the ability to inspire a desire within you, it is absolute that this time-space reality has the ability to yield you a full and satisfying manifestation of that same desire. It is Law.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness"
This sage once said that when the NEW WANTS is thought it becomes a POSSIBLITY in the field of Tao .. from where it ATTRACTS YOU TO … it. The agreement state of attraction . ( ahh writing felt better )

Saturday, May 23, 2009

oooh men

Ohhh man

Or Omen …. Young master I have brought it up aibt lately again an ancient idea … or word tool …. The omens were believed to be messages from a place out side of this place … the spirit world the META world info from beyond …. Like reading of the CARDS is actuallyt he same as OMEN….. yet ther are times that some thing UNUSSALL way beyonD co-inky –dink . but to give an EXPECTATION or meaning to the encountering of something from your past that you ( I ) related as omen ..to events in the future that may come up would put me into a state of EXPECTATION positive or negative ….

Ahhhh but …… life experience all of this is nothing more than the INTERPURTATION of an FOCUS of the all possible beyond ablity of the mind / brain and 2 gigs of processing power to perceive to translate the amounts and forms of ALL POSSIBLITY ,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

And the EXPECTATION that certain BASE RULES will continue ,, a continunity stable enough for a limited brain/mind expressed from the use of brain a bio machine with about 2 gigs of processing power per sec odn massieve data storage cappicity but about 2 gis og RAM
EXPECTATION is an important part in the functioning of this STBALE agreed upon PLAYGROUND otherwise the shear volume of the possible would interfere ….. and we would not be able to CO CREATE …. Within rules of the playground .

Positive expectation ,,,, sounds great you want that …negative expectation sounds bad you do not want that …but with out the experience of the UNWANTED wants can not be decided upon …… so the expectation that would stem from encountering an event that reminded me of the omen the UNSUSAL …. That happened as something elsewas happening the message from the IN FI NITE the un impossible the unthinkable ??? from ME …from the I in I …. Wekk negative expectation just means that I will encounter a contrast from which a new and better idea thing form WANT will be formed ..WHY FEAR the contrast the judgement of experiencing the unwanted … the contrast … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

Ahh again over and over the FEAR …. Only we have to fear is fear itself …. Orgianlly a concept of the Buddha then used by leaders from time to time throught out history . today is a good day to TRANSITION ( die ) the ultimate fear . http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

Everyone doesn't have to be the same. Most say,"Well, it's so much easier if we're all the same." And we say, it is not easier when you're all the same; conformity is the thing that thwarts you most. That massive wanting to get you to conform - to all think the same way and want the same things - is what is causing the revolt that is happening within you. You are determined to be freedom-seekers in a Mass Consciousness society that is determined to make you the same.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Saturday, October 25th, 2003
Ahh 1 more free choice http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html ...ahh but it is the expectation of at least similar experiences to be expected like sun going up and down , atoms retaining structure and people who spoke English yesterday still talking in English that ……. Life is . a yin and yang , for even the word tool of the sage is limited in expression but the idea of the mind fuck …the expectation of comforminmty to satify the BIRTH DEFECTED 1 in 1000 PHAROH …… make the slaves conform ! so tht I can live comfy …. The pharoh mind . the thought form mind ..the concept of the HIVE . BUT YOU HAVE FREE CHOICE REALY MUCH MUCH MORE WITH LIMITS OF THE WANTS ..what are your wants realy? Remember your wants are CONTORTED because of years of manipulation . but with bringin light to the mind fuck you get to release the resitance to the mind fuck http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html …and realize your free to choose from a much larger playground of ideas and toys
Hey young master what will it be like to have it all paid for … and have the job you like and the cash flow still coming in …. ? I expressed that you too beyond a LOCALE voice of the sage ..express the I and I in you ,, can you realize that you WILL MEVER GET IT WRITE only express an aspect of the all ..? http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_group.html

Friday, May 22, 2009

pussy wet and wanton

Pussy wet and wanton

Young master ,,, Wanton is an old word to choose ..but so close to WANTING that the connection should not be ignored …. And wants are real important you have literally 1000’s of wants being asked for in any given day … lil’ wants that are answered , but you focus on the LACK of wanted things asked for in the past ..and you live day to day in the box or cage of the past WANTS … ignoring the constanst flow f the WANTED which is here and making the experience of this adventure even possible ..the basic wanted of having a stable platform from which WITHIN you can foget your BROADERSELF And PLAY http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

OK HER BIO MACINE IS DESIGNED TO LUBRICATE ,,,, IN HER wanton EXPRESSION OF BEING of needing PENTRATION ,, who is designed to SUBMIT to allow for penentration and and who is the pentrator ? http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html and yin and yang both parties are happy in their sexual recreation …now realize the confuse and conquer of the training the mind fuck that you have been brought up in ,,her use of the tool of clothes to create states of sexual frustration or manipulation …. Habit patterns of lining done but not realy understood and the breaking of old patterens of thinking and action are very close to the breaking of a drug ADDICTION . which can be very easy once a person finds the WANTS of their own ,,own choosing and focuses on them and starts to live passionately there in their passions more and more of the newe focus comes into their life until the old problem issue are lost in the fun new memeoroyies … feel where you realy are on the scale ,,not JUST WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN TRAINED TO ACCEPT …. There is a difference . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

Acting out of old training because everyone else has done it ,,it was your model …. http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html as compared to mind expanded possibiltys …. That break the cycle of mind fuck and the expression of the effects of CONTROL AND COERSION … manipulation http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html fairy tale storys have been created ,,, entertainments to distract the TRAPPED INSTINCTUAL human animal . just reinforce WHAT IS but do nothing to help FREE you http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html ..and yet in the understanding of your FREEDOM of choice to focus each day on the POSSIBLE passions your OWN personel idea of wants … and their real position on the emotional scale .. you attract into the asembalge of quantas to come in nano seconds …the choose os using the @ giga bytes of attention of processing power of focus ,,, the way you want TO …. Wil change the point of attraction and the flow and FLAVOR OF YOU FUTURE EXPERINCES …

The voice of the sage said …CAUTION WHAT YOU WISH FOR YOU WILL MOST LIKEY GET IT …and then realize that you everimporoving skill at skate boarding is the reason you tried that last trick pushed the limit een futher and ended up in that cast ….. your free choice .

Now remember ,,the training or the BIO MACHINE ..happened by teacher who knew not what they were realy involved in but you in tiny ways day by day are learning and expanding way beyond their possibles … new MODELS of living possibles are yours …. http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html enjoy be WANTON of the aspects in your now of things you find interest in FOLLOW THE URGE OF intuition … EEN INTO REAINY DAYS ..or what may seem to be BAD EVENTS ..what learning is there ….. is it OMEN ? and what is to belearned form the WANTS provided by the experience of that contrast ..the brick by brick learning that pieces together until a whole new…NEW is asembeled that you would not have ver believed was realy going on when the first UNCOMFORTABLE EVENT started the learning and living the adventure of a chapeter of your own personel NOVEL .. a novel livied writitna dnb eing written by your use of FOCUS … the limted 2 gigs a byte of fous from the in fi nite world we share ..i focus on 2 gigs differently than you ,, we both look at the same event we srite our description and yet een though we saw the same thing we will write about different OFCUS .
Do you have to think specific positive thoughts about your body in order for your body to be the way you want it to be? No. But you have to not think the specific negative thoughts. If you could never again think about your body and, instead, just think pleasant thoughts -- your body would reclaim its place of Well-being. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Orlando, FL on Sunday, January 10th, 1999
YOU CAN nOT HAVE AIDS UNTIL YOU SEARCH OUT THE understanding THE NAME ..OF aids …. UNTIL THEN YOU WOULD JUST HAVE A state of DIS EASE … un named … when you are living passionately you foregt that issue that DISEASE that pain ,,,, for your focus is on the PASSION so totally that there is not other space in your bio machine for the realization of others Thoughts …. The celluar structure of the bio macine has an AUTO POLIT of health with a celluar DNA memeory of a life span that averages for all apes ….. to the point of about GREAT GRANPARENT AGE …not year age ,,but the realization to the bio machine that the bio mahine has produced enough copies to insure the survival of the the species …. As far as we can tell from watching COUSIN APES http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html that unfortunately have been tainted by the stress of human encroachemtns , still they live over 70 years . and to do humans but we have collected much more data on our YEAR BY YEAR number counting of living as compared to the bio mechanical an the living of wants with out FEAR OF DEATH ..it is a good day to die , to trasistion …. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

Thursday, May 21, 2009

smiling ass fuck

Her smiling ass fuck

Young master see smiles on others and others seeing smiles on you is the nature of us APES …. The supportive family is evidenced by the smiles of pleasure and fun of its members …. That equals success of the speices and the continueing of the DNA strand of the memeory in DNA form ,,, http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html , so this suceess is depedant on smiles … we are by DNA design CO-DEPENDANT ‘s ..the entertainers talk about FLOWING YOUR BLISs ..ahh the talk about living not based upon the SHOULDS which is the WANTS of others .

Yet ying yang pardoxly we are designed to take into consideration the feelings of others ALSO … as we feel our own WANTS’s our own path of bliss the energy that gets you out of bed in excitement wanting..to live .. now the socio path is all about ME ME ME ME …… if that was the reality of group family harem family then or any family ,,the mother would ABANDON her child at the firt sign of stress …. Lucky that did not happen .

Ahh this is supposed to be about ass fucking ….. that is simple to bring you to a place to think for yourself about the realization about 1000’s of years of activity …millions of lil’sluts who found pleasure in getting pentrated http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html it si a nature carried in the success the FOUND PLEASURES the memeory of the mothers before and the memeory in the DNA of sperm of the dads ,,the pleasureable actitivy lived and thus put into memeory then added to the DNA strand reinforcing the DNA strand like snapes of a human brain . till her getting ass fucked pentrated at first may seem like her screams of rape but later on are her smiles of satifaction .

But in realty this blog is about internal combustion enegines …. About eco freak concerns of mine … about high effeicieny vehicles so that I can LIVE the change ..change comes from the basic building blocks up ..when amss concisuossness changes then the economy the government even the concept of GOD.KING will morph … it is about feeling my own living in the NEEDYNESS of your smiles .

Yes it about follwong my bliss …. Which is in the smiles of those around me as much as it is in my own private time … ying yang ,,,, soicio pathic selfishness and group dyninc DNA survival of the supportive family unit. Yings and yangs ,,day and night winters and summers …. Thing and NO 1 THING … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

Ok so ,the idea of customizing a bike a cvt scooter into the stable 3 wheel 2 passenger bench seat vehicle …. Something where by a whole new 150cc unit moter and trans canb e bought for 500 and installed by you youngmaster in a few hours light weight …. 70 miles per gallon ,,,, 1/3 the resources used per mile 1/3 the burned pollution also . small transportation devise foot print in nature . and my desire to have this NOW and the reality of not having it NOW .. and the noticing of the LACK ..i am real;y vibrating in a state of LACK … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html want everthing …. I like it I want it ..it is possible I don’t hae it all is well it is possible for I can even think of it , I wll create much more wants than is possible to experience thru a mind and a psysihcs of thing ….. I am happy …. Now …

Or entering into NEED ….. iwant it I do not have it I want it I do not have it ,,beating the drum of what is ….of what is … of what is just one of the total aspect upon which ican focus on

For like the first PURE WANT …. I wanted understood the ALL POSSIBLITY OF HAVING . left it to want to experience other things POPPING INTO QUANTUM EXISATNCE … ..needing trapped me into reliving a past a memeory … focusing on the memeory coming back over and over into quantum exisatance for that is what I ws thinking about my focus …. So I got more it to fulfill my thought about it …instead of moving on to more fouses ,,,

Hey those new focus’s ….. could be where I will learn or meet the people . expressions of things ..built up on complexity of users of thing form ..beeing molecule form of atoms who are being atoms built upon sub atomics and single cells which use all the states of BEINGs ..to form groupings that allow for exerpeincers to BE human or bug or bat or even BALLLONS ( being you were before your birth a part of TAO and will be part of tao after yourdeath or transiton ..so to it is with the NONE BORN biologically ,,yet born of ASSEMBALGE also ..balloon )

So some how my broken weed eater … got me to think about the WHY what is this OMEN …. How can this broken interano combustion enegine servie me ,,why is it in my foucs .. in know or can accept my own attraction if its brokenness … execation based upon memeory of years of broken interantl combustion engines which is the CASH supply of a large portion of PHAORHS ECONOMY of oil .

But some how this triggered what seemed like an unrelated thought to POP into my head like the learning form what I am lately calling OMEN … events … so the fixing of my tango has brought about the thinking of the possibleity of putting together a ystem so that you young master can use lil’cash and get a good high eiffiecny easy to maintain vehihcles … and I get excited I WANT IT TO HAPPEN NOW….. it is a needynessw about wanting to have it NOW . I am afraid I will forget the IDEA? Hmmm but in reality it is an idea brought with me from middle school still showing up ,,,, ONE OF THOSE PASSIONS . a wanto … not just a pssing one … I am afraid I will will wraped up into ther things that are ? what ? other things will they TOO not also be my wants at that QUANTUM NANO SECOND ?
Want everything ,,need nothing … be happy now …. Being in the neediness is trapped and powerless ….. when there is an IN FI NITEY all aound for me to choose from other also important wants .. little constructive? Things that may lead to the next step the next learning like in a fucking POKE MON game ?but being focused on the currently un availbe is dumb I am dumb for chossing to put my vibration on that instead a viabration of expectations of finding answers slowly letting things CONSTRUCT come into assemblage .

You are killing more of each other every day over your quarrels over religion than all other things put together, because you cannot even come to an agreement about what you think God says, or wants for you. On one side of the world God wants something different than the other. On one side of the room, in one side of your mind, God wants something different than on the other. The power is within you. You are extensions of this powerful Source Energy. You are literally God expressing in this physical body. And so, as you are standing in a thought, or in a word, or in an action that feels good to you as you are standing there--then you are fully open and allowing all of that Divine Energy to flow through you. And in that moment you are all that you said you would be when you decided to come forth into this body. You are the extension of pure positive energy. You are in your full creative power. You are thriving. You are clear-minded. You are joyful. You are filled with love. You are who you are--you are allowing that which you really are. --- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Syracuse, NY on Saturday, September 30th, 2000
Ahh at first like many days the word of the sage seems to not have any connection to the blither of my blogging ..yet again …. Over and over the sublte connections to the THEME of following BLISS comes forth …. Your smile is bliss to me …. To the DNA animal we are living thru ….. and that is the expression of PURE POSITIVE ENERGY of expanding infintey the experience of all possibbles ….. and the example of getting trapped in the wanting of something GOOD … is in itself bad? Or a learning about the level of my free choice ?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

contact high

Contact high

Young master ever decide you will be at a show and not smoke that day , yet because of the amount of MAGICAL MYSTERY HERB being puffed by everyone around you ,,you end up getting fucked up anyway and failing the piss test ? do not let any one tell you we are noteffecting the thin shell of livable environment ..the box we live in .

From sea level to half way up everest about 28,000ft …. Is our USABLE ATMOSPSHere …hmm that is about 15 ft hmm a LITTLE OVER 200 TIMES MY height ,,,, hmmmmm if iwas in a room a closed in room and I started buring logs stored carbon , soted solar energy ….. and the smoke built and built until I ided ,,thronw the rock into the air it will fail no matter how much meta crap you think ,,,, the agreement state of quantas to create a stable playground .

Pollute the thin shell of the stmosphere by releasing CONDENSED CARBON stored over billions of years over theperiod of just a few human ,,only in human terms genenrations , is like burning trees in a closed ROOM ….. will it effect the enviromnet in the ROOM ? to burn trees ,,, are you told not to burn coal in the closed house during winter for it gas your stupid ass to death ….. the 15ft shell of atmospshere designed to runn on some stable levels of carbon has been over loaded by the release of carbon that MOTHE NATURE giai saw FIT TO STORE ….as coal and oil and stuff …. To release slowly thru plate techonics and burn as a result of some wild fire event maybe… but not …. Like we have done in our NON concern for speices ,the example of sociao path gone wild . birth defect gone god/king ….

Gone god king ….hmmm now the tools from which a god king controls his subjects his serfs his slaves properties ….the whip over time only brings out the depression in the slave and you have a piss poor worker ,,,, good managers know to find out the WANTo”s of the employee and some how bring the Slave/employee along with the thought form …. Find away to show how the thought form will be the PROVIDIOR OF THE ….WANTO;S … skills of population manipulation learned early only in human history passed down genenration by genernation …. Manger to mananger …from the successful to the successful …like DNA lives thru successful breeding and upbringing of the offspring ..in supportive family units …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

The Savannah ape exposured out on the grasslands has millions of years of FIGHT OR FLIGHT response built into the memeory the successful memeory of itself ,,survivors lived on ….. others died ..fear of DEATH is important to all PREY SPECIES .wanting to live is important …theis is a wanto

Following PHAROH inot the after life thru service to him CHEATING DEATH in fairyt tle stories , was the motivating factor that got slaves from needing to be whipped into service to finding that service SERVED them …. Fear …LEARN FEAR ! FORGET YOUR ..IN FI NITE SELF …… and live the zone of mr. I do not know ….. fine a great plan a good use of a…. 1 possible life experience ,,, 1 branch off of your in fi nite self … you the I in I … macro and micro self .. you the unthinkable http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

Now a days and for some 1000’s of years also ,the voice of the sage has been around for those who have EARS to hear the others who are vested in their dream state … are having already their GREAT FUN their adventure story and ALL IS WELL nothing is broken with them in their choice to fear and live HORROR FILMS IN REALITY . for when this NAON SECOND ….is over we all become I in I …way beyond our ablelity to discuss …. “ the course that can be discoursed is not the course “ a translation by Watts? of Lao’s Tao ….. the voice of the sage for the beings who did not wanto..WANTO be slave to thought form …..

Your choice is to choose the day time and way you willl Die ,,today is a good day to die ,,to transisiton ….. now if you think or feel it waould be a relief to end the game realize this is only the effect of CONFUSE AND CONQUER divide and conquer to use of management tools to control a wlrk force so that it will seek relief thru asking for help of PHAROH thru his priest system management system …. Divide and conquer the tool of pack hunting animals ….

Fear death ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html and begg the PROFESSIONAL GROOOMER …. For healing when the bio machine is the one with it’s auto programming that does al the real work when it is able to work properly …. Look at the stats about long lived cultures and you find they are the peoples who do not buy into the GREED of thought form socieitys ..they live back in the hills these people live many in the rhythm of nature ..THEY STILL DIE transition , even JESUS had to die first before eh could become the fairy tale from which to use as an example of beating the NATURAL FEAR OF DEATH …. To motivate the slaves to serve thought form .

Ohh but his started off as a discussion on ENVIROMENT …..to many things to process with a brainthat can only handle 2 gigs at a time .sex , environment economics hsioptory ,,divide and conquer …… so just learn fear and follow the suggestions of others … or

Want freely ….need nothing ( because of understaning of in fi nite is…is ) and be happy ..want freely un limit your wanting ….. and become respsosnible for the choices of wants yare you chasing the GOLD RING …. Flashing metal bright an shiny shit ..or the things that it can buy ? the I will be ahppy WHEN ? or be ahppy now . free choice 1 more free choice … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

If there is no source of illness, why are there so many sick people? It is because they have found lots of excuses to hold themselves in vibrational discord with wellness. They are not letting it in. And when they don't let it in, the absence of it looks like sickness. And when enough of them do it you say, "Oh, there must be a source of sickness. In fact, let's give it a label. Let's call it cancer. Let's call it AIDS. Let's call it all kinds of terrible things, and let's imply that it jumps into people's experience." And we say it never jumps into anybody's experience. It's just that people learn through trial and error, and -- through banging around with each other -- patterns of thought that don't let it in.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Buffalo, NY on Wednesday, September 27th, 2000
Patterns of being that do not let in the ALL is well of an ever expaniding IN FI NITY … where you can experience all the horro you could ever think ,, and it means nothing except you got to read an INTENSE BOOK …an adventure ..or live wants that ar more pleasant is TOO you free choice …. Realizing that ..WE WALK not fly .. we breathe not osmos thru magic ( yet it is magic ealy ) that we talk not read minds …. That the BIO MACHINE WE USE FOR adventure by AGREEMENT by quantum aggement not law which implys police judgements andpunishments ..but by agreements and WANTS … e live limited states of awareness …. To expeince THINGS MORE INTENSELY … and by want you can decide to not play the game of ILLNESS …. Use economy but not be trapped in it … a little RE PROGRAMING on your part is all that is needed …fuck what the peanut gallery thinks the others .. and think for yourself ,,, and that can mean buying totally inot PHAORHS WORLD if you want …your free choice of wants … you will still be mr. I don’t know . http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

her BDSM BODY

Her BDSM BODY

Young master …. Eckhart Tolle an entertainer ..in that is work makes people feel good entertainers make people feel good …Tolle makes people feel better by giving them hope about the life they have lived , and will in that they DO HAVE a say in the amount aof smiles thye can experience …. And the tool of this entertainer is of course word tool , sometimes NO ALL times getting an underststanding of the meanings behind the word tool is very important . and how can it relte to BDSM up to to think about http://www.instinctualism.org/addiction.html

Tolle had used the tool PAIN BODY and my first exposure to it was during time when I was surrounded by people talking about ..meta pyshihcs and in their world of god’s and goddess and sprit guides and and shit all great stuff if it helpes the indidivual feel better …. Get some peace ….. but in me there was a feeling of DIS CONNECTION for the I in I …. Keeping maintainint that sepration I was born into of a GOD / KING or spirit world and then us …..

But pain body is realy just an AUTO PROGRAM effect of a bio mechincal computer called BRAIN , where by a sense of personality is built upon the memory of being alive and having lived until that becomes a self ,,just the memeory ..and that self itself creates wants and futures ….plans . based upon the LACK IT HAS LIVED , but the sutbleity is that it is you …. You THE FORGETTFULL ONE …. Aspect of the you who is an can not ever be serpation form the I in I …..

The thought form based upon the dynamics of a bio machine that needs to FEAR DEATH so that it can insure PROCREATION of more bio machines …. For the use of I IN I …. Very important this aspect of PAIN BODY is this aspect of ego ..this drive to live on …. For sex even and the later on caring for the offspring …. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html

The plans based upon lack are vibrations that the GENIE of the WHOLE which is the eefect of the WHOLE of quantas that come into AGREEMENT for a flash of reality to e=xisit then disssasemble to alow an ever flowing of more TAO to become form in Quantas to assemble for the cumulative effect of a flash of total reality USABLE STABLE RELAITY …a play ground to experience in and thru …. And then gone … http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html ...... pain body an unique effect … understandable espression of the CONFUSE AND CONQUER … forced upon the nice co operative harem based savvanh ape called human . confuse and conquer …the tool of economy …so tha it can survive ,, have cells trained to live unanatural to serve the over all thought form …… evolution of a MULIT CELELD orgaism is to train the cells

Indidivual life …living single cell history with total info in DNA of being able to live free and alone …. But trained by DNA memeory to contort into skin and bone and lung a ndbrain cells so that a NEW FORM TO BE EXPERINCED …CAN …BE ! a rat or a jelly fish ,,, or hydra , or human or economy ….

To the point the cell forgets it INHERETED FREEDOM POTENTIALS …. There was an article in Scientific American about the japenese PHD who found he could trigger human skin cells to return to their potential of being human STEM CELLS the cell form from which all organ systems arise out of . hmmmmm think think think what is writien into the DATA of dna .

But back to pain body as a Expression of being along with the you more AWAKEN SELF who is realizing you are still IN FI NITE ,,unthinkable …. A paradox http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html ( ohh the reference in this story page to Scientifc American is artisitic liscense …. It stemed from the issue about tholographic model of a universe …. And an active Quark shell ) un limited amounts of you ….. and pain body is just one of you …. The idea of death branch offs ..of time paths where that event where you LIVED THRU and wondered how , welll you did not live thru it ….TIME AND SPACE BRANCEHD OFF …. Live cat dead cat you are just in the possibility of live cat …. Separted from the knowledge of the WHOLE tao so that you can experience THING ..in a stable way . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html the imporatnce of NO to the adventure the dream the game the illusion .

Rest seems like a nice contrast to overwhelment, but enthusiasm is always chosen over rest. The only thing that ever makes you tired or bogs you down is resistance. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Lincroft, NJ on Tuesday, October 15th, 1996
Yep when you are past the trap of the CONFUSE AND CONQUER in the state of living a WANTO your wanto ..in the zone of enjoying the expectation of going fishing living the life of MR. I DON’T KNOW …….. in passion wanting to wake up with sun …..

Monday, May 18, 2009

a right fuckin'

A right Fuckin’

Young master do what is RIGHT , live BE HERE BE NOW BE EXCITED , but first get or go over the suggested RIGHTS for you that you have heard others talk about ,,, and live that …….and when the next person comes to you .listen to them and change everything just because they said THIS OR THAT is Righter for you … ohhh yes first make sure they have a Stack of paper work showing their QUALIFAACTIONS to give advise to teel you what is right for you ….. degrees

http://www.instinctualism.org what does it say on like the 4th line …. Think in terms of what others tell you to do !

if a species did not INSTINCTUALLY act in a nice and caring over all way towards itself and its species members what would the SURVIVAL RATE opf that species be …. An defective expression of socio path on the naturl birth defect rate of 3% that is not 3% socio pathic but 3% over all birth defect rate ,,,, missing fingers , blindness , etc etc etc and Socio path being just one form of defective animal …. The species would stillg row and flourish …. Because the OVERWHELIMING 97% would be co-operative instinctually ,,, without books or teachers with degrees having to EDUCATE the speicies on MORALITY ..the blue Jay does not go to church to learn morality . nor does the raccoon , or bobcat ,, or for that matter the wild house cat .

what would you life be like if you had to change you PASSIONS to meet the best advise of everyone else who showed up with a stack of paper work showing that they went to schools to KNOW BETTER what is right for you than the instinctual nature of you DNA with a 6,000,000 hsitorial data memeory built into each and every SUCEEDING genernation ,,success in DNA terms being that is survived to reproduce itself and with that it carried new small adaptations ..MEMEORY of the parentns that came before . now that is a lot of paper work that is a lot of study that is a degree in and of itself already instinctually present in you .

if a na animal does not INSTINCTUALLy care for itself or its offs pring then the animals or that DNA would mostly not succeed …… ahhh but if the newer human GENOME is one of PHAROH …the god/king ….. hmmmm 10k years out of 6 MILLION years relflects only 1/10 of 1 % of the memeory or success of the bip[edal human DNA http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html an animal with a history of polygamy http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html

but …….learning to learn means learning to examine the INFORMATION which you are able to gather from all sources ……WHY IS IT …X …Y ….or Z ..data out of the infinte amounts of data ..why is it the such and such events ..come in to your SPECIAL AWARENESS …… the 3 coral snakes in 1 week s compared to 2 coral snakes in 48 years ….. WHY was I not able to buy a coar twice when since I was 18 I have always had new cars …. I liked tha security of the warrenty period ….. the mindlessness of …. OMEN was the word used by the sages ….. the BUGHA BUGHA shit of spirituality of religons of meta pyshihcs …..

of the attraction agreement? ……. The law of attraction …. Why do Quantas even come together at all there is not LAW or a quantum police force or a quantum judge .. who doles out quantum prisen sentences to spend 20 years at STARK in Fla. Nope ther is no wing at STARK for non comforting quantas . http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html
an agreement state of state of WANTING TO so that aplyground for the IN FI NITE can be…… to be a grain of sand for a billion years WHO CARES once back in toa a mbillion years is less that a NANO second to in fi nity ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

attracting the Information IN WAYS THAT WILL BE MOST HELPFUL for you to grow into that which is your OWN WANT …… and do you want to be RIGHT IN THE EYES of others? Then you will attract the others for whom you will dance for … trying to live as they say , changing for ever based upon their WANTO’s

mr. I do not know …..lived in a ZONE ..lived the ZONE he was not the seeker but lived … the seeker is asking everyone WHAT IS THE RIGHT WAY ….. mr. I do not know had not the population of every fucking body else to confuse him but lived the SUCCESS BLUE PRINT of the 99.7 % rate of surviors or the prosperus …. Hauman fore moms and and dads which left their life history on the DNA mr. I do not know now uses. http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html
Rather than trying to monitor your thoughts, we encourage that you simply pay attention to how you are feeling. For if you should choose a thought that is not in harmony with the way that broader, older, wiser, loving Inner Being part of you sees it, you will feel the discord, and then you can easily redirect your thought to something that feels better, and therefore serves you better.--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in The Law of Attraction, The Basics of the Teachings of Abraham on Saturday, July 1st, 2006
Doesn’t feeling good feel good? http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ahh why ha eth omens helped prevent me form getting involved in a new debt ? even in the smart car , my EGO wants it BAD …. And the IN SPIRATION ….was to not allow it gently …. Nope the comp’s are slow and we are not getting the right quates we’ll talk to tomorrow , but ..al the while the salesman was interested in why I have not REBUILT THE TANGO ……hmmm why have I not rebuilt the tango ? http://www.tangotrikes.com hmmmm how does it feel now how did I feel back when I bought it? What EGO aspects AM I learning about myself …… am I living to fit into the RIGHT of others in reality at a deep confuse and conquer level that I am not fully conscious of doing ? should I ask you ? or you ? what to do …. Or FEEL where I mayelf am at on my on scale of feelings and trust all is well all is learning today is a good day to die/transition a dn live fully today as it is feeling for me not for thaw others think ……. Learning experiencing my own ADVENTURES …… not having to ask some one else every time I was planning to make a cast whither they thought there was a fish there or not but living based upon my own …. My ……

Sunday, May 17, 2009

nice ass

Nice ass

Young master what is it that gets you out of bed , without feeling all sluggish and resenting that the sun has come and given oppurutunity for experiencing another day …PASSION ..WHAT gets you moving and keeps you going without thinking or WORRY ing about shit ,,that FEELING that is behind the ignoring of hunger in favor of living just a little more life … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html it is the position you are currently living on the emotional scale and I betcha DUMBASS it is not the lower down the scale places the powerless feelings ,,it is in the hope and positive expecatation area …. When you are there vibrating there …that you jump out of bed ….

Now the ancients sages seemed to be a fuckin’ SLEEP all the fucking time ,, they called it meditation a half sleep state while in the day time world ..half awake half a sleep …. Not living much or doing much ,,,,, a great place YES to go especially if the PRESSURES and confuse and conquer is sto heavy as to ..well fucking confuse you ..

I am a bit there I have goals and buying a new car is not one right this minute ,,, having a pyment is not 1 ,,,, using my savings is not one ,, but now having a good TRANSPORTATION DEVISE … welll michalngo … said something “ the proble of mankind is not in having dreams or gaosl so large that he can not or does not achieve them , it is in having GOALS OR DREAMS so low that he does achieve ….”

The fear of LOSS of not ACHIEVING ….. is based in the fear of death actually ..fear of returning to source , which you have never left even right this minute you ..TRANSISTION in and out of beingness at speeds beyond the THINKABLE or percieveable with any tools of perscpection ,devise of detection .
The fear of not getting it all done with in this life time …….. LIVE HAPPY DIE LONG !!!! DIE LONG ! …you the name you use will die for ever … you the user OF THE NAME …. You the unthinkable ..the unamaneable …. Can come back over and over taking on new names forgetting once more that you had millions and billions of names before ….. so that you can fully engross yourself into this life and make it REAL …. Make it feel IMPORATNT enough to fear FEAR to FEEL …feel fear about losing or not completeing ….

But is not FEAR BAD ? no good no bad’s ….just oppurutunitys to experience the CONTRAST ….. you gotta think for yourself realize things for your self ,feel for the inner …ideas outside of the bullshit programmed into you .

What do I want to focus on and why do I choose this or that as my focus ….. why owrry so fucking much about $$$$$ when the facts is $$$ comes and goes always has …. Owrry … my kids my family …. Not as much myself because while I am in DEEP DARK STATES of STRESS and worry , honeslty , I almost wish for the TRANSITION to happen … worry just gets so fucking old .

WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE ,, wouldn’t it be nice if ……. You had NO mortage no CHAIN of responsibility ….. that aspect was already over with early on in you life so that you could work and make $$$$ but have the fisr few levels of MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS honeslty secured …. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs then how would life be what would the flavor be like ….. but is there enough to go around for everyone to have this ? yes yep yep you betcha ….. more than two much land foods grow freely from the grounds also ….. and extra toys … sure plenty the ECONOMY is still there yet you are not the slave but the HAPPY PARTICAPANT IN IT … experiencing thru a body that is
SELF REPARING http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html you donot FORCE the body to seal a cut ,,, you do not control each and every muscle to make the shit or piss . leave you body …. You have no part to play in the growing of hair or finger nails …. All part of the AUTO – ness of the bio machine you live thru ,,, you just deal with the 2 gigs a byte of data or FOCUS ..and what do you want to chosse to foucs on

Stress . or waking up and going down to the dock and catching a fat ass trout …. Or out to you pond and cast for some hybrid stripers or large mouth bass http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html i can fous on how I am right now in a stae of not totally staying rtue to my wants , but maybe I have OUTGROWN the BAISIS for thwants ,,the ever XPANDING in finte nature of infinty demends that I keep on experiencing or DIE …. Perfection never being experienced in the experience of THING 1 thing at a time for then infite is slways …… only in the being of it without the …expeince or use of tool like mind or brain ….. beyond thinkable … the no 1 ting . http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html time so long it becomes SHORT .

All the meta bulsshit is for you to free your mind young master form old programs …. Thnk for yourself …. Go ahead want EVERYTHING ..need NO 1 THING ..and be fucking happy now Excited to get the fuck out of bed !

The entertainer ..the voice of the sage …
Sex is one of those impulses that comes forth from within that cannot be denied. You can squelch it and contour it and regulate it, but it's an impulse that continues to come forth, sometimes more than others, but it continues to come forth. --- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Syracuse, NY on Thursday, October 17th, 1996
The expression of BIO MECHANCIS … http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html that we use for time space adventure self repeicaitng so that the ADVENTURE will still be around for others … and well it may ass well be fun http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html

Saturday, May 16, 2009

RECURRING PAYMENTS

Recurring payments

Young master are an EXPECTATION … so completely programmed into you SNAPES associated data processing brain which creates the expectation of how TIME?SPACE will continue to manifest as an agreed upon state so that so many DIFFERENT perspectives of the Tao can play together in on a common playing field of nano second expression of THINGS assembling and de assembling . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html . with all ppotential to manifest ever and ever smaller things THINGS expressions of Quanta . http://www.instinctualism.org/quanta.html .to be named . oppurutuniys to play fo the scince freek ,,but no my life … it does not help me in my growing of tobacco plants …

But back to PAYMENTS like rent or maotgage or insurance or electric or phone or cable or internet ..or CAR PAYMENTS …back on the farm in homestead when I had 4 active crab boats running my sholesale company ….. I had a line of used 35 OMC’s if there was any problem all a captian had to do was lift off his motor put on the next one in line and head back to the ramp ….. he would be 2 hourss late but his product would be then destined for retail instead of the wholesale route ….. no new engine payments .

And a different timespace period for myself . my current business …. My shop my store front is some thing with wheels if it isnot running well I am nout of business and that is BAD FOR BUSINESS ….i do not have a farm where I can hide 3 or 4 cars out behind the barn and have them rebuilt at my leasure and withing budgets ….

Nope I have been lucky for over decde to have gotten into a nice repo from one of my dealerships … and ran the to the point it needs caring for …. FREE STORE FRONT RENT no payments ….. but now I will have payments …. Could I deplete my cash reserves to buy out right yes ,,, but there is always a reason to spend cash and if I do that I will never have any cash reserves …. EXPECTATIONS ..revovling around the flow of $$$$ ..some people just seem to have $$$ always flowing into their world in amounts exceeding their speding caspacity … but the fact like the AGREEMENT STATE of gravity of NO’s ….. is that 96 out of 100 will struggle with $$$ the odds are you are part of the 96 . the evidence trail of your current adenture is of that .it is the programming expectation .

You came to NOT LIVE A LIFE of SNAP YOUR FINGERS MAGIC …. You came inot contrast to experience the oppurutunity to have to be creative and decide your want form the experience of unw wanted …with though the understand that ALL IS WELL and this is just a dream ….. yet a dream we wanted . that idea of a dream of problems we wanted so that we could FEEL …… the differences between the ALL POSIBLEITY TOA …. And the expeince of THING ….. the forgetting …fore the getting or remembering …. Of the state of I IN IN ..the all posiblity the un impossiblie …

The game I wanted … yet if feels bad my position on the emotional scale is fucked 3 different OPTIONS EACH with good’s attached which to choose …. And once choosen to be lived from .IN SPIRIT ACTION …. Inspiration …. In the zone …. Expectation of ending up in the all is well for I am realy always connected to it …. But wanting to experience LACK or uwanted for the oppurutunity of conparision ….. with the deep inner securioty of all is well….. it is a good day to die to transition …. Every onw will be ok without me …… for the world keeps on going so many billions have come been born and died and the world has not stopeed . but

Payments are out side of my PLAN …… or are they ? to journal your ideas young master to TOOL ..of writing … is helpful cn you feel the movement up the emeotianl scale … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html . And wht is is all about …. It is about the movement up the scale in each now …. For a BRINKS truck will not follow me to the grave .

How do you feel about those things that you are giving most of your attention to? If there is something in your life that gives you negative emotion almost every time you think about it, we would do anything that we could do to get that negative thing out of our awareness. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Phoenix, AZ on Sunday, April 5th, 1998
Working within the AGRREMENT state realizing we are not going to be MAGICAL … we came here to be UN MAGICAL ….. so learning to use an operate within the 2 giga bytes of processing power ..THE CHOICE OF WHAT FOCUS WILL I LET MY 2 GIGS work with for as my emergy of focus is expressed more like things wiil come into awareness …… THE AGREEMENT STATE OF ATTRACTION .