Twisted Instinct: 2007

Monday, December 31, 2007

Like lovebirds

Like lovebirds

Young master , listen to this comparision ..pf the fairy tale time of new lovers and the againg fairly tale image of …. BIRD ? how long ago did our DNA the DNA of the mamamal branch off from the Dna of dinosaurs which became birds …?

But that detail is not as important as learning , from the past dumbass ,,, not just ignoring ,,,, ohhh but it feels good ,, so ignore the facts of the future …… hell I hear creack feels , goo also ,,, but I have seen the facts about the future of ignoring the truth behind the FEELING OF GOODNESS ….. but why should we ignore the facts of the fairy TLAE of love? Just because every one else says we should ,,, do it just because mom and dad did , and they are happy ? or idivocred ,,,, or living in quiet desperations ,,,, self medicating their way thru ,,, EXSISITANCE ,,,, ohhh but life is supposed to hard only exsisitance ,,,, no , no .. no …. Again I watch the animals thecats outside , who play in society ,,, hunt and beg food from me , but life is not to be hard it is to be relaxing enjoyed with family and friends …. Sure there are times when work must be done but on average there is enough to go around ….. DO NOT BRING UP DEER . they are the forage animal of a class of predatory animals which we humans killed off and displaced , then we STOPPED living up to the niche of being the Deers primary predetor …. You cry ohh poor bambi while you eat your beef jerky , your subway combo , your hamburger or steak ….. over an over you eat with out the FEELING the reality of the kill ….

Ohhh the beauty of love ,,,,, you enjoy the high of that love without the reality of the life you will really live …..

So people tell me stopp looking at the negative ,,,, ok I will stop looking at the negative , can I ask you ,,,, Do you have a lighter so I can spark up this CRACK ROCK ? ….. come on ,,,, do you not prepare for the future in many ways ,,,, but not with LOVE yet ,,, the pain of love the confusion of love will be the biggest force which drives you to hide in the Bliss of crack or herion , or beer …. Of the never ending MENTAL HEALTH …. Addictions beeter for a while back in therapy again , back on a nwer medication ….

Hey you do not agree with me then why waste you time talking to me , it is not like I have not this 2 years body of works people every topic you bbring up I do explore and over and over the WISDOM of the Taoist SAGe comes back ,,,,,,, the way of nature …… the evidence of problems dates back 10,000 years …. And you want to ignore it because they look like some fucking birds you read about in a book ?

Shut up phil they are happy ….. hey I do not force any one to listen to me , they did not have to interact with me , it was their choice …. And if they FEEL …. If their animals side is talking to thems ,, if the wisdom of their own past experiences is talking to them ,,,, who am I to stop ,,,, that ? ……….. I am all about love what you think the POLY will be cold without the chemicals reactions of love?

See , this is the evidence of the GREED ow ownership which is your fairy tale of love … woman ….. you do not want him to LOVE another girl ,,,, ohh he can have sex , but not FEEEL for another female to the level he FELT for you ,,, if that happens you will be OK with the poly ( maybe ) ……. Ohhhhh girl how confused can you get ,,, how subltly you fuck things up over and over ,,,, and yet call yourself SUBMISSIVE . but the sublte dynamics of control , run thru your viens ,,,, like the venom of a SNAKE ,,, wow the story tellers of years ago , just think become friends agin with the truth about your DNA ,,, not the GREED of the last 10,000 years the wanting to be the Queen to Pharoh , it was that Fairy Tale which … brought out your greed female …. Feel the truth ,,, not the drug flowing thru your viens ,,, self generated drugs …. Hormonial highs ….

Sunday, December 30, 2007

The pen as a sword

Th Pen as a Sword

Young Master , do not be afraid to stand up and be counted , to be the cave man at the front of the cave and die for what is right , the protection of your family ,,, unfortunately I am sure the insanty of the FAIRY TALE world that world of theory not , DNA intututions ,,,, is at times many many times coming into you and fucking with you , hell it has programmed you to auch agreat extent for you to foget your own INSTINCUTALNESS ….

So I ways , the only sword you maybe able to Wield will be that of the pen , young MASTER be not a fraid to do just that BE YOUR Warrior SELF , even in the face of ,,, subtle manipulations … for me I am a rriving on an event of 3 years ago… a time when I was still truthfully attempting to jump thru all the HOOPS of the fairy tale one more time …… and my MASLOWS HIERARCHY ONF NEEDS was in stress , two hurricaines … the fucking impossible 2 CAT 3 hurricaines in 1 years hitting the same town , theye os that storm going over your home … twice in 1 year , ,,, for me 12 years earlier to have ANDREW destroy my companies a dn home I thought was enough for a life …. But no …

Writing , writing with out fear because what you write young master is not based in anger but based in the only course a TRUE MAN could do … the course of searching for the best for his FAMILY ,,, protective GORILLA ….hmmm to just be come violent ? well the net return on the investment of Voilence is not good . ahhhhhh

But hat about the old wisdom of and EYE for an EYE ….. hmmmm in fact Granma used to do thing just like with the kids some times to hekp the young ones learn to seee the effects of what they are doing just in case the kids DO NOT REALY UNDERSTAND ….. human adults do it to other adults … in many ways ,,,, the old SO there … see if you like it thing ! ….. hmmmmmm sometimes it maybe all that your inner animal can come up with ,,, but why do it , because sometimes it is the only way you can do , it ,,, it being anything OTHER THAN SUBMIT ,

Submission is not your nature young master ….. those years ago in that time of stress , when after not being able to get counseling appt for the family unit etc etc etc ,,, I called the government for help DCF ! ahhhhhhh what a lovely nightmare of subtle contro they were ,,, the threat the use of taking away my kids …… taking away my kids because you the government took them AWAY because I called you ? for hekp as was recorded in the phone call ( LUCKLY ) AHHHH so when I wieled the sword of the pen , and the eyes of the governors office came down on the local POWERFUL …. The local female control based network …. They threatened this MAN , the caveman searching for away to help his family ….. because he HAD BEEN LIED to by the world and told that A FAIRY TALE was real ! this cave stuggled in every way a good cave man wouiild to find answers to create SMILES ….. AND AS HISTORY HAS SHOWN ,,, the brave do DIE sometimes defending the cave ….. if I feared death then I would never have lived thelife I have the jobs I chose or even the recreations ….

Write young master ,,, write , write .. write …. If your intent is for the good in the end ….. then to not write is to live like a coward and face 1000 deaths of your spirit in EACH SUBMISSION . ( now understand shit for brains ……. It can go what seems like in the short term to be terribly wrong ,,,, but dumbass that is warfare my friend … not with pains … that is the fear of fighting off th pack of wolves with a spear at the mouth of the cave in protection of what is you … your real you … DNA ) ahhhhh so today is still wield my sword day after …… and you cut by it . bleed your thinking your programming and when you heal I hope the action of thinking may create a new stronger and better YOUNG MASTER . ( oooh dcf gave back my kids asap but in the end so that they would not be destroyed by continued struggle with their mom and granma ….. I did the whole Wisdom of Solomon and cutting the baby better the baby is alive and with someone else than TORN apart …. Can not say it still does not hurt ? and that I write so that you … young master my be able to think outside of box , come up with your new stronger better ideas not my words but your deepest of inner wisdoms …… I beli8ev in that inner cave man the harem animal …… the GOOD MAN in you dipshit ! )

No what you want to

No what you want to

Young master how can you KNOW what you want until you NO what you do not want , did you get the use of KNOW and NO , to do this you need to do something called thinking , it is hard to think when you are hard and alone … all your body is screaming is I NEED PUSSY ,, so again you put your dick on the internet in hopes that will attract pussy …… the basic human drives .

Now how long have you been doing this? How long have you been adking girls out? How long have you been watching the people around you BURN THEIR HANDS ON THE STOVE ,….. of the 1 on 1 ,,,,,, how long have you been ?

Doing really alternative things will seem hard at first , the idea of giving up dating for 15 months , sounds extreme,,, not COOL at all , but dumbass , look at the long term results of doing things the same old way , of BURNING YOUR HANDS on the stove of 1 on 1 , if need be dig into the imensence body of art ,,, of western cuture and then realize most of it has been created because of the expression of pain that is the nature of the TWISTED INSTINCT of the 1 on 1 the fairy tale of love , the idea of ownership and gredd , instead of family and gifting ….. the gift of your hardness your sperm ,,, your desire to protect ….. the CAVE MAN WHICH YOU ARE .

But to choose to create a new life style which in reality is enons old … but new so old it is new …. Can be hard it is truethfully living outside the box ….. and remember the vast number of girls really in the world ,,, and how instead of showing pictures of your COCK on the internet you will be showing pictures of your 3 tents and a camel , describing your self , wthe land the houses , ( 3 single family homes not ego sized but human sized ,,, living is meant to be done a lot out doors inside was meant for sleeping and protection from RAIn … temporary living not living in front of a TV)

If the pic’s were now showing things like your ,,,, hands on experience with not just theory but reality , the girls who know nothing of HUMAN LIVING ,feel comfortable because they have a caring MASTER to teach them to depend on ,,, they have a REAL MAN …. Dipshit spend some of your jack off time skinning the blogs of the girls ,

Read past the PROGRAMING ,, realize the girls have never been exposed to an INSTINCTUAL man , so the life they have been able to choose up till meeting you , is different than the CONCEPTS , the newer dreams of life after …. After meeting you online and taking time for themselves also … also to re-program to think out side the box and then maybe even meet you face to face human to human ….

Myself 2 years later ( yet without the real land and homes yet , but that is coming my house will sell I will move ) after having written a book putting my foto on it , writing blogs ,,,, to the world ( AND THNAK YOU WORLD FOR READING MY CONFUSING WORDS ) walking thru my city seeing customers and friends awho I know have my book , and read my blogs ,,, I not hiding . I myself still find myself feeling …….. uncertain , it is mainly because I have not the 3 homes yet …. The reality only theory …

Building the 3 homes for you will give you a sence of PRIDE that theory can not . you will have hard facts to invite family friends total strangers and future girlsfriends out to see,,,, pride …. Something really LATERNATIVE , not just a new piercing or tattoo or someflashy thing for a car or truck …. All thing any one can purchase ,,, but building the WWW.INSTINCTUALISM .ORG compound … ahhhhh there is a STATEMENT !

An answer to the pain and confusion that is written in the writings of nice confused girls everywhere ,,, and you dipshit have the DNA solution to their pain ,,, the hope for a different life . but dumbass it may take you time searching thru the words of my blogs back ward thru the years , but remember each reading is a RE PROGRAMING for yourself ,,, treating the illnesss of the fairy tale forced into your mind since you were born .

The myspace collection is the most complete series of bogs on line …. Go back to the writing about the PATRIOTIC PERVERT …. To think about PASSIVE SOLAR design etc . then you study on line about these theory it will not take , stopp getting high for a while , stopp searching for peon ,, or going to MASTRUBATORY … dating sites ,,,, and plan something real . but remember re progrmaing takes time …..

But realize , thing like bi sexual girls , lesbians , polyamory ,,,, the multitude of alternative relationships tyles BDSM etc … all are OUR collective human attempt to answer the question WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIING WRONG ? but I hope you dumbass are now thinking about your DNA ……. And wht do you feel , what does the animal side of your brain tell you , the side without words ,the intutuion side , the feeling side ? the more you KNOW , the more you can say NO to what is not right for your deepest inner self your animal DNA you.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

the gift of sexual pentration

The gift of sexual penetration

Young master , have ever heard ( I just love NPR radio ) about the gift economy … when white men showed up here the Indians felet the world was big enough for more humans and they had no IDEA of ownership , the world was a gift they were STEWARD of …. During the minutes of life ….. so like wise when they gave something to a friend the expectations were for the gift of course to be re gifted and a great story told about how the original giflt was created by the giver ,,,, so TALL TALES , and entertainment was born thru GIFTING .

Ahh but the greed mind set of ROMAN was thickly programmed into the minds of the CHRISTAIN ( again a roman creation ) whites ,, ownership and fear of death RATHER than enjoyment of the MINUTES of life …. So we have the phrase .. INDIAN GIVER … Indian expected the gifts to flow back and forth , use my gift then give it back and give me somthng to use , when we did not do this they flet anger and we had warfare yet ,, even their concept of warfare and ours was different white men ,,, learned from roman how to destroy ALL LIFE , even women and children , while the natives gor into a rumble … often with the expectation of little loss of life or permenanet damage because if the human male animal got permenantly damaged , handicapped he would most likely die … complex . we feel it to be cruel becaue we fear death .

Oooo but what does this have to do with , SEX , with girls getting fucked , with the gift of your HARD COCK ….. I want so often to bring up ideas to change your programming from the inside out not give you rules of mine but for you to THINK FOR YOURSELF DIFFERENTLY about aspects of your life ……

She is built to receive ,,,,,, you are special in that you are built to give …. You are the special one ! oooh but master really feel about how we have been trained to begg for pussy … it is up to us to ask ,, asking is begging ….

Now there is myth grown around the facts of .. first nations people divorce ( they had poligmy also and 1 on1 it depened on the amount of GOOD men ) remember that you would have been forced as a teen to go out into the wilderness for 1 year and if you returned you were treated as a MAN ….. remember what I was talking about doing a tour of duty the 15 months of hard work to make the cas to buy the land to get the start of your MASLOW HIERACHY OF NEEDS … taken care of so you avoid the trap of ecominc slavery ? do you understand that ?

Well , the girl takes the skins you brought back from that year , and makes a tee pee , it was her house , she created the house … she would break it down when it was time to travel … she used her dogs to drag it it on the rummers to the next camp area ….. you ,, like me can live in a crd board box , we can live aboard a boat in that fiberglass cabin …. We can live under the stars , babies , can not they need protection from the elements …. Think about hings , dumbass , I bank on GOOD MAN in you to think not just follow some plan by someone else … NOPE , you gotta think for your self ….

If the brave became a shit head , she just put his stuff outside the tent saying go away ….. dick head ….. sign of not a good man … simple over done …. The gift of your hard cock is not worth the price of your ATTITUDE …. Or whatever …. Bad man … not you dumbass !

You are a ggod man , you created 3 tents a gifted them to the girls , they get to live with you , they get electric , houses , real human food in the way you planted multitude of fruit and nut trees and the chickens ( chickes are so fucking cool just given a place to live and they will give to you …. Animal Food proteins ) the girl knows that she will not have the GIFT OF HARD COCK , if she is a bitch , she has to be nice or else the other sister will get all the attentions ,, and she will , be nice , because the stress of HAVE NOT BE .. is not there since she is not the only ,,,, 1 … she has the friendship of the 3 sisterhood , so the times of the month when she not really social she can be unsocial with out GUILT …. There are 2 other girls who will be social with you the GOOD MAN and the children also , it is cruel to the children and the females toe xpect them to be nice and good mommmys everyday when in fact they are hormonialy designed to be unsocial for a few days every MONTH …
Now the myth of the 1 on 1 in the FIRST NATIONS PEOPLE society … remember natural selection … if you did not live your 1 year alone in the wilderness … you died , you broke your legg and later that night wolves found your boken ass and in those few seconds as their teeth tore your flesh you felt extreme pain then the ENDORPHINES kicked in and you left this life to return into the TAO …… ok , so 1 male less for the tribe ….. when you were in your 20’s and hunting you slipped off the bank of the rocky riever banged your head difted down stream in your passed out state and drowned 1 less male ,,,,,, your wife would have grieving time under the protection of your brother/s and very possilbey become wife to one of them …. Or depending on the supply opg good men she would attract another good man , to bring her meat and skins … HOW WOULD SHE ATTRACT YOU?

Rmember I … philip Vandermude ,,, know I can live under the stars , I an a MAN ,,,,, how about you dipshit ever done your 15 month tour of duty PROVEN REAL MANHOOD ? to your self ? not just bought the image of manhood by getting a redneck cadillac a big truck . how about you in todays world ? but if you gotta beg for pussy instead of the pussy attracting you … how is the dynamics currently in your life ?

Is it you who is putting pictures of your dick on the internet …. Dumbass rmeber she can get hard cock everyday when ever whe wants ,,,, just by going to any place where there is males , getting clse to one guy , and touching atalking to hima dn with in minutees ,,, she can have all the COCK she wants ,, she does not have to search out hard on on the internet like we do PUSSY ,,, no she does not have to ask ….. of begg . she seduces … ARE YOU WORHTHY of seduction ? just for a ride in your truck? Well maybe it does work … but it is the trapp of buying the smile which if you study dipshit is the confused basis for future divorces ….. think think think .

Friday, December 28, 2007

her desire to submit

Her desire to submit

Young Master the evidence for the search for the PINK FUZZY HAND CUFFS …. The picture off the cover of Twisted Instinct the theme that runs thru the pages of Twiusted Instinct …. In also to be found in the choice she makes to JUMP into a religion . and some of todays reigons being that they have professionals who study human nature and Pyshic ,. They tool their approach to fulfill this INSTINCT of the female to find safety ….. AHHH remember the mating behavior page fron www.instinctualism.org about the female gorilla needing to feel ,,, feel comfortable before she starts to warm up to the male and start the sexual interaction ,,,,, it is her always who starts sex , she only belives it is YOU because of the SHAME driven programmed into minds of us as an animal confusions ….. divide and conquer … keep the faily unit divided the population is in constant stress the population is controllable … INSTA slave for the ecominc machine the top 1 percent ,,,, the other 99 live their lives grasping for the brass ring thinking they have arrived when in fact if they did the actuall book work on their finances they would find themselves in BONDaGE …….. ohh back to religion

It is earching for the ULTIMATE , thing .person to take reponsiblity finnaly … to protect and blame when things go bad or perceived back ,,, bad as compared to good that is reflected by media , not truthful bad of the animal being …. Which if you create first , understand teach the girl about ,,, create the 3 tents and a camel of my writings over the last almost 2 years ,,,,, thenthe effect of MASLOW’S HIERACHY of needs is fulfilled and she receives that DOM feeling thru you , and and and ,, she gets the keep sharp effect of the sisterhood , she can never take you or her life for granted , because she will no longer be the MONOPLY ,,, you dumbass have studied the effects of MONONPLY on the free market system correct ? well why would natural selection which is FREE MARJ+KET of the natural world abe any different ,,,, the 1 on 1 ,, the feeling of TRAP that the I LOVE YOU vow , creates …. Is you giving up and submitting to monopoly …. In the end the SUBTLE dynaincs creep into your life her life , the childrens life

I was talking last night at JAMMIN IN jENSEN to a good man , who said , who felt ,,, whose words ,, all that he had to describe what he felt ,,,, was that ,,, HE WAS A NICE GUY … and because of that the relationship some how fell apart ,,, and w=he was confused because he flet it was because he was so nice that he succeeded , in his attempts to begg for her LOVE …. 9 even though he did not see his actions as begging – not yet give him some time to reprogram – asking and beggin are the same actions and that means some one is in the POSITION of DOM who is being supplicated to ,,, asked permission of ,,,, he was is … is the submissive , and in the long run that insults the deepest inner nature of the female who like the GORILLA is searched for the DOM to protect her and her family .

I remeinded him about the first few months even that years + where she was not totally sure about his love ,,, or the POWER of the I LOVE YOU he gave her … that was the subtle effect of competition , but in a negative way ,,, that was forced competition of todays fucked up society ,, that is not the supportive competition of the INSTINCTUALIST family unit , where yes there is comperitve unpinning , yet the supportive love of a sister hood who wats the whole family to be stable loving for themselves and the children ,,, LTR !
DISHIT MY FRIEND CAN YOU , GRASP THE THEROY? Can you think for yourself yet , is any of this making any sence ,,,, ? this is a family not divorced yet , because the male does not want his kids RIPPED APART like mine , like she was his wife , so he avoids the home as much as he can , hides in work trying to buy one one smile moe more week or month of smiles ,,,, with the extra money always needing to increase his income to create her smile and thus the smile of the family because ,,,,, A HAPPY WIFE IS A HAPPY LIFE … for hima dn the kids , if she is tressed everyone sufferes , and who does she blame? The man for not being at home ,,, can yuou seee the INSANTIY , the catch22 ……
It is because there isn no ALTERNATIVE …. T=other than 1 on 1 , being gay ,,, or maybe poligmy forced by a relitgon ? FORCED , is the key …. Instinctualism is CHOICE . everyone understanding thinking and CHOOSING BY FREE WILL . for the best LTR beinfit to themselves …. And since our REASON for living is actually to see our kids smile ,,,, actually to see other humans smile , and you are a human , the sisterhood is humans …. Her best interst is to at least explore an instintualist life , BUT SHE CAN NOT IF YOU dumbass , DO NOT BUILD IT FIRST !

Ahhh but the church has built one already a fairy tale one ,, of words and magicall promises ,,,, double talk and repeated confusions . since the days of greed first showed up of the attempt to be rich like PHAROH And phaorh’s wife ….. the priests have , sold promises that the ultimate DOM will help those who give money ? why does GOD the creator NEED $$$$ ?

Thursday, December 27, 2007

natural hot pussy

Naturally hot pussy

Young master , it all starts there , a life time of real fun and contentment starts with her deepest nature to get fucked , she wants to get fucked as much maybe because of her more intensive floods of monthly hormones at times she needs to get fucked more that we nneeed to fuck , no ,,,, no ,, you young master are ready to fuck 24/7 with the constant testosrone drip of the male body we are always ready and desire the fun of sex ……

The contentment I talk about is the arrival of the fruit of you and your wives ,,, again I nned to get you to think in terms outside of the FAIRY TALE , back to instinctualism truth about humans she , is happiest and under less stress if she is in a harem ,,,, just read between the lines or the in your face words of the girls blogs , listen to their pain and stress . the innocient smile of the children will give you a life time of pleasure and more importantly PURPOSE ,,, why are we here , that question mankind asks itself …… welll you feel your purpose in the faces of your children …… who in todays world have a 60 percent chance of living their lives TORN APART .. because of the UN – INSTINCTUAL NATURE of the fairy tale of love . 6 out of 10 smiling children will ive a life of confusion , being torn apart by the sub concisuos fighting of the parents and even worse the family that supports each of the parensts, the aunts and uncles the gand parenst who ,,, give off ,,,, the feelings ,, the subconsiuos COMMUCATION … ¾ of our real commucation is NON VERBAL . your ddeepest inner animals still listens with what is called ……. Heart

It is that animal commucation of smell and intuitions , sublte commucation of the animal world that the scientist is just now realizing that we humans still react to ,,, so when the counselor tells you to encoutage a loving relationship with your EX , and it still does not work remember they are living in a THEORIST WORLD .. not the real work of animals ,,, DNA human animals ….

NPR ,,, go to the npr site today and click the link about Puttin – Russia … and understand the diabolical nature of PROGRAMING , of using the following nature of humanity of you ,,,, you want to do GOOD , the right thing so when your MODELS tell you XY or Z is right and your life time of experience is lacking since at teens years your data banks do not have life experience to campare against , your deep inner nature to learn the RIGHT WAY , will isten to those who you feel may be of benefit to you , yet THE HAVE THEIR OWN MOTIVES . that is the same motive that the pharoh had 10,000 years ago . now leaving the city to tiwst their instincts for the benift confusedly of themselves short term , happiness , instead of realizing the stress of humanity ,, what has been written about since the days of ZHUANGZI of the Tao …. 3000 years ago , the first attempts to wonder about , to think about , to understand ,, WHAT WENT WRONG , with what feels so good ,.

How wet p[ussy my young frind , is your savoir ,, as JON DAVIS of Korn said it ,,,,,, I see the rise and fall of my salvation ,,, he was referring to the rise and fall of tittys as a girl breaths ….. how is pusy your savior , well if you can wrap your mind around ALTERNATIVE IDEALS ,,, and then , be proud and disciplined enough to creat the 3 tents and a camel ,,,, then you will be suprized at the girls who willlisten ,,, remember how it is our nature to be followers , but is a MASTER a follower? Honestly

You who claim to be BDSM maters can you see how you most often are just begging for pussy by being DOM ….. the reality of the averages when a DOM/sub relationship gets to the 24/7 level shows again the deepest nature …. Ohhhh yes there are successful DOM/sub 24/7’s LTR’s but again there are succesfull fair tale marriages ,,, remember I talk about 60 percent divorce , and out of the 40 percent over a few of those do find happiness , the average is wrong …. It does nt respect human animal DNA nature …..

Over and over , she is a harem animal , who has been PROGRAMMED ot expecet happiness thur the high of lust ,,,, the flood of that first flush of sexual desire we call LOVE ….. and we build our world and that of our real happiness , our childrens smiles on the flush of hormones , of drugs produced by the brain ,,, of the asexually frustrated animal …. Wow that is a fucked up way to create long tern happiness …. 3 tents and a camel … www.instinctualism.org is about getting you a young DIPSHIT , who can read this to think about this to do just that ,,,, be MASTER of his world and there by give the DOM to the natural subbie in every girl …. In that subbie , she then gets her own castle to be queen of yet with friends to help her and relieve her stress ,,, plus of course the fulfillment of MASLOW HIERACRHY of needs being met , she can help her child smile aong with the children of her sister wives ….

Ohhhh young master why does the female of a haren only give birth every 4 or 5 years , when in human world , because of the 1 on 1 , it had been common to force a female to give birth almost yearly ? it is ABNORMAL ……. If she can have sex , by letting you have sex with others she will choose the times when she is horinest ,,, and that may not be ….. DURING OVULATION ….. if she is already caring for an infant …. Her deepest inner nature will will guide her sexual desire ,,,, and YES ANAL sex ….. ANAL sex will allow her to enjoy reciving your passion , feeling her completeion as a woman by making you cum in her ,, they love feeling us cum in them it gives the girl that feeling of being a girl ! ……. So you will find she will choose that ,,,, and the natural human female will actually have less kids thatn you think ,,,, she should have only 1 every 4 or 5 years , along with her sister wives , the children always have play mates their own ages …

DO YOU SEEE UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITY DIPSHIT ? this can not be described in a sound bite ,, and since it can not be described in a sound bite it can not be …DEBATED … in common person person debatees .. where we recite RETORICAL the same old sam old , reasons .

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

building a sex life

Building a sex life

Young master ,,,, what is your dating life like? And then think about the past the stress of mating the thinking about how you would ask ( beg ) that girl out ,,,, that feeling of stress ,,,, hmmm what other DNA animal on this planet has stress similar to ours ..none , but then again there are a bunch of things that we do that no other DNA animal does ,,,,,, like pray to a god because of the fear of the death ,,, oooooh you say no other animal has tv or car or homes ? or clothes or perfume ,,, well ther I believe you are wrong , look at the beehive , that is a very complex home ,,, watch bee talk to each other describing where flowers are far away , and then , translate the distance into the size of a bee , what you see as just over a couple of hills away is for an animal as small as a bee like us traveling to a different state …ever look at the chemical trail left by ants for the other ants to follow …. A dog rolling around in road kill to get that rich smell ? sounds GROSS but it is just us doing the same thing ….. when our perfumes were made from natural sources .

Building a sex life , sex is fun ,,,, it is fulfilling , it is socializing at its best , and we are very social ,,, you young male honselty will find being DADDY to be very fulfilling you will hate to be alone after you have had a taste of being the MAN of your own house …. But during that building phase , the time when younger male animals are creating their territory the time when you are ahppy to be away from the family …. Of your youth ,,,, you will relish this time alone but use it WISELY dipshit ….. I like to compare it and YOU to a soldier in the army ,,, I want you to see if you can be AS GOOD AS YOU CAN BE ….. that young man has to live in some forieng land where people want to kill him for 15 months …. That is like a 24/7 job being some where where you really are not free ,, but always at work kinda like a prison of work …..

You dipshit got freedom but do you have the guts and discipline to use that same amount of time for your own ends ,,,, just think dumbass if you worked real fucking hard for 15 months ….. I mean the soldier in reality is trapped 24/7 … I just expect form you 60+ hours of work ,,,,, a day job and night jjob and getting some weekend hours …… and lets say , you wrok hard and get to 9 or 10 bucks an hour because you are a good motivated employee , that is 600 per week ,,, now dumbass , realize ,,, if you struck a bargain with that family you are so impatient to get away from ,,, early on ,,, you will get away and NEVER COME BACK , ….. the never come is important when the stats are like , you will bounce back home in munbers of 40 percent ,,, if you go the recommended path of college . you will end college in deep debt and then go on to dig your self deeper and deeper into ecominc slavery …..to attract pussy . who will divorce you or drive you so crazy you will become a drunk or doper or become a slave to health care in the form of meantal health and their drugs ……

If you change the plan from the get go …… who programmed the culture with the plans for the future ,, who ? if you study it supports a wide range of industry that only a 1 percent very really find peace thru ,,,,, that top 1 percent but you get trapped in chasing happiness ,,,, never arriving at contentment , living in continula stress .

Now dipshit ,,,, that 600 per week translates into about 50 k in the 15 months ……. Ahhhhh that will get you the 5+ acres ,,,,, plus the 1 cabin ( the cabin is your office cabin ,, and can be of your own design , based on your OP’S ….. ) but you say ,,, how ? when to get a job I have to have a car and buy lunch everyday , and pay rent at home and go out on the weekends ,,, ihave never been able to save in the past why should I be able to save any money now ?

WELLL you those who ask that will not ,,,make it ! cooole for the ones who do ,,, it shows the NATURAL SELCETION process . sperating the good man from , the weak boy …. The boy who can not build his territory ,,,, who can think on his own . make commitments and prove to his supportive family that he has goals important enough for him to work SMART . for just 15 months ….. dipshit it is about driving a scooter to work , remember when you lived on riding a bycbyle ? this 15 months is like the 15 work or a TOUR OF DUTY ……. It is not about attracting pussy short term which will create the life time of slavery like everyone else …..no dumbass those of you who can wrap their minds aroung …. www.instinctualism.org … you now have some thing very different than any one else in the dating market ….. and you have a workd of girls who are ,, just as CONFUSED as we are ,,,, looking for something ,,, many are playing the field , totally into the FAIRY TALE ….. these girls will not open their minds their greed will insure their children will suffer the same painful fate of their mothers …..greed of a loving parent ?

But dispshit there are loads of girls who will respect your guts to be different …. So after 15 months you own land forever never coming home ever again except to visit ,,, you got a cabin building ( hint web search the art of converting barns into realy cool designer homes …. Fashion yet affordable … interesting ) you buy some solar electric panels systems from HARBOR FRIEGHT ….. and you got a reall good start ….. and now starts the next 15 months your next TOUR OF DUTY … how many friends who joined the army have done 2 or more tours of duty in IraQ or Afgansitan ? so now you do your second tour , but this time it is planning furit trees ,,, ( human food ) …. Understanding chickens …. Having a pind dug … and having 3 more of those cabins built ….. now the cabin is a base which can be added to … the girl will come alone , and have kids later … unlike what I will encounter as I build the INSTINCTUALISM compound I being meuch older I will attract girl who probably have family already ,,, maybe I will find out in the next year or so …

But you ,,,,,,, after you have you land your cabing OFF GIRD …. Paid for …. And building the next three cabins …. ( then the community cabin ) …. You can start dating but you will date not begging her to go dating and dancing and partying like the OTHERS amles , but , by showing her you land , your dream ,,, your thieroys .. by talking about reality instead of living in fansty and drugs and dreams and TV and Fairy tales …… you will open athe minds of girls ,a nd get fucked at the same tiem ,,,,, ohhhh yes you will get fucked a lot , because welll …. Girls are just as horny as us ,,, just give them a chance , just get alone with them , read the signals. Get close to them ,,, and touch the girl ,,,

Just touch , she will touch you back and that means it is time to let NTURE take it’s place . next young master , in your cabin have an office area and a library …… yes dumbass you are supposed to be different than the other competivie males she has to choose from so be different ,,,,, and on those library shelves , go to used books stores and buy books you may some day like to read ,,, but add in ,,,,, the books suggested in www.instinctualism.org go to the mating behavior pages then click the “ parental advisory “ thing then click the DOM/sub link …… those books on your shelf the shelf she will look at to learn about the male she is dating , willl give her some thing to feel good about ,, to be relaxed about , the OPPURTUNITY that she will finally be able to …………. Be herself , with a MAN who understands ……..

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

weather 4 fucking

Weather 4 fucking

Young amster , the whole idea about building the 3 tents and a camel lifestyle is to create , a more stress free life .. in harmony with the instinct of you the human animal , which would mean that days that are fucking gray and gloomy you would be the boss of your life to the extent you can say fuck it and do what your inner animal would do … and stay home inside for the most part and fuck …

With three wives the kids can be taken care of by the other two sister wives the friendships while ,, the one of the thtree who they choose to play with you and this day made for fucking well she would get her fucking time first ,,, iam sure you can fuck all day young master since you have not been trained to NOT FUCK like is the effect of living in a 1 on 1 … that sublte , REPRESSION of your biology /// to the point that now adays … by the aqge of 25 men are having difficulty gettinghard they have been trained not to fuck …

But not for you dipshit , you have created YOUR alternative world , to represent the nature of your instinct s and that of the girls . for friendship and subtle friendly competition a life in harmony with her deepest inner nature yet ,,, in contrary to the FAIRY TALE OF LOVE m she has been forced feed programmed with since Disney got a hold of her mind at age 2 …. Ohh it is cool to talk with people I talked with a grand mom , for a while who admitted how she now could see how see had fucked up the mind of her second husband because she was still in fairy tale love with her first …… yet she could not expand her thinking to include the idea that her life has been …. Fucked up by the porgraming of CENTURIES …. I could see it was me trying to teach an OLD DOG new tricks ,,, a waste of my mental effort actually not efficient use of my personel power or emotions … to teach only one person ,, to debate one person

When the idea taught by a wise man of myth whose birthday we celebrate today ….. jesus , who described ,,, teaching thru MODELING , thru the WITNESS of your personell life .. and if your life is good then people will want to learn about your life style choices … that was supposed to the method of expanding the Christian ideals …. Not the use of force like the romans later MORPHED into .

You dipshit , spend your territory building years , the age of leaving the territory of your father to go out into the world and build your own territory then attract mating girls into the safety of your territory , cave man ,,, it isnot that human force fully captured females that happened after the changes came about , .. forceful mating practices are not the real evidence of our cousins DNA .. the animals who we share 98 percnet similair dna .. like the gorilla ….. yes over and over I say we a similar to our cousins not exactly like the jus ta s they are different form each other , the chimp , bonobo and gorilla all are different so are we different form them ,,,, listen to you DEEPEST inner sage ….

You are a protective male who enjoys seein smiles ,,, your nature is non violent except in matter of protection then you are the most dangerous of animals speicies .

Takeing the time from age 17 to 19 or 20 to work and build the security of paid for land , planting the land with REAL HUMAN FOODS ….. having legal , yet effeicient housing built , 3 sperate homes 3 tents per se … building then with solar power DC… providing the family car ,,,, your life is secure , the life of girls who CHOOSE , freedom of choice …. To live with you ,,,, you no longer have to feel the STRESS to leave on a rainy day or snowy day , because of the stress ECOMINC salvery ..to a mortage ,, no you can stay home and HIBERNATE ,,, like your inner animal .. tells you you should ,,,, hibernate and fuck your three wives one after the other thru out the day , taking rests to interact with your family like a good daddy wants to . stress free , with out the stress of , thinking about money money money no the real basics of life the MASLOWS HIERACHY of needs are taken care of allowing you to explore the real … freedom of personel growth and pleasure ,,,, in a blenced way … sure it is fucking rainin but you lnow your boys your children will still wannna play in the mud and you ,,, you now , a free male ,,, not an ecominc slave male ,,,, tied to the ego ,, of self worth proven by banks accounts and symbolic cars or trucks that represnent your penis
…. But a relaxed real human father caould then also let himself go out and play in the mud with his biological offspring ….. in between fucking the wives ….. very different mental state form the average eocomincally stressed human house hold that you grew up in , the one where your parents were durnk or on anti depressants or smiking dope trying to escape the confusion of the deeepset feeling that their inner animal was saying to them , they had not model buying not prime ego land or ego housing or wasteful electric use or penis sized cars or eating fashioanlbe foods ….. …. Of an ALTERNATIVE …. Like www.instinctualism.org

Saturday, December 22, 2007

for sake of wife and baby

For sake of wife and baby

Young master your core instinct is to live for thsat ,,, wife and baby … if you will allow yourself to feel this truth in you , while reading my shit , to ignore the training and deceptions of the church pragraming whwich told you about the evil of mankind the orginal sin ……. And it is not sin the act of Adam or Eve … the whole metaphor of eating an apple of KNOWLEDGE , the beginning of this age of REASONING … of thinking and talking …

No it is just our evovlution to grow into a tlking species , yet deep in you the average male is a GOOD MAN … not every male even in the animal world ,, creates the Territory to then attract females to breed with ,,, for sake of wife and baby .. those a words from a song from the coal fields of west Virginia ….. why the men slaved and died for the worth of a lump of coal …

When just a few humdred miles away was another culture based in christain history that ignored the ways of greed ,,, chasing the DOLLAR ,,, them the Amish and Menonites ….. again dipshit don’t take everything from their example in fact ,,,, ignore the religion aspects ,, but learn and think about the LIFESTYLE ,,, of living outside of the THOUGHT FORM called ECONOMY …. Well atleast ecomony of cash ,, yes they use cash , but with much less dependence on it for the feelings of FUN …..

FUN is the motivavtion ,,, behind everything , yes it is the reason why we FUCK , it feels good it is FUN ….. the real human fun is sex …. By age ????? what ,, when do think the human animal starts to feel the urge for FUCKING , even if they do not really realioze that is what they are prepping for , girls who mimic ,,,, being like mommy by ages 6 7 8 …… and at the same time it is known that by those ages girls also realize they have sections of their body that have ,,, FEEL GOOD SPOTS …. Yet yo9u have been trained to ignore those in fact feel it is bad! Ooooooh shit I am entering into dangerous waters …. Talking about the nature of REALITY …..dangerous in the eyes of legal systems that reflect the BRAINWASHING of us humans … the way we take the thinking of others as our own . then inforce the idea of not thinking for yourself because you may ,,get arrested and then put into a CAGE .
Fear even bringing up the topic because some sicko , who because of the stress of sexualality ,, acts out of frustration in ways that are not natural for him or her ….. then some one may say it is because they read the words the thinking of another who , like me is trying to just get ,,,, good people to ,,, think about the truth about themselves …. How early did the MOTIVES of sex start to effect you become aprt of you ,,, girls earlier than females …. The feel good spot does not beome really good to touch for boys till they are around 12 ….. yet for boys or girls there is no one realy ,,, MODELING … natural human sexuality for them ,,, it is hidden behind CLOSET DOORS . So what can we expect but to have people who create ,,,,, abusive expression of sexual motives later on . I do not want to touch these topics with a ten foot pole right now , maybe some day … I will collaborate with other writers …. Who will not be scared to express maybe even the female view point with my INSTINCTUALISM spin ,,, comparing what they grew up in ans what ,,, ancient cultures lived and whart is potentically the deepest of MOTIVES , still at the surface of our DNA ….at that time I will write more about those ages ….

But right now it is for you to just realize that you motives are to enjoy ,,, the female … it is your nature …. To look at sexally mature females with sexual lust …… and to realize that you find the sound of of happy children does make you happy ,,, listen young master to your world ,,, so you have ,,, lil’ brothers sisters ,,, nieces and nephews ? when they are smiling and playing how do you feel ? can you become ativily aware of the deepest feeling of contentment in hearing the sounds of ….smiles ?

This is who you are dipshit …… yet the 1 on 1 relationship … the attempt to buy the smile of your choosen 1 girl / wife , the attempt ,, because when she gets one bought smile , it is only a mmater of weeks ,,, human attention spans are short .. before the stress is for you to buy her a new smile …..

Ahhhhh with that in mind think about the lifestyle fo the Amish ( ohh you do not know who or what an Amish is ? sorry I will not srite about that … do something for yourself dipshit …. Or just continue in the life you have , the reality ….dumbass is 60 percent divorce ,,, the other 40 percent , are living in a state of silent desperation ,,, with a max of 1 in 10 in a state of bliss or contentment . you odds dipshit are fucking really bad …….. I do not want to tell you what to do , I want to help you to start thinking for yourself ….. honeslty it is not that hard .

Friday, December 21, 2007

That will leave a mark

That will leave a Mark

Young Master , yesterday at the weekely street festival where Deb sells her tye dye ….. and I just hang out , I got got talking to some interesting males , who APRECIATE , the idea of …Alternatives … one thought about himself and his own life this young master still looking for the right ? woman …yet last night allowed himself to think outside the box …. Into a realm he ehimself had felt , his intutition had given him thi=oughts based on his own observations ..leading him to realize the deep stress that SUPPILCATION actually causes in the male/female 1 on 1 ….. he understands the theory and has understood that in the 1 on 1 no matter what after the I LOVE YOU vowq is given by the male ( him ) the basic relationship dymanic chcnges … he becomes a nice guy ,,, and then is not as attractive to the female . unless the female is percieing him as her LTR but even then the SUBTLE dynamics change and the relationship eventually ened . either way there was eventually fights with the female he did love … confusion on his part . and current relationship conselling theory was not natural for him nor did it work .

Another male was a father a I have known for years ,,, diviroced with the pain like myself of knowing he can train his children to do only the road of failure he has traevle because not other relationship ALTERNAITVES , exisit other than … becoming homosexual * which is in reality very simaliar to hetro sexual dynamics ) or becoming extrememly male submissive which over time does not work .. for the male or female …. He could understand why I was selling out my company and special waterfront home to provide the model of experience for YOU …… the reader ,, who is in fact some of my own children old enough now to read their fathers fucked up writing …. And compare him to themselves …. To see inside the CLOSET of daddy and realize that the OLD MAN is the same as they are …… this father currently exisiting in a tenuios peace in a 1 on 1 .. understood , the ideas of instinct and of the need for CHOICE .

Most cool night ….. next the presence of another young lady a friend of my Deb …. I feel the stress , I am not is Deb’s head ,, she does not write ,, her deepest feelings about the activity we are involved in ,, probably because her words would effect my actions ,, I would hear of her personal pain and since I love her I may change my plans to make her HAPPY SHORT TERM … which will end in the way we ened last summer ….. so I have to think let my intuition .. tell me about what she is thinking based on the actions I perceive ….. and that was the actions of separation …. That I took as her living thru the first effects of competition , when in fact ,,, there is not competition between this girl and Deb … both are different humans ,,,, yet both female …. If they accepted each other with out ,,, the need for greed / hierarchy and thought about the welfare of the group …. Polygenous understanding , that the male will love them both and has time for them both and they as have each other for social and emeotional interactions …. THIS IS THE DATA that must be recorded ,, even if it is monly that of my own intuition based on life , the reading of signals subconcsiuosly recorded by the animal brain within me , which talks to the Reasoning brain in feelings , not words or JUDGEMENTS , but feelings …. Ahhhhh the world of Abrhan- Hicks …. Where that voice of non physical contuse to say ,,, it is not the words of reason that are important it is the state of emeotin that must be listened to , a state free of PATHOLOGICAL STATE TRANCE . since it is not created from words , but , the messages of intutions ….. feelings of the Dinosaur brain our subconcsiuos mind .

Ohhh but what about the th bruises ? …..oooh so pleasant to be me …. To enjoy the fragrance of PUSSY ,, to enjoy the the sounds of pleasure ,,, that as of late my brain has interrupted as sounds of discomfort …. The screams of sex , but to let them ,,, go and go with the animal lust which I have in me ,,,,, to the point in a sexual hunger …. To add one more sensations flow to Deb’s experience ,, on not just having to have her lil’baby pussy being forced to aceept my whole fist ,,, and to ,,, experience the 30,000 vibrations persecond of the Hitachi vibrators , being applied to her clit on and off on and off ,,, and on … on ….on …. The full mothe firm bite on the thigh kinda of settled her down , to force her to stop moving or trying to move so much and SUBMIT ….
Submit to what ? welll the most wonderful organisms that I love hearing her THANK YOU’s from after we are done ….. the constant flow of OH MY GOD ,, no master no .. etc etc WHILE I FUCH HER WITH MY DICK after I take out my hand ,,, her pussy is so sensitive that my cock fucking is extremely intensive …. I know will end with thank you , yet ,,, the quiet talking to herself , of ,,, ohh my poor pussy ,,,, ( young master her pussy will heal by the moringng ) and she will have the bruise , the indiviula memory of each tooth driven deeply into those soft thighs , the memory will last for days ….. and make her smile and fell that she is loved FOR what she is …..FEMALE.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

it is your COCK

It is your cock

Young master ,,,,, would you ride an Orange county chopper? Are the pipes going to be loud ? would you think it cool to have a nice classic rag top Jeep ,,, you know the ones with vinly windows ? how about a corvette a two seater car …… hmmmmm you would love one of those the above correct ……. Ok so go here http://www.tangotrikes.com and then go test drive one …… well I bought one yesterday , and I found myself all day , feeling like I bought a clown car … which is ok for me , since I am a clown just check ou the fotos on the twistedinstinct1 myspace and see my fotos with a Profeesional I did a clown gig with ….

But I am also the guy who in my early 20’s had a GMC full size pick up topper gun rack and tires so loud it sounded like a tank ( actually messed up my listening to music that sound ,,,, but my male ego needed that truck …… now while am driving this micro transportation devise ( it is the first generation here in the US of real alternatives …… time to think of transportation outside of the idea of ,,, my COCK driving down the road )

I can feel ,,, the truth ,,, you can not make all the people happy all the time , it is stupid to try ……. To present an image which will satifasy anyone but you , but that is still hard , you must acknowledge your self ,,, your true deepest self . then remember …. TALK IS CHEAP . actions speak louder than words …. I will be the only person driving this transportation devise in this town and it is A STRANGE LIL’ TRANSPORTATION DEVISE ……

But to test drive it , it corners at speeds I would not comfortably force my car to turn at …. It enters traffic flow equal to that of my Kia Rio ( ohhhhh I did grow up and now have been buying cars based on things like price and warrenty and gas milage and functionality so I have owned 3 Kia’s atleast they look like everything else on the street )

The tango does not ! the feeling of being a WIERDO …. A visible WIERDO … well tests your resove for changes iin the world as a whole .. it is one thing to just DREAM and another to do …. Just like to create the 3 tents and a camel compound a poly life is a dream but to do it you must be able to , talk openly about it , to be in the real world where people think you are some ILLEGAL woerdo when in fact the laws say NOTHING about having more than one girl friend ,,,, helll girls often have more than 1 boyfriend while they search for the one they want …. They have enough boy friends to insure they are intertained ,,,, in multiple ways , one maybe a great fuck the other a good dancer theo other rich enough to provide ….. fun .

Oooo young master this page has a great chart of polygy and human cultures of PRE industrial humans … that is humans of this century worldwide and of the 1800 for western society ,,,, again thru thruth about our evovlution …… what is realy written in your DNA … it is nott the MARS AND VENUS fairy tale …. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polygyny#Chimpanzees but to dream Is one thing to TALK IS CHEAP .. but to act , to model behavior …to drive a TRANSPORTATION DEVISE .. instead of car .

Ohh model behavior ,, it will be easier for you to build your compound once I build mine ,,,, since you will have online access to design and foto reality …. And my sons ,, will the chance for changes …. They have 5 more years of control ahead of the ,, then they will be TEENS and think for themselves , realizing I hope that Dad was not around ,,, not by his choice since the evidence trail of their father ( me ) is that I was and still am a stable at home parent …. But was drive away from them and their life .

They will be smart enough to look at newer models … of OLD INSTINCTUAL life style choices …….. the 1 on 1 stressful ? is it not boys and girls are you having fun 39 something pretty woman ? stressing about your looks your cash , ? about life year after year ?

Sorry www.instinctualism.org is not a 30 sound bite ….. it is a hard answer to a diffuclt question .

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

sexual motive dogma

Dogma

Wow young master I am not writing anything that is overtly sexual boring huh? Reading about sex is fun , since sex motivates us so much ,,, actually if you study the animal world for comparisons to what is natural for humans you find that sex is the great motivator also ….. so writing about sex I should actually be doing more of but

Mind body spirit wholistic ,,,, you are multi faceted ,,, and you mind can side track you … I met 2 men yesterday , an arichetict and a contractor , and the good salesman I am I gave the an advertising for the thinf I want sold most right now ,,, so that was not a card for my business but a card sdvertising my house … which has to sell so I can build the off grid compound …. ( steps ) and we got talking and talking , the architect was a very well read inteigent man , a pleasure to listen to and discuss with ,,, yet dipshit when you find someone who you feel respect for , I want you ,,, you an equal to him ,,, another fellow human ,,, you yourself a young master , to remember your self , and that you should trust your own thinking , yes ,, yes ,,, yes ,,, gather new data and iformation , but be open to wonering the reason why that person has XY or Z as his DOGMA ….

And the be open to thinking about that person CLOSET ,,, their deepst hidden motives ….. I ened up go on about my ideas about Poly life style ( iam getting more ane more used to idea of talking to total strangers about my alternative lifestyle , using broad references to Taosim and Great ape studies …. Of course repeating the data the current stats of our painful confused world …… as this intelligent man came back with discussions about , food chanins our agri industry ,,,, things about mass transit ,,,, and then human greed …. I watched I let my Sub C mind pick up on telltale signs and then trusted my INTUTITION … the contractor , would show agreement and a sence of “ BEEN THERE DONE THAT “ WHEN I BROUGHT UP THE ideas of hierarchy – greed of the female as evidenced thru the advertising of ,,,,, Every Kiss Begins with Zales …. The contractor , nodded his head in knowing agreement he had done it in his life he had noticed himself buying the happiness of women in his path …. Now the arichictct’s face was NUETRAL ….. hmmm interesting , how can any man never have encountered this common truth of buying pussy by giving pussy gifts of pretty shinny stuff …. Next when I describe my desire to provide my family ,,, my children with an alternative mold outside of the common held siciences of relationships ….. the marriage counseling industry ….. my feelings for my OFFSPRING …. My biolongical DNA ….. that was again acknowledged by that sence of BEEN THERE DONE THAT of the contractor yet the architect again was EMOTION neutral ….

Again how can any noramal male my age not have this powerful , experienceial connection with his Brother Male … except iff the other male is in reality different … welll he made a statement that at first I brushed off , it was when I brought up the Bonobo chimps and their every 2 hour enjoyment of pyshical pleasure of recreational sex …. Every 2 hours on average the masturbate of sex play with friends ,,, and they are bisexual …. This ape is used by the gay community as example of the antural state of homosexuality in adult populations ,,,, homosexualty is very very common in imnmature animal world ,,, right as soon as the anmimal notices that a certain part of the body is fun to touch they touch it ,,,, when it start to get hardons it what to FUCK IT AWAY ( TO QUOATE KORN ) think about the dog humping your leg …… as I branched off from Bonobls to grilla siver backs ( now this was early on before I got into Instincutalism and Harems … I was laying a ground work of comparing nature and humans … well the archietict said ,,,,, isn’t every one searching for their own Silver BACK …. ( dominant male gorilla ) ….. well I for one , am sure I am not looking for my METAPHORICAL Silver Back ….hearing that passing reference of personal searching = longing for …. O thought wow I am not looking for a male , I am the male looking for the harem .

Now this very intelligent man was very much into the idea of the evolving ,,,,, METRO SPAIEN … humanity as an extension of its technology and society ,,,, where I think the Tango vehicle is a great starat evovlution towards a POD transportation system some day where the indeiviula car can be expanded to fit , the back seat for the kids and family when I need but my core car is a very hi- effecincy 2 seater ,,,, the hope some day would be that the interstate would resemebe a ride a t dismeny where my POD would lock into extreme high effeicny reail system bkebdubg the Mass transit idea with the free of Rural life …. Living not only in the CITY and depending on mass transit …..but the homosexual male ,, remember does not have that VESTED interest in future generations they do not feel the true passion of the parent for the welfare of their DNA offspring ,,, the homeo seuxla adult …. Is selfish … FINE GOOD IT IS …OK .

REMEMBER I AM TALKING ABOUT …… alternatives ,,, WWW.INSTINCTUALISM.ORG is an alternative … all I want to do is explore human motives ,,t hegreed that even the architect complained about ,,,, but lets us look at the shit on his own KNEE , ( to quaote marily Manison ) …. 3 males …. 2 profesional one working class –me …. The arichetect ,,, we were comparing our water front protperty as to hurricaine effects , so I understand his address is even more exclusive thatn mine ( yes I am working clas yet invested well the smalesst historical house on millionaires row ) his SUV was the biggest of the 3 we stood around talking ,,,, he had a nice gold an diamond ring not a weddng band ( the contractor an I both divoreced no longer wore our slave by choice collar of gold .. wedding rings … his bracelet on one wrist and watch on the other ….. and he wonders how come humanity is so greedy …. Hmmmmm his Metro Spaine depends on the Fairy tale world he wants ,,, of the All-true –istic corperation and social capalitalism ….. yet the facts are it will serve the top 1 percnet , it will serve him ….. now think dumbass

When young any sex is just recreational it is for fun in the animal world it is the being becoming aware that it can create ,, PLEASURE , buy touching or being touched …. This is PRE – SEXUALITY not homosexuality ….. true homosexuality is not DNA ,, because since they do not breed their desires their life style end with each generation …. It is a NATURAL abormailty and should be grouped in the narutual numbers of 3 percent over all birth defects …. Fine peace chill enjoy life ….. but …. When they off that MOTIVATION gain the position of the top 1 percent ….. the respected inteligencia of our society … the ones you may listen to since this non fem male is one of great external evidence trail … job home $ well read …. Well dipshit just remember to THINK FOR YOURSELF …. You do not understand the deepest of inner motives behind the GREAT IDEAS OF OTHERS ….

Do not get unbalanced ,,,,, it is not only about the mind ,,,, or the body or spirituality … it is the blending

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

love? did you mean love? or love?

Love? Did you mean love? Or LOVE ?

Young Master , remember how mis used that word is , and rmember what words are tools for describing states of thinking … of describeing thoughts …. Love for your dog , your career your sport your mom your girlfriend and your friend who is a girl …. They all are loves ……..

Why is the GIRLFRIEND love different because of the inclusion of sSEX …… even though that love will most probably evolve into the deep love of friendship which will out last the marriage ….. the relationship ? hmmmm think dumbass …. You will still feel that love for her as a friend as a human a desire for her happiness I know that from my feelings for all my EX’s ( even the 2nd wife who I hate right now , yet I still wishe her the deepest of happiness selfish I know because when she get happy again we will become friends again )

Love … so when you are cuddling ans your girlfriend asks the ,,, HOOK question , … do you love me? …. What are you going to say , but of course I love you and you do .. and you will always love her if you ever did you always will . but understand the HOOK the manipulation that girls have been trained ,, programmed into acting on ,, to thinking that this is REAL love when in fact it is just FAIRY TALE LOVE ….. the reall love will always be there in you ,,, ow in her…. Hmmmmm

Shakespeare said …. Hell hath no fury equal that of a woman’s SCORN …… and history had stimulated his observation which he wrote in poetic form and it , that is history has proven those observations still true and vilid today …. WHERE IS HER love? ,,,, it is lost in that mind which compartimentalizes her life ,, breaking her into …… different personalities ( yes you do it to but not to her level ) in the newwst HARRY POTTER , Hermonie describes the mental activity of Harry’s crush , and Ron is shocked … how can anyone have so much going on her in heard ,,,, and the rpy form the female mind is to judge the male in terms of having the Emotional capac ity of a TEASPOON …. We joke about the INSTINCTUAL differences that ARE OUR TRUTH .

We joke , then suffer because we ignore the truth ,,, throw the rock into the air and the rock will fall …….. it is truth ….. ohhhh you may be able to force yourself into a mold of survival in the 1 on 1 marriage … if you work ….WORK REAL HARD AT IT , something which happened to start naturally became EXTREME work and study to keep it going ….

I am still working on myself understanding the ,, vow I have given Deb ,,, how I feel when I look at an other woman and I think about having 3 homes ….. I worry and worry and worry ,,, becaue behind my VOW is that real love for her HAPPINESS ….. and the INTUITION ,,,, based on life experience that keeps telling me over and over ….. her basis for love is still that of the fairy tale .

I wonder and think that any girl that will enter into a life with me , well I believe she willl be with me actively describing her own MOTIVES in wanting to be in the poly ….. being honest as she can . I think that it would behove me to expect the level of self examinative bloging that I do from her ….. having her , to discet her feeling and confusions …. The result is not that important ,,, whether she stays will me or leaves , the benefit will be in that I am sure she is actually lilning her ….. HAPPINESS … not lieing to herself to sustain some IMAGE ,or level of pride …. That she will not be living with me while lieing and hunting for some one new ….i believe even in the female who can compartimentalize ,,, these actions better than men can , the idea of wife is different that lover ohhh you should explore the writings of MAJOR MARK , the writer of the book how to sleep with married women and learn the depth of this issue …. And the numbers the real numbers ,,, NOT THE PROGRAMING , nuimbers that say we males are TERRIBLE but the real numbers evern the conservative government studies , showing the true about who cheats . but what is more important is the love of the people the real happiness we all want and don’t have .

AND OUR LACK OF …….. ALTERNATIVES , because of the greed to own 1

So young master , the stress you may feel about building first a 3 tent compound I understand …. It is hard to go outside the box of normal with you investment capital ,,,, maybe to hold off dating while you build the compound to insure that you will not have to give you vow of love to just 1 ,,, only to have to DISHONOR yourself , while you continue build the compound that the 1 on 1 girlfriend should have realized is what is your future is no matter how she thought she could manipulate away from that end …..

She may have entered the relationship with all ture and best intetnt , but old habits of thinking will en-trapp her , like you the CONFUSION of PROGRAMING , the constant exposure to fairytales thru movie and media and music … the scientific use of mind control to stimultate brain chemicals to insure your attention to the meida that in the end will create PROFIT for someone/group ….. at the cost of you throwing the same old rock up into the air and working real hard with your words to blow that rock back into the air , so the rock will will not falll , which rocks do … natrurallly .

What is the NATURE of the human DNA animal …. Now I understand if the girl thinks that children are not important in her life something that she can put inbetween her career and recreational time and getting her anils done reguluarly ,,,, that her children will be just a thing a number in some corperate DAYCARE system ,,, if your girlfriend really thinks this way than the benefits longterm to her of a poly will be NILL ……. Fine . she is not one who would describe in her online diary the reason why she would want to become part of a poly ,,,,
But if she thought long term … about her c hildren about you about her own longterm friendship ,,, health of body and mind ,, and her stress and ecominc realtiies then ,,, MAYBE …. Her words in her blog would describe the beifits for her long term and short . ahhhhh is there any girl who would write it?

Well I think yes from the amount of girls who read my confused shit of writing which as you know is real hard to read , I find that girls do read it ,,, but who is an ISNTINCTUALIST …. In their day to day life which of the GOOD MEN in their social circle has or is build a conpound ,,,,,,, how many ? ……. Probably ….. ZERO …. So why should she write about a future she will never have a chance of even dating or trying …. Why expose her own dreams to herself of ,,, living ALTERNATIVELY ,,, when you … disphsit have not the guts to try ? to do a mans job and FORGE AHEAD .

Monday, December 17, 2007

Mr GQ

Mr. GQ

Young Master , I was working at a friends last week , a friend I met a decade ago thru his now ex wife , who was my customer first and this good man became thi chicks husband ….. all seems normal right . him a good business man a ggo d catch for this single mom , ,,, she a bunny .. sexy smiling happy struggling needing SAVING …. Ahh the damsel in distress we males love so much to take into our territory ….so you get it ,,,, I know you know what I mean , you like the girls who are some what needy ….

Hye I wonder if this is like the same effect that girls feel when they take on a PROJECT GUY … girls like finding that weakness in a male ( atleast what they see as a weakness ) and then they gain their ego boost feeling they are helping that male …… even though the male is feeling like he is SAVING the female …. H,,,,mmmm CONFUSION IN OUR MATING we allow the most natural and easy thing in life our basic recreational activity our instinctual recreational activity to be come some sort of competitions . and then competions of hierarchy …. Again I ask you to think about the lessons of nature we now have observation data on ….

Remember the scientists do inth the data collection also add in their social BIAS when they write their postulates and theories about activity of animals often judging things based on … the misconception of FIEDELTY … the idea that 1 on 1 is a natural human state of bredding and family

When in fact the idea of having many girls in a harem will help each female deal with the stress of child rearing thru the DAYCARE EFECT of other moms ,, of sister wives . that should be thinking first about the family not their own HIERACRHY . thoer own personal female power or displays of wealth ….. ohh back to Mr. GQ .

Who now in his 3rd divorce , told me he has to more deepley explore his own faults if he has had 3 divorces it can not be only the females who are wrong … but at the same breath he describes his new girlfriends who , tell him over and over he [picked bad girls ….OHHH but that wwas the same words the bunny told his during those dating and bonding months …. How good his is and how bad the COMPETITION was his ex’s …. Yet after he got fully invested in his words of slavery I LOVE YOU ….. she the new wife changed ,,, power corrupts absolute power corrupts absolutely … 1 on 1 is absolute power . to the deep DNA animal who we human animal males honestly are ,,,,

Yes Mr. GQ explore who yu are , but explore ideas outside of the box … when I talked to you about my ideas ,, you with your fancy wealth , great business and the MBA ,, everything to show that you are smarter than the common window washer ….. you chuckcle at me … and plan to explore how to better change you instincts to mold into the desires of a CONFUSED WORLD . you say to yourself I MUST BE WRONG . you are so smart I believe to be dumb ,,,, I too oftern think about the words of MARLYN MANISON … you cn not see the forest thru the treess , you can not smell your own shit on your knees .

I think over and over about how I ma selling away my wealth so that I cn develop the 3 tents and a camel experiemental compound ,,, a wealtht hat maybe I should sve for my children ,,,,, the selling away of a great lil’ business … like MR. GQ said ,,, and I think and say to him ,,,, 60 percent divorce rate , 20 perenct living in marraiages that are not fucutional …,. We have the RIGHT (?) magazines ,and marriage counselors but still it does not work ,t he odds are against our kids ,,, working class , like me , wealthy like you or poor ,,, familys ,,, not just his dick or my dick ,, but it is about family ,.,, it is about single women ,,, who live stressed lives ,,,, hand to mouth ,, realizing they have 27 cnts left in the bank , hoping their paychecks willo be bigg ….. only to spend and spend , feeding the happiness addiction thru ,, ecominc salvery ,, purchasing addictions …. Even when thye do think different thoughts

The deep PROGRAMING , reverses any new thoughts whilte they search for happiness based on old habit patterns of the ,,, SCOCIAL life of their up bringing .. do the same old thing …..

So Mr. GQ …. Yes he had a girlfriend ,,,, but how come his wife looked the other way for those 5 years ,,, how come she changed and started to live more for the business he created for her than for him , like she idid when they were first dating …. Ahhhhh the changes of POWER AFTER THE VOW OF …. I LOVE YOU … she no longer had to try ,,, he loves me !@ ….. but in the harem !

IN THE HAREM there is the genral love of th male the real show of love which is to create the stable safe territiory ,t hen let the female intitate ( start ) the mating activity ,,, and she will because sex is fun and if she does not rub up against me her fellow sister wife will …. A SUBLTE SEXUAL competition , THE MALE IS ONLY concerned that his efforts are be acknowledge in a way he can understand ,,, the thank you of sexual love …… ohh but hwat about cleaning the house or ,,, defrosting insta foods or coming home with restaurant foods …. Like most females of today think is enough ,,,,, UHHHH girl … yo , he lived with you before , the reason you to got together was sexual … not defrosting dinner ….. you are confused in your own forest of trees and shit on knees …..

He had a girlfriend for years and only the wife opened her eyes to it when her own business felt the current ecominc strain ,,, and whe wanted to know where HIS MONEY was going …. And where was he all of sudeen became of interst before that ,,,, he had spent 5 years sharing his life between two home and women ,,, now , your power his 3rd wife’s power structure was changing she wanted MORE ! . MR.GQ . GAVE UP his othe girl ,,, he loved and still today loves his wife ,,,,, to the point he beats up on himself , never thinking or looking at the evidence in any other way except her way ….

Why can amle be so powerful in the real world but in the face of a girl who we hav e pledged our I LOVE YUOU ,,,, we become totally confused to the point of self destructionand in tha weakness we become less attractive to the girl we want to KEEP ? catch 22 over and over

But to do something different like I am … to lose 200,000 dollars … so that I can atleast RY and show a different POSSILBE to my children male and female ,,, well it is not easy , when I am surrounded by a world saying I am JUST A DUMB WORKING CLASS MALE ..…. un cultured without enough learing ,,,,hmmmmm and your example is ? your lfei of material wealth is one of ? happiness? For how many 1000’s of years have the wisest of sages written leaders of thought repeated over and over ,,, material possension and money will not buy happiness …… and then to remember that the FAIRY TALE , the writeen love story of art ,,, is acreation that is based on those posseions and wealths ….. the idea of the king of a house houseld and the queen ,,,, the idea of the pampered PRINCESS …. All love story art illlussions of fairy tales . WHAT ABOUT YOUR DNA ?

Saturday, December 15, 2007

pride in your husband

Pride in your husband

Young master ,,,, it is good yes that a woman supports her man ,.,, correct in fact you look forward to having a wife like that …. But has nayone every described to you the deepest of instinctual motives behind , what you do that she will then show off ,,, be proud of ,,, but in reality it is she who is showing off ….. shoeing off her I LOVE YOU SLAVE …. Before we human got so trapped by words we were like every other animal and we commucated with feelings , with that connection of SPSIRT of source , IT WAS THE FEELING hearing of the heart .

Then we got words ,,,, and we males had to prove ourselves based on the words many times not knowly what it is that would show the proof , related to the words I LOVE YOU ….. what does she want form me ? the difference that neither can understand about the other is the way we PROCESS words …. The deepest of inner motives . words mean XYZ to her ,,, to us it is the contract between to warriors to act in a manner …. To her it is the words between to caregivers in the cave in support of each other …..but deeper than that is the MALE IN YOU …. That like his cousin the gorilla who PORTECTED and developed a territory ,,,, felt in the heart before words , she will come and stay if she wants …. TRUST not words , ACTIONS NOT WORDS ….. she can leave , she can stay ,,, he just does his instinctual work …. PROTECTION of the whole family .

Ahhhhhh but the wife proud of her warrior husband the one whose pictured with 3 babies stuck on his rifle bayonet … that is in china ww2 ….. before the are a picture of horrors , that was used to try to get the people of America to say SOMETHING anything to stop JAPANS HUSBANDS ….. FROM their greed , their actions of growth which will in reality make their wives proud of their fearless men ,,, and richer and richer there by making the wives of the home land richer and richer …..

We in America …… for the most part ignore the horrors still happening and only act if it means that our OIL is in DANGER …. But any other actions of greed or power maybe like BLOOD DIAMONDS …. Ohhh but that is petty greed men actracting money to gather PUSSY ….. even if the make has a wife like most presidents do , the wife ,,, the first lady .. smiles while the president is a behind closed doors whore master but the whores also have pride in being the wealthy males lil’slut ….. happens all the time ,,,, when a woman will feel pride that she is fucking a rock STAR ……..think dipshit about the deepest of motives and then the cost of IGNORING real turhts ,,, the repetitions of history sice the days of PHAROH …. That is a lot of ,,, wives proud of their husbands ,,,,, ohhh yes there were many poly family in PHAROHS army …. Yet at the time of pharoh came the illsion of the 1st WIFE …. The 1 wife , often political connection thru marriage ,, the IDEA OF A >>> QUEEN , out side the direct constant influence of the city , in the natural world that still was on most of the planet lived , natural man ,,, the gorilla with as many wives as was natural for the territory he PROTECTED … his Action of love … NOT words.

Twisted Instinct