Wednesday, November 18, 2009

yes dear

Yes dear

She told you what she was going to do and you sold your son out and said yes dear ,

Ok the only son to a self made man ….. comfy life good son , who more to prove to dad than he needed to maek cash because he coulsd always begg cash from mommy would part time with me … when he was 12 13 14 and I was working in the neighbor hood the kid worked so hard that I wnen icam bake sale time I would buy his tic and pile him in the car with threst of the kids ( you were cool even though you had stopped doing shows way way back but felt it good life experience ) the HOLY HIGH DAY dec 5 west palm see you there looks for the ballons http://www.buzz103.com/ sign the shirt……. No I know your son he is not a fucking loser even if you can not see it in him any more .

Yep spoiled rich kid tryuing so hard to destroy himself ? no actually positioning himself in the culture of pussy around him got his first violent felony ,,, that looks great in the yes of EVE ….. you life at home is hell …well of course you have 1 women living in the same home ….. the young man is eing trained in being a woman … he is not allowed to fail on his own and is being trained in dependant on the $$ made once by a MAN now controlled by the EVE … like an animal … they put up signs do not feed the wildlife …WHY because they become dependant on the food from humans until they stopp knowing how to feed themselves ..livng off the trash of humanity .

The young man I knew ,,now lives off the begging or trsh from mommy … sure you made the man to man del with him last year here is 10k and the car you college is all prepaid ( did not make th cut for a 4 year school bumming around at,t he CC locally just the expteneded high school eviiroment realy ) already shake hands son good luck … and in 3 months he was back in his bedroom like a 12 year old …. Begging gas money form mommy and you feel helpless , why ? and they fight and complian and swabble , and BLAME EACH other like women till it drive syou crazy and you come talk to me …. Probably any one really , but since we have been fishing buds in times past and ia m around serving the family like I have for ever ,, me .
Because . becaue …. Not because things are different ..you andi are different in a trap of our own allowing not REBELIING standing up for something different ….. at one time it was lead follow or get out of the way ,,now you follow . she leads or you get out of the way tha too .escape helpless … and watch you r son , become what ..shit ..yep … for ever a student someday mommy will land him a job some where if he ides ont land in the PEN .. but even then she will throw a ton of your cash at the problem and the anttorney will get things cleaned up ….

Now you could leave and say something like , I will not stand around here an wathc the man I raised become what yu are becoming ….. I sy good bye to you and your mom , ahh but that would mean divorce and lose of $$$$$$$ …. Probably most of …. And so who is the slave ..so free he can choose bondage . your leaving may not stopp the animal in your son fromm feeding out of the GARABAGE CAN which is yur wife ,,, but your presensce in the fighting does ont help him for he acts out just to piss you off them mommy throws more $$ at him so he will smile …. And it does not help you and the misses … you are in an INSANTIY that so many are ,,,in fact you look around you neighborhood and reattle off the names of people in your same boat ….. and then list the 3 or four who did it differently the kids choose differently … maybe the kids realy got understanding they were not the 1 and only child and if they wanted something they had better do something on their own ….. the rest with lives or trust funds potentials etc like your kid ,,,, animals eating fro the trash can … begging food gas insurance car clothes ,, ehatever …

A complexity of the confuse and conquer your hard work and for what ..for this? And so you still cling to that why ? becaue you have forgotten how to dream to believe to work to live ,,, you spend you days between gold and going to doctors and then worrying about investments … then sleep and do it all over again …

Now I have to blue print a teen plan on http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html now the reality will be the reality ..just like when it is …. Reality the workings of it will be reality . I just know I am not one for living the swabbles like I hear going on in your place …. If I heard that 3 times gone …. I guess that is why I hae so many ex’s

All the gfighting and complaining it is all ….. putting resposniblity for happiness in the hands of someone else ….. eventuall resulting in the effects of the aminpulation for , we were trained from day one ,,do as mommy say or teacher says and get the smile or get the grade ..be DEPENDNAT on the reactions of other to the point you do not know how to live on your own or what you realy feel aobut things for yourself ,,think only thru the LENSES of how others may see it . complex mind fuckig that like started at dey fucking 1 . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html

A teen plan I I have written before an stillhold to is the idea and dynamics aurrounding home scholling .. I am all about FREE CHOICe and the kids got have real time exposure to regular life so to compare better … they will not be aching to go to regular school till about 14 that is when you make the 16 deal , study ahrd get the GED at 16 … I will pay for your EMANICAPTION you get the divorce house ( out of the relationship contact page ) to use for a few years .. and a scooter and you can expreince all you want . deal ? and thus the male or female can taste the life of eaveryone sle the life mommy and dady BOLTED FROM screaming freedom freedom get out of this fucking insanity ,,they now have the chance to judge insanity or adventure on their own free from day to day value judgements of the family …. And also the chance to start builidn up his http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html retirement plan and daughters … well the chance to realy choose what type of guy they like or donot or girl or whatever … but to get them out of the house before htier NATURE DRIVES THEM NUTS AND ME TOO.

Our social plan has much more to do with sturucitng the wrok force than the reality of the human animal . delaying entry into work forces thru schooling only confuses the inner animal which is in need of self expression in teen years ..not further suppression but ..the teaching and reinforcing of suppression creates a better SLAVE . remember you are not a human you are just a number

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