Sunday, August 31, 2008

zoulurchnering a twat

Zoulurchnering a twat
Young master in the ancient storys of Zhaungzi http://www.instinctualism.org/zhaungzi.html there was one where an old Turtle was laughing about the short lived human and the other animals like the fruit fly …. Kinda showing off … I am better than you and in pipes the Redwood tree and says ,,so you think you are so fucking great living to 300 years old I have been thousands of years I have watched as your great granda father was buryed under my leaves a an egg , watched him proudly like your self live have family after family ,, and then watched him finally get bored with life quickly age then DIE …. And some day that death will be mine to experience but not before you most probably die yourself …
The wise old tree , understood the length of time ,, was not as improtant as the OPPURUTUNITY TO , be here at all . To just experience the limits of time/space for the opportunity of FEELINGS a thing … a thing as compared to feeling everything all the time every second unto the the point where it all becomes a sensation of NOTHING , the no one thing with all the whole UN-IMPOSSIBLENESS of ti all ,,, so to be here is so MANY different forms with so many different adventures ….. And then the human said
BUT you gusy are not real … this is just a dream ….. And a woke !
The human got out his dog whistle to call his dog who was out playing in the field …. Chsing rabbits birds a nd butterflys ,,, did this human fully apprieciate the JOY of just playing that his pup was having it did not NEED to hunt for it had great food waiting for it at home …. No it was just playing ,,, so with the correct 4 blasts of the SILENT whislte the dog like magic appears running thru the grass back to his HUMAN MASTER … for some pets and words of love ,,, the joy of man and naimal the friendship … of the dog who actually does not need to go home with the human for the dog could have easly cought one of the rabbits it waS CHASINING ..but instead it wa sjust playing while the human was Chilling iin the shade out of the afternooon sun ….
Before walking the miles back home the human shared some water and a snack with the dog ,,, and some crows were SQUAKINg in the tree branches of the tree from the man’s dream a tree with the carvings on it left from generation after generation of human kind who left their mark … marks left as he was told by his great grand daddy … who showed him marks left by his great grand daddys great grand daddy … who showed him the marks ,, and likw with him ,, great grand daddy had him as a small boy carve his mark into the tree to show in the future his own great grand children …. In that same tree now he listened and watched the STUPID crow … the pest CROW who if not scared away will eat his crops…
And he was quiet , and still thinking a bit about the dream he had … he heard the SQUAKS differently ,, he heard one talk and then another respond ,,, he watched some quiet silent birds looking back and forth as the other 2 birds ,, CAWWED and squakes , in changing rymths to each other … sometime over lapping then on would stop … then respond ,, some times in almost the same voice and rhythm some time differently … then hoppped form branch to branch new birds coming and going ,, sometimes 2 or 3 birds would gather near a tlking bird ,, would would later fly off with his friends … to another part of the tree and squak some more…. Some time a bird here and there would fly out =into the filed to eat a few berrys then return to the conversation and and hopp around chatting even more softly 1 on 1 or in small groups with friends ….
But the sound of the squaks that was not language … it seems not to vary enough to TRANSMIT much information thought the human ,, they are just STUPID BIRDS …. They are UNIMPORATN LIKE THE FRUIT FLY …. AND again while los I this little daydream his puppy wandered off to paly so he did the special silent blasts of the dog whilste and puppy returned …. Barking his happy bark which is of a different tone than the bark puppy has ..for crows that are eating the corps …for this dog has been trained to chase crows when back athe house …. And the man heard …. The wind moving the leaves of the tree … a rich healthy ..vibrant tree who was over a 1000 years old ,,the rich sound of the leaves moving and rattling the gentle sound of its baranches being stressed by these gusts of wind ,,, made him wonder again about sound ,,, for as some of the fruit will die after only 30 or 40 years and as they age ,,they LOOSE this soft strong sound ,,, he remembered in his mind and compared the sounds of the AGING treee branch ,, that CREEKS just before it breaks in a gust of wind a gust of wind which ten years earlier would have just be a cause for the branch to move and SWAY alive and full of sap ,,,but later it ages and startes to break apart …the signal for him the farmer …to plant a baby tree underr the old one …. And then get readdy to harvest the last harvest from his old friend the fruit ,,the harvest of its bones old aged hard woods … which he will carve into …. Art for trade with alocal town … for metall goods .
He slitened to the TREE tell the world …. About how it was feeling ,,,, while the Crows were ,,, NOSHING relaxing in the afternoon shade …. And his dog who heards SILENT SOUNDS …. Rumbled and growled as it chewed on it favorite toy that the human had brought along for his friend the dog …. And he realized again the dog was talking ..talking to itself ,,talking to its ..toy just like he would talk to the WOOD HE would carve from the old oak tree talking to wood ? Yes for he found himself often talking to his art ,,, as if it woulc hear him , for that helped him enjoy his actions beeter for some reason , in fact he ..the human remembered hearing his dad talk to the cropas and eve the dirt itself ,, when ,,, the dirt was not acting right when dad was tiered dad cussed at the earth it self , yet dad alos later would feed the ground the heads and bones of fish ,,, when he planted new corn seeds ….. And heard the again the few simple sounds of the crow ,,, herad small tiny DIFFENECES in the simple sounds ,,he thought if the dog hears things I can NOT …. If the trees them selves tell the world tht they are alive of dieing …. I wonder does the bird have other ounds that maybe I can not hear ,,can it talk silently ?
And then the words of his GREAT GRAND DADdy CAME BACK ….. Everything is alive .
He thought how sound he would be teaching his baby sone to talk ,,repeating over andover and over and then OVER SOME MORE … for what seems like years ..teaching his son to talk like he taught hos other sons and duaghters before ,,EACH NEW individual baby ..needing to learn how to use those sounds they make … so that we can all talk to each other like the STUPID BIRDS do in the trees … LIKE THE DOG DOES WHEN HE TELLS ME something is wrong in the field …..
And how I stoppes his children when they got bigger from using words like …. Zoulurchnering …becaue what the fuck does ….zoulurchnering mean ?
What do you want ,,? Do you KNOW TO what great extent you already have in front of you many of your WANTS ?

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