Monday, August 4, 2008

green silk dress

A green silk dress
Young master …the movie .. The other Boleyn girl ,,from what I remember of other reading about history is a good REP of the time , and like a good historial novel it takes the cold dead facts and ADDS in the continueing SAGA of human CONFUSION emotional common reactions and action …. So look at the movie and realize the HONOR statement of I LOVE YOU ,,the ENSLAVEMENT of that statement , the manipulative nature of EVE …etc etc etc ,, it is all there the same Emotions of today fit into history because NOTHING HAS CHANGED ….and then go to
http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html and see yourself and those who were your ,,your models … ir. Your fucking parents dipshit ….. Think for yourself my words are not ROAD MAPS TO BE FUCKING BLINDLY followed ,,these blogs are JACKSON POLLACKS …. Stream of consciuosness ….letters dripped across this scene for you to think about and percieve … http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_book_3.html
Our DAN nature confused and fucked up yet US we smart ,, able to learn animals ,,TRY OUR BEST but in time become , angry about the confusion …even the CAVE MAN was a very smart animal , we think he was some LUG ..dumb unable to read or without the ablitly to function maybe in todays world like you are so fucking smart because you can push some buttons or that you can speak English ,,,, ( I am disgusted in that most of you have only 1 language under your belt and you =stil think your self so fucking smart , )
But back to cave man ….. He understood other languages he read other books that you can NOT read … he pushed others botons with delicate skills you would be lost trying to imitate.
I am a fiosherman , I can look out over the top of the INDIAN RIVER from the windows of my home and read the activity happening beneath the surface un seen to you , I can tell what species of fish that wave ….. Is showing me swimms hidden … but you ,,you look out over that water and see only waves … I see waves not going or moivng in ACCORD with the events of wind or boat ,,, and I READ it ,,the size its shape in fact things like tiny vibrations or textures all talk to me about the size of the animals making the waves ..
Currently I am learning the newere language to ,,, a language lost called FARMING ,, the very very very creative art of growing that which I will HUNT …. Not unlike the INSTANT GRAIFACTION ooof chuming up a bonefish or a school of yellow tail ,,, but I must wait and be patient to ..coax the food out so I can catch it … not unlike fishing this whole lost art ,,, this intelligent laguage of farming …. And I am fucking up learning so ,,, my ,,30 second attention span , is being taxed by the patient wating for things to grow …
But cave man ,, well he KNEW how to read so much more than I did , the sound of leaves moving like I can read waves … he also read waves probably better than myself … he understood the nature othe evidence trail of the plants he grew , for agri culture was very old , mankind learned quicley simple ideas of planting things he liked on pupose so that later on his migration paths there would be good tasting fruits and weeeeeds to eat 9 OR SMOKE ) …..
The raising of children the instinct of that look again to nature ,,that thing we have been trained to fear because at the THREAT of death ,,the animal in us picks life , so we became slaves repeated over and over the training of fear DEATH slve … fear ..fear ..fear GOD ,,fear the lord your master the pharoh , the god king ,, work slave like we want you to ,,, this is hard and takes much MAN POWER to occupy a land using only force ,,,any good general knows the lessons of WARFARE ,,, the amount of infantry you need to suppress a human population only thru force …the fear of death … this is classic milatary science…
Ahh the use of the fear of death transmuted into the power of fear ,,, and relating that to the training the BRAIN WASHING of the idea that we ARE SEPERATED from the TOA and need to reDEEM ourselves to god thru the Obedieince to the .. LAWS of god ….. Complex ..complex ,,but you my good friend dumbass , bought it! By DEFAULT , because mom dad grand mom and grand dad ,,because media ,,etc etc have been programming yuou into ..it , and you wanting to be nice bought ..it .the saign of a good parent is to teach hiter children moral values using the GOD MODEL …
When infact nature is NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF ,,the truth of lie as the beast ,,the coming forth and returning to the TAO , ths spiritual bond that aborginal man , the american Indian UNDERSTOOD IT ! ….. And the christain church upon notincing that tribes POLIGAMIST HAREM TRIBES .. Worked and actually lived with out CRIME ..
Ok ….. What it is I am gettng back to is child raising ,,because young master wafter all the great sex ,the great fun , having babies will happen and it will be GREAT FUN you will love being a DADDY …. Some baisc ideas ,,your place in guaidance with children that still have lik TEETH should be small ….. In fact your job is mainly to be a protective and playful ..part f the family … for the women you are the HARD COCK THEY need ,,the vauccuum of their PUSSY needs to feels sliding in and out ….
The mom’s actually when they are in a upportive system of their own creation , have the ability to be GREAT ..parenst , loving guidance …and when their hormones create unstable states of being ,,which powerful urges of hormones do ..DO …there are other moms to help the whole family . So the hormonial mom can go get fucked like nature is urging her , ( we still have these monthy expressions of the DNA truth you are animal … the TAO ist adventureer using a Bio-machine to experience a limited amount of the un-imposible variety which is TAO )
You ,,, toady … hmm how do I say this and be fucking understood … first understand the fear of death ,,you have been programmed with ,,then understand the freedom of choice to come into this world that even a CHILD has , for they too are ,,equal to you in spirit ..the TAO in them is as old as the TAO in you ,,and time/space in in reality only a game ,,, remember this is only a game. 1 tiny limited perception of the TAO … read the first colum .. About fear of death .. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html look on the page for CANCER ( antures lil helper link ) next.
If ,,, a spirit ..who coming into a body … that does need to learn to READ ITS WORLD …. Yet chooses not read … over and over … well who am I to FORCE IT TO . Reading the world is ,,well last night it was for a 5 year old again to NOT TOUCH THE REFRIGE. What she does with her own tosy is hers , she can destroy them if she wants ,..and she learns soon that the destroyed toy is no longer any fun and no new toy ..is coming …. Ahhh learning CUASE AND EFFECT …
The Frige is my toy , and a 5 years all to often breaks my shit , they are not strong enough to hold safely the many items in it ao , I am by letting them go into it ,,I am ,,, setting them up for , my anger ,,I am creating my own frustration ,,,, they willb e big enough sooner or later like the plant I must patiently wait to grown ,,the child grows all by itself and soon will no longer be a danger for droping the WHOLE GALLON OF milk ,,which I…I … I will have to clean up ( and go out to the sotre at 9 pm to buy more of ) so ..the rule is already ,,, the frige is off limits in this home … 1 , 2 ,, 3 ,, magic 1,2,3, the understanding and agreement of PET parent effectiveness training , the rules gone over in a language that is understandable the cause and effect discussed and repeated , the choices and agreements of the EFFECTS ,, agreed upon even with a 5 years old … but when the 5 years old ,, does it again and again each time looking me in the eyes …. Alsmost repeating the AGREEMENT WHILE her hand moves to do that which she KNOWS is not going to be good for her …
Why ?
Ok ,,, 1000’s of years ago , her instinct understood , if I go into time out ,,, if I am sent out of the tent circle ,becaue my actions were SUCH that I was disruptive to the family unit ,,,she heard the sound of the WOLF ,,the TIGER and LION ,,,, time out side of the protection of the fire could mean death …. That instinct is deeply engrained in the DAN of humanity 6 million years of walking up right ( the links to the acheoogy http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html 6,000,000 walking up rioght over 2,500,000 years of tool making ) and a tiny perecnt of that time ..controled by thought forms or rules only ….. Mankinds created lions and tigers ..and fears ,,, and lately acutallually nothing for the child to fear in fact it knows or senses , that … it has the power ..if it the child shows unhappyness of the threat of not LOVOING MOM then there is NO tiger ,,, for the child is the TIGER ,,,, it controls thru its TEARS and crying the big people …until that manipulation brings our stress …. In the parent . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
Ahh young master taking contro lof living by learning to READ ..the waters like ahunter ,,, understanding the NATURE … http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html so that you can have the BEST available peaceful experience ofr everyone ,,is the NATURE OF THE DOM. The silver backs job is peace keeper ( and hard cock ) . Does this stimulate your own WANTO …your want to think outside of the obx of expected relationship forms … does this flow of letters dripped across you screen stimulate images and creativity like a JACKSON POLLACKS dripped paints ? Like pollacks works lacked SKILL in comparision to MONET ,,, my words lack SKILL … yet have vlue for those who WANTO.

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