AIDS natures lil helper

A.I.D.S. nature’s lil’helper

Young master I know you worry about this and with good reason ..being prespared and understanding the forces of nature is a fact it is like throwing a rock into the air and expecting the rock to fly away and not come back down and BEAN you on the head dumbfuck which the rock will do becaue we do live not in a state of MAGIC like in the TAO ,,but in the AGREEMENT state of limitations of this ..this … time/space atomic universe …..

So dumbass … understanding ….. sexually transmitted DIS-EASE ( look at the word disease and understand it stems from ,,, STRESS or being in a state of DIS ease ) where a fucking raincoat when testing out new pussy ….. like wear your fucking seat belt be caue you can not argue with phsics of momentum….. and and the idea that you will meet ,, just maybe ,,not WILL as in everyone WILL ,, no but ….. the odds are to great that you will meet up with a CRAZY BITCH …. They are so great that you should wear a seat belt …… http://www.instinctualism.org/relationship_contract.html

Now I will go on to the CURE for aids ….huh ? phil has a cure for AIDS ? no no no ..but a reader this chick who often questions my science and her understanding shows me ,,it is the evidence trail of some onw with a DEGREE ..who lives and thinks from within the WALLS of books ….. it akes a lot for those within the walls of books to open themselves to new ideas ,,,, just look how long it ook to get the idea that the world was round to be accepted by those living iwhtin the confines of those educated walls of books.

She has been asking and I have been responding ,,, yet the asking is for CURE ..or a state of perfection or ending of …… DIS-EASE …. That will not happen … and I ask again of her and you …. Understand your PARADOXICAL NATURE ….. I am just your kindergarten teacher and this is KINDERGARTEN SHIT my friend ….. I can not get it any simpler ….. think the unthinkable which is asking the impossible so just be UNTHINKABLE. Because to think un thinkable thoughts is to function our side of the limits of a BRAIN in time/space…thoughts have a CREATION …and a duration of experience … the tought can end when it is FORGOTTEN … but you ( later on you ) ahh so to help you taste just an INFINITELY SMALL aspect of that I lead you in a ..guided meditation …. http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html


Now to you .. you were NEVER BORN AND YOU NEVER DIE…… so who cares about aids from that stand point? Well the ego self does , for this tiny INFINITelY TINY POV ( point oof view – YOU ) here in this DREAM stae where you are CHOOSEING to forget the TAO ….. well to make this life VERY VERY REAL … it is important to worry about living …. And that is written into our DAN so that we can have bio=machines to use for the FUN of time/space adventures …. And the real experiencing of the ALL POSSIBLE EVNTS ..possible to an UN-IMPOSSILBE TAO. In this 1 tiny speck of atoms in a 1 …a 1 ,,, a 1 ,,, possible universe . so as to not limit the UN-IMPOSSIBLE toa and the all possible of universes we can even think about … even though we maynot be able to understand the PYSHIHCS OF THOSE dreamed up universes ..WELL FUCK WE CAN NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND THE PYHSICS OF our own universe who are se to limit the TAO ? and other possible universes.

I need to say all this so that you can get it…….. aids cancer other LATENT virus are all natures LIL’helpers.

Now on to .. some zhauangzsi type TAO …. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html .. EXCITEMENT with living ..when the animals excitement with living WAINS … when the old timer starts to FEEL OLD …. Let us talka bout a DEER well the old timer does not run as fast any more and it is then the easy PREY for the wolf or puma ( dog /cat) from the HUMAN ego FEAR OF DEATH …. The kill looks horrible ..but natue has designed in something called the SHOCK STATE when a body is Gravely injured ,, even in humans it goes into an self induced drug over dose in anticipation of DEATH ..or transition or even BETTER awakening ….. leaving this dream the VESTED dream state of DNA life back into the UNBORN state of TAO ….

We human no longer have the PREDITOR ,, chasing us for us to use as a tool to leave a life that has become BORING or uninteresting ….. like the old timer having been there done that ….. built its territory the BUCK deer had its HAREM ( like 99% of mammals they are harem/poly based ) it became daddy , then grand daddy the great grand daddy … and by this time it has started to feel the BEEN THERE DONE THAT ..bordedom of that adventure of being a deer …… ready to return to TAO and maybe become a despressed human next time or a BONFISH or an osprey ( that osprey the last 3 days wow 3 fucking days in a row ,,meeting up and running with a wild EAGLE that is fucking magical , it has to be my OLD MAN ,,, after being forced to live in an old folks home the EX MARINE in him needed to be… what he was a MARINE ONCE MORE ! and a dam good man)

So the human …. Needs to have an ESCAPE …ahhh here comes CANCER …it tells the truth about a persons thinking ,,,fuck the lies they say thru their lips ,,even you gotta admit to teeling people …OHH THING ARE FINE EVERYTHING IS JUST GREAT ,,, when the truth is your life sucks ….. well the truth of a person EXCITEMENT WITH LIVING is expressed in cancer for example ,,,,, and and also , it is expressed in the manifestation of a latent virus ….. AIDS is a latent virus in that it does not always mean DEATH right away …it can stay hidden for many many years …then KILL when the body is ready most likely to die anyway …. So it is a lil’helper …

I remember AIDS it killed about 13 or so of my friends … I remember it before it was even given a name ,, I am from Miami during the late 70’and early 80’s … I know AIDS I have seen it kill quickly those who were ready to go ,,, and I have seen those who … listened to the WORDS of the SHOULDERS you should do this and you should do that … I watched then suffer un speakably horrible slow self hating …deaths . I know aids .. and like everyone else since 1 in 4 americans get cancer my close family memeberes died form it …… and like wise I was able to see ,,, the EXCITEMENT LEAVE THEM AND the cancer enter but not enter since we have cancers all our lives … but the healty happy DNA bio-machine cleans up those fucked up cells all our lives up until the time we are just to fucking bored or hopelss with living any more ….been there done that ….. why struggle any more well unless to struggle with the DIS –EASE itself is exciting enough to be considered an ADVNTURE …
So to my questioner ….. I say ….. with the fear of death a real part of who I am since I too am fully vested in this dream I am still choosing to live …… I am happy AIDS is here to help those who want to go ..to go … actually very wuickly and humanely if they would just stop listening to people in the FOR PROFIT MEDICAL INDUSTRY listening to the thought form our master .. ECONOMY … listeining to U ….. peace phil