sucking pleasures

Sucking all the pleasures

Young master , be honest with yourself and at the same time be honst with that which you dream about your sexual fansty life ,,,, it is in your honesty with self that real freedom is going to be made ,,, it comes form you not from the wrodl . because when you got you ideas your dreams your goals ,,, your REAL feeling understood , that you will then be clear enough with the vision of a master ,,,,, to then attract the birds of a feather into your experience .

That goes with the commitment to make the cash , to building the territory ,,,, again I like to refer to the 3 tents , 3 single family homes , all off grid , solar electric , fish pond , free range chickes kept penned away from the house ( chicken shit sucks ) …. The orchard fo food trees understanding the activity of living like a human ,,,, not an ecominc salve ,,,,, one who get their life and self worth from the acceptance of the world and fashions ….. the world that does not have time to blow bubbles , and I betcha she does not have time to blow her male either ……ohhhhh but we self delude ourselves …. We males accept whateve attention we get in the 1 on 1 because well that is ALL THERE IS , and the vast majority of us are HONAORABLE , ( up until the real core of the relationship has changed the core dynimcs …. Even if he stays the deepest of inner changes and damages may have started the end is only time )

Now honorable in a polyigam is to be the male who female’s freely choose , they in fact are always the ones who do the choosing we do the asking out , the begging and the queeem allows us to express our sexuality ….. it is twisted the subtle mind fuck game of human relationships , and we wonder why we have such pains around us ,,,, no matter how much we think we learn the correct way THIS TIME …. BASIC THEMS OF STRESS repeated and repeated come back .

Money money money , do not tell me you do not feel some stress and concern about money ,,, because you do …. Even if you self delude and put on the happy face , the smiley face , 96 out of 100 of you do feel stress , and that is only because of the choices you make with the mony you have , you probably make a ton of cash , but you waste it in ??????? msotley being lazy …… lazy in the trap of ecominc salvery to actually be in harmony with the REAL WORLD not the ecominc slavery world the world that keeps you in bondage well atleast most of you …. Instead of doing something really NEW AND ALTERNATIVE …. You strive and try for the BIG BUCKS … the next step up the ladder ,,, finding blisss out side of yourself in entertainments , instead of NATURE .

And sex is nature. NOT Blowing bubbles is just the example of the lack of time for important things ,,,,,, and then there is the fact …. The animals aceepts that she goes in and out os cycles , she wants to get fucked wildely and then a week later it is less important , and another girl in the harem will need the lots of sexuall attention , but because of the GREedd and ownership OF THE 1 ON 1` the natural cycles is ignored so that the female can gain LOVE CONTROL , the statement of the I LOVE YOU SLAVE ……. The subtle honor chain that she thinks will give her happiness for ever in a fairy tale ,,,,, the whole idea of looking outside of herself for love and acceptance , she looks into the EYES of other to see if she is beautiful or cute ,,, their words are most important …….

Young amster honestly , you do not feed on the statement of YOU ARE HANDSOME like the girl feeds on it , in fact she says it to you in hopes that you will say a compliement back to her ,,, TWISTED . we are the ones who wear BLOOD STAINED T-SHIRST S, our favorite fishing shirt would be our only shirt if our boss would let us wear it to work ……. On average on average …. It is not us who should decorate the land we own that is the creative job of the female … we are not programmed that wasy , they are! But do they dress up for them selves …. How does a nudist girl dress up ? is she self centered and so self consumed ,,,, putting on fake fronts and smiles for the world while all the while ,,, happiness is when the LORD , hears aher prayers and she fiannly gets RICH .

There are so many fawcetss so many sides so many deep conmplex issues ,,,,,, that it is not a sound bite . not able to be under stood in 30 seconds , so easy to returned to the TRAINED programmed state of expecting the fairy tale to provide it’s happiness of happiness from outside aceeptance of the SOCIAL HIERACHY … whether you believe that your girl friend understands this or not , look at the ACTIONS NOT THE WORDS ….. ( ooops Deb if you read this not for you not for you not for you … be who you are and let me write freely like you said you would ) seee sublte slipping backwards is enevitable it is guaranteed when you were a junkie and you get clean then go right back to living with the same old gang , you without Nknowing IT ,,, return to old habit patterns … fine fine fine young amster life is your choice ….

Do not limit the keitchen of experiences ….. but look at your actions ….. what is it that drives you where is your money and time going ,,,, are you slipping back into the same old rutts again becoming the addict asgain to society and WHY ? no time to blow bubbles , she has not time to want to blw you ….. because in the end it is her ,,, choice … her lead , that is nature ,,,, real deepst nature , not the first few months of wild sex ,,, which is th EVE gaining control …. Eve leaves when control is felt ,, then nature cycles take over and you are stuck with your words of honor ….

To be honest I have been wondering so often how am I going to hold thehands of 3 women in wall mart ? then I think about my kids and I have been able to wlak with all of them ,,,, giving attentions to each as they needed when they nneeded with out GREED from them , but with EVE ….. the 1 on 1 expectations , her getting her self worth from me saying you are cute … it confuses me , I do not feed or even really believe any woman who says I am attractve …… you too young master do not need the world to fiiilll our hearts or make us happy in that way , we can not understand EVE’s experience of sublte motivators …. And until I have the 3 tents that I feel are my HONORABLE nature , I will not be able to experience thre unpollututed dynaicns of www.instinctualism.org …. Hmmm selling the house seems like a trap , it willhappen but I , myself motivated self is tekling me , phil you should work and plan a new system ,, build the cash you need to do it another way , creating mutlitple streams of possibility ,,, a good farmer or good gorilla did not rely on one babna tree or els he would die be come slave to that one , his harem also in salvery to one tree of income ….. that is why in the free food section of www.instinctualism.org there is different trees that produe food , but to do that would mean I may have to budget the the money I have going into supporting the rcreations and lifestyle of the honor commitments I have made before while I was rooted in the OLD WAYS ….. complex the freedom of building from scratch as compared to building from with in ,,, the fear of loneliness …… fear . is fear the basis for a MAsTER to live his life , is that the trust in the ideall of the law of attraction ? will not birds of a feather realy be brought to gether ….. ?