Friday, March 14, 2008

friendship fucking

Friendship fucking

Young master , you have not come to read this because you have found the deep joy of good friendship and caring a and hope that the story book happky ever after 1 on 1 love , not love affair which is easy to come by ,,, but the life that will provide stability we humans desire the friendships we humans dsire the life that is best for raising the thing that our hormones force us to want ,,, kids , the reason for living ,,,,, the simple joy of seeing your kid grow up healthy and happy with a mom and a dad and family who are not fighting all the fucking time . you have not come to reading my shit on and off because you are already in a relationship that gives you it ALL already ,,, so

So , realize the deep inner expectations that the lose of a dream can bring to the building of a new dream ,,,, that idea of settling for SECOND BEST , is the expectation of not getting what your deepest self realy wants ,,, but WHAT DOES YOUR DEEPEST SELF REALLY ……. Really …. WANT ? and since the story book idea of love and family was found by you to be a story book ,,,, again I will refer to KORN and listen to Jon’s words in shoots and ladders , his way of saying to the world OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES . to the programming of OURSELVES …. The words that cause all this EVIL ( I can still remember everytime I hear or think about that song the first time I saw Jon and Korn do it live ,,,, and him blowing the pipes … a great ENTERTAINER they are ) but what is it you were looking for in the fairy tale of love , the only idea you were trained to think love is ….. the NUCLEAR BOMB FAMILY .. waiting to explode over and over …. The forcing of an animals to live as it was not designed ….

The Harem faily the Poly Family provides the needs of the human , male and female ,,,, it is stable and dynamic enough to allow ffor the individual enjoy family and creative and work lives ,,,, with the freedom you have never ever dreamed of … from the aspect of the ecominc slavery issue . and $$$$ is a very important issue ,,, believe it or not ,,,, for most couples love is not enough , because as the money grows and the couple gets used to living a certain way and then the eventuall change in inceom comes , ( the same events happen in www.instincutalism.org in understanding each tree species will go thrugh 7 years cycles of productivity , yet having the diversity of investnments in varied species of strees the human is CO –OP ‘ING with nature once more not forcing on animal / tree species to deliver when it is in a natual SLOW cycle , the farmer/ protective human can nuture that tree while reaping bunker crops from other who had been emerging from their own SLOW period . )

But as an ecomonc slave usually all your EGGS are in 1 basket . in that one career or company and ecominic go thru cycles also leaving you and your LOVE in stress because the income has changed . the fun bought by MONEY is limited . the fun BOUGHT ! the idea of instincutalism , yes is to create wealth $$$ but to find , FUN in the idea of being HUMAN , of being happy with the friendships of family children the EARTH itself . and this idea is the SECOND CHOICE life style ?

It is the second choice because the OWNERSHIP idea of love is gone ,,, yet the sex ,,, that sex that brings you and her together in the first place , those chemicals that flow thru our viens in our teens that bring us together ,,, the chemicals are not fairy tales … they are the TRUTH. About being an animal which you are ,, you are not some CONCEPT this idea of spirit being ,,, no you were that before you came here to experience time and space living of being a DNA animal … you are a concept being still , but experiencing the agreement of hard matter . so why not realize it and enjoy it for what it is ? why not ? what is so second best about being what you are ?

But that story book that created all this EVIL runs in your mind over and over ,, you feel SLIGHTED by life that lied to you , …. Life did not lie it has been YELLING TO YOU , listen to you emotional guidance ,,, understand conficts and choices … create what is is that will make you DEEPLY HaPPY ….. listen to the programming of fear ,,,, the slave chains of the medical industry who tells you over and over the human body is weak when the doctor does not grown new skin cells the body does that all by itself ,,, the slave chains of health care and insurance … when the fact is you will DIE .. with or with out a doctor you will die , the health of your body is dependant on the FEELING of your life …. When happy you feel no PAIN , look and feel you life and you will understand this truth in your self . sex is fun , talking with friends is fun , watching smiling playful free children is fun , layng the sun is fun , sweet fresh from the garden strawberrys are fun , puppy dogs are fun …… waking up depressed and with ahang over is not fun , but the talking with friends the night before was fun ,,,,,, so talking with friends is fun so do it with out being DRUNK every day ? hmmmmm it must be hard to do because we do drink a lot us the money making adults in this PROMISED land of gold covered streets ,,,, when the real happiness seens to be the interaction with the living beings of the planest , not with the interaction with cold hard MINERALS . like gold and diamonds …

Think dumbass what should be your first choice or your second choice when it comes to your own STORY BOOK OF HAPPINESS ?

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