boy repellent

Boy Repellent

That restless-ness last night as I was trying to sleep , the tension in our interactions , her own stress and ups and donw . The effects of NATURE , the body , I can remember last year writing about it , as her menstrual cycle would come around and that act of me writing often compounded the tension since being in a 1 on1 we each feel so RESPONSIBLE for the happiness of the other neither wants to be held responsible for the unhappiness f=of the relationship or the other person . But accepting that in nature her body produces chemicals to attract me a male for mating or a chemicals to REPEL me since she is about to bleed and she nneds some alone time …. The idea that sure she can over ride her body, ignore the signals some what and still be my puppy every morning ( a great thing puppy time ) but it is this the way we use our mind to whip our body into a shape not in harmony with nature that adds even more stress .

It was the memory of feelings , remembering how often I had felt that nervousness not just with her but this was an insomnia that I have had almost exactly in every relationship .

Now with Deb writing her own book , preparing herself for her own career as a life coach , that we are spending so much of our time discussing the MIND , THE SPIRIT , that I am allowing myself to again put the effects of BODY to the side acting if the NATURE the instinct of our animal side does not have very much power in thereal world

But it does we are a 3 part animal and when we ignore or dispresct all the parts we have excessive stress . The synergy of the 3 parts is natural act as if one part is not as imprtanat as the other two and I believe you will manifest problems. It is not ablame game to admit that to realize … NATURE IS AT WORK .

Like understanding the importance of the word …. BUT .. when it relates to creating your dreams your want .. see as a life coach Deb has to help people understand they can build their dreams ,, the opportunity for her client to reach for the stars is the same as the next person . Young mag amster remember this ,,, back in ancient Eygpt they did not have cars , planes , concrete home , tv things that if they saw them to day they would believe it to be magic or impoossilbe or that they were in some sort of dream ,, something unreal or attainable for them … when in reality the world has not changed the exact same energy potential we now use , the exact same mines for minerals that we still use , the exact same pools of oil and RAW MATERIALS , we use now were available 10 ,000 yearas ago in the past most of the raw materials were depsosited millions of years in the past so 10,000 years here or 10,000 years there is just a drop in the bucket ………. The eygpt were stopped from expanding from using the OP’s around because of one word ….. BUT , then the BUT is followed by a WANT disguised as a reason ………… but I do not know how? How to make a car ,,, well the ancients melted metal , they played with some chemical reactions mainly to produce religious maigical asts to impress simple populations in submission to a priest or god . but they were chemists ….. what is a car but melted metal and chemistry.

The BUT is a natural part of the MIND ( mind part of the 3 part package which makes up humanity ) it is instinct for the mind to use the word but , it is the signal to stop and listen to find out to CLARIFY a new sub want . so respecting the but is good

So respecting the flow of hormones the idea that hormones can attract and repell is also , a good . And again it the hormones effect I have said many times in the past the Domino effect of girl triggering girl ,,, allows for the women to get time out in the proverbial red tent as , one enters 2 two others are there to interact with you , and they tend to always be about 3 days after each other a 10 % of their month 3 days …. The rising and falling of different hormones in the whole group leading to stronger attaractions tempararly between you young master and 1 girl and a NATURAL distance between you and another girl which in the 3 days will flip flop to be opposite ,,, and after 9 days a natural balance will re appear , but all with out stress . of FORCING YOURSEL F . or she forcing herself …. Forcing is EQUAL TO RESISITANCE , what you resisit persisits

Like the word BUT accept the word but , when it shows up in your plans , explore the gifts , behind this instinctual part this instinctual acation on the part of mind …

Accept the fat that you young master are hormonial also you give off attractive smells to them and times when your smells do not mix with their needs … they are peeled as much as they repell! It is not a blame game it is nature . and we as harem anaimal have a safety system already built into our INSTINCTS ….. the 3 wives

Ok , mew topic , gong with your feelings , emotional guidance system …. Hmmmm , well Op’s come at you all the time little hints about things . so when I saw a POLY group having a camping retreat and charging money for the event I got to thinking ,,, hmmmm could I creat my 3 tents and a camel as a retreat ,, could I develop the property to be a retreat , a place of learning , could I there have open class rooms , show case the off grid , COUMPOUND , have my books there to be explored , Deb’s book there to be explored , have the DOM/sub books there to be explored could I meet face to face with you young master ,, could I create a non sexual time ( since much of life is non sexual interactions especially with the reality that children are ,, are ,, are part of REAL LIFE ) and activities to role model GOOD MAN values . Baby steps baby ideas that need to grow for me to feel what in that I really like really am attracted to and why ?

Like the retreat of the POLY group here in Florida is to help people meet people , my devoted INSTINCTUALISM restreat and learning center will give a chance ofr people to meet and learn about The INSTINCTUALIST relationship form and to experience of GRID LIVING .

Strange how , lil’ ideas pop into being lil’ OP’s show up and letting yourself eel , becoming aware of the feelings of ATTRACTION OR REPULSION are natural . to the Spirit , to the mind ,and the BODY it is not bad it is natural and is beneficial . Important for the survival of that thing , be it a species or a part of our natural trinity mind body spirit .