Monday, December 15, 2008

free x-mas pussy

Free X-mas Pussy

Young master WRITE YOUR OWN STORY then marvel as you start to see that story enetering your Day to Day living experience ..NO ..NOT exactly as written other wise there would be NO ROOM for the oppurutunity to experience CONTRAST the WANTED AND UNWANTED ..form which creative ideas cause the Expansion of the Tao …

Make it FUN for the flow of FUN brings on more of that it is the …. There a word for it when there is a general theme to a time or epoch of time epoch bad word …. For I mean maybe just a few months ,,, but life can have some what of a general theme under lying it … and the more you are LOOKING FOR THE GOOD WELL YOU …are looking for the GOOD and what you look for you tend to find …and that creates the general falvor of living ….. and so it goes with putting gup yellow sticky noted meant for yourself ( keep it prvate other wise people think you are Weird and that SOCIAL ACCPEOPTANCE Aspect will Bring you DOWN into things that are not FUN ..the fear of REJECTION …. And behind fear of rejection is that fear felt as a baby ..life an death aspects deep deep deep within the fear of rejection fear of out casting for the NUTRIETION needed and given from human social life …. And do not forget the vison board it is the first level of writing though ,,it is the general ACCUMLATING of IDEAS … but actuall journeall or wiritng about the life is good also do notexpect it come without some form of contrast still to be experienced … we have a responsilbity to our selves for EXPASION of ourselves us the I – IN – I THE IN FI NITE TOA ….. now the Entertainer Ester Hicks on her audio of the Mexican cruise ( we poor folk can get the fun of her enterataining and teaching without the $1000’s of dollars that others can spend ,,their life CONTRAST is to live worried with the burdens of great wealth and the fear of LOSING THAT WEALTH and let me tell you when you realize how much WEALTH your paper profits have lost lately you do worry it is not fun …
http://www.abraham-hickslawofattraction.com/lawofattractionstore/product/1-20-08.html here she clarifys like each session she calirfys what she had brought up before .. EXPANDING ..not dead words written in stone but living words of expansion ..

FREE PUSSY …… I live with 3 adult bleeding females … and I have been noticing the social dynincs I POSTULATED in Twisted instinct http://www.lulu.com/content/2019732 ....the FReindship and co-operation and support they give to each other that I as a male can not realy do WELL at … again realize the observation of Dr. GRAy … in his MARS AND VENUS books … just twist it to fit the TRUTH of DNA humanity not trying to force humanity to fit inot UN NATURAL ROLES of activity .

Mamma cat had kitten 8 weeks ago , of of the girls in the house in with baby … her male well was like all to many men not a good choice on her part ..so she came back home to live …. And care for herself and baby growning in her … she bonded with mamma cat ( A WILD A ferrel cat never been able to catch her to bring her in to get fixed – even though she is not broken and natural keeps the population in chck of her last litter only 1 is still here ….. those adventurers who were using cat bodiys to experience time/space experienced also the thing we all will do TOOO …no one gets out of her ALIVE ..they got dead . left the Bio-machines they were using )

I had said …. Ok you can keep one but I gotta find homes for the others …FREE X-MAS KITTENS …. I will put the sign up before Christmas …. Well then we lost another very good friend o mine ,,,one of the last litter the first to come out of the woods and be friend us humans ….. itty bitty kitty …. So I said you get to keep two .

Girls who are preganant are OVER HORMOMEL .. it is the NATURE OF NATURE .. the worst time for a MALE IS TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND A FEMALE DURING THIS STAGE ..so much negativeness happens in marriages during preganacy … the expectation that the husband understands when he CAN NOT it is not our experience .

So upon seeiong the sign in the KITCHEN SHE got all PISSY ….. at first if it were the old me ,,not understanding that she will get support form her sisiter females in the house …. I would have engaged her … I would have defened and become LOGICAL about things …. And an AGRUEMENT would have followed ,,but instead I with drew to my HOME …. ( OK I only have a single family home so I do not have the space of the 5 acres http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html there i would have a sperate home office my space ….. I could just go to and live with out having to bump inot any of the girls in times of stress …. They too have their own spaces .3 ..3/2’s )

But I was feeling and TRUSTING the story I HAD WRITTEN that you read every day … I saw the stress in her ,,, I disappeared and let the other girls ..help her deal with the reality of her life …. I left HER to live to CHOOSE freely ..TO THINK FOR HERSELF about things ..she she is a free adult female ,,she freely choose to come live in my world ..no one is forcing her …No MANIPULATION …. AND she is free to leave . no need to argue .

The I LOVE YOU ..the word love as we use it ..the WORD TOOL generates EXPECATIONS called PERJORATIVES . deep CULTURAL meanings …. I love you is the WRODS of slvery and expecataion to GIVE UP FREEDOM OF CHOICE ……. FOREVER because ;;of the rules of Religon mainly .

Indain aboriginal ameircan ….. divorce happened easy , the female just put all his shit out the door the relationship is over noFIGHTING ..for to have anger and stress in many many cultures .was so FROWNED UPON ..the ANGRY MALE .. WOULD GO INTO a social time out where no one would interact with him … ( that went for the females also ) so there was no stress also because the INDIAN BRAVE dependined not ..NOT upon the OWNERSHIP of things or anyone else for his day to day living …. He remember had to live alone ..alone in the woods for a complete year if one of his wives kicked him out ..welll bye bye baby … I don ot NEED ! yoU

HE WANTED HER ..not needed her …… the coercion and control the manipulation of the LOVE STORY … and what are the effects of manipulation ,,,, PAIN … mental illness … amddness … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html

Okay well … all worked out very well no ….need to stress ..no need to explain ... FREE CHOCIE with out me having to ENGAGE ! unconditional love for another human … stay or leave your choice I am cool . I just like seeing happiness but I have WANTS also …… and that msut be respected ..if you want .. free to think

Our art … IMATATES LIFE .. yes it is the devsion of the Greek Tragety the Fairy tale of love and also the veidnce trail of manipulations …
BAT MAN THE DARK NIGHT ..look at it with critical eyes ..enjoy the quality of the adventure the …FICTION yet realize if it were not for our UNDERSTANDING OF THE effects of stress …. We could not ASSOCIATE with the characters to levels needed for good entertainment ….
The characters were effected by the FEAR OF DEATH …. Non understanding of our I – IN – I .. and infinitrey or the use of the bio-machine by an experincer a QUANTUM SINGLURALTY … http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html AND THEN NEXT exlore the effects of the soul mate the 1 on 1 ,,,, fairyt ale of love and how ,this concept of I CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU ..effects us ,, if we could not feel what the characters were expeincing we could not enjoy the FLIX …….

Not perfect not exact ..but a story …… writing your won story not perfect not exact but in the living and writing and noticing of HTINGS WANTED ..well life starts to resemble that which you wrote in your own story ..whihc maybe started with …. The your own vision board http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html

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