pussy on a crotch rocket

Pussy on a crotch rocket

Young master … so what you are living now is a ccumulation of the thoughts you have let yourself think up till now … a CONTINUEING assembaleage of the past … forming a NOW ….. and wht you think in your now well that will be your future POSSIBLES to be assembled .. and wht you are thinking about you can tell something about tht form EMOTIOANL GUIDANCE … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html … and INDICATORS …. Body sensations for when you ignore you emotions … the TWISTED ISNTINCTS that generated emtionas that you were trained to IGNORE or to believe are not correct for the human DNA species ….. well ignore the emotional guidance the guidance of the whole of the Tao expressing thru the activity of the BIO MACHINE you are using for time/space adventure ..i gnore the feed back emchansisms inherent in design .. and yo will eventually get commication aobut your TRUTH … your instinctual truth thru health and wellness … http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html

Ok so … want everything ,,, need nothing be happy now ..the be happy now is of GREAT IMPORTANCE for happiness is an INIDCATOR that your activity of thought is about things you like and so ….that energy of thought will become more and more expressed in the ASSEMBALGE of quantas which will become you future nows … if you feel a TWINGE of stress or unbelief … then LISTEN to the emotional guidance for there is some wisdom …. Be imparted to you from your INSTINCTUAL SELF … and that girl on the crotch rocket ..no matter how cute she looks is also talking about she is YELLING TO THE WORLD …. What ? surely not a submissive nature http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html or even her isntinctual position of being the PENETRATED which does take submission … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html

Tha spects of the building of the compound which in DAYDREAMs bring you more into ALIGNEMT …. Into a state of happiness and excitiement and passion without ..the constanst ….. under current of YEAH BUT’s …. The yeah but’s are info that you have gone beyong PURE WANTS into polluted wants …. Needing …. And not believeing that it is possible for you … listen accept go back and clarify ..your day dream with things tht FLOW EASY AND FUN …. The yeah buts will disappear by themselves in timea s the pieces of the puzzle come together as the GOOD FEELING thnking ,, starts the ball rolling OF POSITVE EXPECATATIONS … and thus the trickle of your NOW changes …and possibles idea INSPIRATIONS …. Statrt to come and belief in YEAH BUT aspect start to modify …

I do not know ho this realy relates expect … when it some how gets tie to web sites like http://sisterwives.yuku.com and some chick trying to get me to get serious with her … and I think about ….. DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR ….. YES the fairy tale training of the salve soldier of PHAROH ARMIES but more important is the INSTINCT …. ( it is bullshit training YET ….) instinctual … the instinct of the SILVER BACK gorilla for his family unit …. PHAROH’s slave masters understood this … and used this instinct in our training young master .
Yet when your soul your spirit has died from manipulation … who cares anymore http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html Guilt one of the most prevalent methods of manipulation ….. sublte …. And almost everywhere

Deb has not been around for close to a month …. When I met her I had been blogging for only about 60 days … bloggining it turns out for me is STEP 1’ing .. clarifying my wants thru understanding of my UN WANTED … feeling my way in territory I was trained to IGNORE . Well both she and I were in the state of FRUSTATION … both un clear un KNWOING …groping for smiles …. Moving the best we could like the seed towards the sun light … whatever felt better . NATURE INSTINCT …. Yet within …. Months the same old same old stresses developed in our little world and as it happened over and over 3 times on NUMBER 4 ….. I put a for sale sign in front of my house … game over .

Unclear about …the 3 wife life I was and am still determined to do it ….. you never get it done you can not get it WRONG ..this is INFINITY …. And over 18 months thigns ahave gotten so much more clear ….

But I did not just kick her out … I offered her to live there a month or so to let her get settled else where ..but no she …. Said she wanted to explore my … world to come … well tht was like 18 months … wow and we have had 18 months where is have not … had to leave the house because of a fight ( if it ever gets heated I just leave do it 3 times and I am gone ) …. Wow 18 months , when before it did not go 3 months between problems …WHY ?

What the future will bring …. I can create some what form with my day dreams my moving to what feels good for me ..but I can NOT CREATE IN THE WORLD OF ANOTHER ….. I never know what their TRUTH is and if they are ignoring things that they shoud be listening to … ohh but . the evidence trail of the indictors of their BIENG .. may talk to you young master … even when others ignore their own GUIDANCE you can HEAR …. The messages for yourself ….. about their inner states . are they ACTING TRUE TO THEMSELVES or are they living in Eygpt on the river NILE de=nile ignore your emotional guaidance and the message will just get stronger .

I have made a commitment …. To family .. to my self ….. a commitment I feel good about .. I feel good … I can not create those feelings in the world of another that is the those of the experincer … their own pie . …. I hear form girls so ,CAGED by the fairy tale of love that they ignore their emotional guidance totally . living in pain expecting MANIPULATION to bring about some sort of love ? when the BASIS thoughts of the FAIRY TALE of love are all ROOTED in FEAR . and condtions ….

Not the UN conditional love of instincts …. Of the rest of the DNA life on this planet the HARMONY of mother nature ….. ( mother nature viewed for the eyes trained in FEAR …see fear in nature ….. it is a good day to die ….. for it is only a transition …. And with that mind set it becomes and EVEN better day to live without fear …. As Buddha said all we have to fear is fear itself )