happy to be sick

Happy and sick

YOU CAN NOT GET IT WRONG ……. HMMM YOUNG MASTER ALL THE feeling of wrongness is ..WRONG? because you can not get it wrong ? you only are ..are living 1 of an in fi nite number of different story adventure PATHS …. AND the contrast born of the SEARC H yes search for sickness ,,, ( you go to the docotro in search of him describing skills … you are in search of contrast ) when you know the INSTINCT OF THE HUMAN bio machine is that of well ness … so some how for you this event is bringing you some sort of relief from ,,deeper contrast you are not yet letting yourself … be aware of ….

Not letting yourself be aware is RESISATANCE and what is resisited will PERSISIT until experienced …. The FEELING PLACE of the UN ACKNOWLEDGED …. That you are distracting yourself from thru Sickness … or the sickness of an other from which and that you …ATTRACTED into your life experience . or EXTRACTED from the all possible of events to serve you …. To serve by …. Well that is for you to feel ? so many things going on ,,so many SHOULDS YOU HAVE to live by . which one NOW is fucking with you TWISITING YOUR INSTINCT to be healthy and happier .

Even though the ATTENTION gained by sickness or being the care taker of one who is sick ..well there is Benefit in that Whole story path .

http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html I will not say it is the best … description of META WELLNESS no nothing on this site is so clear as to be …. Thinking ALREADY DONE for you …no just the grains of sand put into the shell of the oyster from where the oyster will make a pearl … your brain is the shell .the box … and ideas are the sand and your LAYERS of thinking ,,, thinking for yourself create .. personel ideas or pearls .

YOU CAN NOT GET IT WORNG AND YOU NEVER EVER GET IT DONE ,,, FOR GETTING it done well mens ending and that means DEATH and well and ever expaninding Tao has no DEATH ….. only the end to a TIME SPACE EVENT IN THE wholeness of an ever expanding story …. Of I in I ….

I should add to the pages the concept of natural human sleep cycles and the … ANXIETY stress of electric lights …. Remember lighting as we think is NORMAL is unanatural and only been around for about 4 generations …. Forcing humanity to FOLLOW the crowd be stimulated for hours and hours beyond what the BIO MACHINE is designed for . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Circadian_rhythm
peopel will say but mankind has had candles and oil lamps and Bon fires but really studied you find that the average human mainly lived within the light and dark cycles of nature ,,, the effort of chopping wood for having a bon fire every night was un realistic ,, the cost of oil or candles was to use the tool of money for … something silly and waste full . ohhhh sure the WEatlhy peoples of citys the kings and queens … who the Ecocnly revolved around could waste and use all they wanted for when they ran out all they needed to do was increase taxes …… and force their SLAVES to provide more ..the SERFS of europes who were counted like live stock and cattle … but the countless 1000’s of the DNA the real whole of human bio divercity ….. livied within the limits of light and adrk on average .
HMMMMMMMMM ….. could this be a sublte under lieing stress factor not allowing the BIO MACHINE to function within the health limits …. As written in tis DNA ..alowing the DECOMPRESSION TIME of sl;eep and allowing the Spirit the Tao essence to align with source in dream realities . the release fo stress . hmmmm ? a question