Sunday, June 1, 2008

fear of death

Fear of Death

Young master , gods and churches and magic and sit , well I am glad to see you realy do not spend to much time on this type of shit , yes you get into deep theory discussions form time to time , but on average you are out there living your life not in some fucking church or temple or spiritual group ….. even though they do have their purpose ,,,they are SOCIAL ACITIVITY a place to find pussy , yes many many of you who get deeply involved in the christain activities with out going over board into becaomeing a PREACHER you o it because you know there is a lot of pussy at church . cool

But I want you like always to understand the depth of the cause in ,,, cause and effect , for when you understand this shit you can then make choices based upon the light of knowledge ane understanding ,,, how can adrunk want to stop drinking realize they have a problem until they make CONNECTIONS between spending all their time an money at a bar is the cause for their being broke and hung over …. If they never put 2 and 2 together they stay drunk blaming everything else for their problems .

You understand potentioal therorys about human relationshipw will enable you to CHOOSE better the path you want to live it is your fee choice ….. understanding the SUBTLE DYNAICS , will help you CREATE a new future …now this creation is …important .

As we had to grow long term memeory not just ,,, grunt grunt sweet mango here girl in my harem eat this one it is sweet ….. grunt grun sour mango , lets walk with the aharme and family and find a newer mango tree ….. living in a NOW OF LUSHNESS ,, in a green jungle ..we did not need long term memeory we did evolve commcucation about the current events ..but we did not need to paln much further than going on a search for a sweeter tree or … when in fact we may be finding or moving into an area where new fruit is coming ripe a different speicies like guava .

On the savannahs we had drought and fire dynamics , we had little cover to hide from predators in …… westarted to form memeory ,, as we escaped predation and survived drought and found benifts from the raging fires in , the cured bodies of animals caught in the fire , we started to eat more proteien not daliy but in SEASONS like we ate fruit in seasons ,, there was no store to constantly buy shit all year round ,,,,,,


From memeory we created plans based upon our own experiences and the learning we modeled from the family …. In the way first of tools ..tools to cut into animal lfelsh since we do not have the teeth or the claws to do it naturally since we do nt come from meat eating stock but rather we are dsigned to eat mainly fruit ….. those flat front teeth are great for eat ing fruit standing up we fit perfectly into the small trees to gather fruit and on casino the fresh eggs …plus we had the beifit of extremely rich FATS from the larve in that fruit … a piece of fruit with aFAT BUG in it was like winningg the lotto for our ancient ancestor . and for human also thru out the world who still eat inscets regulary ,,,,, there was an atircile Scienticfic American about the nutritional value of many bug larve and inscets ,,,uuuchg ! …. Only because of our TRAINING not because of the taste .. just porgraming and expectations ….. developed over 2000 years because of the WAR ecomomy which favored CORN , wheat AND CATTLE … to feed armys on the move .

Back to planning and DEATH ….so as we learned to paln for ecoloigical evnts ,,, in our movements we and traevles we made parge ciricles intersectins with new foods coming available …. Traditional paths which were worn and marked out so each new generation could easly follow ……. New harems branching off of these trails as DADDYS told their horny teenage somes to fucking hit the road and stop trying to fuck his of age ripe wives , it was ok when his sons were practice fucking the pre-breedinag age females .. that was fine ,,, but fucking his ripe wives was signal that it is tie for junior to …. Walk his own pathway ….. he had better have learned enough .

Memeory and planning …. Well we started to wonder where we went after the body stopeed moving … we wanted to pan for this also …. Since planning meant LIFE .. thos who did not paln ,, like in the story or the ant and grasshopper well they were the bodies we found decaysing after the birds ate the meat etc out in the deserts …. That human did not plan he brough t NO WATER

No you and me we were activily worried about our NOWS ….. the girls were aroung the cave the rock pile , the oaisis protected and feeding babys ,, talking and talking sounds like a birds nesting colony …….. in all of this talking this planning for taking along water , for carrying the dreyed fruit ,,,, the naturally sun dryed fruit …. The drying of animal meat since it worked for fruit they found it worked for meat ….. like they learned fast the bar-b-q’d meat after a fire did not turn green like fresh meat did ….. they found out that dryed meat lasted also , great for traveling , an thing to talk about and plan about …

But what about grand mom ,,,, asked a 5 years old ,,, she did not move where did she go ,,,, one minute she was moving the next not , what happeended mommmy ? and so mankind made up stories to entertain babys about a jungle where you did not have to CREATE OR PLAN .a place of FAIRY TALE …called heaveans… WHERE WERE YOU young master during all this , you were going around the rock pile the or the oasis and pissing every where ane shitting everywhere to tell animals CAUTION tool making humans live here enter at your own risk ! ..the bluster of the gorilla did not neam that the predator did not on occasion attempt to make a KILL ….. but at its own rich because a 700 lb silver back gorill can fuck you up !when he finnaly gets threatened .

You young amster patrolled with BIG STICK IN HAND and a stashes of rocks ,,, amo … around the peremeeter ….. you worked alone maybe on cassion you have a son with you as he is learning the ropes before leaving but in the end you will be alone again , the girls will always be poicitacally talking and planning and entertaining babys and grooming each other .. and their children ,,,,GROOMING ACTIVITY omething very common in APES .. grooming and mututal masturbation ….. recreational sex … it is her aroung the cave that fear of death ,, was born in the expectation repeated over and over from the sounds of lion prides roaring off in the distance and the laught of hyenias ,,,, miiliions of years ago as we speard out thru Europe …. The holws of wolves at night while it was snowing ans we huddled in our new rocks piles …our created caves …… each family member placing rock upon rock to make a cave …. Of sticks and rocks … tools at hand to defned themselves from wolves ….. as they stayed longer and longer in certain areas … maybe they got cught by a blizzard and being Trapped they suruvived a winter not totally in some place up north but a short winter where spring came back quickly and the berries were showing flowers …. Where were you while GODS were bing created ,,,, because DEAHT IS THE IS

And still is…….. you will die , all the doctor can do is buy you days or weeks ….. just months maybe 30 or 40 of them but you will return to the TAO ……

Our deepest animal selves never WORRYED about returning to the TAO , it never had the memeory to wonder about that issue ….. so it lived fully a ZEN …. Which or memeory made hard for us to understand because of the fear ….. see STAYING ALIVE IS GENETICALLY PROGRAMED IN ALSO , for without some sort of fear you would just as easly die return to the toa the place you have not REAL instinctual fear of retruning to …. And you amy do it to young and not provide a new body for aother adventurer to use ….a baby body ….. what does this have to do with pussy today in your life ? well girls till use gods and withczarafts and goddesses and tarot cards much more that use , there are genetically predespsoed to finding enjoyment and soicall activity in this VENUE …. So understanding is improtan , remembering your main job is fucking and protection ……. You are the balance to a girl whose fears , get out of hand that she strates to think tha GOD IS REAL ….and going to come and change the LAWS OF PYSICHICS and save her . ( ohh the one who lived thru the flood and was still holding on to her lucky rock , while se noticed everyone else is DEAD ( even thought they also had magic rocks too, ) she in her aloneness and confusion thanked the ROCK and not just acecepted it to be luck and she taught this to her children later on as she was found by the next harem ….

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