Saturday, June 28, 2008

she is Bi

She is Bi

Young master , just because of those words and some events … the details or the REAL evidence trail may not support your hopes . and I am sorry to say this baby is part of that evidence trail … I have become bummed myself writing about the EVE spirit it was getting me depressed but , I just got return to it , for thru out HISTORY much of world events have been lo9kded by the EVE’s of history in very sublte manipulative political ways. … and having ababy is one of the KEY events in controlling any KING . in history it was giving him a hier a son to take the throne and princesss to marry off to form polictall alliances .

But back to you , yes you have had some 3 somes ,,, all great fun . she when not with you was bi sexual in fact evne in your relationship if she is not sleeping with you she is lseeping with her girls friends while you may frind sleep alone….. open your eyes.

Does she encourage you to form friendship bonds with any of these girls … fridnship bonds that would be without her being present? No it is only sexual fun and causal friendship in your common peer group. Around town the relationship is one of you and her ,,, not you and her and her and her , it is not referenced in terms of a poly but as a 1 on 1 …. And if you say it has to do with you keeping your mouth shut about building the poly compound I will agree to that …. But then I still want to see if the evidence trail is really one of her encouraging true love and friendship with the others or is SHE STILL THE ALPHA female the 1st wife. The queen who permits you to play … permit you her sublte slave to play to keep you happy for a while.

Ahhh she has been proud of how much $ you have saved that you are almost living the 990 /10 and she is coola bout not parting with your money she parties with OPM other people money ….. leaving you behind since you are so fucking tiered form doing 60 to 70 hour weeks …..

Ok if some wants to do something , they DO IT …… it vecomes an obcession a hobby they study and p[ractise , in many many ways , I for example can understand you not building an SFG at you parents home first you have no free time ( good man work hard bank those bonds. ) but you trust the HTEORY IS VALID and with trial and error you will learn to do what others have already done … again GOOD MAN …. But what about her ? she is saying she will depend on this for her food in her future as part of an alternative lifestyle how come she with no work or job is not doing it ….. it is not like she does not have 20 bucks to build one and it is not like you wouldnot take what little time you DO have to build it for her , when I hear about you going to pick her up and get her friends and then just hang with them for hours it is not like you will not do things with her and for her even with your intense work schedule….. how is she really proving her commitment to YOUR FUTURE the futurer of that baby ? There are so many little pieces of evidence that say ….

Form a SUB C. stand point she maybe by Default recreating what she KNOWS …. We do this as humans we recreate the life were brought up in ,,,, if you fight this truth remember ,, WHAT YOU RESIST ( FIGHT ) PERSISITS …. If you accept truth and learn from it you gain knowledge or power form that knowledge to create real changes …. What is her past ? her mom me got pregnant like she has with you , she is the daughter of the daughter of another similar pregnancy , in other words granmom did the sme thing . and sorry to say if you realy look at your family mom and step dad , you maybe SUB C, recreating the same thing that you were born into.

I know the abortion is to late now but you know she had brought up the topic herself , why did she not decide this time it was the wrong time to INVITE a Toaist Traveler into this world , for you young master have 2 hard years still ahead of you , and then you still have to from FRIENDS SHIPS with 3 girls not just be allowed to have SEX play when she ….. when SHE wants you to ! ….. the evidence trail is not looking realy that good and I have only scatched the surface.

A very real fear is her positioning herself as 1st wife which will be later used to because of her having the baby …the tool of control . she can force you or atleast hse may think like so many EVE’s of history have thought she can control and manipulate HER psosseion her man thru children. It does not work today and for you … if you want to and you are creative , you can surmvie and thrive weven with having the Sword of Damacelles hanging over your head childsupport or jail. And the tool of control of guilt and tears …… no matter what her words say her actions I fear tell another common EVE tale of manipulation and control .. so she is Bi …. Hmmmmm so WHAT ! it is just a fashion in todays world . There has to be more of a commitment an action trail like yours of work and savings ,,, where is hers ? is it the growing of the baby which she timed ? again remember she knows her cycles ,,in her CHOICE by default to re-CREATE the events of her own past by allowing herself ignore her cycles …. What does that tell you ? can you think for yourself or have you already slipeed backwards intot he EXPECTED COURSE of action fo the normal . or are you feeling TRAPPED and in that trap are you ready to give up and just drink ..like dad ?use your own thinking ……. The end will be the end . and you can always tart over free ..but I understand that honor you feel ….. you gotta do what ever you thinkw ill make her happy based upon the information she gives which form the mouth of a human which history ahs shown to not be dependable source of TRUTHFULL information.

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