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Positive pussy

Young master , positive thinking is great and wrong ant the same time ….. the old wise guys would say over and over do not want anything … lessen your desires , but you and I know that aim’t possible you want shit because life sucks ……. So you get into thinking positively trying to effect the out come of your life , great plan , great start …but a little more detail … a little more understanding of the underlying skill set ….

It is when you do not want that yo9ur wants flow easily ….

That idea just does not make sense since you do want the wants you want …. It is fun to have some sort of issue struggle contrast … to over come a challenge becaue always winning the video game would become realy boring …. But deep UN-UNDERSTOOD life issues like pussy can’t live with’em can’t live without ‘em ..these typre of issues well cause feelings of being stuck leading you into hididng in poisisons of dope and beer , where the next day you wake up looking like a graphitte’d wall since you passed out and everyone ther ( except 2 true friends ) DREWW ALL OVER YOU WITH permanmanet markers ….. you look ..welll today you look like hell ….

My ideas are not about positive thinking …. www.instinctualism.org I have loads of links to Abraham/hicks she says the same things over and over each CD or video she starts with the same like 4 minutes of tellint the same thing …

Feel good about being where you ae in the adventure you have choosen to come to experience understand the nature of this GAME this illusion … of time/space , yes get totally involved do not live withone foot in the TAO and one foot here , be here be HUMAN ANIMALS … yet because we do and can think about the over all issue of what we realy are in abstract terems well then understand it for the ADVENTURE it is ,,, understand the dymnincs of the programsing you learned , and how it is because of programming or learning mankind was able to FIND WATER … we programmed into our children LEARNING …millions of years ago things that helped the parent live they taught to the young …. But because of greed we also taught other things that over all do not SEVE us very well …again like greed. The 1 on 1 love story is based on ownership and greedy love .

Being happy which is feeling good ,, helps you to notice things in your life that make you feel good ….. when you wake up feeling good you notice how nice and green the world actually it , you see good things , when you wake up feeling like shit because you drank to much you notice how shitty everything is , you notice all the problems and you experience a life full of a flow of things you are thinking aobut … THIS IS WHAT POSITIVE THINKING IS ABOUT … I an mot abole to realy describe it , because it is an EXPERENCIAL thing , whn you do it you willunderstand it more and more with procitse ….

So if in your life you feel stuck like in a jail ….. you can look at the walls and you will seee them for they are real …. But what is there also to see …. The hope for your release date ,,,, which is just as real as the wall ,,,, what do you want to focus on is your choice …you can see out of a window some where the sky outside ,,, that glimpse of a bird flying by …. Now this is and extreme comparision .

You are not in jail ( unless you keep heading where you are heading and thus you will fuck up so much they will have to cage you , you will have no more strikes in your 3 strikes you are OUT .

The life you escape the prison you escape that you do not even realy understand you are trying to escape is important for you to understand , idenetfying the brick wall ….. of RELATIONSHIPS , because underlying 99 percent of you problems is that issue of pussy …. Now you can look out of windows and see birds ….

But the more you compalain and notice the pain of the world in which you are currently living in , the more you see the walls not the hopes and dreams ….. the worse you feel the more you hide in beer ,,,that means the broker you are , and the worse you feel because you are deeper in the TRAP once more . I tell you to create a vision board and to use it to stimulate daydreams good ,,,, but that is fansty do not live ther live in your now ….. like animals who do not paln livie in their now ….. enjoy what is ther for you to enjoy in the now

What there is to enjoy is the building …. The action of getting better that is why you play a video game to get better and better , that is why you attempt new tricks on your board for the joy of building SKILLS getting better and better ,,, brick and experience by brick and experience … all the time with the vision of what you want the outcome the vision board deep in your mind and expecatations …
But you like the ride the adventure each and everyday of practicing on the sakte board or going fishing and chunking that lure deep into the trees going AHHH ShIT … it is not the trees falut it was mine ,,,I did not control my skill set . and in my attempts to loosent the lure will scare off those basss hiding under the shade of those tree limbs …

It is about being OK with your now ,,, not just OK enjoying it , enjoying the shit you live in because you know it will change because you do have the right to change it ,,, you do have the mind to bild new plans to adapt ….. if you do not adapt you die … like the human of 6 million yearsa go , who had to leave the ahrem of dad , to find his own terriroty forced into more and more marginal lands like deserts with his new harem yet he ADAPTED ….you gotta think and adapt to the world of relationships we have …..the 1 on 1 has inherenet bricks walls of greed built into it ….. it is against the flow of our INSTINCTUAL nature . in 2008 we have freedom to be DIFFERENT … really different not just wearing another fashiopalbe tattoo ….. actually the tatooo is just and EGO item that you use to attraction of the sex partners ….it can prove you abiltity to over come DISCOMFORT …. Just notice how often when some one is commenting on your tats how they will refence the level of discomfort of this one or that one …. The more uncomfaortable the higher up the social ladder that person is able to climb …. In relatiosn to otheres who engage in the same activity . but that means to maintain that STATUS you must get more and more tattoos …whatever

Is it getting you out of the real problems you live ? are youstill getting high , acting as if it is fum which it is ,,because reality sucks , BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT REALLY LOOK to understand reality the nature of why life sucks for you ….. positive thinking .. is great ,, but it can trap you into feeling even more stressed …. About the trap you live in ,,,, now positive actions , the brick by brick building in many many many different ways a newer life ,,, gives real hopes to the dreams of changes ….. just studying fishing thru bools learning and understanding the nature of the spieces I am hunting helps me … reading and talking about skate boarding helps in and thru that you pick up hints to try for yourself to see if those styles will be a form you can incoerperate into your boarding ….

And in this day by day ,, brick by brick , grain of fucking sand by grain of fucking sand , you ntice the change … and get feeling even better … now if acute tings happen realize ..you had let a life be created for you ,,, you grew up without realizing you ablity for creation …. So you have to still ive the shit of your CREATION BY DEFAULT past , while you are creatinjg the future life of free choice . …… you gotta think for your self dipsit ,,, you are the one who will ride the board or have to cash under the tree limb … you gotta take ideas and understanding and practice and FUCK THEM UP and learn somethink important .