Wednesday, December 5, 2007

likestyle sex mind spirit

Lifestyle is sex and mind and spirit

Young master , what a good nights sleep can do for a mind …. Plus especially aftere I get ggod input from important people and that I was in a mind frame that I could accept it with out the FILLTER of being defensive about my ideas ..

Now that defensiveness on my part well was an important part of the Evovlution of me of instinctualism.org , becaue in the beigining often so many were just teeling me that I was crazy or that I was GREEDY and just wanted 3 girls that I wanted only pussy …. But I think because I stuck to my guns that I continued to write to explore ,,,, the TWO FACED nature of our lives ,,, I have touched the minds of some over time to the point that I feel they do not want me to STOP , exploring my ideas to the completion of the …3 tents and a camel theory of TWISTED INSTINCT …. But in fact they are looking forward to … seeing the eveolution of it ….

That feeling ,,, that intuition …. That feeling … is based on the way they interact with me ,,, in fact very supportive of my attempts and giving me very sane clear advise on MARKETING . WOW to me the subtle change is well now eye opening .

In the past as I have tried to talk to girls to people about my complex lifestyle ideas , I had problems ,, mainly in embaraassment ….. about being not main stream when in fact I am so fucking ..what should I say conservative , family oriented , family man …. Yet I do REAL HUMAN things behind closed doors which I have opened up here on line to you the reader …… you my friends who I call dumbfuck , who I also join in that name ,, as I find my own FAULTS .

Now marketing ,,, first as I have felt for months quit clearly without the real , hard on the ground compound I do not have anything realy to disccuss except theory … but the land and homes are coming …. The building of a way to expose who I am to the world in a way that respected me ….my feelings , a way that I will be excited to hand out cards or tri – fold flyer …. With a desription otf INSTINCTUALISM …. Instinctualism not as a religion or just kinky sex … or just the fucked up writing of Philip Van Der Mude ….but instinctualism as a SOUND BITE ….. life style alterntive . see handing out business cards that ID’d me as a BDSM master/dom well that did not feel right it did not resonate with me ,,,,,YET I KNOW THAT ASPECT OF average femeale sexuality must be addressed sometime somehow …. Poligmy not as a COMMMANDMENT of some GOD ! but as the natural instinct of us ,,,, this Great Ape / Spaien …. And of course the ecomonics ….. consumption with long term balance …. Work without ecomonic slavery ,,, health and wellness based on mind states ,….. food based on our BODY design …..
That handing out BDSM czards was not Phil ,,,, handing out cards for a Religon was not Phil ….. but Phil has handed out Flyers for lets SAY for example GREEnPEACE for fucking decades …. I used to shove them in the bags of my customers at PHILS BAIT AND TACKEL ….. I would say Green Peace was my concsiense …. The balance of the pendulum … to us huinters and fisherman , that we had to protect our….OUR . wild world … so we would have a wilderness to engage in our love to RETURNING to the instinctual male who we are …all of us HUNTERS AND FISHERMAN …. Isntinctualism is promotoing fishing ….hmmmmm I can do !

How to do it ? well change the site …wwww.instincutalism.org …. Make the front page into a environmental page with a feeling of mind body spirit …. Take the whole Tao aspect and move it to a sub-set OF PAGES ,,,,, THE spirit pages ….. tie to the idea of HOLISTIC … living…… HOLISTIC living is already a venue it has many different people involved and it is very inclusive ….. the renwable engry dealers advertise and connect with holistic fairs and events ….. of course alterntive spritiual ism people do to ,,, and green eating people do to …. And broad sexual lifestyle people do to …. And I want to be out of the sexual closet as much as possible but with be ing to offensive ….. I can be offensive here ….but me here and instinctualism must be … separated …..

Good so the persona of PHILIP VANDERMUDE ….. study pussy like you would fishing …. Welll here I do generate activity I have you reading my shit …. From here you do go the the www.intinstualism .org pages by the 100’s you go …. So my howard stern style of writing does something ,,,,but instinctualism ,,, has to evolve into mainstream ….. it must be able to teach .. the more problemactic concepts in a KINDER GENTELER manner …. Helping people evoelve into the TOLERANCE of instinctual nature of human poligmy …..

I got work to do , becaue the dividing of theuman individual and family still pisses me off ,,,, the hearing about the NAUGHTY NIGHTIE party the changes of people who in the real world protraty as one person yet , become this alter ego at a DILDOE party is wrong , not that sex is wrong but ..the hidden sex , creates ,,, real problems expecially abuse …… the family who just broke up ,,it was not that they married young both still love each other greatly , yet it did not work ,,, why did the good male …….. abandon LIFE ? and the kids willl pay a price just like the majority of kids do ….. I have work to do …. Creating instinctualism into something I can mainstream hand out to people … without feeling like I am a weirdo ….

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