the newer blowjob

The newer blow job

Young master , expectations and realizations , in yur life right now I betcha are about , what you want ! life is pretty good there is that balance of having fun and getting pussy and well there is not the urgency for any commitment or planning ….. yep yep yep , ohhh boy I do remember those days . the days of watching her taste my dick , like I was a new piece of candy to watch her caress my cock with her tongue for to watch her breath my sexual scent and relish and enjoy the act of me enjoying the blow job . the hooter I got the hotter she got , just you when she gets horning and wett .

But the tuffing up period does come actually it is , and has been happening since the first few break ups ,,, each left their learning that caluos the little toughness of skin to help when you encounter the same event again …. But the newness of sex , the experiementing with the pleasures that she enjoys providing for you …. That hard dick is such a wonderful toy to a girl when she feels free to enjoy it without … without expectations on your part with out judgements ,,, of being forced by her own mental have to’s …. When she herself starts to realize that she has sexual freedom of choice ,, then your dick is such a wonderful toy to play with ….. yep that is a fun time for both are you experiencing that now ? I hope so , but how about the pain of the break up of that relationship ,,, did you feel for her and in her new freedom she left … did you feel some confusion yet the next girl , covered up that feeling …….correct….

It got covered up like the feeling of her sucking your cock would cover up the feeling of being tired from working hard all day as a carpenter or laborerer …… as two young bodys happy and non judgement about their looks or sex appeal relax ,,, and enjoy the sensations that are our NATURLA RECREATIONS ….. it covers up , the ac tions of the mind as the mind is creating with out your knowledge , TUFF SKIN ,,, and expectations of failure .

Bummer me and my GLOOM AND DOOM …. But the expectations are there and they effect the out come because , whay you think about has a away of coming true …… your expectations come back to you . the compounding of experience till the point that you no longer realy notice what you think but it is what you experience …. Because you deeply expect it .. the power of thoughts . so why RESIST what is a fact of how your brain works ?

Why not understand it as CONTRAST ,, and build solutions to a problem , create something new for you in your KITCHEN of the universe … so that the new , blow job will be as much fun as the old new blow job was ….. the blow jobs you are experiencing for the first time now ….. that is what your reading of my blogs is all about to , help you realize the “ what is happening “ of your current happenings
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Ok so think allow yourself to think dumbass , soon as you start to realize that you are learning about girls , changing the way you expect things to happens , starting to lose the hope of LOVE m and start to just use every girl for sex and only sex …. while you play at other activities , with a good supply of available pussy to satisfy your need while you explore living ….. this is the creation of the tuff skin . and girls are experiencing this too , for them it can be the expeience of being TOO PRETTY ,,, TOOO SEXY ,,, it itself creates a certain expectation ,,, it czan be a girl who is what would be considered to PLAIN ….. tha creates expectation in her ….

AHHHHH EXPECTATIONs ….. what do you think the expectation are for the “ fate au complete “ what are the expectations a girl will have ehen they meet and INSTINCTUALIST master ? when you have created a life style so , out of the norm yet so , comfortable and ntural , and and you have 3 tents , 3 single family homes already there , the expectations the thoughts that willl circle around in the mind of the female whose nature is that of the CAT , the curicousity … what is natural fo male or female humans to seek knowledge and understanding ,,,,, that part of you that wants to show its alternative side with Tatoos is what also drives you to learn about a wide range of things ….. she will WONDER about the concept behind the benifts of being part of a sisterhood …… the drive to understand to try it !

But without the homes it is just MASTRUBATION …. The subtle dynamics do not act in the beinfit of both ….. so , keep reading dipshit ,,, and if you got my guts , act ahead of me , use that wonderful mind to create even before me ….. have some fucking uts and prove wome fucking skill in creativity . because she wants to KNOW ! she likes sucking cock …. She too has that TUFF skin of experience , alevel of expetations , that you are just like everyone else ….. but the hard facts of www.isntinctualism.org …. THE OFF grid life the 3 real homes etc …. The idea of NOT WORKING A JOB more than 1 day a week and having a 6 figure life style ? huh ? so much to have done .. and ready so that it is not just talk ,,, but a reality that she can jump right into and suck on …… she can relax into the newer blow job like it was when she was a bit younger , when sex and life was brand new ….. a time before JUGEMENTS AND experiences . a 6 figure lifestyle ,,,,? Now think first dipshit what is the moey about it is about buying a smile .. your own smile and often your smile is created when people you like are smiling ….. hmmmmm ….. the $$$ I only a tool of smile creations ….. a 6 figure life style does not mean the need ofr making $$$$ … but having the smiles that 6 figures normally buys ! 1 day a week ? 1 job 1 day , yet 3 or four cash cows means never really working at a job more than 1 day a week , no! boredom or trap !