in pumpkilhead's room

In pumpkinheads room

Young master do I write to you ? does it matter if you read this , ? yes and no , because you are pumpkin head , boyboy and peritio and booskie , you are m kids , I was in your room pumpkinhead , that room that you spent so much time in TIME OUT in …. And I wondered what went thru the head thru the mind of a 4 year old , why was daddy so stressed why was life so hard , why did everything you did seem wrong some times well alteast the times that you were in time out ? and I that room , I nned to pack that room up now , get everything ready to move on , to create a newer model .. of living for you .. so you have a choice .

Why , is the stress in the life of tha parent transferred to the kids , how can it not be , the parents who do lve the kids so much day in day out are fucking livng in stress and transefereing it to kids in their UN ABLITY , yes UN … ablity to just be DADDY or MOMMY … I read that article those few years ago about the school using 3 teachers in the class , the explaination that the individual child as well a s the teacher changes from day to day and in havng 3 teachers those daily challenges of personality of moods , can have expressions and understanding with the freedom of choosing which teacher to learn from that day , to have the suupoort of other teachers on those days that the stress of adult life just is tom much , yes we are loving adult humans , but we can NOT be at the TOP of our game 24/7 and this insane 1 on 1 this single family concrete box living is qwrong , for an animal that is a harem animal …. Again look to nature

Is daddy always plyful no . after a while his ears get sore , from being bitten on by the babies and he grolws …. Same with the moms , but in having multiple moms ,,,, having a dad living stress free ( oer atleast more stress free ) the abilty to give love , and not time outs is more likely ….. who cares if I sell books …. Should I write for that reason , or to bring up new ideas different ideas , not just FASHIONABLE , trendy Swanky ideas …. But to hopefully generate ,, deeper thoughts plans ideas concepts ,,, leaving FAIRY TALE BEHIND , in favor of … UN BROKEN FAMILYS

So I was in pumpkinheads room , having been 7 months since I seen my sons , because of the power struggle of women to prove themselves RIGHT at the cost of … of …. Of their children . prove their greed to be right only my way ….. I have been wronged I am the victim ,,,, not my fault , it was the man who created the mess ?OR WAS IT ? look back to the reason 1 on 1 was created and became the law . back in rome ,, why to create a tablity for women who maybe should not have EARNED the right for stability ,, the GREED of EVE as written into the bible a myth a parable a story to learn from , the fisrt thisnkign about what is happening to us as a human animal , why did we forget OUR INSTINCTS . … how can a weak force manipulate subtly a strong force … like water carving out the grand canyon , water seems so soft so gentle and it cuts like cold hard chisel in time . the effects become irreversible … habits of thinking … etched in stone .. passed for mom to daughter allowed by father and son …..

Options and freedom of choice … ALTERNATIVES . in livng , in food , in housing , in power , in careers and arts , in sexual recreation and love and friendships and greed …. In the family unit . ahhh but to get you young master to get your attention by talking about that which interestes you and the subbies all around us ,,,, to do that I bring up sex sex sex ….. because it is our nature … our recreation .

My kids all broken from the others ,,,, if I love then would I not also love that which they will ove and will they love their kids ? will they have broken familys living stressed in body and mind by demands of not understanding their lover by , the need of the $$ addictions ? and so wil they not also someday be lieing down in their childs room missing that childs smile? And wondering WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG ? so to love punpkinhead is to love his child and to love that child means to foget greed fashion , public acceptance , money and CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE .