Friday, July 27, 2007

it was her

It was her

FAULT she was the bitch ,,,,, then why did you fall in love with her ,, you are a sorry judge of character ,,,, NO young Master you admit that you loved her and for 6 months everything was great and it slowly fell apart and no matter how much you FOUGHT ( no matter how many tables you broke in half with your fist in anger and rage … ) nothing changed ….. and I say over and over to you dumbass look DEEPER than your current anger and learn about the possibility of the DYNMICS at work in the 1 on 1 ….. GOD DAM I hate talking to you people sometimes ,,, you make me mad , but I also remember myself like him in anger blaming my EX ( s ) …. Until I remembered she was my friend , I once loved her and wanted her to be happy ,, why was I being greedy now that she was not with me that she should live unhappy … is that love ? can a person who hates have ever really loved his girlfriend ever or was that young master ,,, just greedy a form of the GREED OF ADAM 1 , 1, 1, control own , mine mine mine …..

Ever want some one to want you …. Like you do them .. with the END OF THE WORLD want ? like they would be crushed if the relationship broke up?HOW FUCKING CRUEL ARE WE? TO WANT THE ….. BEST FRIEND … we have had to .. to .. want them to hurt instead of seeing that they are moving on and wishing them …. That best friend of your some fucking joy …. HOW CAN YOU HONSTLY TALK about love yet want that person to hurt ,,, YO dumbfuck now if you choose to hurt Ok that is your world , your choices ,, but wishing that pain on another … especially another who you clain was , atleast once way back when .. thye were your friend , in fact more important than friend your LOVE ? and this is the FAIRY TALE love … the happy ever after the 1 on 1 ….. the greed ..

Now dipshit , I got another beef with you … young mother fucker , that is with your fucking resposniblities ,,, two kids and two dogs …. What is more fucking important dumbass you ain’t got a pot to piss in .. nor a window to throw it out of you ,, are in NO shape to care for fucking animals …. Especially when you ain’t paying your own way or the way of your children …nope nope nope ……… let the fucking dogs go and maybe you will learn responsibility and not let yourself get that far down and helpless …. You will keep atleast some self determination with you money and life and not lose the puppies , yes the puppies are kids … but they are only puppies when you compare them to the REAL children you REALLY DO HAVE …. It is time to grow up and think …. Dealing with males is so fucking hard they have been so fucking programmed … so conditioned to see only one way of living .. that my ideas without the push of a female in his life I fear this male with not have the guts to ever … act outside the box .. he will always judge his actions based on the reactions of the female .. mever letting himself to move on ,, with honor .

Young master , how many more girls are you going to love ,, 9 I MEAN HATE 0 since in reality you end up in a hate relationship with your EX’s the fairy tales end in broken tables yelling and screaming how much longer will you let it go on how many more girls?

What if the next fight you just say ,,, NO , no more fighting there must be something different. And guess what is is hard ,, FIGHTING IS HARD is it not? Yes the fights are hard confusing .. no one ever wins . how ablut something really different . but will the girl accept it ,,WILL SHE EMBRACE IT , yes and no but that is not your responsibility you love her you do not want to hurt your best friend anymore so you choose another an ALTERNATIVE , relationship form .

Now the poly amourus …. The idea of 3 wives .. the poly anourus is built on the idea of bi sexuality ,,, the need for girls to find others girls attractive ,,, the feeling I have is apprehensive in that it brings in another chance for the greed of EVE ? … the basic plan I call for is the respect for a good ADAM 3 women seeing in one male so much good they choose to be his wife….. they see and truethfully feel in themselves that he is a MASTER in their own private eyes and in that inner vision and choice they choose to form a sisiterhood to insure his wellbeing and hence their own ….

Yes their own in the wellbeing of him ,,,, him their friend ,, since girls have you ever really been albe to be friends with your best friend? ( well atleast for very long or until after wht pain of all the fitghts HEAL )

But I , like you young master want the happiness of the females you know that old engrained habit … that you hate to lose the greed of adam ….. yu working to see them smile … so I wonder about the bisexuality component of poly amourus …. The underlieing real feelings in them why the need ? is not the happiness of 1 man enough to motivate a female ? friendship what does that really mean . and I know how my breeding habits the HAREM AHBITS of many animals is normal but we ,, we humans have let ourselves ignore our DNA roots .. has it really brought us happiness ….?

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