shy BLOWJOB

A shy blowjob

Yong master , hmm maybe from my own direct experiences you can gather some data that will be usefull for ? actually everything I write most probably is from direct experiences but since it is done thru the STREAM OF CONC. Writing I do not know what I write , but this time , I think I stream more with purpose of describing a VISION … I have not dreamed , come back from the time of ditration form the focus of matter ..the re combining with the collective ness of I in I …. Where I am still am the I , singular . and a compsosite of all … unthinkable . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

To remember my experience of those times is not common , lately I hae had another which I find bleeding into my writing as I still resit the concepts … I find them show up themes . but …this is interestsing

A BLOWJOB … honestly without MALE PROUDNESS EGO … 9 HAVE BEEN TRAINED to not expect success to hope for luck and over time that gives way to the training of the expectation of LACK …. I am blow job shy ,,, I do not just ALLOW MYSELF TO relax and enjoy but need to FACE FUCK to maintain good hardness .

Here in this vision of a morphing blow job …. Mortphing I will explain … I relaxed and enjoyed .. a AFT CHICK .. repulsive words to me since I have the history of being the fat man …. Another expression of being fat from a fat family ,, I think back another girl I knoew that I must keep seprate from my sriitng because of her closeness to me for ever …. I know the truth of …fruit …. It is me … it has helped many to eat once more as we are designed … http://www.instinctualism.org/dieting.html

Back to blow job ,,, I can only describe from my perspective of a good blwo job which has nothing to do with blowing ,,no it is the creation of a pussy in mouth form which DROOOLS and is hot and sucking her tongue preseed up to thr roof of her mouth and ther top lip protecting my cock as she sucks openely passionaltely in ,,her lust for my enjoyment aas …she EXCITES HERSELF …very important .. in her masturbation she is ALIGNING WITH SOURCE ENERGY …. In that connection she gives to me the totality of that toa , expression of self of our I IN IN CONNNECTION of feeling BETTER and BETTER …. To herself and me …. We LOVE GIVING CREATING SMILES . this tongue and roof of mouth creates that TUNNEL OF LOVE … pussy like … HER slobbering freely IS THE WETTNESS OF AN EXCITED HOT PUSSY …

But this girl 1 person ,,, I met among so many others at a normal jamming in jesnen night occasionally coming by over and over , to to look and smile and and … be …. And interssted . freedom to be attracted to their own interests . 1person like the 60% og American who have expressed their confsuoin thru the finding happiness feeling better in the CHEMICALLY CREATED addictive food insdutry … recreational edible creations not real huma food , but it feels good to eat it ,,, I see in her the HEALTHY GIRL under the 60 or 80- lbs of extra human cells tructure that covers the healthy person ,,, the real you showed still thru , her friend was COLD COVERED IN THE EXPECTATION OF negatives …. But this 1 sucking my cock was still there under HIDING BEHIND THE EXTRA FLESH … the I in I felt it was just simple like extra clothing that can be shed ..every easly …

But as I shoot my load of sperm in to the HUNGRY NOUTH wanting to taste and suck my spern as her own expression of being FEMALE …. You changed to so many different girls faces sizes shapes colors ethinicitys ..black white latin orient every posssblity of girl shape and size and personslitly FROM fahoinalbly perfect to die to be thing to hiding in exrra felsh …. all with a hungery for sperm …. Not just in their mouths but in their personage in hopes of creating leagacys …where I would be richer in legacy than any BILLIONAIRE . and I woke wondering …WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ? AT 3 HUNDERED AND THIRTY THREE … life is too fucking weird . and now as I let the words spill out of me I again say this is fucking weird for that 300 hundred number has been showing up in thoughts when I had that thought of better than being a billionaire, just to weird even in my words weirdness can over come myself .

BUT DOES IT FEEL GOOD relaxing to express this privatenaess about me ? yyes .. I feel good and is not that the suggestion of the sage to do things that FEEL GOOD that feel relaxing ..yes … is these words hurt full or only open to those who have attracted them …. Am I …. IMPOSING or ….. ALLOWING allowing is in harmony with SOURCE .

So young master what you put INTO vibartional escrow you have the OPTION to live if you find it PLEASANT in the moving towards it …the evidence trail of supporitve thoughts and evidence and data correlation .. is it FUN ? to you really ? be honest . not to me think not about any other that what is TRUE to the FEELING the emotions you feel ,,that feeling of RELAXATION which is the release of RESISITANCE . leaveing behind the PROGRAMING DIRLLED INTO YOU . and being yourself … young master ….

What is the feeling of WIERDNESS ? are you being YOU or not you ?

Being in love is so good for you. Often when people are newly in love, things that have been bothering them for a long time get better. Something wonderful is calling the majority of their attention, so they're holding themselves in a better vibrational place, so the stuff they've been wanting all along can now zoom in. --- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Portland, OR on Sunday, July 11th, 1999
Being the flow of what feels like for you ,,, for you to FUN … at that time in your life and of course within the amount of allowing you let yourself to live within or outside social expectations , a feeling of relief relaxtion being 1 with self .. fun.

raging hard on

Raging Hard-on
Young master a hard-on a stick pumped up cock , is the results of inner HORMAONIAL commucaition …. Different parts of your brain and expectation , telling different organs in your boday how to act what to do wthru commication thru messengers called HORMONES …. And thus you have a stiff dick I had a few minutes ,, now gone the sperm flushed down the toilet , but back to that I a minute .
The topic is of course multi=faccceted …. Cmplexity upopn complexity … it is not simple love story and fairy tales it is the reality of ….. Those HORMONES maybe it was a dream I was having at the time I was waking …hmmm maybe …. The reality of hormones and the DNA animal which we ARE ,, ( we a flesh and blood animals not fairy tale story caharacters ) …. Last night my Girl frind came home after her montlhy visit back up north to see family in fact this trip she brought back the 5 year old grand baby and the teen age daughter …. Now I my house I still have my own teen age daughter that I have raise alone since 18 months ….
I have spent 100’s of hours in marriage counseling and 10.ooo’s of thousands of $$$ so I learned something from that investment …way back when … when I thought that was the path to purchase my way out of a complex issue or problem … with the bes of todays SCIENCE ..( we are just the same as the idiots of arisototles times , sure we no longer bleed each other to release evil spirits but out understanding of the TAO is about the same …none ) back ..to an issue ,,,WHY DOES MY BOYFRIEND NOT COME ON TO ME?
I FEEL IT IS HIS PLACE TO START SEX ! I FEEL LIKE A SLUT IF I START SEX … those are the statements girls write to me looking for ALTERNATIVE understanding about the issues of their lives …
In my 1 … one single family home I have 3 bleeding women ,,,, yesterday before the other woman came home from her trip ,,, my daughter another bleeding woman ,,, was in the NEED to talk , see … she was HORMONIAL ….sitting in the kitchen drinking nestlys Quick chocolate milks after chococlate milkss ….girls can understand sometimes you just NEED CHOCOLATE ! …. And well she says to me DAD you do not understand ..this is my daughter talking to me , and my daughter knows all about me I am like no other father on the fucking planet ….AND SHE IS RIGHT !! I do not understand what it is to be a woman ,,, hey girls why do you think you understand a man …? Who is also hormonal , whose blody also goes thru HORMAINAL COMMUCAITION , yours is to siganl your body to shed part of its skin to provide new fresh platform in case BABY ahppens next month ,,, mine is the the VAST growth exteneted blood restriction . For extended periods of time that can olny be relieved by active stroking of that big hard piece f blod engorged flesh called my cock , and if I do not get relief I hurt ..blue balls.
HORMONES ….. So I listened to her and did not FIX_IT …. I learned something … listen do not fix , even though MY INSTINCT MY HORMONES ARE OF THAT OF … a FIXER …. The female world expects me to SUBDUE my HORMAONIAL nature because they have a hormonal nature that expresses itself as BLOOD …. Well mine expresses itself as BLOOD ALSO ….. Trpped blood in a RAGING HARD_ON …..my daughter described the emotional rolerr coaster since of course I am all into finding things out so I can write about it ,, practising that science of Arisistotle Dedcutive logic.. ( I think I am correct he was deduc not induc ) and each science has it’s own time and place… I hear agin what I have heard from the past from every girl ,, that days before her period starts flowing the evidence TRAIL of blood .. Is there she can feel the changes in CRYING in emotions … she talked about crying tearing up at a simple song ,, and she realized her period was on its way …. Tears beyond her control ( sort of not total slavery to HORMONES , but the realization that they DO PLAY PART IN HER PERSONALITY
GUES WHY DUMBASS young master my friend you also an ANIMAL like her , have moods swings based on the hormones that create that fucking HARD-ON … your DNA and your body , still has RECEPTORS to sense the hormones of girls in the air , to find out which girl you should b ehanging around which one is HORNY . … !
BUT in my 1 single family home at this time there are 3 hormone messages going on ! 2 teens on the RAG ,, the commmuncation is STAY AWAY FOR NOW I AM BLEEDING ….. And my REAL ACTIVE sexual partner is starting the beginning of change of life very EARLY … so she tooo is talking to me with scents …. So times come here lets fuck others WEEKS ON END IT IS STAY WAY ! Do not ignore this aspect , if the hormoes can cause the girls to drink vast amounts of chocolate milk and cry at songs they would normally not and if ….. The other 2460 mamal species still respond to air borne SEXUAL messages and we humans still have those receptors in our noses ( which we do ! ) .. How can any logical person think we TOO do not repsond …. To the messages .
The compounding effects …of NO NO NO ,,, after a while you just stop TRYIN G and you wait till she comes on to you ….well reader girls can you DEDUCE can you use the LOGIC … I know you are capable of to relaize … the confusion of your boyfriends … I know and say over and over it is COMPLEXITY UPON COMPLESITY and since we are trying to force the DNA to live based upon the shoulds of some fucking fairy tale slove story , we all are in states Of sexual frustration ..
NOW DURING the first few months of the relationship with my girl friend if I woke with hard on , I would just CRAM it into her and because we were in that PHASE of the relationship , that pahase where she is … getting that HONOR STATEMENT of I LOVE YOU FROM ME … the turst that I will be there that I will go into NON-SEXUAL STATES FOR EXTENED periods of time because of the honor statement of I love you ..for her …but before she is comfy with my I LOVE YOU SLAVE STATEMENTS … she is open to 24/7 pentration ….. In fact encouraging me to fuck over and voer … coming on to me ..being the little slut tha you reader girl NOW DOES NOT WANT TO BE yet expects the boyfriend to to ignore his GORILLA PROTECTIVE nature … and come on to you any way , after he has been trined by weeks or months of complex confusion NO after hormaoanil NO’S plus the real no’s tha come from your mouth
To the point that in the desperation of SEXUAL release the Toliet RECIEVES THE BULK of his sperm …. Remember a healthy male is ready every 7 hours he is totally frustrated within 48 hours … frustrated at an animal level … like the girl crying at a sone or drinking choclate milk ,,,, not TOTLLY controled but ,,effected by hormones . So are you young master . Effected by hormones ..
We are animals not characters in love storys and plays and TV or childrens fairy tales .. We are DNA animals ….. www.isntinctualism.org …. animals that also think so I present the balance of mind body spirit ….. Making profit - mind ,,, jackin off in a toleit - body .. The I-in - I of toa - spirit …the concepts of sexual flogging of using dildoes and vibrators … of ceomincs …. It is not JUST ABOUT THE DREAM OF A SOUL MATE ….. Becaue if source energy is correct ….. The sould mate we search for is every other expresion of life on the planet , … even that which we kill for food is our soul mate the I - in -I ….

seducing my hard cock

Seducing my hard cock
Young Master the act of SEDUCTION is the CONTINUEING responsibility of the female , actually that is the core teaching of the REAL …KAMA SUTRA ,,, it has been lost in the newer Feminist trasnlations amd manipulations of the ancient theme of the KAMA SUTRA which was taught female to female they understood still back then the INSTINCTUAL the DNA of their bodies . …
But the CONFUSE AND CONQUER got brouthg in ..that BOX from which you think you choose your life and actions … http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html step 1 again understand what you do not want ….. UNDERSTAND THE STRESS and un-naturalness of the relationship world you have to choose from … understasnd that this is only a CONSTRUCT of society and ecomony ,,it is not real … REAL limits … rmember the TACO BELL commericail think out side of the BUN out side of the box .. Of limmits ….. Outside of the wall in heaven ( ½ way down the page read Zhuangzi’s old story http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ) … understand that way back in time of PHAROH mankind was understanding how to manipulate populations .. For the benift of the FEW …. And you dumbshit are one of the MASSES , still used by the few controled in sublte ways … look at the hisory behind the PROGRESSIVE MOVEMENTS around the 1900’s the exposing of ECOMINC SLAVERY then realize why …why did people choose to allow themselves to be used when they really did have options like not gravitating towards citys .. Why did they leave the farms and go to town in the first place ? WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR HARD DICK ?
Because I know you read my shit , searching for the BANDAID , the simple tool for getting your rocks off … wether it is for mastrubation or for actual leraning about dating to get laid or LUCKY more often http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html … but in reality I am MODELING FOR YOU , giving you tidbits of thoughts of concepts so that your BOX expands slowly …. And you have new OP’s to choose from the POSSILBEITY expands the wall in INFINITY MOVES …outward allowing new possilbes to exisit in the wall … since we humans like the safety of the CAVE the wall … the direction of some one who knows more than US. The recommendations of PRO’S AND PREISTS AND KINGS AND PRESIDENTS.
Ok so there is this girl who wrote to me upset about her feeling SLUTTY for having to seduce …. The hardeness of her boyfriend COCK … she felt it was not her job to be nice and sexy … ohhh yes she would be sexy , maybe wear a
TEDDY or something ,,,, but it was TO LITTLE TO LATE http://www.marsvenus.com/members/articles.php?id=42 ahh the great work of DRGRAY amrs and venus … she had already poisined the relationship … the effects of the 1 on 1 , had confused and conquered her male that she first fell in love with , ( again the first flush of love is the eefects of sexual frustration , because of living within the BOX of sociala expectiatons , it is not the natural real love of humanity )
So , over time this young lady .. Has gotten mad at ahving to seduce her male …
Look he , in the beginning was being fucked 5 times a day by a girl was UNKNOWING to herself was in competition with every other girl in the world ,, her instinct was to fuck him into the trapp of 1 on 1 love , then as she felt she had security , she received the ILOVE YOU STATEMENT form him , she started slowly …. Saying NO … NO … NO .. I am busy I have a headache I am on my period , I have school work lets go out instead of fucking like we used ,,, small little tiny changes over time ,,, each is a NO to the instinctual mind of the male . Yet the HONOR aspect of that instinctual male is also very strong ,,, the honor aspect is the INSTINCT OF PROTECTOR …. OF THE territory and harem … ( read down the bottom of the page when I bring up data on Gorillas http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html )

Ok no dipshit my friend ( I call you dispshit ass I call myself like wise ) ….. It is hard to understand , that is the EVIDENCE TRAIL of the confuse and conquer , the effeciency of this tool of SOCIAL CONTROLS learnes and put into action so many 1000’s of yearsa ago , perfected and tweeaked by …. Very intelligent policitc scientist of their ages like for example the ROMANS , discussed by leaders around the ORGY ROOM …… sahred culture to culture king to king , in fact QUEEN TO QUEEN … because THE WOMEN ALSO HAVE MUCH REXPOSNLIBLITY IN THE UNDER LIEING MOVEMENT OF THE Greed ASPECT …. REMEMBER WE LIKE AND ARE COMFORTABLE IN OUR BLOOD STAINED t-shirts ,, the wearing of bright and shiny gold , will scare of game while we are having fun hunting and fishing … the trapping and fasions are thingsthat are REAL only in the CITY and the thought form ECO SYSTEM called ecomony and city ….. The safety of the cave and walls while we , men like the outdoors even today , it is hard to ride your skateboard in the house , yes you may have a skate park but you gravite to that large WILD HILL …. The search for freedom ….has its eviedence trail in you still today … the INSTINCTUAL PART OF YOU .is real !
So that girl , breaks up with her boyfriend because the sex is bad ,, he has been CONDITIONED to not expect sex .. To the poin the becomes NON-SEXUAL in fact he my even have started to rranslate her ..sublte controlling actions to be equal with the controller of his youth ,,,, MOTHER ,, and by association she like wise became mommy ,,, and well we do no like to FUCK MOMMY …. Mommy is natractive . YET OUR GIRLS FRINDS ARE NOT NOT MOMMY …. So what happens is like the eeefects of themeantl box of personality that women live in ,,, one personality for those at work , one for her family mom and dad , one for her husband the good wife and one for sex… the slut …. Well BOXES are not natural for the male mind ohh we can be trained to create them but ,, we do not have the ablitly to switch form personality to persoanlity as wuicly as females do … so the end result is , the TRAINED good honorable male , who learned to RESPECT your NO’S ….. is left confused when she the female ahnges once more and expects us to react ..in kind when our brains are not wired like that .
If you are in the HARME OR POLY , the effects of the 1 on 1 never get started since the competition for your affection is still there yet , again with the instinctual nature and stablity of the SILVER BACK GORILLA our instinctual nautre http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html as her desire for sex EBBS and FLOWS she can come and seduce the hardness of my cock …. Because I will always be around some where ….. The instinct of protection ….. Of territory and family … you gotta take all this ,, get UN- CONFUSED … think for yourself , take aspects to think about a little at a time , expand the box of the possible .
Or continue on the same ROAD ….. Doing the same old thing getting the same old results ….

non sexual nature

My non sexual nature
Is part of nature also , the complexity of that Gorilla Self ,,the evidence I am not CHIMP/bonoboo but again it is not BLACK/White all or nothing http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html a couple things 1 from nature is the return of big ole’ mr. TOMCAT around the ouse and the watching of thier dance of lust ….
Him and baby mamma cat …..my family unit after weeks of having a lil’one in the ouse 24/7 ,,, I am drinking a lot of make believe coffee and eating playdough doughnuts ….. And then there is that thing to learn from all those gigabytes of storage I have available to learn and compare from if I want to use it…
Ahhh it feels like ,,the coming again of MIRROR TIME …. It is not the the blame about who started what but the fact theat the evnts of re= occuring patterns show back up time and time again …. Nad how that would change if we humans again were to realize we were confused/and /conquered by the managers of PHAROHS . Slave industry ,,twisted into living a way that supported their ,the richest 1 percnet ,,, their desire and greed ,,, and we by default allowed it , and one of the ways managers first found out how to control armies and slaves was thru , the control of their sexual expression. The CARROT ON A STICK allowing of sex on THIE TREMS , for their goals and the sublte ablity of a smart mind to adapt to its TRAINING in its attempt to survive…. Remember do what I say or die ….that was man kinds reality often enough.
Then the effects of this maninpulation. http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html … ok but it is not again all bad or good black or white ,,, but remember fission/fussion is to remeind you of that … not all or nothing ,, pyshcihcs is not all hard stuff and energy stuff but the effects of working with in each of those pyshihcs ,,living in PARADOX happily …. My noo sexual nature … is the reality of working to make ends meet most of my hours of the week , it is the wanting to see smiles , it is the non sexual natrue of the total family unit , ….. It is the ….HOVERING THAT BIG OLE’ MR TOMECAT is doing right now around the house and aroudn baby mamma cat … see she is at the end of this MOMMY cycle her last set of kettens are now getting big …. And moving away , hunting and exploring the world like mamma taught them to ,….. So herr interanl clock her HORMONES are stimulating and expressing themselves on the wind , her SCENT her commuication devise is turned on once more and TOMCAT has heard her commication and has returned from months of not being seen ,,, to watch him over this last week getting bolder and following her right to the front door of the house as she does her con job of being nice to me purring and shit to get a hand out of free food , then she will dissapar until she is hungrey again … then she will work … come be nice to the human get free food easier than catching somethng herself. …. This morning during my run I see MAMMA AND TOMCAT , on the lawn of a nieghbors , she is laying back chilling and TOM is sitting up .. WAITING … WAITING TILL her need for PENETRATION IS SO GREAT SHE PRESENTES HER PUSSY to him …..
Ok , my self ,,I am WAITING ….
In my pasts ,,, the times in old marraiges when things got realy cool , the focus was on family I did not leave ,,, but was just the mirror to what ws being presented , and what was being presented was the need for TERRITORY security ,,, ie ..job and work …. And playing with young children , eating and drinking make believe food ….. And tickling and water parks and river swimming etc etc ….
Sex was mainly during mastrubation time ,,, because th mirror ,,, was one where I saw and heard , I am sick my back hurts ai ma tired ,,, or the hormone commication was one of NOT NOW , I am in MOMMY MODE … now ,,,,, in my past when I tried to commucaite that this is what I feel .. Or seee ,,, the blame game showed the female confused at my lack of ….PRESSURIONG SEX ,,, I am not being sexually aggressive like a male is supposed be AS PER the descriptions in fairy tale book or the interurptations of my actions in the beginning of the relationahip when I was all over that pussy , but that was because the pussy was being presented to me , so my nature is then to fuck that presented pussy as often as I think it wanted to be penetrated .
When the commucation is different I move away ,,not unlike MR. TOMCAT , but in ways antureal to the harem nature I hold within , which means I come home daily after PATROLING MY TERRITORY ,, security work , in fact going to work for abastract hings called GREEN PAPER ,,, numbers on ledger in a bank …. But I come back ,,,, and soon I feel myself turning off , getting into that NON SEXUAL MOOD , the EXPECTATION of not having sex is so great because of repeated events , that I get what I expect form the female I live with , yet hse is starting to EXPECT something different based not upon REALY listening and understanding NATURE but based on the story book of love ,,,,, WHY IS HE NOT COMING ON TO ME ….
It is like this girl who tels a story about her husband she catches her secretly jacking off in the AM , and then she beats up on herself and him in her mind , wondering WHY IS HE JACKING OFF TO PORRN WHEN I AM IN THE OTHER ROOM AND HE …….KNOWS! From our past that he can fuck me any time there is no ,,,NO”S …. well wrong honestly she had told him many many many many , times not in many many subtle ways .. Till he a smart human learning from experience that is what we humans do automacitically adapt ….. He finds new expression for his every 7 hour needs till he ,,, hears the call his animal nature needs once more to hear froma female ,,, ehn a girl sublty comes on to him again , when she leaves that mommy mood or if it is a new girl who forexample never had the moomy mode and it is her who is , HOVERIN her scent commicating with his ANIMAL senses automatically … but woman number 1 is beating herself up woprrying about him not lvoing her ? Or not desiring her , when he is in the non sexual mode because THAT ALSO IS OUR NATURE …. As harem males that we have expression onf NON SEXUAL LOVE AND CARING ,,,, again go down the page in mating behavior and understand the RAPE WORLD OF THE CHIMP .. And the love and respect of the gorilla , in harems it is up to the girl to show her interest then ,,,the male starts ahanging sound until she is so horny that the pussy is so wett that it beggs for his penetrations …. The gorilla and human both have deep honor ,, and giving of HIS LIFE if needed for the family unit TRAITS ….. The chimps forms no LTR’S …. the swapping of females among the GANG is what is the norm ,
Young irls who have IMMATURE gang minded boyfriends ,,, since human are not black and white not all gorilla or chimp like yet fusion/fission we are grey , and show the effects of having the DNA of both cousin appes. in us ….. Go thru gang stages also ….
But instead of growing up in the harem like is our nature ,,, until it became ILLEGAL IN THE UNTIEDSTATES only about 130 years ago ,, only 130 years that is it , and is stilllegal in most of the civialized world except cultures of industrial SLAVEHOOD …. Where sublte controls have been pasted down from bossman to bossman from king and Clergy to to king and clergy , where the powerful rulers learned for the xperiences dating back to PHAROH.
To create states of unstablity at home is a form of divide and conquer . To give the population entertainment so they will work hard to get that FREE TIme , that day off the $$$ to party . And forget their troulbeles which are truobles created and maintained by the slave master industrist machine supported by the RELIGO who gets tithing of 10 perenct for providing ticket back into what is the QUATUM NATURE OF NATURE … the tao , they box it up within controls and call it good and charge you ten% to for a return ticket ….. Complexity upon complexity ….. Subtle issues young master .

yes master vs please master

Yes Master or please master

Young master ,,, the DOM/sub relationship I think has it great merits in helping both the male and female break the bonds of the social programing we both have lived thru ,,, sometimes the pendullum needs to swing to another wxtremem ,,, then it can settle back to a more natural position ,,, that is why I suggest that you dumbass do some study and learning about twhat it is to be Mmaster , AND THEN REALIZE THAT THE GIRLS DREAM ABOUT THIS WHILE THEY MASTRUBATE AND GIRLS DO A LOT OF MASTRUBATING ALSO . in fact the amin buyer of vibrators etc , are not men buying them for their girlfriends but women buying them for their own release of sexual NEEEDS …. It has been the biggest growth market in on line sales is the females buying , the … passion party industry is a for female party …. We do not do this like they do this … so get the lil’ princess all dressed in white picture outa your mind she is a dirty lil slut , ( but that is only because of the social programing again that words … perjoratives ,,, words with meaning like SLUT , were evelved in human society … not really nature for you )

She is not slut who needs to be used , but because of her own ,,,, self picture her own deep MIND FUCKING forced on her by society ,,, she does feel that need to submit in her fanasty ….. great example of this is the romanace novel , which most women do read if only in the tabloids or now adays thru certain TV show , the same theme and characters shows up as in the romance novel ….

If you look at the MATING BEHAVIOR pages of www.instinctualism.org and go thru the links and think about the quates from those pages about … chimps , bonobo and gorilla …. You can see it is the female who does SEDUCE the male …. In the chimp it is thru sexual scents and enlarged / ready sexual organ dis[play and submissive psositioning which says … come fuck me PLEASE ….. the bononbo is constantly sexual active and the girls do choose the male …… and the gorilla the girl must find that level of security till her body and relax and become open to sex ….. what about the true human anmail ,,, what do you think disphit ,, do I have to think for you ARE YOU NOT ALLOWED TO THINK FOR YOURSELF ?

Or have you been so programeemed by the idea of the PROFESSIONAL … that you will only let a Dic oooops Doctor Phil think for you ? you young master are not stupid !
The DOM/sub starting activities do help get her in a better mind set , breaking the bonds of the MIND FUCK ,,, and if helps you ,,, but it will only be when you have go the 3 tents , the 3 single family homes that the true , nature of her seuxality can come to FLOWERING , as she comes into , a gentle competive state with her FRIENDS … their sexual acitiviy and enjoyment will keep her in a state of sexual desire also …. Each wanting the attention of the male who made their life SIMPLE , … SAFE … CONTENT ….

The compound it to create a secure life where the profit ideas are kept outside , that llife is not dependant on the city yet the city is EXTRA fun ….. the land you live from is not a PROFIT CENTER … your part time career is …. And so it their jobs ,,, coming home is QUITING TIME … it is time to tell sorys to the kids instead of watching movies , it is time to pet the cat instead of doing book work ,,, it is time to TALK TO TREES , and thank nature for its BOUNTY ,,, instead of worrying about the bank satement …. It is time to relax and enjoy a good pussy licking from you or one of the girlfriends … it is time to get fucked by you aor on e of her friends ….. and remember dipshit your dick feels better than plasitic !!!!

But to break those deep bonds of the BRAIN WASHING we have been exposed to by churches over the last 1500 years , will take the use of the DOM/sub play game ideas …. But they will dissapear ,, as you read more maybe the books on SLAVE CRAFT you will realize that as love starts to grow between MASTER amd slave ( in the matural MALE /DOM ,, female/sub ) the master slave practises disaapear , often leaving the female confused once more because her MASTER is now to loving and caring and touchy feelly …. Like the males she orginally was running away from searching for a controlling male ,,, welll you dumbas , control in that you create the stablity in her whole life ,,, like the female gorilla needs ….. yet in the sexual aspect it is not in your loving DOM nature to use you female ,,,, you young master are a GOOD MAN a proctectiv e loving man ….. not some cruel SADISTIC WOARPED FUCK OF THE FANASTY OF ….MASTER /slave …. Honstly thinking in evelutionary terms human males like that would not have been the male who women on average would want to stay with ,,, abusive people created stress depressions and early death in REAL natural ecosystems ….. now of course the last 10k years of the idea of serving a god who will give life after death … nowq that aspect really screwed us up … how come no other animal prays ….

Yet , think about you pets see how and feel how much they do have souls and relax and laugh and smile and care for you and each other ,, thye are not dumb creature3s , with out hearts souls or LOVE …… it was our churches who wanted to creat e the illusison of seperation form the TAO so they could sell us redemption … sell us the way back to GOD ,, thru servind the KING the Pharoh the chruch ….

Dipshit are you to stupid ,, to progarmamed to NOT think for yourself , that you need always some one else to say it is OK … first before you even attempt to act ATLERNATIVELY ? ooohhh but getting a tatoo is being alternative ….. yes right …. Smoking dope is being cool …. Ooooh I am sorry I forgot , doing the same stupid things that human kind has done for a long long time is …alternative , each genertion has some … activity to show it is not the same as its parents ….. the same story is written in the bible 5000 years old the story of a teenager like you are or were… hmmmmmm can you TWIST ?

an asshole ouchie

An asshole ouchie

Young Master , honestly your body functions embarrass you ……… I do nothing new in the world , the activities // whether it is farting in public to , jackin off my own dick when needed , to fuckin my female in the ass …….. none of these things are new to mankind . , some may say that ass fucking is not natural , but in TWISTED INSTINCT I make a case for the orgin of this act ………. And why it is now the fun it is ………. YES she will have fun in fact this stimulation can bring her to another level of orgasism … even though all female orgasism have a clit factor involved ….. but the mind and the whole sensations of the body can play into her different orgasimic experiences ……… hence the MYTH of anal orgaism has history in fact …………… but dip shit back to your and her and everyone else ………. We are all

Freaked out by our body ,, like our body is not realy a part of us or a part of our friends ……. And family ,,, like your mom did not fart ….. or for that matter get fucked in the ass herself and really really like it ! ……. Now so far in my study of BDSM sex in book form and on the web ,,, the details that I feel is needed for a young master to learn the details of life and body function is not there ……… the mentoring in paper form so that a young dumbfuck like yourself can hide …. Your true inner nature and learn in fear of being found out … found out to be human … like your mother was human …….( I bring up dear old mom for a reason ,, to OFFEND you , shock ! you ) I am the parent ,, the person who does not do … what I do and have done since I was a teen like you maybe .. like you dipshit my friend and reader …. I wrote about the child still within you well dumbass when you are my age you will notice that you refer yourself subconcsiuosly to an age …… a youthful age …… why I do not know … but on occasion I am shocked to find out I am 47 …….. when I feel 17 ……… that I am a person who does not ,,, fuck my girlfriend in the ass and that she idea that she also is a person who the public would think does not enjoy me doing it …….. that we are RESPECTABLE ? ……… NO WE ARE HUMAN
And being human means we may get OOUWIES and little baby assholes can get ouchies if used to often and without proper lubing ( and I am a lube nut , those who know me are suprized when they notice I do not have a bottle of lube with me in my luggage or car or in every room of the house it seems ) ……… but to talk about details my friend YOUNG Master , the things that other writers can not write into the fairy tale of love or erotic writing ,,, the creation of porn thoughts thru writing .. NO I am like to write about details so ,,,,,, when she starts to develop an oucchie ……. You got few issues at play in my thinking but remember I am no fucking doctor I am a naturopath …… 1 lube 2 over use 3 plain old fashioned abuse ( I admit to being abusive especiallywhen I get excited by her excitement ---- ahhh again the reason the poly was useful for her also correct ? rest time ) but lastly one of the most important aspects and something you should think about for your own health … the health of your own asshole ….. asshole …….. goes back into something I write about again and again ,,, I write about it to show you how much of an animal you actually are ,, how your body still shows your real nature ……..numbe 4 is fiber ……… yep fiuber ,, Metamucil type things … but in harmony with your real instinct your nature is of course always best ……..

Dipshit …… your claws your hands are not designed to tear open or catch deer or waterbuffalo . your teet also are not desgned to tear thru the thick leather flesh … sure we built tools to open up these animals , like a sea otter learned to bang shellfish on rocks ot find food when they moved to ocean from the lakes …….. but the ddepest level of evovlutio is still to be seen in our body make up … like a cow has weird feet …. Cats have catching claws ….. the shoulder blades of apes as compared to humans show the chnges we have made way back 3.3 million years ago …….. dumbass you are a fruit eater who gained much of the trace things we nneed from the bugs we ate while we ate fruit ……. We like sweet flavors and also vinegar or sour falvors … in fact think about how you change the falvor of meat …. You add vegetable flavors to the meats in form of seasons and marinades …….. meat changes in the body creating nitrates which weaken the flesh of her ASSHOLE , asshole ……. Are you her master do you care about your girl ,,, your joy toy ,, does she not really reall really love the attention of your ass fucking ? yes she does love feeling you fuck her asshole ,, she loves the feeling of you taking it back out and re – inserting it over and over ,,, the little sting …. Dipshit , pull out giver her a 5 count then re – insert …. Fuck a while and then do and another re – insert 5 count it gives the nature of her body a minute a 5 count to retighten her ass yet still be open to a fast stretching ……… a touch of pain and excitemen .( OHHH BUT I DO NOT DO THIS no I am like you I do not fart , jack off or ass fuck ) back to your responsibility for the health of your subbie ……….. she has got to eat more vegetable matter , more daily fruits …… it can be hard because we as a culture have bought into the ADVERTISING of the CATTLEMENS association and started to eat meats way to fucking often relying on the dense nutrition to be found in animal flesh …… when we are designed to eat fruit shit and fart a lot …….. and this action of cleaning out the body by shitting keeps her asshole clean and healthy and strong ….. ohhh farting? Shows you have active bacteris inside you changing vegetable matter into usable proteins ………. Remember dumbass ,, the facts the Gorilla is 99 percet the same as us at at DNA level it growns to like 500 pounds and it eats mainly wild celery … it creates all that muscle and body mass by eating veggies ……. Plus one out of every3 humans on this planet right at this minute live a mainly vegetarian life .. china and India etc ….. meat is almost a condiment …. A flavoring ……… she needs fresh vegetable matter ……… but metacucil is better than nothing ,,, and well rest is also important …….. especially if you have been fucking her in the asshole with plastic toys ,,,,, the feel smooth but in reality they are plastic the create a strange level of friction even with the best of lubes ………. But I know I understand it is hard to stop when she is screaming in sublime recreation …..

FACT …….. IT IS FUN to hear her scream she likes it as much as you ! now be a master and care for that girl ……….. get her fresh fruit it is as important as good lube in the long run .

Sir whatever his name

Sir whatever his name

Young Master , I am still learning stuff ………. How about you dipshit do you know everything or are you still learning shit ? and love sex girls family , very important shit honestly dumbass it is very important even if right now you ain’t at that time you wannna settle down , but most males do have a time the wannna settle down …… especially if they honeslty believe it will work ,, which it will not because of the law of averages ,, the STATs dipshit ,,,,, always fucking rmember you throw a rock into the air the fuckin raock falls the fuck down ………. The facts we have gone over then month after month ,,, 60 percent divorce ,,,, of the other 40 …. 20 live in hell to respect their vows they live in pain emotional hell ,,, and the other 20 are split between Dom female household and Dom male house holds ( even though these people may not realize the truth of the relationship ..) these facts dumbass are your facts ………. And the reason I write but you already know this
So I was learning I asked about POLY experiences from a Board on the Net , the response was from a man who called himself SIR .and as I read his words I could read how much the female his first female in reality was the one who was in control of whether the poly relationship would happen and if the poly relationship would continue to happen ,,,, see he described that HE MAY NOT BE ABLE TO TOTALLY satisfy her desire for affection ………. Her desire ,,, living in terms of the EVE in terms of the child within every human we all have that side which is aour inner child … who wants wants wants ……. Like a little seven year old . ( in TWISTED INSTINCT I make a case for that females the little princess of daddy spoiled often to believing she still is a princess even as an adult …… even if life is hard and she needs to become a DOM in the real world …. that princess wants to come out ) yes this MASTER wrote about the benefits to himself but in the end what I read was more about the benefits for the females …. But me also I have very little problem with thinking about the females I am in charge of making their life better ……… of course that instinct that I will protect the entrance to the cave … but that instinct is the sub conscious tool females know how to use without even realizing they do it ……. And also realizing they do it …… strength thru weakness ,,, CRYING on cue .

On the boards I read the words of the submissive female who , states she knows she is a masochist …….. the female who realize THEY LOVE IT RUFF …. The girls who have become wht their inner nature has said is right for all girls ,,, to allow themselves to become the Penetrated … for a MASTER to use to penetrate ….. I have not been using those words for some weeks do not forget the ideas ,,, that she is designed to be what to do what …. TO ALLOW ………. TO NOT FIGHT TO MUCH … but allow you to penetrate her with the TOOL your tool of ple3asure ……….. your fucking dick ,, dickhead ……. It feels good for her to be fucked ! fact right ! Yet because of the way you have been trained to be nice polite becaue of the ROLE MODEL you had for a father ,, the role models you are given at school and on tv and on the street ………. You have learned to be polite ,,,,,,, to live in terms of her ……… children do not really know what they want left to their own choices ,, a 7 year old child with access to anything they could ever want ,,, will eat candy and ice cream ( even though the human animal evolved form a fruit eating ape … study the teeth and claws we are still born with you can breeed in certain aspects into an animal like a cow or a dog , but their teeth and claws or hoofs do not lie .. our claws are designed to test the ripeness of fruit plus we love sweetness) the child will stiop learning and growning going to school …. They will not act in their own long tern best interst without …….. without a force greater than themselves …… a DOM a parent ………… think about it dipshit . yes of course you have a child within ,,, but but but if you are TRUTHFULLY Master material …….. then you control the child not the other way around .
Ohh so when I read how the determining reason he was Sir over 2 females ,, was that the first female needed to express her desire for affection form another person ……. And it was her permission that was the deciding ….. cause int eh …. Cause and effect of his life . dubass what are your causes ,, what are your effects ……….. think about it when you can ,,,,, BUT REMEMBER , do not get lost in thinking diffinately ,,, take time out to live to fuck … to recreate …… dipshit enjoy the truth that as male you are designed to penetrate ,,, to take sex in the forms you like and she will like it as as like it …….. the better you enjoy the act the more she enjoys it . the YIN and YANG .

Now , how can your 1 girl use the ideas of poly to enhance your 1 on 1 life ,, without it being ……….. like the above master …….. hey dipshit ,,, the blanece of life ….. building a world that works for us ,, in a reality of todays world ,, where the 1 on 1 is the socially accepted reality ……… AHHH important shit ,, it is like going to school or eating veggies ,,, the inner child may want 15 females in your harem but the real inner MASTER understands the social benefit of the 1 on 1 ……… the reality of this age . That inner naster also understands the danger of the 1 on 1 the twisting of the truth about love ……… from something which is instinct …. That LOVE IS NOT JUST SKIN DEEP … that competition has 0 nada nothing to do with Tits and ass ……. But love is about the people within …. But 1 on 1 is expected and being that that is a real world truth ……… your inner master automactically respects and builds that fact into the equation fo your life ………… so ……. The discussion about poly ,,, about how the idea of its dynaicns helps your subbie realize each of your both ….. you and her … the issues of both ….. because both of you want your love to live and not become on of the numbrs one of the 60 or the twenty ……… or one of the men who give up and just submit . think dumbass

Over Cummmming

Over cummming
Oooh what fun it is to hear the sounds of a woman ….. screaming from orgasism …. Am I right or am I right Young Master? Have you been there yet in your own life or is it still really only the fantasy of the porn you have watched ? either way the drive the way you feel inside when you hear those sounds well that is the truth you gotta understand …….. dipshit my friend you want to hear those sounds ,,, you could hear those sounds everyday all day and be very happy ,,, well very happy that is as long as the sounds you are hearing honestly are appreciated ………. Yes dumbass you need her OK or else you shy out , you will not do the deed like you need … like you need to feed the hunger of your animal self . Become aware of the NEED TO FEED on the sounds of the orgasisming female .

Next dipshit is the fact she can not cummm for ever ,,, she needs to rest ….. then start again so she does not lose that EDGE … but resting is important in making sure you can keep up the sounds we know we like to hear . Honestly she wants to give you those sounds …. But if the girl has been trained to deeply about the FAIRY TALE of love and acts with that inner confidence ,, that confidence that she has the control of you because she has confidence that you will respect her NO STOP ,,, she will use that NO STOP … way to early for her won good! Stop it to early for her own good ! But dipshit with experience with different women I am sh=ure you will agree that during the dating time of the relationship you were able to bring her up to those high levels of pleasure more often because …. Why ? why the difference in the PERMISSION … yes it is in her persmission that she is able to cummm like she realy wants to .
Power corrupts …….. absolute power corrupts absolutely you have heard this old saying of course you have ……… have you ever heard of DARK Matter ? do you read Scientific American young master ? then you have heard of DARK MATTER you are beginning to understand the level of power exerted from what at first looks like a WEAK power ,,, yet it forms the whole of everything …….. the weak power of MONOPLY ….. when no competition is really in the mix then the force the dynamic is lost … to truly submit , I AM SEEING THIS IN THE chat boards of the Subbie world , the level of control the girls are still exerting on their relationships the lack of trust in the male instinct to be loving ………. And with good reason I am sorry to admit ,, since the male is frustrated since his natural instinct to be protective of his PROPERTY has been twited because the female is not PROPERTY …. No she is a game player acting like a slave or subbie yet exerting that WEAK force of her pussy ,,,,,,,, the ALL POWERFUL PUSSY ! my subbie has beeen describing it .. and she is correct . the pussy I need , the relationship I need her presence I need , the sound of her screams of orgasim as much as the sound of her voice in discussions to the sound of her walking thru my house my world ,,,, I nned her ….. hence the creation of the I LOVE YOU SLAVE is formed with out you even knowing it ……… twisting you instinct to protect your PROPERTY ,, tiwisitng it into ,,, protecting your controller because of your need for pussy …..so a false protect evolves ,,, and a sickness of get back comes into the mix ,,, you actually may become more violent because of the effect of frustration in the lack of true deep heart felt control ……… you dumbass need to feel the power of control the true trust and belief that you are the 1 in her life ,,,, of course the fact that even 5000 years ago a slave girl could run away in the middle of the night … like today the girl can leave you … but outside of the extremem you you feel the need to be in control and trust she is your PROTERTY . bound to you without the right to leave easly ……… yes I know it is an fucked it thought confusing ,,, but you know I will explore ideas no matter how extremem ,,, to get to the cores of what the fuck is going on …..

You get to weak and not drive her hard enough sexually on one extremem … once freed to explore your DOM side you maybe become to expressive of your frustrations ,,, you let out your anger thru sex ….. that is why the Professional say that rape is an act of violence not sex ….. it is the effect of sexual frustrations of female control ……. She should be property ,,,, one female of a few females ………. The confidence should be yours that your will never ever HAVE TO WORRY about sex ……..

So your 1 on 1 subbie needs to understand the dynamics of …… being the only 1 the weak forces that are at play ……… yes she may think about it , keep the mental of idea of the other wife in her mind ……… NOW a word about the mental other wife …… it is not tits and ass competition that is desired her ,,, but the total well rounded level of relatiosnship ,, the whole relationship that your 1 on 1 subbie needs to realize she is menatally creating the free market system , destroying the Monoply in her mind . When she thinka bout other girl wives it is not competition but the DEEPEST LEVEL OF LOVE for her master she should be feeling the idea of how dynamic the SISTERHOOD will be for him …. The world that lacks competition in reality yet is competitive ,, a YIN AND YANG ,, tow diffenercnes exisiting at the same time PARADOX , rmember there is incredible power in paradoxs ……… THE IDEA OF HER THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH GOOD THE IDEA OF HAVING TWO OR MORE WIVES FOR YOU IS ,,, once your subbie realizes this then she can begin to feel the level of confidence that you would feel ,,, and in her mind she feels the good , then she can allow herself to create what is needed to have you feel ,,,, the poly DYNAMIC IN A 1 ON 1 . then gues what she get what she realy wants …………

What does your subbie want ……… what do 80 out of 100 females really really fantasize about …. What inner drives efeect her body and life all the time …………… SEX . good strong animal lust the feeling of truly being desired … not bing ,,, used to express represeed frustration , thru only sadistic desires ,,, but the lust of passions … the feeding of the needing to hear that a female FEELS ME! And I am her MASTER …. Not just a ROTE word she repeats …. The total dysnamic of competion not only tits and ass but the whole relationship ….. will then give her the reason the inner desire to ,, relax and let me force her to feel her orgaisn , for me TO EXPLORE with the confidence of OWNERSHIP ………. Because without that level of confidence I will always fear the loss of love the loss of pussy ……… the loss that will not happen in a POLY because of the presence of more than 1 female who is committed ……….. whn one is tired or bitchiy or confused ,,, you have more to play with while that 1 good girl re - commits to her orginal feelings of being with you …… but to have the subbie girl atleast practice these thoughts in her mind go over the ideas in her own daydreams with you and her graphically interacting , with the ideas of her feeling thinking about the reality of another wife or two , who are friends ,,,, if she can feel the ideal of the INSTINCT FAMILY THEN MAYBE SHE CAN CREATE THE DYNAMIC A .. for you which in reality is for herself . BECAUSE THEN SHE IS LAYING ON THE BED , screaming in orgasiam after ogasisms ………. Out of my lust not my frustration .

it is more than just blow jobs

More than lots of blow jobs

The instinct ….. the competitive instinct of female animals for the males attention si UNIVERSAL but also is in social species to have CO COPERATION among females who share a male ,.. so for this possibility to happen with human females is also possible ,, but mainly lost because of … EGO ,, not id ….. lost because of the GREED OF EVE … the wisdom written in story form in the Good Book ……. The first story ,, as to explain the reason why we even have to have the whole social society stress thing is because of the nature for greed but the greed is core to female …….. NOT A BAD THING ! …. It is natural she has kids to worry about to insure the nest generation is Ok is to be abit greedy ,,, the BASIC male is not greedy ….. read the Blood Stained T shirt part of Twisted instinct ,, what is the core of that little story …. The idea is that for us BASIC males without the influence of BEGGING for pussy we are chill … I donnot care that you happen to wear the same color of Blood Stained tshirt as I do while we are fishning ,,, but the faemale in their world ( our world fishing the pier or beach or boat ) their world the party the gathering the social event ….. remember th cave and the group and the Silent hunter alone yet in a group hunting needs organization and silence even warfare it is the same ,, not words but silence ………. Ohh yes the woman confronted by another woman already in the same clothes as her ,,,,, FEELS GREEED greed to be noticed ,, gredd to be special ,,, like the loudest bird in the nest gets fed the most ,,,, the female noticed is fed ATTENTION …. Attention is the greed of eve ….

How does the POLY the 3 tents and a camel ( 3 homes on budget and a car ) effect the male ? I had this discussion this morning but later I got thinking the males of her description were not worthy of being called MASTER ….. TO BE WORTHY OF RECEIVING THE FEMALES GIFT . of surrender is first ,,, the proof is be able is the shithead able to come up with 3 tenst and a camel …. Or is he one with good looks style drinks abit to often has a pill popping problem a job and is a good polite passionate lover strong and WITH GREAT POTENTIAL if only the right woman was by his side ? UHHH ? girl are you realy describeing the road to failure again ,, the same old SHIT ! he has nothing to do with me and the 3 tenst ,, first MASTER YOURSELF then you may be worthy to master others ………. HOW DOES THE POLY effect this good man …. How does it keep him sharp ,, I am talking about not just the blow jobs the sex ,,,, the fun ( because remember young master ,,, sex is like oxygen it is only important when you are not getting enough ,, when you are surrounded by sex ,,, you may find your desire slow ,, and TV watching increase ,,,REMEMBER THE TRUTH ,, TV IS NEW , SEX WAS OUR only recreation for 2.5 million years ) so …..
You come home to 3 women who want to build the 3 tents life ,,, there is no one forced to be here ,,, safe sane consentual …….. it is their idea as much as yours …. You come home and what would you do ,, if you had 1 pussy you would do what ? kiss her and tell her you love her ? ask about her day ?………. Have you dipshit been a daddy to 3 kids yet?…. Did you love them all ? was life richer and more full with 1 child , 1 was great 2 better , 3 fantasitic …. 4 wow …. The kids want each other to have daddy time and yes … yes the get a level of greed for attention ……. The greed of eve , but that is where master comes in daddy ,,, is able to teach the kids to be polite ,,,, for the benefit of the family … hey but theses 3 girls in your poly wanted to form the family … to end the cycle pain ,,,, they choose 1 male … 1 male out of 100 males .. 1 master …3 girls out of 100 girls , 3 choose to be different …….. to shed their ego ? their greed of eve .

Yo dipshit how would you have to change to insure that ll felt the love they should ,,, well one thing is to go back into the books of our .. our .. our ancestors ,, like the bible where they give clear directions on living the poly life style since it was our common life style until the Romans got involved ….. read the rules of civilized life from jeiwhs holy books christain holy books Islamic holy books ,,, hindu holy books ,,,, the poly was needed because of the common fact that …. There are only a few good men ,,, are you dipshit a YOUNG MASTER a good man ? or the guy of dreams eith potential …. How would you be with 3 that you loved , would you love all your children ……… and what about forcing the girls to have sex with each other ………ohhhhh now that is a bunch of shit ……. Forcing or allowing …….. forcing or allowing …. Forcing or allowing ,, think about it dipshit . what about PRETTY ,,,, if one is prettier than another ….. hmmm think about your kids ,,, beauty is skin deep ? is that what the poly is ,,, is that what love is ,,, just the nice tits and pretty face ? ……. Is that love ? so you would not love a child who does not come into the world PRETTY ? all your girls are girls and guess what is is the JOB the responsibility of the MAN to keep his girls well fucked ,,, it is in the GOOD books of ever culture ,,, it states cleary ,,,, fuck your wives ! girls need SEX ! so dumbass when you come home to your three wives each different …….. how would you be different than the greedy ….. SI swimsuit whore dog that you are NOW?

ooops my bad ....... NOT!

Oppps my bad ………..

Wow , I wimped out , and not just once but multiple times about many things and that pissed me off ……….. pissed me off at me ………. I did a NICE GUY thing and then I got mad at her for not doing something .. for not reading my mind …. I was supposed to request . to say … Hye baby …….. do this or hey baby I am going to do this and it will effect us ……….and because when I did not do just that do what it was that I needed . that I deep inside needed to do .. when I suppressed my need what my heart said should have been done or I should do … when I ignored that because o was thinking about her … in the end .. was the end OK Young Master DOM / sub what does it mean what is it supoosed to mean ,, how does it work ? FUCK IF I KNOW , for real fuck if I know … the sexual side is kinda of easy ………. But the whole 24/7 relationship side that can be more of a fine line … an edge of a knife .

Now in D/s the biggest worry of the subbie community is ? what do you think .. are they most often worried about getting bruised to badly ? or asked to provide some sort of service that they would have doing ? well the stats show the biggest worry is the break up of the relationship ……….. encountering a problem great enough to break up the passionate relationship . The biggest worry is losing love losing the person who she depends on to help her to love her the man who builds her ego and self esteem in many ways and helps her grow and or deal with life’s stresses …… losing a good man . So the subbie TRYS she really does try to do the best she can …. Now Pain slut she may want to set up a play scene ……. But real subbie girls want their DOM’s to be happy and STRESS free . WOW sounds like fucking paradise , huh ? young master …….. is this a girl who you would like ? of course you do . ……… as compared to the females I was watching yesterday as I was letting my anger build to a level …. Letting my anger rise up to the surface … to unlock it ……. Ohhhh what is that about …. I was fucked up in the head about some problems I was suppressing some stuff ….. creating a pile of shit inside my mind over time ……… and I was like constipated .. stuck amd … mad at everything …. Edgy pissed off ……… and I needed to be alone and let myself become realy mad …… to risk CONFRONTATION ….. see my girl is good our life is great ,, so many smiles , the finest of kisses and sex and she listens to me , and trys so fucking …… it is like I SHOULD NOT HAVE A PROBLEM …. But I felt a problem …. How unfair of me it is to feel that she is __________ that she was not living up to what I wanted or that she did not care about me ? when she does so much ……….. but still the feeling was there ……… so I needed to get to a level of anger to risk the whole relationship . her biggest fear is that once more she will be alone that another male will judge her unfairly after she has tried so hard ………..judged unfairly after she had tried so hard …. And she wanted only to have CLEAR direction … clear directions … for me to say exactly what I want what will make me happy in each and every aspect of my life … every minute … and she will do it .

But I did not state my wants clearly ………. I watched her not do something important to me ………. Something that she did not know was important … how was she supposed to know to do something if I do not tell her to do it …….. sounds easy enough right ! would I get mad at an employee for not doing something that is his job ………. But wait that shirt was in her general job description …. That is why I was mad .. next the shirt represented competition … it was covered by the signatures of girls I had met at a concert …. The idea that she is jealous does at times get me mad it makes me feel controlled by 1 pussy hence I start thinking about the poly ……… hmmmm think think think sowhen I noticed that shirt dirty on the garage floor …. I picked it up .. as I watched it get covered by shit on the dryer I put it in the washer expecting it to be washed with the next load …….. then I notice it in the basket with DEAD END clothes … clothes that do not get washed clothes headed for the trash or where ……… my memory shirt was in there . hmmmm hence my anger …….. I did not clearly state HONEY wash and hang up this shirt …….. in part becaue well it is a shirt …….. like any shirt ……… why should I have to …. Say wash this shirt . ……… DOM / sub ,,,, I can suppress my own ideas my own feelings to listen to the woman I love …. I want her to be great in my eyes … I do not want to see problems or fight ……. I can allow myself to listen to her logic and take the BLAME ……… should she have known ? to wash that shirt ? it is possible like me that she would do something sub concsiuolsy ? she said NO ………. And so I took the blame for not giving the order ……….. hmmmmm

Beer beer beer ……….. in the last so many how ever months how much beer has been in my fridge ? only the amount we would drink that day or the person who brought it over would drink …….. other than that I think only 1 beer was ever left and well it did get drunk within days . so alcochol is strage for me to have in my house yes I have a whiskey mainly for her under the sink … ok it is almost a medicine ………. But beer in my fridge ……….. so I talked about how I tried to return the beers to the person who left it and they … well they said do what you want with it ……… we got a plan to catch and can not take it back home ……….

THE SHIRT was important to me … a memory I go out of my way to create at every all ay music festival I attend ,,, yes it mainly has female signatures on it …………….. beer my choice to drink at most 1 time a week or less and then only 1 or 2 glasses of beer make alcohol an event ……….. I guess I needed her to KNOW THINGS ABOUT ME with out me having to say it to share my values …. To be intuitive … kinda of like listening to how I want a braclet …. Like the book says be intuitive about your DOM’s wants what is important to him ……….. beer is more important to her a long term part of her life ….. BUT I WAS NOT CLEAR when I said “ what do you think I should do , throw it away or who else whould I give it to ? “ ( did I get to say who else should I give it to ? or did she or her mom come in with their ideas to store the beer for future use ) OOOh I gave the beer to a neighbor who drinks daily instead of following her recommendation of storing 10 bucks worth of something I do not like ………. Like throwing away candy or the last few bites of a ftty food just so I will not OFFEND myself …. Something imporatn to me ……….. but I was wrong to expect her to _____ ?

So in the end after I let my anger rise and I came back and we talked …….. and I let all the little shit get out of the way …. After I felt bad for … expressing my anger thru my writing … subconciuolsy …….. I then got to take take the blame for not giving clear directions ……. I love her ………. Ohhh what did I see when watching those women what did I hear ……

2 women alone half drunk trashing there ex husbands …. Mad at males … but but planning ……. Along comes 1 of the girls new boyfriends a yo9ung male younger than her eldest son one of the women was bragging about earlier .. well when he showed as he arrived of course the tone of the females conversation changed ……. And so he got involved in the girls conversations and then … then …. The ______ the thing ……… “ Remember the WOMAN is always right ….” Is what I heard and knowing him knowing how much we males begg for pussy I saw him swallow his pride to make sure the female he loves would continue to smile ………. It was important for her to hear him agree …… intuitive ? or begging ? love or begging ? and he agreed ……….. what did I do last night when I came to the conclusion in the end that I was wrong that I held all the blame , and what will I do next ?
WOW strange I started this blog to describe to you young master how you can create the problem by not giving clear directions …….. but as I fininsh I find myself getting angry again ……….. I take the blame for my bad …… take the blame like a man . But just like In the Mars and Vensus books says females will not … when a woman finds herself wrong she ….. will cry because she does feel bad of course she hates to do something wrong ,, they really do try to be good …. Especially a subbie she realy realy trys …….. or she re – directs blame ……… something I try to avoid by a statement I use at the beginning of a charged emotional disccuion ………. I state listen to me … do explain away my pain or else I will just end up taking the blame and ………. Well it will not fix anything …….. GETTING an I am sorry that I want form a female ahs been a very elusive thing …………
But in the end ………….. the woman is always right

Bionic Penis

Bionic penis

It felt like you had a bionic penis , to bad I couldn’t scream …….. you know that I call for in the 3 tents that you build yourself an office in your “ Barn “ and in that office you build it insulted with sound dampening ideas … let the girl feel what is happening and her voice ,,, fuck your voice it drives the mind ,,,, it frees the mind to feel , what is happening to you and her own body ,,, enocouraging her to be vocal ,,, young master is like one of the most important things …….. I have been writing a lot about the mental stress and confusion of the relationship for months it seems …. It is very important your mental state ,, you compassion your love ,, your commitment to honor your word ,,, and the reality of your desire to do just that ,, the stress of perceived bucks to your leadership ……. But while you deal with your reality of the relationship is th reality of great sex ,, the recreation of sex , is better than anything else in the world …….

It realy is the best fun you can have dipshit … and I am surprised the effects of the draw of TV to draw my attention away for good full mind/body recreation of sex ……… a movie TRUE LIES a good bang – bang – shot’em up movie ….. the sound of the action while I was licking a freshly shaved pussy , licking her lips slowly teasing her over and over ….. I noticed as I started licking her as I was filling my , lungs deeply with the fragrance of her sex , filling my blood stream with the hormones of desire and sex … getting wonderful high so much better that weed or beer ,,, never a hang over from sex … I noticed for about 30 seconds a desire to watch the movie ….. 30 seconds and then then the sound of moans drove my desire ,,, the effects of sounds ,,,, they effect her the same ,,, having you talk to her describe what you see what you feel , telling her that she is a horning lil’ slut , a sexual animal you are using ,,,, it all builds her ego her feeling of being beautiful sexy ,,, and her pride in her ability to please you ………. Kinda like being described at the end like you have a bionic dick ,,,, the praise for my size skills , durability …. Praise for ability to force to feel her body ……. Even in my control and uncontrol in spanking and biting ,,, the slow building of the sense of her body healing , the forming of the bruises the nest are each .. each one memory of a great afternoon and evening and night ……… yet the mental aspects of respecting the body of the one you love comes into the mind of you young master ,,, the nice guy comes back time and time again ,,, the programming is dep and unwanted by her ,,, by the inner animal ,,, the feminist world has programmed her mind , but it forgot ther body ,,, the women who have lost touch with the MIND / BODY connection ,,, hurt themselves as much as their training is hurting the world for years now getting worse and worse the unhappiness of the LILE ,, the lie about forget your true self ,,, the animal in you in not dangerous of bad ,,,, it is not disrespectful to force youself to fuck like you mean it … to enjoy yourself … to fuck for your pleasure ,,,,,, PLAYING STOP hsithead … coming close to the edge of cumming then resting then doing that over and over ,,, yes ,,, yes I know when I do that enough , I build up a resisitance and when I do want to cum , well I really gotta work it …. I gotta bang her like the bionic man ,,,, hey umbfuck try this while she is your lil’ puppy ,,, grab her arms … just above the wrists lean back … pulling her arms back …. Now you can force her on and off will you fuck her in and out …. Serios spedd and force and epth … now Young master ,, the idea of telling to squeeze all the days you have said that to her while your finger was in her ,,, well those training times pay off here also ( I you remember to say anything ) because you may need a snug pussy to get off after playing stop and she being so fucked ,,, I mean fucked to the point she is close to collapse … her pussy is probably to relxed …. And she needs to be reminded to squeeze ,,, well that is great for you ,,,,,,,,, and great her for her ,,,, she likes the feeling of being fucked ….. BUT BEING TRAINED OVER A LIFE TO BE A GOOD GIRL she can say that … that she loves being fucking or describe to you how much she needs it everyday …… even when she thinks she does not …. When she is in the compartment of being a good mommmy or good worker …. The professional the feminist mind set … her animal wishes it could release itself , the horny lil’ slut

The order versus the recommendation ……. The you should do this or that honey , instead of the I want you to …… the “ should ” command we males feel we can ONLY say out of femeinst respect … she is our friend… she is our equal ,, we love her and do you force that which you love? The confusion which actually hurts the relationship …… but the trust in the fact she is DEVOTED to you ,,,, hmmmm a concept I read about , the idea that in your ablilty to pass your programming and lust and fuck your girl like your inner animal desires . tha creates a devotion to you in that honestly it is hard to find a male like you …. Yes it is hard to find a male like you ,,, look at all the broken homes the empty love affairs ….. the numbers do not lie …. You young master have been trained to be passive …… passing that passivity ,,, is something that deserves devotion … and that means you can be WRONG , you can be a bit of a pinhead and when she does buck and you get mad mad she will re think her devotion … and come back … because yes I can , you can get other women ,,, but yuou want the one you have …you really really do want her ……. So fear of her lose …. Can fuck up the relationship . the fear of her buck the idea of her not listening to an important idea of yours … why because she has her own ideas ,, why because well because , she does ……… ohhh the dynamics of this , is life long and and th rust in devotion helps you ( and her )