Sunday, April 19, 2009

left hanging

Left hanging

Young master it is not not not the evidence trail you see ..that isimportant that is the Unwanted from which wants are boran …. The distance between the TAO you ..the in peace you ..the COMPLETE you and a ..YOU who is OBSERVING thru the bio machine …… a THING … a possible of the …. State of NO 1 thing ….. an UNWANTED ? http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html yes from EXPLORATION and understand ing of the unwanted SOLUTIONS ARE BORN and hope the moving up in the scale of emotions FEELS of comparison of the ALL KNOWING YOU who is for the experrince of time forgetting it’s TOTAL self so that it can experience EVNTS … time/space …. And from that difference … of positions or understanding FEELINGS are what is REAL not ..not ..not .

NOT THE DATA THE THOUGHTS ….. the shit in the decaying bag of water and minerals ,,, and Anerobitic bateria which was decaying the corpse which was once the bio MACHINE of a being .. an Experincer who was called friend … so in your confusion … the divide and conquer finnaly got to you tooo , it took your brother now you … he ate himself to death got to fat and cause and effect laws of pyshihcs … you were more direct .. you hung yourself ….. sure the body the bio machine …actually was still living on after you the experincer left ….. your finger nails for example were able to abosorb enough air and food around them to keep alive …the anaerobic bateria part of the PORBIOTIC wholistic machine HUMAN …. No longer confied by the action of the OXYEGN RICH eniviroment and Aerobic Living cells ,,the anaerobic bacteria of your gut broke free and proceeded to travel in the moisture rich meat sack you used ….

Sure when they found your HANGING BODy ,, maybe some of the MEMORIES were still held in non decayed brain …but they are NOT you ,, memeory of being able to Remember you own name , ( hell sometimes you were so stoned you did not rememeber your NAME but you were still you …so the BRAIN is not you …… that smelly meat sack is not you my friend ….. connections of memeory about your job or your kids aor your wife …. Or dead brother or friends ..no all that you somedays drugged yourself into forgetting ……. None of this ….. ASSEMBLAGE AND ..DIS ASSEMBLAGE of quantas ..tools of argree ..flashes of US … who come to allow for experiences of THING ….. toa … http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html are not you or I ….. we are still I IN I …

It is the unwated of forgetting so completely that you are I IN I ..that killed you ,,, not one more ihigh not one more good time ,,not one more talk with a friend over amovie to get you thru the night woud do it any more ,,,no more confsuoin of the church that your wife and kids are hidden in ….. none of it would work …and you left …… hopeless confused …not realizing that you have ./…had the key to CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE FOR YOUR KIDS …..

I am not about you …I am about them ….. for in 12 to 16 years they will be in the middle of the confusions …. Like you were at 18 , 25 …. 30 something … it is for them THAT SOLUTIONS lots and lots of choices must be presented …… compared ,,, wants and unwants so they can decide FREELY ….. with more choices . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html chow dude … see you again later after I WAKE UP ……. From this dream this illusion ….. life is but a stage …. The words of the sages century after century ,,,,

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