Friday, December 11, 2009

it is ... a sweaty pussy

It is ….. a sweaty pussy

So as her excitement grows and the lil’ man in the boat rackes back and forth her clit swells with semmingly each beat of her heart , the increased blood flow in those itght jeans ont his warm day will lead to the NTURAL EXPRESSION OF A SWEATY PUSSY .. does that sound logical young master ….. do you sweat when it is hot , I know I sure the fuck do when working outdorrs during the summer like a fucking river I sweat … it is natural ….

So I used the whole sweat comparison with this young miss who has known me for some time and wanted to ask me about if PAST LIFE EXPERINCES could be at the root of her current problems ….. now I honelsyt do not think there is ANY ONE who does not carry within them som POISIN … some system of thinking that does not serve … actuall a form of PTSD … post trama stress disorder ….. big or lil by COMPARISON to others or to 2nd mind is again ,,2nd mind shit UN IMPORTANT , I am concerned about my own HAPPY HAPPY and that of this young friend …. She actually open what is best called PANDORAS box in therapy only to be ladi off lose her insurance and no longer be able to afford professional consouneling … so first to cover my ass about his blog I say … read the disclaimer on every at the bottom of http://www.instinctualism.org/

HAPPY HAPPY as opposed to wrroy or self doubt .. or self worth , or self estemm issues .. or guilt or fear or confusion or . or . or. So everyone has one ..so fucking ISSUE .. growing up . parents school …. My big one came later after a short tour in public service ,,, incongruitys in memeory and what was in official records …. Just made the poisin more confusing …
Many people can point ouit directly the IT ..the sensentizing event others just KNOW THERE IS something ,,, and manyjust have the EVIDENCE trail of their life to show that they are fucked up and not DEALING …. ( now get it ,,I did not say not dealing with it ….i wam talking about dealing … about living … finding ahppy happy more that shitty shitty … )
Life is not a PROVING GROUND WHERE we have to suffer our way back to NIRVANA or god …. Right as sooon as you trasition you become once more AWAKE to yourelf as an EQUALITY and pureness of I IN I .. wha was in a dream state for something as UN IMPORTANT as time …. You donot bring past lives with you like that ,, you may touch the DATA stream of the all possible thus access information that THIS BIO MACHINE can not totlallyprocess properly and thus will CREATE … some form of reason about the …. Vibrations … and thus create VIRTUAL MEMEORY .
In light of this experiment, Roure suggested that metal imagery may help in the construction of schema which can be reproduced, without thinking, in actual practice (Roure, 99-108).
Creating functional memeory pathways comparable LIVED MEMORY pathways …

So I say to my friend ..it does not matter if it is REAL or not ….. and the continued effort in justifaction is more about how you look in the EYES of others 2nd than ,,how well your life is your own HAPPY HAPPY …. If the evidence trail of your life does not support the PROBLEM AT HAND ….. you yes from a meta state could have tapped into UN –IMPOSSIBLELITY who am I to limit toa …
But honeslty your I betcha the all to common probem of GIRLS in asexuall manipulated society which actually almost all human hierachial societys … possibility of childhood sexual abuse …sure …but I want ot lead this some where SOLUTION ORIENTED beyond the simple solution to yu rday to day …. That actuall is pretty easy , accept it as a FACT no longer question it ,,, now leave it alone do not need to live the life of VICTUM because that realy is not fun … but what happens to all to many women who live the recommendations of the book on this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html they create a new self esteem thru being the VICTUM … and forever more daily beat the drum of NEGATIVE ATTRACTION . … you have free choice what you put your focus on ….. I have a SLEW of triggers .. from smells to sounds to languauges to personalitys ..to many movie themes that it is joke how much I screen my movies …BUT I LIKE MY LIFE ENOUGH to care more about it than what any one may say , fuck you ..but I do not WANT to watch that .. you enjoy it ,, I’ll go fishing . free choice … and some would say that this is avoidance of the PTSD ..but luckly this is the recommendation fo the only therapist who fucking helped …. All the rest kept me just in a trapp of recycled DISCOMFORT . I have enjoyed much more the decades of living I have had over the couple of years of their programs … YOU HAVE FREE CHOICE to avoid ..triggering and if you do get TRIGGERED , then let yourself FUCKING FEEL IT ,,, GRIEVE ! .. take the rest of the day off ..till such time you get a handle on the triggers because you like living more than … GRIEVING …. In the words of the sage …GET HAPPY

Ok but ..that is BANDAID SHIT ..to me now … I ammore into the Enstien shit ,,, we can not solve a problem using the thinking that created …… I willnot fix the problem but atleast I can put my 2 cents worth in …

The human mind isvery creative .. a young mind exposed to EVENTS beyond its ablity to COMPAREitvy process , in tis confusion will create an IT … and if the emotions were strong enough many dntrites will be formed linking the vent to a host of stimuli that was there at the same time …. Later on as new events that relted to the IT come about ,, the brain uses this new info stream to make sense of the past event .

SEX …. http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html
Sexuality in infants and toddlers—Children are sexual even before birth. Males can have erections while still in the uterus, and some boys are born with an erection. Infants touch and rub their genitals because it provides pleasure. Little boys and girls can experience orgasm from masturbation although boys will not ejaculate until puberty. By about age two, children know their own gender. They are aware of differences in the genitals of males and females and in how males and females urinate.

Sexuality in children ages three to seven—Preschool children are interested in everything about their world, including sexuality. They may practice urinating in different positions. They are highly affectionate and enjoy hugging other children and adults. They begin to be more social and may imitate adult social and sexual behaviors, such as holding hands and kissing. Many young children play "doctor" during this stage, looking at other children's genitals and showing theirs. This is normal curiosity

Normal … yet , if you were exposed to some WHACKO who responded to yours … self exploration or maybe that of another child you were around in an EMTIONAL OF VOILENT WAY the young confused mind over time will correlate the event in its own way … very possibly in correctly … … maybe IT happened at Sunday school or day care or your granparents or you rpaents … this if exstreme enough and these SEX PHOBES are way fucking extreme ( Uganda is going to make the death penalty for being gay or leasiban BOYCOTT UGANDAIN products and companys that do business with UGANDA ) buy Colombian coffee …. Something as simples as an etreme PRUDE over time the mind correlates FAULTY DATA into virtual memeory that is as STRONG if not stronger tha actuall lived memory ….

Thus young miss …your confusion ,, there seems to not be any verifiable eveidece trail of sexual abuse history in the family yet ..there are THOUGTHS ABOUT SEXUAL abuse issues ..the young brain ties many thoughts together in some form of logic based upon ideas encountered over time … sexual ideas or stresses or informations or judgements correlted alone in a YOUNG MIND …. Confused and represeed about sexuality … . All the fear based teaching going on about a very SERIUS issue that does touch … way to large a percentage of the population nad still may have touched you directly but is deeply suppressed and coming out in BYTES AND PIECES .. ….. it does not matter the TRUTH exceptin the TRUTH about the functionality of LIVING A …… HAPPY HAPPY …. Instead pain and feeding the $$$ of the mental health sytem and drug companies for fucking ever …

IT HAPPENED …. In the mind it HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED … as sure as lived it HAPPENED ….. now even if you found the MAGIC KEY of evidence you will some day have to deal….. compartimentalize the ….IT …. It happened . done over not you … just and event ..not you ..for to drag the cat around and be the victum is NO FUN …. Keep it in a galss box where you can see it , accept it , and GREIVE OVER it ..and if triggered to do that take time to greive … and in a shorti time months or 10% of the years lived … it will become a NON issue … like a scar on your legg There but who cares . that is all 2nd mind shit and they do not create happiness in my mind I DO THAT BY MY FREE CHOICE of what I will focus on NOW ,, BE THAT OLD SHIT or that bird in a tree …. ( it happened what I survied makes stronger )

Look we all sweat ……. You can argue with the sun …but you will get no where .

Ahh now to offer humanity a chice to view society differently .. act indivually and DREAM GLOBALLY http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

leaving pussy

Leaving pussy

Ok no it is NOT all bad there is GREAT and wonderful examples of living all around , BUT WHY IS IT NOT? POSSIBLE TO HAVE ALL THOSE EXAMPLES of wonderful living while living in a different ..method ,too? http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html iam no the LIMITING 1 I am the expansive 1 another of many other expansive 1’s , where your constant attempts to limit expansion is like a MENTAL PRISION . that you live and want to enprison others there with you …. I leave you young miss …. Creativity means you can KEEP the core of what is important and shed that which is realy a poisin …….. honestly feel your fear about YOUR LOOKS the next time you are stressing over getting ready to go OUT . and tell me true how do you thik that activity will play out as the years stroll on …..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/How_many_angels_can_dance_on_the_head_of_a_pin%3F

ahh the confuse and conquer manifested in so many ways … scholasticism …does the endless debate FEEL GOOD ? does it help grow any of my fruit trees or does it just keep me in trap where by I am DEPENDANT ON THE SYTEM for my personel up keep …thus slave to the HIVE …. Even the priests of the ivory tower were realy slaves to the THING they created and sustained … just a bunch of pin heads ..it is not about the details it is about the braoder concepts and eviendece trails .

Exodus means leaving …ahh the confuse and conquer ,,, the voice of the sage ,,tells that the stream of guidance coming from the CONFUSION will lead to just more of the same ..so as I was scanning some more PHAORH shit a line of data suggesting Questions about dating of Hebrew history and eygptian historyyears …. Came about

I can get caught up in alife time of questioning and RE-questioning things , when in reality is ,,5000 PLUS OR MINUS of mind fuck is enough ,w hether this was that or that was this , is UN IMPORTANT …. The evidence trail surrounding meNOW is what is IMPORTATN , and of that of friends and family I have DIRECT contact with during my life tells me things are fucked up ….. and why ? confuse and conquer ,,divided attention … bring confusion . the tool of the trap . and the trap is what is important , for if you or I get confused enough we willjust fucking give up …… and succumb to 1 more generation of slavery . RELATIONSHIP stess guys feeling and thnking that making more $ is what is needed women wishing for th passion fo the beginning fo the relationship and wondering where it went …he blames her for his feeling of needing to become a millionaire to maker her happy and she blames him for herself no longer feeling as sexy to him ….and they all get further and further remeoved from themselves worrying about what is in the 2nd mind of the other ….and living up to images of what they see around them which is the ……pretty painted outside of houses called feelow humans and then we find …..the dirt in the homes as scandal and relationship finnaly fail ….now that would not be so important except that …it keeps happening over and over ..so often in becomes over whelming and we forget the evidence trail in a CUMULATIVE way ..

For if we realy did keep that CUMULATIVE MIND SET we would ring our own ALARM belll . realize the evidence trail as part of their own personel life style choices in their http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

So I will RECIND my statement about fucking fact about any dating or mypersonel acceptances of THOERY regarding amenhotep4 …. My opinion is un changed , but that is mine ,, my data trail I happen to like that supports the theory of life that feels GOOD ..BETTER MORE LIKE RELIEF AND UNDERSTANDING FOR ME … and well me is all that realy does count for me …. I will open the door to who ever is around and only hope that the amount of the door I open is useful for that person entering …. If they needed it opened more well it was not from my lack of giving my best effort ..so they are free to take the aid I give and add to it ,,,so they TOO can have relief . and feel better … information about alternatives …..

Zhuangzi and most other voices of the sage descrie in their core teaching the GOODNESS of man and the confusion of governments and control interests , I have seen that in my life it self … so the real life evidence trail supports the idea that CONFUSE AND CONQUER does happen …. So when I find the tree is in the way of my cast … I can fight with it or cast under it … when it is reaining I can wear a rain coat or go out and fight with clouds … I can observe the WHAT IS and find create solutions or get trapeed and wet …. And frustrated in the endless ages of confusion .

Make a decision of what you want, give your attention there, find the feeling place of it -- and you're there instantly. There is no reason for you to suffer or struggle your way to or through anything.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Kansas City, MO on Sunday, August 29th, 1999
Your masturbation time is a great ..hands on example of the core about which the sage referes ……. The virtual or mental expreince will bring you in an instant into the FEELING place …. Real experience of …ATOMIC structure is not IMPORTATN , for life is not there ,,it is in the perception of the data gathered thru the sensory mechaincsms of bio mechanics …. When that data is crunched and put into terms of memeory comparision , then events have COMAPRIOSN POINTS OF …WANTED AND UNWANTED …. Activity or experiences COMMON will have instantous Perjorative decisions about the FEELING palce … good relief enjoyment or bad stress . worry doubt …
You have free choice to think ,,, about anything you can stay focused on a life experience of ATOMS which sucks or drift off into a dream fo BETTER ….. yet if the core programming has developed and EXPECATTION that returning from the dream back to reality will suck …. Well that sucks … and that to though is a free choice to learn to re-create ..the SUCKY ISSUES …. Into oppurutunity to experience which have less BAGGEGE of expectation … built upon foundations of hope …. Leaving behind core stress factors …NOT THE SMYPTOM issues … that are causing pains over and over but ..digging Beneath it ….. and pouring out HTINKING OF A NEW FOUNDATION …

Thursday, December 10, 2009

diet pussy

Radish greens and pussy

Ahhh what does PHIL want ..well radish greens and pussy are 2 things PHIL LIKES … raw foods both ……. So many chicks are into dieting and yet the idea that activity plus growing the greens sutff they eat just semms UN NATURAL . when it is acutallythe most natural … it is fashionable now to drink activa a PROBIOTIC ,,,to put back what was once natural …. So now we have PRE-BIOTICS … again some COMPANY is making that cash selling you the sutff they took out of the processed foods they sold you in the first place …… stuff on which the bacteria we naturally live in haromnoius balance … the stuff they needed to naturally live in and help the human orgaism be healthy … PROBIOTICS .

Confuse and conquer ….. create the problem then sell you the solution …. The emporoer requested to meet with Zhaunagzi http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ,, to ask him how he could learn to use the power of Tao to better HELP the people …. And zhauangzi said it is you’all and your help that is hurting the people leave them alone and they will return to their nature and be just fine …. But there is no WORSHIP in tht for rulers or priests ….. the whole idea that we think it is natural this Hierarchy of witch doctor priest pharohs kings and shit that we call the naturalist the instinctualist an ANARCHIST … but BROADER view ..thinking outside of the HTOGUHTS THAT CREATED THE PROBLEM … you view the NATURE OF HUMANITY different NOT CHIMP ….. but most probably like our cock shows ..the acorn head on a shaft ( the length of the shaft ..unatural bred ..ike big tits have been unnaturally bred ) http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html braoder stream of info ..even to the thickness of our sperm as it reltes to sperm competiveness of the INSTINCUTAL MATING FAMILY UNIT … not chimp or bonobbo which both are complex city form with HIERARCHYNESS …. ( and blood lust )
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuangzi
According to Murray Rothbard, Zhuangzi was "perhaps the world's first anarchist"; Zhuangzi said, the world "does not need governing; in fact it should not be governed," and, "Good order results spontaneously when things are let alone." Zhuangzi was the first to work out the idea of spontaneous order, before Proudhon and Hayek.[2]
Look if a speices is BAD ..then it will kill itself off …… a ceratin percentage of birth.defected members who act out in way BAD …ussally do not get picked for mating purposes ..and their DNA CEASES … or straight up they get OFF’D because of their stupidity . …leave us alone PHAROH …. Is the best help . but there ain’t no profit int hat for the FUNCTIOANL SOCIOPATH expression allowed to live becaue of the FEAR OF DEATH ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html everyone dies even JESUS hd to die first ….. so get that thru your head ..and get rid of the FEAR and start to live what you do HAVE NOW . and you will find you NATURALLY open doors for people ….. nice …. Unless stressed and confused …then you exhibit the symptoms of the effects of manipulation http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
1. resistance , defiance , rebellion , negativism
2. resentment , anger , hostility
3. aggression , retaliation , striking back
4. lying ,( “I’ll be home late got loads of work say good night to the kids for me “ you told your wife … “hi sally I ‘ll see you in about 10 minutes wear nothing at all ,,,,,”
5. blaming , ( is after solution building could not happen )
6. dominating , bossing , bullying ( wife beating , bashing your favorite truck with big metal sticks )
7. needing to win , hating to lose ( with your friends you are able to build compromises about where to go fishing , after a while not with your wife can you any longer compromise )
8. forming alliances , organizing against
9. submission , obedience , compliance ( giving the fuck up and investing your money in Budweiser )
10. courting Favor ( begging )
11. conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new
12. withdrawing , escaping , fantasying , regression
one who is connected with source does not display the above …

ONE CONNECTED TO SOURCE HAS NO disease …… ? HUH ? that is to braod a statement ..only for the mind fucked over advertised brain who has been trained to THINK as the PROFIT SYSTEM wants them to …. But think for your self … when you are happy living in passion you are UNSTOPPABLE . even if you got sick your EXCITEMENT for living will over ride any sysmpton and soon any possible is-ease IS FORGETTEN andyou got better faster than normal …


Think globally act locally and how can it be more local that at home ,,, … fuck the $ fuck the $ fuck the $ … go way beyond the TRAP of living within the mind fuck . to living withint he NATURALDESIGN BEFORE THE …time of pharoh …. The OP is still there in the growth of a radish green ,,,, wha a Radish green ? fuck the grens are better than the root … young they contain about a 23% whole proteien putting them in line with soya only a few percent less than chicken … now add some sunflower earth grown sprouts and you get a whole protein more complex than MEAT … and at higher percentages than groddy dead animal flesh ,,ahh but remember PHIL likes to kill his own food … in fact was a wild foods harvester of meat for aliving for many years … http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html but hey remember I love meat so …. http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html CLICK ON THE naked CHICK …

SO FREE I CAN CHOOSE ….. over and over and over ..it is NOT ABOUT total separation from economy but , the hands on ablity of KNOWING life is REALY in your hands provided free by nature ..that gives a freedom to yur interaction afterwards with Economy ,, you are NO LONGER SLAVE … but master . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html having a base feeling of control so that you interact from a postion of CHOICE instead of HAVE TO’s

It is not about SUFFERING while everyone has real cool shit ….. no no no .. go chase the real cool shit from the position of NOT NEEDING ANY OF IT but wanting it because wanting makes you feel GOOD … alignment with source ,,not chasing the position in hierarchy ….. but chasing real good tasting bananas ? ( to put things into ancient pre PHAROH MOTIVES … pre your position in the EYES OF 2ND MIND … how you look in the HIERACHY . )
http://www.instinctualism.org/free_gasoline.html once you have a sense of control freedom to act and live outside of the need to been SEEN by others as living up to the GROUP expectation , living outside of 2nd mind ….. once you can see the bike kit as FREEDOM not follishness …. Then any re-entry into econmy is done from the PLACE OF WANTING … not NEEDING …

The joyous place you may be standing is temporary, and the abhorrent place that you may be standing is temporary. Your now reality is only a temporary, momentary culmination of what youve been thinking about.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Dallas, TX on Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
The sages have been repeating for years the only real constant hing is CHANGE … expansion of in fi nity …. The possible combinations .. each unique born of things like new DNA assemblage baby ,, each unique born of the combination of STATIC EGG form mommy and the daily changing DNA expression of fresh sperm from daddy … gives rise to a slightly changed DAN bio machine which will then perceive IT’S EXPREINCE SLIGHTLY DIFFEREENTLY AND THU CREATE NEW OPPURUTUNITY FOR CLAIFLYING wants AS IT RELATES THE THE 1 BIO MACHINE AND USER OF IT … contrast stimulates the expansion of TAO EXPERINCE ..of data … lived .. ,,the wanted steming from experience of unwanted …. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html
freedom comes ..from a level or real control over baisis aspects of maslow … I have had a million dollars of VIRTUAL LOSES over the years as paper profits rose and fell due to econimcs or acts of god ( huriicane Andrew for 1 ) and law suits … but everyday around 12 noon ..reality ICKS in and I am HUNGRY ..that is reality .. DOLLARS with PHAROH concept images printed on them ,, have value only when other bELIEVE they do … my plants throught out my yard that have been feeding me now for over 1 years , KNOW nothing about Pharoh …. It s a sense of freedom that dollars can not buy . ( ohhhyeah but what about taxes …. Never ending mind fucking and fear on your part … 300 bucks a year tax bite for 5 acres zoned AG ..is a nothing issue ..that is 1 hemp bracelet tied per day ,, 10 minutes then sold yearly to awholsler ,,but again this is EXPREME …. Separation idea , I am not about that … I am having the HANDS on experience then FREE to choose to chase the Golden carrot ..FREE of need of the golden carrot )

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

2 pussys to 1

2 pussys to1

and only 15 years ago it was 3 males to 1 pussy but I will explain that in aminute first on to PARTYTIME !!! I have not given SKINDRED their props http://www.skindred.com/ Benji and band made us get out of WET doldrums and fucking BOUNCE … it was a wet crowd huddled under garabage bags I had to realy work the crowd to fill the shirt with signatures not norm at all . but … benji got us bouncing … and I dug how he comented ..go ahead fuckers and ripp my music off for free you cannot get this one the Web … let me see you bounce …and we did ….. that chick that got me pissed when she THREATENED not to make more ART if people did not PAY for the recorded image of her …. Well fuck you … there was a history or ART before you during you and will be long after you … just like I am not IMPORTANT .. as a baitman or window washer or stimulator of yur thinking … except to those who enjoy what ever art ..is being expressed in the NOW …. Of me . and tomorrow as today will be another good day to whistle and xpression of art ( not great but enjoyed by others thru my happiness they feel better and soemtinmes someone even catches a tune ..wonder wall , I must have been dong pretty good and they must have a good knowledge of alternative music , most cool )

now for the rest of the show , Matisyahu ..very cool to hear him live finnaly I support his expression … but again , it is the SAME OLD repeatition of PAIN yes we know we are all SICK OF ..WAR of pain of confusion …BUT WHY DO WE HAVE IT? It is from the understanding of the UNWANTED we can build plausible solutions based on RELAVENT concepts . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

we are DNA animals still ,,, like the teacup poodle is relted to the great DANE …. I am related to that HOMIND fossil dating back 13 million years founding the Europes . but for 5K years things have been getting fucked up … we lived 12,995,000 years without pharoh .. god/king … lack fear based economy of flashing metal gold … 5k out of 13 million to put in terms of your 20 some odd years young master is like the last 15 fucking minutes of your entire life ,,, ..15 minutes or 5K years is nothing … but we sure have allowed it to be SOMETHING , so bad we sing song after fucking song and write book after fucking book and rap after rap and poems after poem of PAIN ….. asking WHA THE FUCK IS GOIN ON …. ?

how can we still EAT THEIR LINE OF SHIT …… the PHAROH incarnations be them churches of corporations ( the benovlent rulers ) …. 5000 years ago … mothers of Eygpt were taught to spread an OPIATE concontion on their nipples to sooth their crying babys …. And very quickly the DRUG ADDICT was born slave to pharoh …. WILL WORK FOR DOPE ….

Toady ,,, count ‘em .1 , 2, 3, 4, OPIATE USER by age 12 … is easy available , easy to washout of the sytem in case of drug tests , does not sink up their clothes …. 1 in 5 admits to be atleast amonthly user 9 monthy user so what? Well that is never the end for the OPIUM LOVER … just the steping stone of getting a TASTE FOR IT … 15 years ago it was 3 males to every female using opium based drugs since well ,it was a dirty business , I remember watchin friends , un bend their works , and sharpen them up on the side walks jonesing …and today it is 2 GIRLS to every guy ..who is getting hooked on opium ….. and now the BENEVOLET PHARIMICUTEL GIANTS . have made it clean and easy ..and very profitable … …. Kids can Steal a beer of two from home is easy ( alocohol being the TRUE GATEWAY DRUG ) , and add a ¼TAB crushed .. and they got a good teen buzz going on their way to AQUIRING A TASTE FOR THE ESCAPE …. . 100 yearsa ago ..BAYER PHARMICUTELS major interantion company even today , was giving away for FREE heroIn .. they knew forM history how addictive opiates were and …. So who cares PROFITS is what is important $$$$ THE LUNACY OF SAYING THAT USING ONE FORM OF OPIATE TO COMBAT THE ADICTION TO ANOTHER FORM OF OPIATE WAS progress ..for the profits of BAYER ..YES … oooh some republican and I were talking Afganistan .. and he was like who cares if they grow poppy or food …. Europe is the main consumer of heroin anyway , WRONG AGAIN DIPSHIT …. From legal or illegal ( blood poppy like blood diamonds get into the sytem all the time so does any opium source get cleaned up and into the mainstream profitable supply line … we buy TALIBAN OPIUM …AND AL QEUIDA OIL osa bin laden is direct newphew like kin. To the saudie royal family and then we go to war with them fighting the bullets and bombs we PAID FOR with our stupidity of trusting ..benovlence ) 90% of the whole world opiate production is used by ….AMERICANS ….. ( stats fromyour own right wing online media ) our current drug roxies etc , are semi artifiacl they still depend on ….NATURE ..the gift actually of the GOD/KING …. Who found it useful in mind fucking soldiers into fighting ..slaves in to working themselves to death …. Etc etc etc .. still some 5000 years later …. We throw the rock into the air…

The MYTH of the benovelnt ruler ..god , church , corpartion ,,is the ART of the SPIN DOCTORS the sotry tellers … the ADVERTISERS ….. FAIRY TALES ….

Your free choice young master . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html 1 more free choice ,,, a place to explore WORDS ..unlit candles ….


Taking ones own life SUICIDE the action in CONTRA to the instinct to live . becaue of the overwhelming UN-UNDER-STANDABLITY … OF CONDITIONS YOU FIND YOURSELF IN . ……. And Is not getting WAHCKED on blueberries … not also taking one’s own life ..just over an extended period …. What the fuck is goin on . ever wonder? You can not find a solution using the thinking that created the problem … core CONFUSION …. One of the most core confusions is ..INSTINCTUALS EUXAULA MANIPULATION .. swhihch has it’s history stemming back again to th PAHROH TIMES . Amenhotep4… I use as an example because his power grab shws the evidence trail of the HIERACHYS KNOWLEDGE and use of the mind fuck on humanity … HE IS UN IMPORATNT ,, his mom the amipulation of EVE ..the growth of the LOVE STORY the soul mate ideal … ..the skill of politics of the age these are the important aspects .

Now OPIUM ,, or morhine simulate the DRUG OF SEX ..endorphines … the high of love ….. and once the addict uses that and becomes addicted sex is un needed for the drug is easier than LOVE …. And the drug can be some what conroled by PHAROH … even though poppy grew like weeds , you still had to be FREE ENOUGH to have land of your own to grow the poppy … for personel use or PROFIT .

(SIDE TRACK ….if someone from china said a word that sounds like Cool , and I said cool , sure they most probably do not mean the same thing ..but if some one from FLORIDA SAYS COOL and some one from south Carolina says cool most likely it means about the same , expecially if it is used in terms of the same activity ….. AMEN … for Hebrew or chriatin refers to the God of Amen as written in the book of Issaih ….. hey a 1000 years before Hebrew hsitoryical evidience … a few 100 miles away the eygptians were calling the TRUE ( thruth ) god by the same name …AMEN .. hmmm

But they were totally different people and totally different language ( yeah like the people from florida and so. Carolina are totally fucking different ) ,,, apples and oranges your preacher will tell you …confuse and conquer ….. I am the 1 trying to confuse you your SHEPARD will tell you …. his sheep one of his flock given by god for him to protect from ideas other than what ..has been given by the god of Amen … god of amen as in the book issiah. And Amen just so happens to be the first name of PHAROH ..the god/king form where the MYTH WAS BORN ..flwoing the god/king intoa n after life to worship , finnaly free of slavery … evil ,, the EVIL born out of the GREED of the GIVER of the promise of HEAVEN ? is this fucke dup or what ,, TRUST ME =TRUST ME SAYS THE THIEF … the EVIL OF MANKIND is born in myth only if you do not serve god… slave in this life work and toil for pharoh concept . that is the EVIL … nothing else . ) you can not solve a problem living in the same thinking that created it ,, the use of the same dentrite pathways….

So again think for yourself about the complexity of the MIND FUCKING YOU HAD BEEN BORN INOT that your mom and dad realy did not understand that most reigousleaders did not understand just accepted their part of it ,,, that only the most otp level players realy understood about politics and employee and customer base issues about ECOMINC THOERY ,, UNSPOKEN ideas of historical concepts never talked about OUT LOUD for to to do would mean …. Conspiracy ….. AND IS BAD . but eh allowing of the same old same old to Exisist and to PROFIT FORM it ..is OK .

And then isntincutalism which is calling you to think foryurself about the VARIED aspects fo life and free choice ,,of working within the sytem to BUY YOUR FREEDOM http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html . then teaching the next generation …form a new set point of expansion . and the voive of the sage that will be heard thru that ..TRANSLATOR in ages to come ..will be marvelous … the first few monkey of the 100 monkey concept … who will they be?.

If I lived under a rock I would not hear any problems of others … but since I do not and since I am 1 who does hold the door open for total strangers ….. like you do … I give a lil’ shit ( not enough to cause myself any real stress over you but a lil shit ) and in hopes of in some lil way ending your bitching I put forth … solution vibrations …. HOPE FEELS BETTER than giving up . ….. vibrational offereing …

You cannot be separated from that which you are calling God… People hear us say, "Reach for the thought that feels the best." And they think, "Oh no, I need to listen to what God wants." But aren't we talking about the same thing? Aren't your emotions guiding you to that Connection? And doesn't the word God just set you off on all kinds of tangents that don't have anything to do with your relationship with that which is this Eternal Energy of Love that is your Source?
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Chicago, IL on Saturday, September 18th, 2004
The word tool of GOD was created for PROFIT reasons ,,just look back to the history of AMENHOTEP4 that is why he and his concepts were erased , he messed up the econimc system …of GODS …. On 1 side of the churches mouth they talk about the ungraven image of GOD on the other side they talk about the HUMAN – NESS of that un graven image …. Confuse and conquer ,,1st confuse you then sell you relief form the confusion they created …
Group dynamics of chanting of singng , of meeting in HOPE AND PRAYER …. For the end of suffering …… promote feeling good ….. that is connecting with source feeling good is connection with source the moving towards expansion and possibility …. Yet on the other side of the mouth of the THOUGHT FORM ORGANIZATION of church which NEEDS $$$$$ …they create strife and wars … and separations , and fears . the confusion . a complex mind fuck passed down age after age , till we no longer recognized it .
The orginal core of religions is the voice of the ancient sage INSTINCTUAL to all NON HIERACHIAL aboriginal tribes ..the universal connected feeling with the earth , sky and water and all life ,,, the time before the WITCH DOCTORS AND THEIR FANCY FEATHERS and hierachiacl displays … and magic use of herbs ..DRUGS .

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

pussy will stretch for fisitng

Pussy stretch for fisting ….

That is logical right young master I mean other wise she would not be able to enjoy a fingering after having a baby ,, her pussy stretches and then returns to a tightness where evena finger can give her pleasure ..so why do you want A big cock … DO MEN HAVE PENIS ENVY ?dumb question huh? Of course guys have penis envy … actually this is the CHIMP MANIFESTATION not a gorilla manifestation http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html … and chimpa manipulation of MATE PROTECTION or the genissi of the 1 on 1 realtionship form ..yet we also have historical trail of poligmy much more wide spread and functional … only the 1on 1 cultures become CONTROL AND CONQUER salve eoconomys . http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html great article of history of the ILLEGALIZATION OF POLIGAMY IN AMERICA .

SO I ask youn miss when or if you had a guy who realy seems to LUST after BIG tits or ass , I mean to the point telling strainght I wish you had bigger tits or a rounder ass , HWO DO YOU FEEL ? young miss is confronted by A BALANT straight forward thing like that do you FEEL GOOD? Worthy ? ..attractive?.... or will you or do you always have a HIDDEN feelng while being with that guy that he does not ..find you to best ENOUGH? Him saying that is like you …….

So when you have him fuck you with a dildoe that is bigger than his cock and you CUMMM with that … and you KNOW ..that all males have penis ENVY ..how can your RESPONSE to the bigger cock/dildoe . with maybe even a WILDER OR STRONGER THAN NORMAL CUMMING . be of any benift to the male you say you care about ,,YOU TRASHED HIM … and each and every fuck and cumm after wards is a LIE deep in his mind which saw the vidence trail of your RESPONSE to the bigger than his cock WHATEVER in your cunt . ( actually I re visiting the VISION BOARD http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html I CREATED the er changing position of the WANTS PROJECTED INOT SOURCE ,,, IN THAT VISON BOARD I HAD YET TO CONSIDER ..ADOBE http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html ) ..each and every fuck everyday form then on …he is SUB C’ing repeating the evidence trail he experienced himself … hE repeating to himself LIEING BITCH CUNT WHORE , but SHE the only pussy I got right now so I better be ahppy with what I got I AM JUST A BEGGAR …. ANY WAY lucky to have any pussy .. if not her I would have to buy $$ slut pussy or jack off …. Yes baby no baby ilove you baby … what ever needs to be said to keep things going some what ok … just living thr training of a life time of lieing and being lied to …. By everyone about everything . ! whether they KNOW about their own lies or not is not IMPORATANT to source inside of you who FEELS THE INCONGRUITY OF LIFE …

What a confused life we humans have created for ourselves complexity upon complexity ……. Steming from age old mind fucks and confusion. All my PAHROH SHIT doe stie in .

What you hate ,,believe me he willhate too . your vibrator is his comptetor ,, the FISTING HE FOUND YOU DOING WITH YOUR GIRLFIREND , HE is in competition with …. And no amount of YOUR WORDS will change the INTUITION , the evidence trails of data observed … in fact your words become STREAM OF LIES …. Only discrediting more and more witheach and every complement he hates you more … just another woman lieing to me again ….

Just another guy lieing tome again …. IT IS THE CHICKEN AND THE EGG .. who did it to who first inour pasts do NOT MATTER ,, it is the next CLEAN SLATE … you have the chance to KEEP CLEAN …. And not pollutute with the history of ADAM AND EVE ..if he is a dumb fuck and tells you he like chicks with big titis .. well that is the same asy you ,,so move on ,, if you have the guy who never COMPARES YOU fuck you with things he WILL COMPARE HIMSELF WITH ! …. You are the DUMB FUCK ! . and he should move on to find a better chick but that is hard for MEN ARE BEGGARS OF SEX http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html . begg and hope to get LUCKY then buy diamonds or pay hookers … confusion … it keeps us OCCUPIED and out of PHAROHS HAIR .

Now how is a harem family supposed to be a part of the answer to complex issues , well in that it is returning to the instinctual relatioanhsip form ,,, a form where men does no beg and when the FREE girl wants she interacts … in that the male is no longer MANIPULATED he is not focused on the tools of manipulation …always EYEING other women … he himself is understanding of his upbringing and has choosen lie style by free choice to not thru ….expectations of social structures to live within confines created by that society . we are talking way basic differences in the people involved . understanding their own WANTS , thru their past experiences of UNWANTED . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html

The subject of money is really two subjects: (1) money, plenty of money, and (2) absence of money, not nearly enough money. Often people assume that because they are speaking the words "I want more money," they are speaking positively about money. When you are feeling fear or discomfort as you speak, you are not speaking of the subject of money, you are speaking of the subject of not enough money. And the difference is very important, because the first statement brings money and the second holds it away.

--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the book "Money and the Law of Attraction: Learning to Attract Health, Wealth & Happiness"
Pussy , money , freedom ..whatever ,,,, the UNDERNEATH vibration OF EXPECTATION is the vibration or thinking that is goiong out into the ALL POSSIBLE from which you will then extract more of the same from available experiences ….

There is much more happening around you then what you extract or FOCUS UPON in fact our brain is FILTER .. allowing about 2 gigs of data to be FOCUSED UPON at any one =time … currently around you there is always much much more thing happening but your brain filters that out , to be in ACCORD with the thoughts you have about the world … usefull to your current experience … the filter is BELIEF that is one way of putting it , and belief is a LEARNED …program basis . trained inot you from birth that you can change over time

But it is like the old saying sleep with pigs and wake smelling like shit …. It is hard to get CLEAN WHEN YOU ARE IVING IN THAT WORLD , you wwash your thinking but everyone around living in their NEGATIVE shit keep slashing their NEGATIVITY BACK UPON YOU .. and so you are constantly WASHIN WASHING WASHING . thinking to yourself I can not leave until I am clean ..WELL LIVING WITH THE PIGS ..IT WI be virtually impossible to ever get clean ….. that is where a concept like http://www.instinctualism.org/time_for_peace.html is important plus having the game plan for after the time ..also prepped …but the MIND FUCK WANTS TO KEEP YOU IN $$$$ stress so you believe you can not take the time …. That is where some Pprep WORK is important . after leaving the pigs …. Just let yourself BREATH and let the brain adjust and strngthe new memeory dentrite pathways …. And then the filter will change to .
U.S. Climate Change Plan Is Idea Rich, Cash Poor
The United States has all the tools it needs to replace its old coal system — except money.
We have enough $$$ to spendon the endless wars of man kind …. Tillions of $$$ there. What do the people of that other country want not the leaders or business people who are bringing prosperity to the country ( in American terms reality just another econic salvery form ) ..what do REAL individual humans want ? ……. Ahh but that is un important maintining the mind fuck is what is important for to free the slaves there would mean people back home would want the same freedoms and PHAROH WOLD LOSE his working class? Wrong ,,, we like to work we like to create , people who build cars on an assembly line enjoy being part of the process ..we lke interacting in economic ways … a cahs driven socialism drains human SPIRIT since the human actuall I DEPENDANT STILL ON THE …HIVE …individual freedom and self direction and life style ..have a different basis that INDUSTIALISTs …. Fear …. An im proper fear realy . people like to interact and need ENTREPENUERS to form the companies so that they can foucs on CREATION instead of management .

Monday, December 7, 2009

thrilled pussy

A thrilled pussy
( bake sale rocked , wet but fun ..see you next year ! )

What rings your bells , what has your dreams gone inot because the level of your experience of other fansty has beeen ALMOST SO real that the brain ahs accepted the realness as a now the brain actually created experience memeory dentrites similar to if you had lived real life …. PORN PORN PORN to the point your brain believes you lived it ..a FORM OF DNA memeory not consiuolsy lived memeory , differences between dream ememory and the totall ality of the BIO MACHINE TO FILTER DATA.. we only use 2 gigs of perscpection for activie living. …. So that you had to expand into even greater FANSATY to keep the URGE the flow of energy and passion , flowing going going out into even move levels of FANSSTY . to keep life worth living and striving for , because we are expansion Beings … if we stop we wither get despressed and die slow.
This paper reports initial findings from a randomized controlled trial conducted on 9 subjects to investigate the effect of two mental training programs (a mindfulness meditation and learning to play a guitar) on their BCI performance. After 4 weeks of intervention, results show that subjects who had undergone a program of mindfulness meditation improved their BCI performance scores significantly compared to a no-treatment control group. Subjects who were learning to play a guitar also improved their BCI performance scores but not as much as the meditation group. http://www.springerlink.com/content/e253p345n0320361/

Doing it in the mind was actually more real for the brain that the HANDS ON practice . for hands on brought withit the expreince of FALURE , that MASTRUBATION DOES NOT ! he is always the best lover possible in your mind … and for you yong master she never says nO in your mind and always responds with good loud orgasims in your mind but that does not happen ALL WAYS in reality …

So what is happening is htat you BOUNCE off of mental expreince to further more abstract mental experiences sometimes without fully , EXPERINCING THE ..PYSHICHAL manifestation at all . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html you kinds skipped right on by the HERE AND NOW of feeling the wants you had dreamed of ..becuase of the LIVING THRU …. VIRTUAL LIVING TV LIVING .. actually it is excessive stimulation living , beyond the Dan design of the bio machine hey some day humanity amy be ..up to speed with this if we do have the ablity to FEED THE MACHINE ….. the matrix . we are virtually plugged inot ,,, KNOWLEDGE AVAILABLE ON THE INTER –NET is very different from … MASTRUBATION CONTENT … words are not LIVING the are UN LIT cnalde to guide us in the expreince of PYHSICAL LIVING …. When we use the candle ..lite the words and use the guidance available for that candle we have the oppruutinty to SEE ! thru darkeness of IGORNANCE ….

The excess of stimulation beyond the DNA design ..the DAN history the DNA memeory of our BIO MACHINES . leaves us feeling again CONFUSED . for we have wants …. And the thning that it is POSSIBLE but ..since the LEARNING OR LIVING HAD NOT REALY HAPPENED TO THE …BIO MACHINE THERE IS AN .interanl ..inCONGRUITY . this actually is very much the problem with child raising sometimes OVER STIMULATION ,,, in an attempt to live up to the idea that other shave of being a good PARANT AND SHOWING LVOE BY SHOWERING THE young mind with excess STUFF …. Meantal and pyshical . often way beyond their ablity to process the DATA ….

On TV or internet they keep CHANGING aspects of the bachgorund every few seconds to stimulate the ANIMAL instinct ..to be aware of our surroundings , SINCE DEEP IN OUR HISTORY is the the PREY ANIMAL … WE HAD TO BE AWARE OF SURROUNDING CHANGES TO SINGAL WHEN A PREDITOR was hunting us … tst if for yourself on tv shows etc , count the seconds between major camera changes and how this draws your focus back to the screen ..OVER STIMUALITNG THE … FLIGHT OR FIGHT response of the human animal we did not have that msuh …. Changes going on in day to day life recorded in the SURVIAL INSTINCTS of our DNA machines .

We are ….. bio machines and toa users and … mind fucked slaves … and FREE TO CHOICE something different . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

So you can see EVEIDENCE trails showing that DENTRITE FORRRMATION happens jus t in MENTAL EXERCISE …… the same as real living yet you wake up and there is NO ! REALITY ….. AND YOUR FEEL jipped …. Lied to unhappy confused … less than … dperesesed … etcetc etc …. And this continuation of experinceon many subjests fucking sucks … ! your brain expandined due to CLEAR MENATL LIVING but when you get out of the VIRTUAL WORKD AND step into your real workd nono fthe shit is thers and you have to GET ACCUSTIMED to this INCONRUIOSNESS of modern living which is way way beyond the adaptation of the DNA bio machine .

Now on this topic is where the VOICE OF TH SAGE and SHAM ( self help actualization movement ) problem issues of use come in ,,, the sage is correct ,, in the MAGICAL POSSIBLITY OF …TAO … yet we did come here to experience limits .. that too is a GIMMEEE . we came here to experience thru EVOVLING bio macine but that too has QUANTUM AGREEMENT lmits passed from genenration to generation supported by the belief system provided by observationa dn data collection fo the SCIENCES … or the IVORY TOWER … and then ther esi you WHO . IS LEARNING OUTSIDE OF THE …BOX ….. different dentrite pathways of possible being created . …BELIEF nothing happens outside of your belif in its possibility ,,,,, THE CONCEPT OF ….. NAMED ( you can experience a hurricane if it were not named and desciribed 1st other wise you would be the 1 to do the describing and NAMING of ..hurriciane . )

The OVERLOAD .. forces you to shut donw … to give up .. For Public, Climate Change Not A Priority Issue
by Richard Harris http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=121105095
1. resistance , defiance , rebellion , negativism
2. resentment , anger , hostility
3. aggression , retaliation , striking back
4. lying ,( “I’ll be home late got loads of work say good night to the kids for me “ you told your wife … “hi sally I ‘ll see you in about 10 minutes wear nothing at all ,,,,,”
5. blaming , ( is after solution building could not happen )
6. dominating , bossing , bullying ( wife beating , bashing your favorite truck with big metal sticks )
7. needing to win , hating to lose ( with your friends you are able to build compromises about where to go fishing , after a while not with your wife can you any longer compromise )
8. forming alliances , organizing against
9. submission , obedience , compliance ( giving the fuck up and investing your money in Budweiser )
10. courting Favor ( begging )
11. conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new
12. withdrawing , escaping , fantasying , regression
http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
the confuse and conquer ……. There are so many issues in our day to day lives it is only logical to give those which h we belive we have some form of HANDS ON control ..to give them our attention and give up on others . the issues that are hands on? SEX MONEY FAMILY …. And they themselves are complex . Talk radio scientists ….. veruss a world of real scientists …. Sure there is choosing this data and that data going into a OVER VIEW presentation … EVERYONE IS A salesman . the priests class of the ivory tower .

We are not pointing any fingers, because there is no blame or judgment from where we are standing. But we have to say to you that we are all part of all that occurs.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Los Angeles, CA on Sunday, January 31st, 1999
BROADER VIEW …for humanis not the end all to end all of IN FI NITY … we are part of something greater ….the BEINGNESS of the planet itself . http://www.instinctualism.org/book_of_positve_aspects.html .... we are the fire starter and miner … expressing traped solar energy back out to space so Gaia does not get FAT … but there is HEALTY WAYS of doing it … just like any dieting . crash diets can be bad ,,, changes in over all action or life style .. depending on the expression of a 1 in 10,000 type of person who like all people will live in their own best interst , to trust them to act in the best interests of the whole is thru our history ,, is unrealitic ,,those whose rise like that are examples of jus that ,, a 1 in 10,000 almost birth defected soicaopahtic , to the point of a well hidden LIAR and king mentality … that mind feels ITSELF as to be the end all of ALL ..not just a pariticle in a greater whole …BRAODER PRESPCETIVE .. this is just the evidence trail the throwing a rock into the air … solitary leaders are not trust worthy ,,THE BENOVELNT CORPARTION ,,, is not ..
The less tressed you are the more you have …shit under control , the more MIND YOU HAVE LEFT TO watch . these shitheads . so the having of maslow under your hands on , frees us all , the other 9,999 http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

Saturday, December 5, 2009

artist pussy

I wish you a merry bake sale

And a kickin pit if SKINDRED PLAYS 2nd stage ( please god let’em play 2nd stage ..please god let ‘em play 2nd stage Amen … all prayers end with reference to pharoh http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akhenaten ) see you there ? look 4 the balloons come sign the shirt rain or shine
Artist pussy

Who cares more about the cash flow from her ART THAN THE ART ? you do ! http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html your MASLOWS HIERACHY of needs DONE ,,, in harmony withpermaculture and nature ,,you can distrurbute your art for FREE ..or is your GREED BITCH more important ….. EVE ? are you thinking beyond the green stuff in your wallet your won little greddy life and your own GOLD and BMW …no ..fuck that ,,fuck everyone ,,, it is about POWER AND MONEY …. Everything is FREE ……. Actually the cost of housing of food of ENJOYMENT in harmony with nature … LOVE … all free ….. and your music once copyed and pasted down loaded online FREE …… my plants feed not only me but a host a nature who play parts the dynaicms of my current gardens ….. from birds to bugs ,,, my daily 15 minutes of exercise gives us all food and the plants themselves …life to live .. all TAO living equal adventures I am NO BETTER …ohhh neither are you PRINCESS OF PHAROH … …

a picture of me washing windows is not the same as me washing your windows… so you can play music at home ..you can wash windows youself ,,or pay for my service ,,, or a person can pay money to have you play for them … but you want your PIECE OF PAPER to be of value ,,, the picute of me washing windows to thav ehte same value … you freely choose to be worth only your IMAGE … you are paper thin … and now complain . the idea that RECORDINGS of technology … is realty …. Times have changed .

Remember the powers that be have vested interst in MAINTINING things as is ,,, the hidden underground of abuse , hidden in every religion and government , thru CONFUSE AND CONQUER system of OVERWHELMING the population til you can not organize effectively . DIVIDE AND CONQUER , confusion is divided attention . IN EQUALITY is what is important , creating states of lack is the tool of control … no real change or if you do need to maek change to keep the MASSES quiet make sure there is expression of FLAWS running systemeically thru out . the new WAR FARE irragte 3oo miles of subdivisions . and while we had n=out blankets we offer the safety and freedom of the subdividion ,, 300 miles 5 miles on each side ,, sectioned into 10 mile squares .. all ideas wwrtten before and ll based upon BUDGETS already for similar FOR PROFIT PROJECTS . … way cheaper than conventional warfare .

The thought that make you feel MORE HOPEFULL thought that make you feel better are the thoughts that are closing the gap ,,, between the you who is comparing life to life .. and the you who lives in the zone oof ..totla engrossment of the LIVNG instead of a state of comparing what I am living to what I would like to live .

Ahh the voice of the …the history of CONTROL of the mind fuck … the voice of the sage is always around each age ,,there are many voices of the sage ,,MARTIN LUTHER was one of course his translation ..was fuckedbecause of his upbringing … THIS VOICE IS pretty dam good …. ( still polluted ) http://www.youtube.com/user/AbrahamHicks#p/a/u/0/HIlqAHGer8k SATAN AND SANTA …… mans mind fuck of man …. Is it better to JUST GIVE UP , the problem is too complex ? in fact you can get so salve minded that you believe that life is supposed SUCK ..but that is just the dentrite limits created by programming of youth ,, but does it feel good to just give up? ..of does it feel better to cast again and again even if you get stuck in a tree every now and then …. Does giving up feel good ? does it feel OFF? Is ther a lil’ voice in you saying it should not be this way …. Follow that voice … speak up …. The voice of the sage age after age comes from those who let themselves listn . then speak .

How unlimited is INFINITY AND can infifnity become any numbers of BROADER PERSPECTIVES … limited and less limited ,,, in fi nite groupings of … I in I ? who am I to limit the POSSIBLE . PUT A BRICK WALL IN HEAVEN AND LIMIT THE POSSIBLE EXPRESSIONS OF THE unthinkable http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html …. So if Ester translates .. a grouping called Abraham …. Sure why not , =the message ,,the proof is in the taste of the PUDDING , if it sucks then ,,, it sucks , if it streams well ,,, has value has info and clarity ,,, ttastes like good pudding . then it is good pudding . ( unless of course you do not like the taste of that pudding ,,ahh free choice . I am glad there are many flavors of pudding )

http://www.youtube.com/user/AbrahamHicks#p/c/7D95118A7AB7A3CD/0/RTb6mKAwftA we did not come here to continue in the same old mind fuck to move beyond and evolve ..grow expand move towards that which feels better … person to person a message does grow and in it’s growth of your part of that growth … you will feel better as you feel like … like ..like .. you are ABLE ….

The Universe knows all things and is responding to the vibration that you are sending. When you are sending your vibration on purpose, you are orchestrating what the Universe is aligning for you.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Atlanta, GA on Sunday, September 13th, 1998
The universe , it is hard to talk about things with out describing THNG-NESS as something outside of the I-IN-I … of yuou …. But that is part of the playing field , of time space the oppurutunity for the ILLUSION of separation … so we give ,,tao , names like Tao or infinity or the universe the PLAYGROUND realy universe reference to the material quantum expression the ASSEMBALGE … forming and departing faster thant he DATA bundle sensors we have can perceive .
Aligning all possible within the BELIEF’s your dentrite pathways of memeory in brain ALLOW ….. aligning your PREDESPOSING OF …EXTRACTIONS … we can both walk together down the same street and EXTRACT different experiences from the same time/space arena …. This is the benefit of bio machine a limits we want to have for adventure … using a barin that processes 2 gigs per now .. in an arena with in fi nite GIG possibles . ,,the NO’s of http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html so I can extract the preffered aspects I WANT to encounter and you can extract those you are wanting or maybe EXPECTING .. but both are of WANTING even in FAILURE you are settin up a more complex game for yourself ….
( Interesting how the emails got leaked so close to the up worldwide Enviromental meeting next week .. interesting that it comes from the UK … home of BP oil a mjor player in WANTING things to sty the same as long as possible …. Interesting how much grant money that corp doles out the towers of IVORY …keep the CONFUSION GOING .. )