Wednesday, November 25, 2009

solid gold dildoe

Solid gold dildoe

With palieolithic evidence dating back 30 … get this 30 fucking THOUSAND YEARS AGO …. 30,000 years ago of evidence of sex toys made form stone, wood , horn …. Remember today we make some lyrex a form of GLASS AND glass breaks OUCHY PUSSY ! …for the queesn of pahorh times to have madE solid gold didleos is within the realm of possibles… that were probably metlted down right away …. To not INSULT the males, ONLY GOOD POLITICS … do not think any thing you d o today was not done for fuckig 1000’s of years you are nothing special except RE-PLAYERS OF THE SAME OLD SAME OLD … any you will re-live the same old same old wild se x tattoos piercing getting high struggling to get rich, …..throw ing rocks in the air they KEEP FALLING ON OUR HEADS and we wonder why ,,,DUH … we are the god choosen smart ones huh …. ?

Ok where am I going ..of course is to expand you .. get you out of the box …. Living og life It is not about the CASh but the FEELING OF BETTER what are you going to use $$$ for any way to feel better well what is BETTER , that new thing you buy willl make you happy like aDRUG only …. The MALL IS A DRUG …. 5000 years of shopping like EVE … think for yourself … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

So I looked at the familys I know directly my own family … friends , in laws ( I have a lot since I have 3 diviroces and few LTR’s ) so the adds up to 23 familys I maybe missing 1 or 3 …. Out of that 23… 4 are TRUST fund familys …. Now all of those RICH ones they all went thru periods of $$$ stess , 2 decided some years ago to live within the means fo their base income comeing from the trust … and all other diviends or extra work incomes …were HAPPY HAPPY $$$ AND they found finally stablity … 1 added MILLIONS TO HER MILLONS OVER TIME …. Cool and 1 is still s truggling and depressed and medicated …. The other 19 are honeslty doing OK as far as we all consider OK to be , that is on average MAKING ENDS MEET often STESSED but some how making it …. Sometimes not making it and begginf ro help ….. 12 of those 19 realy are STRUGGLING MORE htan making it …..

Really take some time to work out the FACTS of your evidence trail around you DO NOT JUST accept the word of the PHAROH LIE …. The bulsshit … look at the reality you know … JUST MAKING IT IS NOT …..living …that is slavery ! http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html the earthship housing concepts establishing the food forest creating the pond and the whole comfy enivroment is about designing your won TRUST FUND lifestyle …. So $$$$ is for fun .

I dig the words of the SAGE ester hicks , but to sell her stuff she uses the greed urge in people ..i use sex like budwieser does sex sells …. … form a pure state of TOA of quantum reality … $$$ is abundanat sure in conceptual pureity of tao … but if the street were realy paved on GODL and you picked up a bag of this GOLD .and brough ti to the store to buy something the store owner would say . FUCK GOLD WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT WITH GOLD ..THAT SHIT IS WORTHLESS I HAVE TO SWEEP THAT SHIT OUT OF THE DOOR EVERYDAY

A SENSE OF LACK , is needed for the PAHROH ECONOMY to exisit there has to be HAVE AND HAVE NOTS …… the core teaching of the SAGE not the sales team of ESTER HICKS .. is that you want to feel better ..feeling of greater and greater relief ….. AHHH …NATURE AND A NATUREAL LIFE WILL BRING YOU back to wellbeing . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html just a blue print …not a RULE TO FOLLOW . ideas for you to work the ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html to create a life style to attract the P[USSY …. PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY PUSSY ..the urge …the hormoianl nature of your desire for RELIEF it is to dip your stick in that wet pussy which wants your STICK . http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html she wants penetration even if she is enjoying the love of another girl she her nature self likes hard cock , NOT COLD GOLD DILDOES ….. except if the EvE spirit is deep in her then to be the EvE with the solid gold dildoe is more important HIERACHY SYSTEMS of PAHORH ….. once more the greed the poisin of the snake . OF MYTH … 5000 FIVE THOUSAND YEARS OF REPEATING HISTORY …

You TODAY … are so free you can choose bondage …. You the smart educated human ( we humans are such a fucking jokes …. Laughable ) greedly lil human shit … but yet some , a few are … some a few are … some a few are …. ?

Think for yourself ..if I have to fill in the blanks you are not worthy …. You have your OWN CONNECTION to the self ..to tao .to the I in I … everyone’s equal …. Yes with special dynamics of yur DNA creation TRUE and if that were to be an EXPRESSION of some sort of limit it is nice to realize humanity is in general very nice especially when they are COMFORTABLE iwht their life …. Ao aid would flow to help you … equal …. the EQAUL to Buddha .the Equal .. I ….. what is I ….. so an I ..in I ….. the pardox page is to get you to feel yourself not as human but as QUANTA …. Not thing but creator of thing-ness … itself in …the same EQUALITY …. Out to in fi nity beyond the 2 giga bytes of data processor ablty available to the HUMAN BIO MACHINE … remember that limt we DREAM THRU http://www.instinctualism.org/paradox.html

Laugh my friend laugh ..at the mind fuck … you now know better if you want to . your want is not BUYABLE with $$$

There are no choices that are really a detour that will take you far from where you're wanting to be -- because your Inner Being is always guiding you to the next, and the next, and the next. So don't be concerned that you may make a fatal choice, because there aren't any of those. You are always finding your balance. It's a never ending process.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Albany, NY on Saturday, May 22nd, 1999
You when I choose XY and Z that lead to such problems ….that wsa my inner being guiding me to that RUIN ? well there was some TEACHING in that constrast , there was some IMPORTANT level of motivation to b ehad in the living of the events which … will cause you to ACT instead of staying stuck ….. remember this is a PLATFORM for an IN FI NITE adventurer to play in ,,,, this is not the beigining or the end ,,just 1 more expreince of being a point of view ,,you need to forget your Braoder self so that this life will have FLAVOR of reality ….
You did not come here to EARN your way back into heaven …that is the mind fuck of learning to live up to the NEEDS of Pharoh ….. EARN YOUR WAY THRU GOOD SLAVE SERVICE you can follow your pharoh into heaven and away formt hepain of slavery …. A very old system still being pushed on huminty even thru BUDDHISM … the earning of nirvana thru mediatation .. the Buddha described in the owrd tool available to him ,,there is no where else to go except into the NO SELF … limited by word tool limited by the basic progrming of the brain used … so think for yourself use the compairion ..am I behind the wall in heaven … or on the other side walking away form those trapped by word. http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

AMEN TO PUSSY


Amen to pussy

I think 5,000 years is long enough …… I mean you do know that even toady a billion or so people very Sunday PRAISE the honot of PHAROH by name directly …… ending all prayers in his name …… A men …… Amenhotep#4 named of course in ohonor of Amen ..who can not be seen who is invisible the creator god thought form until you put in the magic word of Re…. so after you incant Amen-re the god has visible-ness …details details details ..like counting the number of angels that can dance on the head of PIN ,,, shit to consfuce the minds inand out of the ivory towers ..the PINHEADS … who we depend on to govern us realy …. The counselors to presidents , advisors to emperors … un important becaue you are so free In knowing some basic shit about ALL THE TERRIBLE LIES ….. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5173TjVrUCI NINE INCH NAILS ..you can choose to bail …. http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html

Amen to pussy the power of a hot piece of ass ..the 1st lady of HOT ASS … QUEEN Nefertiti … serious babe and 1st wife to the FREAK A ZOID PHAROH ….. but she is NOT …..EVE no no no …that is for the menopausile female whose hormones now more foused like that of MAN …. SHE , who held in her viens the Poisins of a serpent ..( mythis about essence not fact ) not blood but greed and skill … Queen Tiye …. Amenhotp’s mommy ,,,, Amen was a BIRTH DEFECT even though we do not have his body the birth defect of his son Tut shows the vidence trail of in his depecitions …. He was Afucking FEAK A ZOID and hooked up with the hottest babe of all history , yeah sure …. Right this weak fuck was not the WARRIOR PHAROH of myth and go the hottest of the hot babes of all history because of his good looks ? ,,no he was an EMABARREMENT to HIS FATHER PHAROH he sent off to preist school because he was freak only after his stronger older borther die did mommy get involved … and …… CREATE the FREAK into the …SON OF MAN , the myth from which Christ was born .
“ and we will be GODS “ promised EVE ….. ohhh yeah you understand these were not people unlike us at all

THEY LOVED TO SMOKE DOPE THEY ,, LICKED PUSSY FUCKED IN THE ASS , AND BE GAY AND BI in fact in the end …Amenhotep may have been openly gay ….
Now get this on top of all that …. is that …MOMMY USED TO FUCK HER BABY BOY she was his lover and he very well maybe the beigning too of the Oedipus story …. If she idd not do this the chances are she sould have been sent out of the royal court into a 2nd secondary position of power but instead by ,, cultivating the power behind the MISFIT PHAROH ….. BY ARRANGING MARRIAGE with NEFERTITI ..( hot babe ) and Tiye’s neice or possible daughter by laiason …
EVE ….CREATED power enough to influence PHAROH to ignore tradition and destroy all gods except himself ….. and thus she becomes the mother of GOD ….. this whole family goes way beyond anything ever thought before ,,but actually the events remind me of…rome ( ohh lat word about his AGE OF EVE this is when the 1st evidence of pandemic of plaque of influenza …. Fun fun fun thanks EVE ….. the essence of myth is not the people . not the word tool of the story telling …

Can be compared to Claudius of rome a few 1000 year later and here to you must allow yourself to understand the WOMEN behind the man ….. even un to death . and the coming oF NERO ….

Create the FREAK inot myth staus like Claudis actually fought the killer whale … look any mom whose child is different tells her son LOVINGLY ..you are the special ONE … but do not give LOVE to any of these bitches of history , from th minute of birtht he child was wet nursed so mommy can preserve her TITS … in youthful fashion . but the THEME is important the manipulative power of EVE ….

Ohh yeah well ….. AMENHETOP and Nefertiti were the 1sr MYTH of soul mate …. http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html the grand and glorius illusion of LOVE … or as later we ascribe to ROME this loe ..thru the use of ROMAN tic .. or ROMAN ce ..

As for him being the creator of IMPORTNCE in moNO theism … aborringal man understood the energy of TAO was in everything evn the dirt itself …the whole MONO idea had always been there but was UN- PROFITABLE.. if we all were I and I ..
GLOBAL ONENESS http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/ article dec 09 it is free !

feeling good pussy feels good

Feeling good pussy feels good

Young master it has been since you were 10 ,,, you have bee surrounded by COOKIES and living o a diet of bread and water , and evy time you even thought about reaching for a cookie out of hunger ,,, there was this big UGLY mad angry NUN WHO WOULD …WHACK the the knuckles of your hand as you reched for the cookie with a thick wooden ruler ….

The cookie is the presence of PUSSY everywhere , even in Disney movies there is cleavage ,, the budwieser girls the hooters girls on tv , in fotos and sitting right next to you in school your animal self able to smell still the airborne communication of her BUDDING FEMALE-NESS … and deeply trained into yur mind ever present and constant is the NUN telling you over and over NO NO NO here feel pain in jus the thoughts ……this is the MANIPULATION
AND THESE ARE THE COMMON EXPRESSION OS SUSTAINED MANIPULATION where are you on the scale …now some 10 years later
1. resistance , defiance , rebellion , negativism
2. resentment , anger , hostility
3. aggression , retaliation , striking back
4. lying ,( “I’ll be home late got loads of work say good night to the kids for me “ you told your wife … “hi sally I ‘ll see you in about 10 minutes wear nothing at all ,,,,,”
5. blaming , ( is after solution building could not happen )
6. dominating , bossing , bullying ( wife beating , bashing your favorite truck with big metal sticks )
7. needing to win , hating to lose ( with your friends you are able to build compromises about where to go fishing , after a while not with your wife can you any longer compromise on any thing resentment builds )
8. forming alliances , organizing against ( becoming overly gay )
9. submission , obedience , compliance ( giving the fuck up and investing your money in Budweiser )
10. courting Favor ( begging )
11. conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new
12. withdrawing , escaping , fantasying , regression
http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html you will be in different levels ar different times at 1 place while single , at another place in the begging of a relationship wile the pussy is flowing 5 times a day ,,, you are finnaly getting your fill of COOKIES 9 and so is she for she too has been living in a manipulative state , but then as she get she fill of your cookie she re-establishes a new level of manipulative state on top ON TOP of the ocnstatn one you grew up with ,, as her being the DOLER OUT OF …COOOKIE , be a good dog beg ) oh that would then be where are you when subjected to that ocmpouned manipulation ….. this whole theme has been with us since the dys of PHAROH .

And why not do or think atleast about something that feels good ….. and thining about what others think about you I betcha does not feel good , 2nd mind shit the NUN shit ,,,, you can never ever make 2nd mind happy for you are not in there , yet 2nd mind is a mind of the I in I …. A connection with you outside of the dream ,,to see them all in terms of the glass half ull , seeing thepostive potential of your ..yuor know ing the connection in your mind feels better so why not enjoy that BETTERNESS …. Only you need know you are enjoying … ohh the mind fuck is deep

I like to enjoy things and planning of a good day fishing does feel better than thinking about ….well my days goo pretty well so I need to thinka bout some one else who is thinking about how shitty a customer was to them and bringing up the … unrealistic demeands of the person who they could never make happy for this person could not be thappy thaty day expect by hitting lotto or something …. So I will paln fishing or sketboarding or building the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html and find BLISS JSUT IN THE PLANNING of doing shit ,,,,

Ahh the wanting of cash ….. is so much a part of fear for so many that the free limits it … so to live with the first few levels of MASLOW HIERARCHY OF needs taken care of http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html basic fears are negated and freedom for $$ to flow in are better but the need or want is not there so , any action it done from the stand point of likeing the action and in that love you attract ones also who love your love … and then $$ tend to flow with out the want for the $$$ …. It would be like what the fuck is all this dirty money doing around me ,,,I am here to have fun …..

Can you feel the fun of fishing with out fishing .. can you feel the pleasure of warm wet pussy with out the pussy sliding acrros you hard cock ? yes you can … that is the presenting of vibration ,without having the item of the need present ..before the having you can still FEEL the action … to the oevel of experience you have already and the level of beliefs you hold around the AREAS of the subject …. If all you have done is cane pole fish ,,then riding in a sprt fishing boar and seeing a MARLIN bill the bait the feel the drop back and the spin of line off the trolling wheel may be beyond ..your FEELING palce un LESS of coure the amount of study you have done on the subject allows for SOME SORT OF FEELING PLACE …

If you are young and have not yte dipped your hard throbbing dick in some wet pussy , you only have your hand to compare to but there is A DEEP ISNTINCTUAL knowing of what pussy feels like ….. that study is part of your being .. and if you have had pleanty , but trhe NEGATIVE ASPECTS have TAINTED PUSSY … there we have issues .of belief sets ..to clear up .

Like ….. a question posed but phil what if there are some girls who USE your lifestyle and you …. Hmmm if girls act like EVE … what goes around the truth of their inner actions stem from PLACE of lack yes ,, their desire to deceive … yet like the average criminal they believe they are the persecuted ones in fact the in INNOCENT the jails are full of innocent people ,,look jack ass if you smoke dodp in a country where it is illegal .they you are the criminal not the unjustly accused you should have moved to place in the country or another country all together .. if you steal something just because you do not have much does not make it right … the jails are full of the unjustltly persecuted …and so ti will be tith EVE spirita s once mor ein her life she calls forth ther DOMINATE THOUGHT VIBRATION that of lack …..

Sonthing will happen it always does . what ,that will ( hope not but kinda ready ) the contrast fo the exact time and space AND ..EVE … will disappear bitching and feeling like she is the victum … the same as she came , for she brought herself with her …into the oppurutnity for something new . not realy understaninding the learning available. And that is not my problem not my responsibility … lead an EVE to water but you can not make her drink . aHHHH adventure what would youdo phil if tha bondfish raced off around that mangrove shoot over there ? I will find out when and if that happens . what will you do it such and such bad thng happens ..etc etc . so how does living your life in that state feel? Being in that state of dream ..when it is just as easy to dream up success as falure ….. my free choice to stay involved in the fear of someone else of the pleasure of my own world and creation instead of their projections of nightmares that keep them trapped ,,not moving in fear of the WHAT IF ‘S …. WHAT IF IT TURNED OUT OK ?

BELIEF … clearing up issues of BELIEF ….

Metabolism is vibrational response to your moment in time. Metabolism is the way the Energy is moving through your body. And so, everything is in response to the way you feel -- everything is. Everything is mind over matter. Every disease is mental first. Everything is about thought. Everything is about vibration. Everything is about the way you feel. Practice scenarios that feel good--and never mind reality. Reality is only a brief moment in time that you keep repeating.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, May 11th, 2002
Yet reality is the limits of the mind fuck trained into you , the teacing you that you and your body can not HEAL ITSELF WITHOUT THE DOCTOR ….. that you are fat because of other reasons , that you are confused because of fucked brain chemicsl … and this is all aobut the trainin ofyour to give VIBRATIO INCORRECTLY … in the first place. Which you repeated because you KNOW NOTHING ELSE . never guiding in any other way except to become fucked up and thus easey to control and sell you shit so you become SLAVE work and buy work and buy …. Compound multi levels lies ….

Understandingthe problems is supposed to fuel creative solution making …. And that should feel better if you believe the solution is realy possible . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html … life is not just about taking the FISH off the hook , it is about the PREP of the tackle days in advance , it is the excitement of WAKING UP that day , it is going to the bait shop , it launching the boat , it is fixing the engine at the ramp it is BUCKING THE hIGH seas …. It is presenting the bait …. And getting SKUNKED OUT and ramping the boat ,,, then doing it all again next weekend

Monday, November 23, 2009

how to make beer

How to make beer

Now young master , you have read from me the ….. judgement about hiding in toxicins and the idea be hind the concept of IN TOXIC CATION ,, the idea od poisingin yourself in submission to ease the pain of the confuse and conquer of socialization ….. but

Beer making is FOOD making also http://www.instinctualism.org/make_beer.html , I know that as I let fruit set on the tree longer many types already start their own natural FERMN+ENTATION ….. a ntural winey ness in the falavor and a gentle relaxtion in the eating of this fruit …ok , here is the SUBLTY of shit ..

There is a big difference in the idea of growing your won barley and them make beer , or gropes or apples for fruit hard ciders or wines ,,, you action in the whole activity represents not a …ESCAPE THRU DRUG USE as much as being part of the cycle then relxing in the benifts of the whole-ness …a very different mental spiritual action connection all the way around … so as I describe , chilling next your pond in your hammoick drinking beer ..ther is a siblte difference and important one .
One very important lesson I believe in it is that you will learn aspects of FOOD STORGAE …. The whole clean clean clean aspect of making the purity of the beer is also the core of any food storage concept .

And I the learning I realized the truth …you make a beer WINE first the ,,you change that wine into SODA POP .. witht eh finall priming surgar …. But as I went way further trying to understand the steps from field to bootle , I found the world of SURGAR … syrups …. Good healthy sweetners thru doing an activity I have been involved in for years , SPROUTIN’ …. I have made my own sandwich sprouts fo f’iong years and now find out that ,,the HARD Barley …. Is best use after sprouting the dymanic changes that happen creatin surgars that can be then keep for well SURGAR USE …. As well as making beer …. Bonus !

Like in every new activity ,,, you will fall of the skateboard the first few times and with each later success you wil get better and better then want to become much more creative it the arts of skateboarding or berr making … freedom to choose life style and hobby ..and the worlds BEST BEER TO ! beers full of all the natural proteins and b vitiams that should still be there ….. so enjoy the links then go …FALL OFF THE SAKEBOARD .. enjoy the contrasts as you move form the

The position of not having the wanting …..inot the belief in the possibility of the wanting .. words do not teach but life experience does , day by day in everyway thing are getting
better and better .

If a worry about a lack of education comes up, talk it down. Acknowledge that some of the greatest contributing geniuses in your technology age did not have college degrees... They were self-taught. They had an idea and they gathered to them people who could contribute to that.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005
Ohh ow true ..that those who are not TRAPPED behind the wall of agreed uponlimits of the currentl levels of science …those outside who DO NOT KNOW THE IMPOSSIBLILTY approach things with the FEELING the blelief of posssilbity thus allowing for changes un availabl e to the belief systems ..oh those professionals patting eachother on the back behind the brick wall in heaven http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html ...... giving eachother degrees baed upon their ablity to repeat dead data … instead of umproven creativity . how can you give a grade on the un yet proven …. But hell that sounds logicall .

Sunday, November 22, 2009

wolf and the pussy

Wolf and the pussy

You can spend a life time getting tapped in BOOKS in data ,, who thinks this or who thnks that out of this evidence or that ,,,but fact is we humans have been fucked up for a long time … but general understanding is all that is needed to satisfy the basis for understanding of BELIEF changes letting your self get free of ..the expectations of others . http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html ..... i am refering to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akhenaten aka Amenhotep IV peopel spend their wole live studying shit like that and shit like bibles ,, hey if that is your FISHING POLE or yur skate board or footbll field and you find movement up the emotioanl scale there then cool http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .... but the useful facts for one who is trying to grasp why ….. am I so twisted by the expecations of society ..of the mind fuck general idea of this long term hepls you realize this shit has been going on way to long … and you are free to BAIL at anytime … or not so free you can choose bondage .

And one choice of Bailing out and still keeping touch with the good aspects ..things like BUZZ BAKE SALE http://www.buzz103.com/ chevelle ,skindred ,anberlin ,30 seconds to mars ( always a good preformer ) ………

Building a life of your own choosing young master ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html sure sex , but the coe aspects of maslow hierachy of needs to …. The housing electric food relaxation sex family job potentials artisitic expression ,expecially after the NEED for $$$ has realy been taken out of the equation . http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html

Now ….. a question was posed but what if we all lived on those 5 acres sites there would be no land left for wild animals….. first …. There will never be a 1 and only way …. We are to diverse in our DNA expression of wanting to allow for a limiting of personel expression of life stlye … http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html is just 1 more free choice a blue print to GROW FROM not a rule to be followed . next is land data I use whether it is germany or the sahara desert or france or the US …. I ussaly refer to the land used to house the HOLY COW …. So lets look at where the wild wolf lives now

First it does not live ..on pasture land for the rancher HISTORICALLY has shot the wolf coyaote or Puma as fast as they showed up …. Just in case they would hunt the holy cow … 2.3 billion acres of which 1.6 billion is used the rest is park land about 600 million acres ….. of wolf home ….. The US has 2.3 billion acres of land of which about 350 million is used for growning crops , 503 million acres for forestry land , 587 million acres of pasture/range land , 108 million acres for housing/city land the balence is park land. Now forestry land is great wildlife habituate the need to CONTAIN THE TREES by putting fencing …in not proactised because tress do not walk around to much by themselves …. So animals have less fencing so you can like add another 500 million to the 600 million of Wolf housing … and still see there is a fuck of a lot of POSSIBLITYS out side of living in the TRAILER PARK or Stacked in Aptments ….. http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html

How about your own fucking pond ..or should I say your won pond to be fucking around http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html … but how to do it ? so yu say you got a job at HUNGRY HOWIES …. The place you live in is rent free because the familyo f your chick owns it …. Dude you are like so fucking lucky …so commit to the tour of duty and then gain freedom ….. get another job and spend way less of smoke and shit and bail in a year …..
All the words and books ans specialists and teachers and shoulds just trap you in your head ,fuck that ….. make a choice then act on the choice feel good about the choice and leae the INSANITY BEHIND . we are all free they are free to stay stuck in their books ,,instead of laying in a hammock drinking a fesh home made beer …. I gotta do some info gathering on amking beers from scratch …. It should be like the making of soda … just get juice add tiny amount of yeast let stand out for a day then cool and drink ….. so with beer you want a higher alcohol level you just gotta let it stand out for a day or two longer …. Cap then age …..

You don't have to worry about what their vibration is if your vibration is one of connection. Because if your vibration is one of connection -- you're going to dominate the vibration. This is the way you learn your relationships. The thing that most people do not understand, is that you get to control the way you feel, because you get to choose the thoughts you think. Most people think that they only have the option of responding to the circumstances that surround them. And that's what makes them attempt the impossible, which is to control the circumstances around them, which only feeds their feeling of frustration and vulnerability, because it doesn't take very much life experience to discover you can't control all of those circumstances. But you can control your vibration. And when you control your vibration, you've controlled everything that has anything to do with you.
--- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in El Paso, TX on Thursday, March 28th, 2002
You do not have to worry about their BOOKS their rules their expecatations …… you are free to want to live based on your wants , having good surfing waves within an hour of home , or build a skate park on your 5 acres . or be near good fishing …. Of course for me I gotta be near some town that will atract all day Festivals like http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Family_Values_Tour it has been a few years since the last one ..wow I got to see not only korn ( again and again ) but suprize suprize I got to finally see DEFTONES ..that was too cool …BAIL YOUNG MASTER BAIL ……

Saturday, November 21, 2009

100% cancer rate

100% cancer rate

PHAROH is not a person it is a thought form of our allowing , it has not been really a person since Amenhotep IV that is when the rest of the RULING CLASS figured it all out ,, the king is a dupe to be skillfully used or else he will fuck up the WHOLE GAME for everyone . Pharoh is a thought form passed down age by age , players by players without realizing it . PHAROH and EVE are exemplified in the age of Amenhotep IV ,,,, some ½ mellenium before jewish history ….. they are a broad concept of econicms system derived from socializtion mores. The success of the ROMAN model passing thru trade routes Revovling around the queen bee …. Or church head …. Or hwatever crap they have convinced a culture to give serivce, other word worhsip ,other words value $ …to

I have ben kinda wondering about why I have been bringing up Marie of Freance and her exmaple the myth built of wealth gone mad …. And amybe it was the knowing I had this one of my most favorites of client on the books todo today …… ahh what a cool house , the great room I measured out once becaue I just ahd to know I thought maybe but I just had to know … I can stick my whole 3/2. home inside the great room my ext. walls never touching their interior walls , the peak of my roof mever touching their ceiling ,,, and after the few hours it takes to clean all the glass on the inside of that room , I get so used to it , it feels like just a regurlar living room I feel at home in it like I do my own , I forget or it is no longer feelt as unuassl that I must actually WALK accros it actually pass time in that walking ….
This family is a mystery to me … I was called by a firm in boston told I was a windown cleaning referal and that blah blah blah , but the address the nieghborhood ( if you want to call it that meant a full days billing just to show up ) now most of these familys from this level I never meat in fact the staff goes out of its way to make sure I am timed before the family arrives or when the famly is out of town for a spell … not here , here I am given a day code to enter the property , their private security never personally effects m …. There is NO 24/7 STAFF they have crew that arrives at 10 am ,,cleans , exhanges laundry and leaves very hotle like in a way I, talking with the head of that crew , her trip is the faster we get done the bigger my bonus so ½ hour 45 minutes max and I am told if more people will be in the house so I can increase my crew size to accomdiate ..and from talks with her I found out that these people back gorund check you, like you do not know , they know shit about family members and will cancel an employee choice of mine because of that …. But who cares … the payemtns ROCK .

The mystery is …. Allmost every time I am schedulled ..they arre home , I mean real fucking people who talk to me by first name ohh , I know my place I do not eve care if they ask me to refer to them as ….. nope it is yes mamam and no sir …. But the most friendly down to earth folk like so many weatlhys that I do bump inot actually are .. … even stranger is I have over the years met a farily large number of the family memebers who come to relax here … they like the idea of no staff ,,of being themselves for once this place is a gt away of sorts …why talk to me I am your window washer …? Why do you remember how many kids I have? ..strange people ….. very very nice people sweet people all from grand mom down to the babys as they keep beeing born every few years . thru the family … real nice folk

The MARIE aspect a family quirk … is everyday all condiments are thrown away and fresh jars are opned , and I mean the best of the worlds fucking best mustards relsih , and jams and honey ..never older than 24 hours …. Everyone has a quirk and so what the fuck if it cost 100 buck day in jam ,,, 100 bucks will not pay the for the electric for 1 day in this place …

So today I arrive like always I let myself in the gate and the house I always expect to find it locked but no … I check to make sure I am not dsiturbing anyone .. and go to work ,,, now having family there regualr can mean that sometime during the day the boat may come in and off comes family or they arrive back from where ever later by car whatever ,, rare is it that they aer stillhanging by the time I get there these people live even grand mom lived ..while she lived ,,never saw her sitting aorun swhen she could be engaging herself in somehting going or coming …. Having fun … I thought I believed …

So today ,,, my client comes in off the tennsi courts saying I AM SORRY phil , I should have been here to greet you ( wha the fuck ? I am your window cleaner greet me my ass .. I am a window cleaner, you should not even know my name I am just a window cleaner ) no need for that maman , it is a pleasure as always to see you , and as we both like ask about the familys together , I say mine is fine and she says ,,,, well it is now OFFICAL .. 100% of us have cancer …

Uhhhhhhh what ? now I realy love these people and this did and does concern em for they are very nice people ….. this lil vaction shack of thiers is a refuge for them all and I have met , bothers and sisiter and neiecs and newphews , and total fucking strangers who I betcha are fucking inpostant players ( that is because of the peopl I do know that are in the fotos of gatherings and partys they have in various places in the house .. fucking connected behind the scenes people … but the name I have for them this family …. Does not add up but then aggain I do not fully understand wealth and power of the common wealth , like the cleaning crew, bed amking, jam changing , crew leader would say who cares who they are the $$$ rocks )
Ok 100% of the family adult has cancer … that is like all the early 30’s up in some form now of cancer or cancer post treatment … fucking wild … and so she goes on it was bad enough we all are on antidepressants or anxiety drugs .. or addicted to one thing or another ( cool alady making joke that she willput herself into the spa shortly because she is drinking scotch by the gallon again … real folk ) ….. and then she is like comparing herself positively to me ,, well me on the positive side .. about we can not ( CAN NOT ) feel any economic down turn like I sure you must have felt we are to insulated financially from that , but to check her facts with me I agreed I have felt the BITE over th last year everyone has … and she goes on , THIS FAMILY HAS NOT 1 THING TO BE despresesd or anxious or sick about yet we are all sick … we breate the finest clean air fresh from the oceans of the world and refined even further inside the house , I drink only that over priced Fiji waters or whatever take more fancy vitiamsna dn herbs …and we all have ..cancer ? eplain this to me …. That is why I did not come to greet you when you arrived phil ….. I jaut had to work out some anger an hit something .. and tennis balls are good for that

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20 girls to me

20 girls to me

hey youngmaster how would you like those odds as a teenager growing up … living in a town where all the 20 something males get married being good church raised young men , then their wives get knocked up and then talk their husbands inot going to the land of STREETS OF OGLD to make the cash and sent it back home ,,,look around you and young master you compete with these guys for jobs every where , the majority of of in BUILDING work is done by chicks , you and I like the freedom of being out of doors ,, we like playing ball on a field , surfing , hunting fishing , we do not like living in climate controls condtions , traped in concrete cages . we are out side skate boarding what ever we are out some where ,

and not the jobs that we used to have , are being done at ½ the ptirce by other men who left their girls alone to make cash and send it back home .

iw as talking to this guy form mexico named Zeek ( kinda cool name it was my AKA back in my day ) I was getting some good practice time to keep sharp on a languague if you do not use it you lose it ….. and I got off on the idea of selling himself into slavery for cash as compared to how his family his traditional people had lived for 1000’s of years before the poisin of the western influence came here to inslave his people .. and they are doing it again ,,he is here and his girl is back home …. He has been here for 5 years he can not go back home , because it was so hard to seek in the country … he pays for pussy every now then to keep his head on strainght and then sends money back home to his wife ,, who tells him how much she loves him and how great a husband he is and how she is saving herself for him ….. aline after line after line of fuckignb ullshit , for she is a HORNY HUMAN like him

remember the old facts the girls tlak to themselves about … what ever number of lovers a man said he had ,, like he says he had fucked 20 girls divied that by 3 SO THE TURTH WOULD BE 6 and so a girl says she had only 6 boyfirnds multiple that by 3 so it it will be that she has been getting fucked by 20 dudes …

back home she is fucking the young teen males of her town ,,,just human we like to fuck .he sold himself into slavery living in some apt. with 14 other men for like fucking years so , his wife can buy a TV form china …. ? and fuck the teenage guys or the wealthier older men who are still aroun till the younger guys get hitched and talked inot to moving to the US leaving towns on mountains side full of single females …to the numbers of 20 to 1 … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html is an importnat fact …hiding behind closed doors in anunderground of fear about wht otheres willthnk of them , the men paying the free market sex industry of the US , the girls are not slaves except by free choice and not understaning of the confusion they are living …. Back home the women again created their own life … because of greed a fucking statsu item here and there …

l;ast year the seed comapnys had a BANNER sales year as people stressed out by DEPRESSION said I will grow my own food and MOST 99 out of 100 failed … hey did you know tht 100 out of 100 humans that tried to WALF for the first time failed over and over and over again , you failed when you first started skate boarding over and over and over …

well all these untrained INDEPENDENT minded humans falied , they look now outside at their garden and see WEEDS …a nd bless the gROCERY for keeping them alive . when the truth of the complexity of the mind fucking is what they actually experienced ,,,

it is not some secret design ,, where forces are talking in hidden rooms planning a mind fuck … no it is the natural effects of the PHAROH/EVE socializing …in your fear of your JOB .. you ..well let me see how to sy this , will you go ut of your way to tech your customer how to do the job you do so that they can FIRE YOU ? or is it natural to sell people on the IMPORATNCE of your job , be tha DOCTOR or lawyer or indain chief ..whatver ,we protect our PHONY BALONEY JOBS . because we need the cash to buy food at PUBLIX . and housing and etc etcetc .

and then after we stumble and fall while learning to walk , while growing some food we give up for PAHROH has sold us on the impaotance of the SYSTEM … MONSANTO or DOLE and other great big agri industrys tied up wttih the SELF IMPORTANT priest hood of the ivory tower universitys… hae developed seed strains ,,so depednat on PLANT steroids ..AS THEY WILL NOT GROW IN YOUR GARDEN …. Plant steroids , these plants have to be feed and protected with a timed series of chemical stimulatnts fertilizers derived form natural gas ..and pesticides and fungicides and antibiotics … to where these poor ANIMALS the plants can no longer live on their own with MINIUM of work .like palnts they were originally grown from

look around you …even in the creacks of side walks plants find ways to grow …. http://www.instinctualism.org/sfg_gardening.html ahh but learnng the fine art of bass fishing or skate boarding or fucking video gaming … I have eor 1 year now been eating out of some SFGs I have been failing constantly ,,, in fact now understanding the BIO DYNAMICS of root intrusion , the complex chemical warfor of plants , as their roots develop poisins that other plants can not surive around so tha they wil have SOLE access tot that area ,,smost cool nature is most cool …. But these are thing sman kind has known about for millions of years realy as wel developed ,,natural FOOD FOREST AREAS hwere we would NOMADICALLY travel to arreas where thru our shit deposited seeds of the food s we enjoyed to eat . foods that did not need care …. This concept put inot methods we can use now ,,find it on a vido on this page . http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html sex sells …BDSM submisse ideas sell both sexes as girls TOO look for escape form the mind fuck … but life is more complex than her spreading her legs in the GAME SCEN only to return to her ..life as slave to PHAROH in society . use what is usefull said the sage ZHAUNGZI … 1000’s of years ago ..think for yourself . ( even in the Urantia holy book is the recommendation of the sage to explore other religions to gather the BEST OF information to make the life of you better )

But when you GMO thru selective breeding , you get an addicted organism … ohhh LIKE YOU ON CIVILAZATION ….. addicted to pharohs world . when the truth is the viedence trailis around yout to extract useful information from ….USE WHAT IS GOOD ..LEAVE THE POISIN BEHIND …. The posisin ..THE AMISH IN THEIR EXPREME religion based life to me IS TOXIC . but the core liestlye examples are great ,,, ORTHODOX mormons and their poly family also have much supporting evidence to extract form ,without having to get so WARPED as to force 12 AND 13 year old girls into marriages ….the amish remember force them to out into the world of the ENGLISH we are called ,,, and compare first before making commitments …. Free choice

But the amish life of NO ELECTRICITY …that means no frige …no light … etc , they had lived long healty happy lives for 300 years of record keeping while the Economic slaves of the European cultures were dieing in their 30’s . later 40’s and now finally amking it into their 70’s while they had been living that long on average for 100’s of yeas ..

Young master you are so fucking bored with life you BURN ! for something to do ..to FEEL ALIVE in some way ..for life is just … WHA THE FUCK ! BETTER JUST GIVE UP AND GET HIGH …NOTHING ELSE TO DO .

CONFUSIONS UPON CONFUSION UPON CONFUSIONS……
The hippie the flower child of 30 yearss ago …took baby steps without examining the http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html most bailed and returned to slavery …. The taste of MCDONALDS FOOD … sold their soul for surgar . until 1900 the store as we know it did not realy sell food ..because 9 out of 10 epople GREW FOOD ..only 10% realy were slave dependant city dwellers . associated with caring for the needs of the PHAROH CLASS that needed foods shipped in . convience of buying surgars or flours only augmented the self susutaining ability of self derived products but was not the ALL OR NOTHING addiction we now have .

You see, you're giving others too much power as you even acknowledge how they make you feel. What you've got to decide is how I'm going to feel. We would go to a Virtual Reality and we would practice feeling good. Manifestations come on the heels of what you've conjured in thought
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in North Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, March 2nd, 2002

The sage uses ,the GREED to get people to listen , then tells you over and over it is not the thing you want but the feeling of BETTER and you can have that feeling right now … by noticing so many great spects of just being fucking alive .
Baby cat will not allow me to write right now licking my finers as I type …. Will dignity ..to feely choose to want to feek better me rubbibg it’s head feels god …good..

The sin has always been realy about not following the rules which enhanced the PHAORH society so that it would function for the benift of those who sat near PHAROHS TALBE. And you have the free choice not to buy inot GOD/KING myth or mnd fuck …ohh will dignity or SOUL or higher evolved spsirt is just the expression of free choice outside of the LIE of evolved life over lower beasts life …it is just the freedom of choosing what feels better for yourself …any cat can do it . why not you ? ohh that is RIGHT you are the vovled 1’s smarter than the cat ….that is why you can not choose to FEEL BETTER but have to ask permission of a GOD . or struggle to find NIRVANNA in rules created not by the SAGE but those who used the words of the sage to DEVELOP real leagons ..of impossible life style rules to enhance the lives of MONKS or priests or kings ..once the game is onver the dream state done once you transition or to use the perjarative word DEATH … once you die … your named self no longer bio mechanically functions ..the YOU … will be … UNTHINKABLE un limited possible states and combinations of unthinkable states and THINKABLE STATES . who is to teel you it is NOT SO ..is just 1 who stands behind the brick wall in heaven surrounded by their books . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html