Saturday, September 1, 2007

Ass fucking EGO

Ass fucking EGO

Young Master your male , provider , cave man , judge of yourself EGO can fuck some things up . One it will make you spend more cash , your wealth when you should not beiong doing it …. But to admit certain things is emabareessing well I have embaressed myself many times over these last few years of writing in hopes that you will see in me , yourself dipshit .

I talked most openly about dating shyness , and the idea I wanted you to get about “ cpurage in a BOTTLE “ that drug or beer , the idea that you use bait that big truck to attract or keep a chick around .

But when you have her , and the family that may ( will ) along with her and you have your own goals about cash money and wealth figures in your bank accounts , the idea that you can go into DEBT spend to much cash at times eat up your wealth in this world of SO MUCH SHIT TO BUY … and since you do have decent cash flow ,,, you spend it feeds your EGO in front of the girl

But , but but ,,,,, hmmm but is a caution a protection ,, plus it is the trigger for you to explore your real wants ,, and what you do not want so …. You can be on the track you really want .

The idea of the 3 tents and a camel is for yoyu to provide for the family in housing , going off grid you provide energy , having fruit trees , fishing pond and chickens on the compound you provide basic food … lastly the camel , the extra car ,,,, you have provided transportation .

But the facts are the habit is to SHOW OFF by being that BANK being that help to a girl ,,, being the cave man provider ,, that your good man .. male ego loves to be … it is a bait based method of creating SELF WORTH . and a trap in a world where there is just to much shit to buy and to hard to not buy … THE DRUG OF consumerism

So how to deal … if you are in the trap already a trap of your EGO’s own creation , how can you get out and save face still feel like the man you said you were ( and still are yet money income and spending can get out of control ) it is very hard to ADMIT that I have no money ,,, especially when I have so much money locked in so many other accounts ….. what to do FEED my EGO and eat my wealth , creat new income streams – true but that can take some time and has to be balanced with life style wants … IE time off work to enjoy fucking and such .

EGO dipshit …. Your fucking EGO …. Hell my fucking EGO . can I say NO? to her to everyone that expects me to be able to spend with in the amounts I have in the past when ,, the dymanics of costs change . Do you find yourself hinting .. to the family instead of standing up and saying things must change …..

Hinting ….. and ASS OUT OF U AND ME … assuming the message is clearly understood , trusting in the idea of love ? love of me not my BAIT …. When in reality the dating process was often built upon BAIT … your ablitly to purchase shit while dating and your properties and shit

So , I say that by having the 3 tents and a camel set – up before you activily hunt pussy ,,, it lets everyone know straight up what expectations are ,, there is no change in mid stream that conventional dating leads to

Still not an easy thing to do … and I personally have been here before …. The off season cash reserves depleted the bills increased for whatever reason leaving me in stress ,, which is then felt and expressed …. I have done this in many years and many relationships …. So to prevent it

Have the 3 tents and you camel set up she has the basics of life done the extras she needs for her own growth , well are her own responsibility not yours ,, your provide the basic life needs . housing energy food and transport . ohh yes if you are saying you can not afford the 3 tents and a camel go back into the ideas of the PATRIOTIC PERVET of april 2007 and think about how you spend cash and make cash and the reality of you .

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