an un easy viking

An un easy Viking

So a gift thru my kids for my kids is not manifesting EASY and this shows some about the way I am thinking aobut the activity … my thinking is stinkin … hmmm and I know I can feel the NON fun .. the justifaction I go thru in my head … about doing the model before doing the model … I am not in that same zone of passion like I was the kid of 13 thinking about bass fishing , I do not that clear 1 mind .. I have 2nd and 3rd mind in my mind .. I am qworryed about ..social .. other .. polis is other s…. … way ciik ti wrute without selling the blog with the use of pussy ……

My excitement level is wisht washy ,,, I am not fully in the zone of the gift the avtibity ,,, the resisitance I feel is in the xplaining I am doing about it in my own head to the people I want to understand about it but ,,,, I know I must be what I am about not talk what I am about for the MODEL speaks clearer than the word …. But what is act work again is the worrying about … 2nd mind
The zone rthe zone …… there is a clarity when you are in the zone that you do not even know you are there ..there is not the comparison ..of being in or out you re in the TAO .. so I am writing to my 12 year old boy talking about quantums flashing in and out of BEING .. faster than nanoseconds in quatum time , the actions of Planc …action or being jus word tool and the amount of if it is the time of it … is a thing ness we judge … zhuangzi told the story of the fruit fly and the human tortoise and redwood tree the sage knew time is not important the being is …. It is not a percentage of infinity this time thing . The act of just being gives possibility for KINETICS the toy kinetics .. everything is kinetics I write to him ….. for the quantus allow for ORGANISZARION of sub atomics and then the complex …. Organizations that com from them all the way up to a single cell which then groups into … communitys … social system …. Of HYDRA …. OR HUMAN .. are we the mitochondria of POLIS iwrite to this 12 ytear old ? luckly he started the conversations in his own 12 year old way last year when he was 11 …..
POLIS is a being state …. User of organization ,, dentrites and memeory not the same as bio machines but ..still there like HYDRA has mememory of itself enough to re create it self with out BRAIN ….. I …… so if polis is an I …. It must wanna be .. live and to do that it must FEEL GOOD ,,, like a sunflower grows to the sun ,,, life moves towards the feeling better … that is INSTICNT for it … and some how that all some how works for the BETTER of the some thing next up on the level … like Gia … society / polis there is a good streaming down and up …. I need to find and focus on the good that is there coming down ,, ENHANCE htat … good

Off topic ….. topic is … the land to do the model of http://instinctualism.org/30meterssquare.html The US has 2.3 billion acres of land of which about 350 million is used for growning crops , 503 million acres for forestry land , 587 million acres of pasture/range land ( meat for the king wine for the church - Masanabo Fukuoka ) 108 million acres for housing/city land the balence is park land. With a population of about 350 million there is more than to much land to go around if it were used in a permaculture manner . The land mass of the United states could support 4 billion people itself alone , all living in a HARMONY with nature , unlike todays life stlye. ( ohhh what about Europe? well an old world country like FRance with a dense population trapped in citys . THE fact is , the 261,000 square miles of France is in reality over 120 MILLION acres able to maintain a population of 240 MILLION RE_RURALIZED peoples , current population of france is 65 million )
SO WE CURRENTLY USE 1 BILLION 538 MILLION ACRES TO SUPPORT A POPULATION OF ABOUT 350 MILLION , WHERE IN REALITY WE COULD BE LIVING ON LESS THAN 100 MILLION ACRES AND GIVING BACK TO NATURE ....... 1 BILLION 438 MILLION ACRES
And what I am pumped apbut is that I am now COOKING using the micro solar PV system I have put together on top of the frige and the lighting and fans and attic bents etc etc … I now found I can do a lot of my cooking and cofffeee making with the lil 190 wars I have so far .. so far fucking out the impossible has is .. is being done ….. b

There is no risk for you. When you come to understand the true nature of Well-being in which you have come forth--then you can relax and begin to enjoy this magnificent adventure which is your creative life experience. We are not here to guide the specifics of that which you choose. You get to choose that, and you can't get it wrong. We are here to assist you--only to assist you--in finding vibrational harmony with your desire; knowing that when you find vibrational harmony with your desire, you are, in this moment, a joyful Being. And that is our dominant wish for you.
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Excerpted from the workshop in Kansas City, MO on Saturday, June 1st, 2002

ok all the sages keep remeinding us of the NOW ..the flash of being is ,,the only real is .. and finding bliss is the way growth happens and continues …. Growing towards the sun … being joyful ….
Ahh but the training we have been born into , brought a GOOD .. for it gave life to the society … the circulatory system of POLIS ,, the Hydra life form that uses a FEW billion cells ,,,humans .. simple life form organization compared to like a human or elelpahant which has TRILLIONS of live cells … my cells are to me what I am to polis … my 1 CELLED animals who evolved to be part of a POLIS called phil or you …. Choose over time to be part of a city .. where food comees in and is developed by others ,, broken down distributed and wastes , also sent away .. by other workers , instead of being FERREL single cells still swimming free in the ocean ….
But the knowing that I am and then I am not … and I am not PHIL but I am …. I .. hell I can change my name to fucking fred …. So Phil is just a memory form ..not I … I am a flash 100 years or 1 second which is the greater part of INFINITY .. sine infinity has not 100 percent , there is no comparative point to JUDGE life span importance …
THERE IS NO RISK ….. but I was born then taught that life and death are the most important risk factors ,, I must stay alive to serve the GOD KING PHAROH …. System ? for pharohs come and go , changing details 1000’s of years after 1000’s of years details of what is behind the memory form called named Phaorhoh or god king …

For the benefit of city … I must BELIEVE totally in the importance of … life for without the INSTINCT of life the bio machine or whatever ORGANIZATION city country polis will not be viable ….. I must fear ! no no no no no no no no no …. It can work without fear ..the fear was a STAGE or STEP 1 evolving of the simple life form as the system grows … the fear aspect can be UN TUAGHT AND NOT TAUGHT …. Not taught to be gin with .. we humans were part of the TOA the being state of the FOREST SYSTEM and we knew our place was a place EQUAL to the dirt .. we came and went … the sage cultures knew that .
Pharoh system a competive system to FOREST …not really a great ystem maybe .. it has not shown real viability as compared to FOREST . when looked at .. compared to history … city systems semm to actually collapse and struggle to remain viable for just 100;s or 1000;s of years when forest system can have historys of survialal lasting MILLIONS of changing years
Does …fear feel GOOD ? doea what I have been taught really serve me? And thus serve the all ? for the better I feel and you feel the better they whole system is . there is no reason to fear for I am a FLASH o planc’s action ,,,, equal to any . no hierarchy .