My green thumb in her pussy
Or yours young master … http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=123126962 the learning that HTINGS GROW … is what excites me , if you learn first in the SEARCH for the Escape from the confuse and conquer of CIVIL life …ok , but in that you learn the seed of freedome ( seed pun intented ) the leap from growing WEED to letting fruit trees do what they do NATURALLY …. And realizing that the human DNA animal with its upright albity its soft hands sensitve to touch testing for ripeness and the teeth designed to eat fruit and designed to establish the probiotic digestive to use fruit as the 90% of food intake to live healthy SLIM and natural .. well growing DOPE just helps you realize that a leap to freedom would be EASY …. Food is a basic SUB C> concept of maslows hierarchy of needs ,, that is you depend on the centrailized system yur FEEL a sense of stress and slavery at a SUB C level .. that stress is a Window Open in you mind … taking up processing ability even if you do not belieive or notice the opne window .
Look centralization like high speed rail systems and mass transit …. What they are are tools ,,, think about this idea ,, you got cattle ..to move them from the feed lot to their stalls EFFICIENTLY … you need organizing ,,, well your city APARTMENT is your stall like a farm animal lives in a stall ….. your job ,,, the feed lot ……. Cows dependant on the RANCHER for life itself in terms of food … since the CONCRETE STERiLE world no longer holds nay food or grasss for the cow.
This is US …
In florida example with the projected 9 billion dollar high speed rail system let us ,, tear apart those numbers ,,nothing special real simple ideas that , others have thought ,, and put aside in stead choosing the …the RAIL PATH …. First FOLLOW THE $$$$ high speed rail is HIGH TECK … the USA does not manufacture that we did the beginning design 20 years ago ..but now the manufacturing country and companies have their own design programs …. The work for us AMERICAN will be in the assembling of metal rails and concrete road bed …. Hmmmm concrete … that means CEMEX … a Mexican company ….. the metal is really really a tiny part , just that thin rail that will be American … the construction project will be bid and won by some one like Cata Fumo … Italian …. We get shit realy …. And the end we get a high speed rail …. Not a day to day usable item for the masses of florida but a system designed for the use of the 5% for their daily business and reacreation use … us on special occasion .
Ok ….. 9 billion is ,,, 9 million $1000.oo bills …. Tata Nano: Not Just a Car but Also a Platform http://www.businessweek.com/globalbiz/content/jan2010/gb20100129_489420.htm that 2500 retial car ,,, genernal rule of thumb retial is about 3 times cost …. 3 grand means cost is 1000 ….. the labor cost in the countrys making the car sure are low , but right now with florida at 14 % unememployement there are lines fo 6 buck an hour jobs …. On par with 3rd world jobs realy . we have lot sof CLOSED auto plants ….. so what I am saying is
9 billion could deleiver 9 MILLION ..POD cars …. MADE IN THE USA … theose 9 million cars get 3TIMES the current 20 mpg avagaer,, so we destroy ,, CARBON concern do not worry about CAP and TRADE …. In fact decrease ,carbon by over 2/3rds….. the american POD car is the town car the commute car keep you EGO CAR , but you will find you willuse your POD for indivual travel mostly …… instead of builidn new ROAD BED and rail system ….. big construction and land clearing … PAINT A NEW POD DRIVE LANE on current road ways …. 9 , 000 , 000 on the road and that is just form the PORK from 1 state …..
But what about the profit …. Consider it the US doing a R/D to then let for profit take over in a decade . and the Nano has already passed European crash-test safety standards. From that article refered up top . now are you teelling me the the USA is to STUPID to copy the system of TATA who just copied the system of others who ORGINALLY copiied the ideas of AMERICA …. We are now TO STUPID ..to take it all back ? if so we deserve what we live ….go back to SLEEP american trust the leadership .
FOR every 1 email they get they figure 1000 others feel the same ,,, votes do count ..so your voice will effect things .. because most people are asleep yet talking to each other … http://www.senate.gov/general/contact_information/senators_cfm.cfm so all you gotta do is search you state then fill out 5 lines and then say your peace in 10 or 20 words … they do not read the shit they LOG THE DATA ….
The revovling door … the heads of government overseeing agencys .. on avearage have ties if not had worked for the CORP they now … oversee and will become re- employeed by some form of CORP after leaving goevernemt service http://freedocumentaries.net/media/32/The_Future_of_Food/
WE HAVE MET THE ENEMY AND HE IS …… us ….. stay asleep . or become INDEPENDENT …. http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html
Planning a food forest … brings things back to you …. Even PRE –ag- cave man there are oaisis that have been tended for 1000’s of years in desert areas … yeilding food without PLANING per say … planned AG croping is not as easy as just creating …. A food forest … self re genenrating food supply with little effort . http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html but to do that would mean you will have to PUT DOWN THE …BONG … nah ,,,,, better to drug yourself into submisssion . go to sleep ….. sleep …sleep …. Hypnosis is all about ..sleep .
Recreational food gathering …. http://freedocumentaries.net/media/32/The_Future_of_Food/ the last 3 minutes ..is about instinctualism ….. different words the same theme … humanity is good !
If man understood that "what I create has nothing to do with what anybody else is creating" then he wouldn't be so afraid of what others are doing.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in El Paso, TX on Saturday, November 14th, 1998
Or whaT OTHERS ARE THINKING about what you are doing , acting because of your concern for what is int 2nd mind ,,, your current social cirlce .. the girl you currently LOVE .. maybe just that aspect to you ,,the restraint of 2nd .. and it does not serve her ( I beielive in you truth of feelign for her ) nor does it serve her ( I beielv ein her truth of love for you ) ……. It is NOT ATTRACTION
Again …search out Pogo …. We hae met the eneemy and he is us …
The h uman child is designed to trust by EONS OF DNA … for the need to sruvive on the SAVANNAHS . for our APE fore fothers was one of … KNWOLEDGE .. if a child was not one to learn from mom and dad they went off on their own and became lion food … the trusint child .. listened . and lived … so a core .. a core .. a core DNA expression OF CONCERN for 2nd mind evovled . useful to the slave master if it got hold of the developiong human mind ……
The Corp UNDERSTOOD THIS and funded mass education system …. And encouaraged mothers to work and trust in INSDUSTIRAL CHILD CARE .. ) depend on the system …. ( sleep …
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
miss creamy jeans
Miss Creamy jeans
We have met the Enenmy and he is ,,, us - Pogo
The focus on the solutions …. And the solutions is not to destroy ones self ,,but to understand ones self .. and the PART TO FIT of that self in the things that we all agree are issues that OVERWHELM ourlives thing mostly done MINDLESSLY , from economic to sex … to housing and food http://www.instinctualism.org/ … IF YOU HAD NEVER TASTED CHOCLATE how could you describe that WANT ? you could not but you could describe things UNWANTED then allow new things to arrive for comparision and abiltyto then choose a new want … …….and so an event laced with UNWANTED the 3 of us … you miss creamy jeans , me , and Mr. good ole boy ..now mr. good ole boy has me beat by few inches in height , we are the same age about , got equal sun lines and color … I gotta cheap Kia he ahs a REDNECK Cadillac even sproting real guns in the gun why when he is working I do not know but .. ….
Pussy PREENS when it starts to wet up in anticia[pation in want of HARD COCK .. it is a series of SUB C. actitivy , could relate to hair , mirror watching . clothes a djusting ..etc etc etc , it may have expression in the practicing of SUBBIE VOICE changes .. off track but no realy is understandning the eefect os STRESS or over stimulation or over concern or over fuck load …the sub.c … speaks grasping for something that FEELS BETTER … http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=122781981 actually here is some science on this …. 7 numbers ,, seven concerns ,, like home mortagage , car payments o electric bill , calling mom , etcetcetc … they are like open WINDOWS pages not used but taking up available RAM and you no longerTHINK FOR YOURSELF .. science may not be just doing experiments on this but the effects have been KNOWN since the days of AMENHOTEP IV and the slave master traditions already alive for genenrations . tobacco alcohol and common drug helps shut down the clamor of these programs running
Toadys powerful EVE is still the horny little wet pussy of …animal of DNA , even if she has the POWER husband … NO kids … duel incomes … and in a position of freedom and power in business herself .. she is still able to show her INSTINCTUAL nature of being the penetrated and being of desire of that … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ..... so i just dig life as I arrive and start work and be told to start here so , the concrete guy can come and finsh up ,, I gotta be done there because ther area will have to dry …. I have time to seee ,,miss creamyjeans as well she is usually the naromal WOMAN … on the cell ther voice and tone ,, I am sure those on the other end of the line fear and respect ,, it . their job is on the line by how well they serve ..her
And then along cummms mr. concrete dude …. And CHANGES HAPPEN ,, firth the cell is left to voice mail I gues … and the PREENING A STARTS UP … now mr. good ole boy has a WAY ABOUT him . to workin this area with these people you gotta have something going …one thing he ahs is OVERT MALE SENSUALITY – confidence … there is no way , I would refer to this woman in terms of HONEY OR SWEETIE … she is without doubt cute … and her fotos from around the house show the HUSBADN . did not pick her orgianlly for her NOW presence in businesss but the HOT BLONDE BIKINI BABE helped a lot I am sure to catch this CEO ( ohh dinks part of the top 1% she down in the Fla. He .. the husband visits regualry )
Now PREENING . common animal displays that we NOW intellectualize about , but are common ,,, DNA expressions , this is the MODELING of the next genernation … so while she has no kids to 24/7 model for , today her lil’ nephew was over ….. and what DATA is being Internalized by the SPONGE of a mnd … that is the child before age 7 ?
Auntie Creamy Jeans dealing with the window washer and and business matters , then the arrival of the CLASIC REDNECK WARRIOR dresses well in CAmo , real pretty big truck so pretty god knows I would never lay a tool downin the bed … and then add in a LOADED GUN RACK ….
BASIC SEXUAL activity ..is natural even for children they are AWARE of their own sexuality yet trained to SUPRESS it .. http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html but the INSTINCT is there the learning of HOW TO ATTRACT A FEMALE IS GOING ON … and what does young master the SPONGE … learning from the example of MODELING he sees ? http://www.instinctualism.org/cleanup.html
You want PUSSY .. put on a MACHO FACE …. Or be STINKING FUCKING RICH ALREADY ….
Now interesting as miss creamy jeans and gool ole boy aer talking and he is Trash mouthin his wife at home … and she is fawning in support of him …. And recieiving her flood of Honey and sweetie from her EMPLOYEE …. He is just a concrete dude .. Politics got involved .. and I was brought inot their world of talking …. She is INVESTMENT CLASS ….RED .. he is redneck Red …. Me I find way to build bridges and escape saying anything except that I have found … that most like the French had said the left becomes like the right and the right actually close to the left …. I say , honestly both sides outside of US outside of the professional policiticans are very much alke we want HONSTY AND RESPONSIBILITY and Eqaulity … fine enough words to get me out and them to interact ….
And soon Mr. good ole boy leaves the cell starts rigning … the WOMAN changes her voice once more into that of …EVE …no .her expresion of sexual manipulation was MORE …EVE than the truth of the business woman .. I was now listening to … no this was WOMAN not EVE .. was the 40+ cutie being treated like a 20 something once more …. By the BAD BOY … ohh the husband not a bad boy except maybe in a political sense once way back when …. Rebellious expression of a blue blood thru and thru generation to generation nothing more …… ohhh the generation STOPS there DINK . why if life is so good ? would they not want to share it with repelcation ? I guess the 1 newphew is close enough ,, the good fashionable display of mother hood for the family . …DNA lines like that DISSAPEAR ..
In most lawsuits, most people just use each other as their excuse to disconnect from the Stream. And then they just suffer until the one who is the least disconnected wins the lawsuit. But it is still an exercise in disconnecting from Source Energy that we think is never worth the price of the reward, no matter how great the reward of a lawsuit is.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Buffalo, NY on Wednesday, September 27th, 2000
Your part to fit ,,the lawyers are out of business except if we buy in …. Try as the do to make the government so confusing …. Thus creating their own JOB SECURITY ,, in taxes and laws .. you have much choice about whether you WANT or not ..to play in their world .
The more international friends you have and really talk to the more you will find how crazy the US systems have become . but that is just US .. the enemey of itself is that we are not THINKING FOR OURSELVES . ….. trained by MODELING to wake up and vote act like you are a part then go back to sleep … the wisdom of the political machine of Rome . poloitics is very holistic in its understanding of POPULATION dynamics … confuse and conquer on every front … home food sex and $$$$
Now POLIGAMY to most of us is LIKE CHOCOLATE .. but actually there is much of your current life especaiil the girls ,, their life where they are living a TASTE OF THE WANTED … and it comes in the sisiterhood .. and un conditional love …
We have met the Enenmy and he is ,,, us - Pogo
The focus on the solutions …. And the solutions is not to destroy ones self ,,but to understand ones self .. and the PART TO FIT of that self in the things that we all agree are issues that OVERWHELM ourlives thing mostly done MINDLESSLY , from economic to sex … to housing and food http://www.instinctualism.org/ … IF YOU HAD NEVER TASTED CHOCLATE how could you describe that WANT ? you could not but you could describe things UNWANTED then allow new things to arrive for comparision and abiltyto then choose a new want … …….and so an event laced with UNWANTED the 3 of us … you miss creamy jeans , me , and Mr. good ole boy ..now mr. good ole boy has me beat by few inches in height , we are the same age about , got equal sun lines and color … I gotta cheap Kia he ahs a REDNECK Cadillac even sproting real guns in the gun why when he is working I do not know but .. ….
Pussy PREENS when it starts to wet up in anticia[pation in want of HARD COCK .. it is a series of SUB C. actitivy , could relate to hair , mirror watching . clothes a djusting ..etc etc etc , it may have expression in the practicing of SUBBIE VOICE changes .. off track but no realy is understandning the eefect os STRESS or over stimulation or over concern or over fuck load …the sub.c … speaks grasping for something that FEELS BETTER … http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=122781981 actually here is some science on this …. 7 numbers ,, seven concerns ,, like home mortagage , car payments o electric bill , calling mom , etcetcetc … they are like open WINDOWS pages not used but taking up available RAM and you no longerTHINK FOR YOURSELF .. science may not be just doing experiments on this but the effects have been KNOWN since the days of AMENHOTEP IV and the slave master traditions already alive for genenrations . tobacco alcohol and common drug helps shut down the clamor of these programs running
Toadys powerful EVE is still the horny little wet pussy of …animal of DNA , even if she has the POWER husband … NO kids … duel incomes … and in a position of freedom and power in business herself .. she is still able to show her INSTINCTUAL nature of being the penetrated and being of desire of that … http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ..... so i just dig life as I arrive and start work and be told to start here so , the concrete guy can come and finsh up ,, I gotta be done there because ther area will have to dry …. I have time to seee ,,miss creamyjeans as well she is usually the naromal WOMAN … on the cell ther voice and tone ,, I am sure those on the other end of the line fear and respect ,, it . their job is on the line by how well they serve ..her
And then along cummms mr. concrete dude …. And CHANGES HAPPEN ,, firth the cell is left to voice mail I gues … and the PREENING A STARTS UP … now mr. good ole boy has a WAY ABOUT him . to workin this area with these people you gotta have something going …one thing he ahs is OVERT MALE SENSUALITY – confidence … there is no way , I would refer to this woman in terms of HONEY OR SWEETIE … she is without doubt cute … and her fotos from around the house show the HUSBADN . did not pick her orgianlly for her NOW presence in businesss but the HOT BLONDE BIKINI BABE helped a lot I am sure to catch this CEO ( ohh dinks part of the top 1% she down in the Fla. He .. the husband visits regualry )
Now PREENING . common animal displays that we NOW intellectualize about , but are common ,,, DNA expressions , this is the MODELING of the next genernation … so while she has no kids to 24/7 model for , today her lil’ nephew was over ….. and what DATA is being Internalized by the SPONGE of a mnd … that is the child before age 7 ?
Auntie Creamy Jeans dealing with the window washer and and business matters , then the arrival of the CLASIC REDNECK WARRIOR dresses well in CAmo , real pretty big truck so pretty god knows I would never lay a tool downin the bed … and then add in a LOADED GUN RACK ….
BASIC SEXUAL activity ..is natural even for children they are AWARE of their own sexuality yet trained to SUPRESS it .. http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html but the INSTINCT is there the learning of HOW TO ATTRACT A FEMALE IS GOING ON … and what does young master the SPONGE … learning from the example of MODELING he sees ? http://www.instinctualism.org/cleanup.html
You want PUSSY .. put on a MACHO FACE …. Or be STINKING FUCKING RICH ALREADY ….
Now interesting as miss creamy jeans and gool ole boy aer talking and he is Trash mouthin his wife at home … and she is fawning in support of him …. And recieiving her flood of Honey and sweetie from her EMPLOYEE …. He is just a concrete dude .. Politics got involved .. and I was brought inot their world of talking …. She is INVESTMENT CLASS ….RED .. he is redneck Red …. Me I find way to build bridges and escape saying anything except that I have found … that most like the French had said the left becomes like the right and the right actually close to the left …. I say , honestly both sides outside of US outside of the professional policiticans are very much alke we want HONSTY AND RESPONSIBILITY and Eqaulity … fine enough words to get me out and them to interact ….
And soon Mr. good ole boy leaves the cell starts rigning … the WOMAN changes her voice once more into that of …EVE …no .her expresion of sexual manipulation was MORE …EVE than the truth of the business woman .. I was now listening to … no this was WOMAN not EVE .. was the 40+ cutie being treated like a 20 something once more …. By the BAD BOY … ohh the husband not a bad boy except maybe in a political sense once way back when …. Rebellious expression of a blue blood thru and thru generation to generation nothing more …… ohhh the generation STOPS there DINK . why if life is so good ? would they not want to share it with repelcation ? I guess the 1 newphew is close enough ,, the good fashionable display of mother hood for the family . …DNA lines like that DISSAPEAR ..
In most lawsuits, most people just use each other as their excuse to disconnect from the Stream. And then they just suffer until the one who is the least disconnected wins the lawsuit. But it is still an exercise in disconnecting from Source Energy that we think is never worth the price of the reward, no matter how great the reward of a lawsuit is.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Buffalo, NY on Wednesday, September 27th, 2000
Your part to fit ,,the lawyers are out of business except if we buy in …. Try as the do to make the government so confusing …. Thus creating their own JOB SECURITY ,, in taxes and laws .. you have much choice about whether you WANT or not ..to play in their world .
The more international friends you have and really talk to the more you will find how crazy the US systems have become . but that is just US .. the enemey of itself is that we are not THINKING FOR OURSELVES . ….. trained by MODELING to wake up and vote act like you are a part then go back to sleep … the wisdom of the political machine of Rome . poloitics is very holistic in its understanding of POPULATION dynamics … confuse and conquer on every front … home food sex and $$$$
Now POLIGAMY to most of us is LIKE CHOCOLATE .. but actually there is much of your current life especaiil the girls ,, their life where they are living a TASTE OF THE WANTED … and it comes in the sisiterhood .. and un conditional love …
Thursday, January 28, 2010
sleep pretty pussy sleep
Sleep pretty pussy sleep
So I was looking into whether there was any social activity that I would like , so many things are to NARROWLY focused …. Bait shops and fishing piers , hell been there done that for years , most sport based social things again very narrow , being social at the bar ? no no no ..that is sctration place of people who are all just hiding ..in the drug ..garden club or meta P groups often very small groups ..gun club? Same as bait shop .
So , I thought about the PARTY ….. that is place where many people gather each twith their won SPECIAL ISSUE but to get the whole ball rolling we all us the PARTY …. Me I am blue ,,years ago I was RED .. but changed to blue . but realy a GEEEN ..one of those who understands the use of the group to effect GENERALIZE streams of chnge ,,not aperson who willnot play just because my own issue in …NOT the 1st and only issue but realizing the CONFUSE AND CONQUER demands this group activity. But now my core issue is http://www.instinctualism.org/
But to find out the PARTY IS …OVER , it is kinda of strang now ,, hell a year ago I was getting phone calls for mthe party daily , when I wash their windows at the headquarters ( my freebie ) the place had been jumping for a year always maneed or womaned … but to look around the web for current meeting activitiys and find NOTHING ..strange .. it is as if ,t he SYSTEM says ok do you job people wake up get confused ,,make a vote and …
GO BACK TO SLEEP …… you did your job
Right now with al the people UNEMPLOYED or unemployed the ..pool ov volunteers is vast … now is time to be PHAONING meeting holding education meeting about things like HEALTHCARE …. To explore the comparisionso f health care ysytems world wide ETC .. and we would have the …..volunteer work force since so many have too much free time in a county with 14% unemeployement .
OK YOUNG MASTER think for yourself .. think logical what is this evidence trail realy SAYING , they can get ,,volunteers , the evidence trail of last years show that WHY HAVE THEY NOT BEEN DOING THE SAME NOW?
They pay for electric and rent on headquarters every year .. why not use it?
Ahhhh under neath it all is the expression of the FOR PROFIT SYSYTEM , le the slave think they are involved , then …. Do like the ROMAN EXPLAINED 1000;s of years ago .,,,…. Entertain the masses into …mindless – ness …. The same system ,…bum with the current level of PEOPLE exisiting in boredom and the flood of VIDEO infor forms , we could have educational meetings about so many SUBJECTS .. form GREEN ISSUES to health care , to self emeployment , econimcs . to etc etc
A 100 years ago the PARTY WAS ACTIVE EVRYD AY ….. if you did not work you went to the localparty headquarters ,sure there was CORRUPTION in that system but is there not now also ..corruption just now hidden ,,, and when something is hidden it is always worse . the active 5 to 7 day a week party headquarters could do so much good …
Whatever you are giving your attention to already has a vibration of its own, and as you give your attention to it, you include its vibration in your vibration...and then your point of attraction is affected.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, April 19th, 1997
Understand the Unwanted ,,design a WANT ..from that understanding then focus on THE SOLUTIONS ……. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html
centrailization beniftis the ,,HAVES AND HAVE MORES …. The 9 billion dollar rail plan for florida ? wrong , more cnetrilization that profits the top 1% . sure gives the rest of us some … antoher ADDIVTIVE toy to become depednat upon and fat over … that that 8 BILLION and all the other 8 and 10 BILLION dollar rail projects trun theminto POD transport projects ..
high speed rail is all about working and living HARDER FASTER HARDER FASTER …. The have’s and have more’s no longer are struglling to make it to PHAORHS talbe … no it is about driving the slave master class harder .. they do it to themselves in searchof making the cut near PHAROHS table ..it has nothing to to with the 40% of people who will most likely NEVER use it ..or the other 40% who will use it as a NOVELTY or on that once or twice in a life time VACATION …
the pod transportation ,,concepts will provide the biggest over all benift , so what ifthe mid level mananger has to plan an extra day for travel ,,hell the rest will be good for them . OBAMA is in florida today wining and dining with ,,pharoh over the high speed system … I believe the man Obama to be a good man to the best of ALLOWABLITY within the expression of the current system …. Like working with golden hand cuffs and forced to eat CAVIAR . for a man not far from INSTINCTUAL TRIBAL ROOTS .
rmemeber the Indian TATA NANO…$2,500. 4 passenger , 65 MPG ,, legaL in Europe the land of MERCEDES , BMW audio Volvo … they have very precise safety requirements in the EEC …. The 10’f of BILLIONs we will spend for PHAORH’S EGO .. could bring us ..the US … reasonable pod transport . at resonalbe prices … and change CO2 issues . but we have no VEHICHLE OR VENUE to teach … like the daily open door of the party could provide . http://tatanano.inservices.tatamotors.com/tatamotors/
So I was looking into whether there was any social activity that I would like , so many things are to NARROWLY focused …. Bait shops and fishing piers , hell been there done that for years , most sport based social things again very narrow , being social at the bar ? no no no ..that is sctration place of people who are all just hiding ..in the drug ..garden club or meta P groups often very small groups ..gun club? Same as bait shop .
So , I thought about the PARTY ….. that is place where many people gather each twith their won SPECIAL ISSUE but to get the whole ball rolling we all us the PARTY …. Me I am blue ,,years ago I was RED .. but changed to blue . but realy a GEEEN ..one of those who understands the use of the group to effect GENERALIZE streams of chnge ,,not aperson who willnot play just because my own issue in …NOT the 1st and only issue but realizing the CONFUSE AND CONQUER demands this group activity. But now my core issue is http://www.instinctualism.org/
But to find out the PARTY IS …OVER , it is kinda of strang now ,, hell a year ago I was getting phone calls for mthe party daily , when I wash their windows at the headquarters ( my freebie ) the place had been jumping for a year always maneed or womaned … but to look around the web for current meeting activitiys and find NOTHING ..strange .. it is as if ,t he SYSTEM says ok do you job people wake up get confused ,,make a vote and …
GO BACK TO SLEEP …… you did your job
Right now with al the people UNEMPLOYED or unemployed the ..pool ov volunteers is vast … now is time to be PHAONING meeting holding education meeting about things like HEALTHCARE …. To explore the comparisionso f health care ysytems world wide ETC .. and we would have the …..volunteer work force since so many have too much free time in a county with 14% unemeployement .
OK YOUNG MASTER think for yourself .. think logical what is this evidence trail realy SAYING , they can get ,,volunteers , the evidence trail of last years show that WHY HAVE THEY NOT BEEN DOING THE SAME NOW?
They pay for electric and rent on headquarters every year .. why not use it?
Ahhhh under neath it all is the expression of the FOR PROFIT SYSYTEM , le the slave think they are involved , then …. Do like the ROMAN EXPLAINED 1000;s of years ago .,,,…. Entertain the masses into …mindless – ness …. The same system ,…bum with the current level of PEOPLE exisiting in boredom and the flood of VIDEO infor forms , we could have educational meetings about so many SUBJECTS .. form GREEN ISSUES to health care , to self emeployment , econimcs . to etc etc
A 100 years ago the PARTY WAS ACTIVE EVRYD AY ….. if you did not work you went to the localparty headquarters ,sure there was CORRUPTION in that system but is there not now also ..corruption just now hidden ,,, and when something is hidden it is always worse . the active 5 to 7 day a week party headquarters could do so much good …
Whatever you are giving your attention to already has a vibration of its own, and as you give your attention to it, you include its vibration in your vibration...and then your point of attraction is affected.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Silver Spring, MD on Saturday, April 19th, 1997
Understand the Unwanted ,,design a WANT ..from that understanding then focus on THE SOLUTIONS ……. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html
centrailization beniftis the ,,HAVES AND HAVE MORES …. The 9 billion dollar rail plan for florida ? wrong , more cnetrilization that profits the top 1% . sure gives the rest of us some … antoher ADDIVTIVE toy to become depednat upon and fat over … that that 8 BILLION and all the other 8 and 10 BILLION dollar rail projects trun theminto POD transport projects ..
high speed rail is all about working and living HARDER FASTER HARDER FASTER …. The have’s and have more’s no longer are struglling to make it to PHAORHS talbe … no it is about driving the slave master class harder .. they do it to themselves in searchof making the cut near PHAROHS table ..it has nothing to to with the 40% of people who will most likely NEVER use it ..or the other 40% who will use it as a NOVELTY or on that once or twice in a life time VACATION …
the pod transportation ,,concepts will provide the biggest over all benift , so what ifthe mid level mananger has to plan an extra day for travel ,,hell the rest will be good for them . OBAMA is in florida today wining and dining with ,,pharoh over the high speed system … I believe the man Obama to be a good man to the best of ALLOWABLITY within the expression of the current system …. Like working with golden hand cuffs and forced to eat CAVIAR . for a man not far from INSTINCTUAL TRIBAL ROOTS .
rmemeber the Indian TATA NANO…$2,500. 4 passenger , 65 MPG ,, legaL in Europe the land of MERCEDES , BMW audio Volvo … they have very precise safety requirements in the EEC …. The 10’f of BILLIONs we will spend for PHAORH’S EGO .. could bring us ..the US … reasonable pod transport . at resonalbe prices … and change CO2 issues . but we have no VEHICHLE OR VENUE to teach … like the daily open door of the party could provide . http://tatanano.inservices.tatamotors.com/tatamotors/
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
pussy likes farmers
Pussy likes farmers
For Cave Women, Farmers Had Extra Sex Appeal
by Richard Harris
…… a load of good reading “Men can have more kids than women, presuming they aren't monogamous. So their genes would spread much faster than the genes of any women who were traveling with them. And it seems the women in Europe welcomed the farmers with open arms. “ ….. and more good reading and then listen to the NPR radio broadcast …. http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=122944258
But the idea that SCIENTISTS have to first make MONAGMONY … a NON –issue or fact ,,which it never was fact until the evidence trail shows its growth and it was forced on society ..thru LAWS … forced on society . yes becaue of the Un natural selelctive breeding to creat more males ,, women of family that historically had more male kids WER BRED like farm animals almost … to gain the most men for PHAROHS army the systems armys … thus developing a time where birth parody called forth the need to limit women more htan is natural ….
"When a decision is made to cope with the symptoms of a problem, it is generally assumed that the corrective measures will solve the problem itself. They seldom do. Engineers cannot seem to get this through their heads. These countermeasures are all based on too narrow a definition of what is wrong. Human measures and countermeasures proceed from limited scientific truth and judgment. A true solution can never come about in this way." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masanobu_Fukuoka
Fukuako … it is the THEME the under lying ,,, attempt at human MANIPULATION instead of living harmonusly .. which is being discussed in his quaote .
Sexual predators grow from ..this … manipulation of mind . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
Wow my gay friend that was unexpected , but I guess attracted it ,, I betcha , it is a kind of ..KARMA thing of my own past what went around came back around .. …. …. Ahhh being alwys in the pubic eye from the day I opened PBT and be came PHIL … to what I do now …. Of course I attract everyone eventually ,,, I can not be going out ATTRACTING EVERYONE with out doing just that …attracting all types …but you my gay friend even though you had not being saying that you were gay until of late .. it was kinda there WHAT EVER …. Where and when I grew up and in the cultures I hung with In Maimi fl. There wera All types all the time …. Gay whatever …
Look you READ INTO my words .some sort of anger at WOMEN wrong wrong wrong .. WE ARE ALL CONFUSED … victims of genenration OF MIND FUCKING . my voice is not the voice of a good PROSPECT … thinking aobu that option just like the majority of men , has been thought about already after other break ups …. Most normal guys will not admit to it ,,,, but I ain’t NORMAL .
But to wait till today to openly HIT ON ME … ahhhh shock ,,, yes and no , A good preditor looks for their opening that window to get that closeness … but now while I am embracing the pain that shows me the importnce of this person who I know and now will live without ..… to be in the discomfort … is as equal to the smiles that I had being with her .. what we lived had together … I could not feel this bad If she had not made me feel THAT GOOD !
But ,,,,, I thought you got it http://www.instinctualism.org/ … even though we went over and over the theory , often times it was as if I had never talked to you about it , you started the conversations off from new angles of questioning … I ,, all ways took you for my DEVILS ADVOCATE … well read , intelligent , with enough years and experience to be of benefit in sharpening my skills . that was greatly appreciated and enjoyed by me .
People using people during tiems of DURSS of stress expecially using sex and affection as tools of manipulation …. Just get me sick , it is the same ole’ theme I write about , but you are a special person yourself realy , the Preformer that you are shows the … 1 in 1000-ness of you in a world full of followers of HIDERS …many many many males are hiding behind their GUNS their churches the Drug of cchoice …. Of sex of choice
Again we can ague about Genes and whether a gene manifestes later in life maybe the GAY GENE ?…. You know what I kinda gotta give that tooo you , form what I have heard Gene scientists themselves have no IDEA how …. Genes realy get triggered … we both were talking about gene potential illness the 50/50 chance you call it ,,, the get it or not I call it …. I believe the trigger is of stress basing and you believe in the STRICK 50/50 NUMBER but since the illness we talked about effets 1 in 100,000 the data base is to small and the THUS far accumulated data is form to short a period . and tainted with expections not DOUBLE BLINDED . I will not argue ..but give you the doubt . and yet stil look at the EXPRESSION OF STRESS … the effects of manipulation adh of historical expressions of the same and the passed effect of ..PERP TO PERP … http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html
The info you give about what LOOKS like gene based evedince between gay and straight I , still say are the effects of …..THOUGHTS and actions , the more gay the acted , the more the body ,,, grew to the vibration of thought . for there is the evidence of men who have to be the mommy/daddy showing changes in the shape of peneile or peturutary to more reflect the traditional care giving female .
But I will go back to gorilla …. There are observations of a female leaving the troop or harem … liknda like we talked about or you questioned me , and leaving a baby behind …. As she went off in searchof a new male she saw advertising himself . the daddy silver back gorilla takes care of the baby primamrly except whenit comes to breast feeding of course , but he adopts and makes room in his nightly nest building for the kids whose moms have either died of natural causes ( or human predation ) or left . the human male has been trained to be a DICK HEAD … so he would be a better tool in PHAROHS ARMYS …. There has been 1000’s of YEARS OF THIS un natural selelction ,,, going on , like girls growing large TITS for sexual display males picked for breeding or , becoming higher up in the social ranks ( eve behind the scenes controlled muchof that ) high enough in the social ranks to not be picked for FRONTLINE BATTLE DUTY . un antural selelction . so many manyways we have evidence of UNANANTURAL SELECTION of slaves from body shape and style to dememenor etc , which enabled slaves to move into citizen ranks . all the while the NICE co-operative human still lingers ….. even if mind fucked and REPEATING the mind fucks the abuses they themselves suffered
That realy is what you are showing my friend in you current choices fo expression , you are REPEATING once more that which happened to you …at a CORE LEVEL .. the details the players change but the under lieing core is still there if you want to AKNOWLEDGE that..or we can continue the same word dance ….. which I now feel less inclined to …. Knowing more the basis behind your motives ,
Wow most cool I have asked for GREAT THINGS to happen to write about and I get what I ask for every fucking time …
"Gender identity" is inconsequential from an Energy standpoint. In other words, when we view anything that is physical, we see the Energy of it, and we note that the Energy of what you call male and female is equal in all things.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Seattle, WA on Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
For Cave Women, Farmers Had Extra Sex Appeal
by Richard Harris
…… a load of good reading “Men can have more kids than women, presuming they aren't monogamous. So their genes would spread much faster than the genes of any women who were traveling with them. And it seems the women in Europe welcomed the farmers with open arms. “ ….. and more good reading and then listen to the NPR radio broadcast …. http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=122944258
But the idea that SCIENTISTS have to first make MONAGMONY … a NON –issue or fact ,,which it never was fact until the evidence trail shows its growth and it was forced on society ..thru LAWS … forced on society . yes becaue of the Un natural selelctive breeding to creat more males ,, women of family that historically had more male kids WER BRED like farm animals almost … to gain the most men for PHAROHS army the systems armys … thus developing a time where birth parody called forth the need to limit women more htan is natural ….
"When a decision is made to cope with the symptoms of a problem, it is generally assumed that the corrective measures will solve the problem itself. They seldom do. Engineers cannot seem to get this through their heads. These countermeasures are all based on too narrow a definition of what is wrong. Human measures and countermeasures proceed from limited scientific truth and judgment. A true solution can never come about in this way." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masanobu_Fukuoka
Fukuako … it is the THEME the under lying ,,, attempt at human MANIPULATION instead of living harmonusly .. which is being discussed in his quaote .
Sexual predators grow from ..this … manipulation of mind . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
Wow my gay friend that was unexpected , but I guess attracted it ,, I betcha , it is a kind of ..KARMA thing of my own past what went around came back around .. …. …. Ahhh being alwys in the pubic eye from the day I opened PBT and be came PHIL … to what I do now …. Of course I attract everyone eventually ,,, I can not be going out ATTRACTING EVERYONE with out doing just that …attracting all types …but you my gay friend even though you had not being saying that you were gay until of late .. it was kinda there WHAT EVER …. Where and when I grew up and in the cultures I hung with In Maimi fl. There wera All types all the time …. Gay whatever …
Look you READ INTO my words .some sort of anger at WOMEN wrong wrong wrong .. WE ARE ALL CONFUSED … victims of genenration OF MIND FUCKING . my voice is not the voice of a good PROSPECT … thinking aobu that option just like the majority of men , has been thought about already after other break ups …. Most normal guys will not admit to it ,,,, but I ain’t NORMAL .
But to wait till today to openly HIT ON ME … ahhhh shock ,,, yes and no , A good preditor looks for their opening that window to get that closeness … but now while I am embracing the pain that shows me the importnce of this person who I know and now will live without ..… to be in the discomfort … is as equal to the smiles that I had being with her .. what we lived had together … I could not feel this bad If she had not made me feel THAT GOOD !
But ,,,,, I thought you got it http://www.instinctualism.org/ … even though we went over and over the theory , often times it was as if I had never talked to you about it , you started the conversations off from new angles of questioning … I ,, all ways took you for my DEVILS ADVOCATE … well read , intelligent , with enough years and experience to be of benefit in sharpening my skills . that was greatly appreciated and enjoyed by me .
People using people during tiems of DURSS of stress expecially using sex and affection as tools of manipulation …. Just get me sick , it is the same ole’ theme I write about , but you are a special person yourself realy , the Preformer that you are shows the … 1 in 1000-ness of you in a world full of followers of HIDERS …many many many males are hiding behind their GUNS their churches the Drug of cchoice …. Of sex of choice
Again we can ague about Genes and whether a gene manifestes later in life maybe the GAY GENE ?…. You know what I kinda gotta give that tooo you , form what I have heard Gene scientists themselves have no IDEA how …. Genes realy get triggered … we both were talking about gene potential illness the 50/50 chance you call it ,,, the get it or not I call it …. I believe the trigger is of stress basing and you believe in the STRICK 50/50 NUMBER but since the illness we talked about effets 1 in 100,000 the data base is to small and the THUS far accumulated data is form to short a period . and tainted with expections not DOUBLE BLINDED . I will not argue ..but give you the doubt . and yet stil look at the EXPRESSION OF STRESS … the effects of manipulation adh of historical expressions of the same and the passed effect of ..PERP TO PERP … http://www.instinctualism.org/sexual_abuse.html
The info you give about what LOOKS like gene based evedince between gay and straight I , still say are the effects of …..THOUGHTS and actions , the more gay the acted , the more the body ,,, grew to the vibration of thought . for there is the evidence of men who have to be the mommy/daddy showing changes in the shape of peneile or peturutary to more reflect the traditional care giving female .
But I will go back to gorilla …. There are observations of a female leaving the troop or harem … liknda like we talked about or you questioned me , and leaving a baby behind …. As she went off in searchof a new male she saw advertising himself . the daddy silver back gorilla takes care of the baby primamrly except whenit comes to breast feeding of course , but he adopts and makes room in his nightly nest building for the kids whose moms have either died of natural causes ( or human predation ) or left . the human male has been trained to be a DICK HEAD … so he would be a better tool in PHAROHS ARMYS …. There has been 1000’s of YEARS OF THIS un natural selelction ,,, going on , like girls growing large TITS for sexual display males picked for breeding or , becoming higher up in the social ranks ( eve behind the scenes controlled muchof that ) high enough in the social ranks to not be picked for FRONTLINE BATTLE DUTY . un antural selelction . so many manyways we have evidence of UNANANTURAL SELECTION of slaves from body shape and style to dememenor etc , which enabled slaves to move into citizen ranks . all the while the NICE co-operative human still lingers ….. even if mind fucked and REPEATING the mind fucks the abuses they themselves suffered
That realy is what you are showing my friend in you current choices fo expression , you are REPEATING once more that which happened to you …at a CORE LEVEL .. the details the players change but the under lieing core is still there if you want to AKNOWLEDGE that..or we can continue the same word dance ….. which I now feel less inclined to …. Knowing more the basis behind your motives ,
Wow most cool I have asked for GREAT THINGS to happen to write about and I get what I ask for every fucking time …
"Gender identity" is inconsequential from an Energy standpoint. In other words, when we view anything that is physical, we see the Energy of it, and we note that the Energy of what you call male and female is equal in all things.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Seattle, WA on Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
Monday, January 25, 2010
Tears of blood
Tears of blood
Ih ave been crying on and off since thurday afternoon after getting the HAPPY NEWS , a very dear friend has come in to her OWN , most probably for the firt time in her life , you are not of your own realy while under the roof and stuff of a pareant and all to often we RE CREATE lives with similar themes fromt then on , repeating dysfunctions we saw growing up . thinking that is what life is
“ You can not see the silver lining unless you are looking at the clouds “ the word of a sage …
so I told myself I was going to FEEL this event not hide and distract myself like I know I can get FOCUSED on work and goals .. and all the gREAT AND WONDERFUL things all around me …no ..now I was going to FEEL this
so as my friend cam e back home satruday I met at the door tears in my eyes , she so ex cited and full of LIFE AND SELF EMPOWERMENT and tales of her growth …. I knew she was leaving ( me ) …. And I am happy , sad, torn the fuck up , I have of course cryed over many girls . mainly in blame and anger and confusion to , and LONELYNESS poor phil alone again shit … this time it was COMPLEX … and the tears were/are … what they call in ARTS bitter sweet tears … ( lucky it started to rain and that is forcing me to let myself write . …. In spirit action )
the soul is of the I in I …. The illusion of separation is the gift of TIME/SPACE … sure all great fucking logical shit I understand MENTALLY ..but this morning as I was taking her positive affirmation POST IT notes off the cabnet in the bathroom , I started to cry and scream and shake … like a trapped animal IN THE THROES OF LIFES .. transition , the change of being BIO MECHINCAL and that what state of mind ,, and the returning to SOURCE self which knows ALL IS WELL … as the sage says you maybe screaming as you leave this play ground but you are not screaming as you re-enter the TOA .
so in the BLENDING bio mechincs and emotional ….. difference between a BRAODER SELF which is all all times all ways …. And a me here and now that has the chnce to FEEL PAINS … to FEEL to taste .. laugh ,, to cry … to plan to work … to relax and play .. to stress or trust … I ws crying YELLING so hard so much that my MACHINE tasted what it translated to the BODY as blood …….OOOOOPS this is bad … !
crying blood would be a bad thing for a bio machine . the machine in tis desire for self preservation needed to ACCESS the data .. was this taste of blood …blood? Stop …look .. access … Lucky NO , but it was a shock of the 2 parts of being-ness , THE ME WHO feels happiness and losss ….and the bio machine that wants to Live … IN all my pains and feeling oppurutunity the bio machine continues to process data , to grow hair to breathe to digest , to grow finger nails … etce tcetc …while I think the world is coming to an end in the part I live thru the 2 GIG A BYTES of consiuos brain use … processing
power .
Sunday as we fininshed loading the car , we told ourselves we would do some other things , acting AS IF everything was … normal . BUT by now she to was crying too ,,, she had to leave THEN FAST go be happy … I had,,, HAD the oppurutunity to touch her hair ONCE MORE in the middle of the night like I had done a 1000 times before to check to see she was OK …. And I cryed myself back to sleep … I got one more TIME to scour the yard for that perfect flower … fo r the kitchen , to bring her coffee once more as I wake her ,, and like I would day after day , just enjoy looking at her before I woke her up , touching her curls , maybe lightiy kissing her forehead …
I HAD HURT HER IN SO MANY FOR SO MANYYEARS … and now she is BEYOND ME …. Safe from hurt feeling hurt unless she wanted to FEEL IT .. for hwt you RESSIT will only persist …
I do not resisit this sadness …. Why I feel sad , when the other part of me is so FUCKING COMPLETELY happy in the strength happiness and life of my friend ..well that is now and will be gifts of learning . ,,,of INSPIRATIONAL ties of events and stimulations to thought paths .
Like Thursday night as only few hours had passed , and I was dealing LOGICALLY with the events I know were coming , I talked with my gay friend ,,, one we got on the topic of his JSUTIFACTION for being gay but before that
“ what if in the ahrem he asked a girl wanted to leave and the reason was for another male ..how would you respong ,, would you invite the other male into your world to keep her in your world ? “
ahh the depth and confusion we are all having …because of being trained away form the meesage of BIO MECHNICS .. and listen to FAIRY TALES of love … the TRAGIC LOVE STORY which is the basis for my tears of pain . not my tears of JOY .
no I would not …invite himin to keep her SHE IS NEVER MINE TO ….. KEEP like property …. That is the observable to be found in the Gorilla world , the wives the females can come …. They first need to find peace with the other females , then find peace with the male then maybe there may even be MATING / FUCKING … and like wise she is free to walk away and join up withsome other dudue and that does happen
but ..the silver back a good silver back who … did the right thing is not left alone , he would only be left alone if he was UN WORTHY . if he was mean cruel or stupid … that in fact would be NATURAL SELELCTION at work … a self centered soicopathic expression who does not care about tohers would not live for the benefit of the FAMILY UNIT … so no suruving DNA .. would be left to re create … ( ahh but some how in human we have allowed the sociopath to live on ) not my current desire to write about hat now
no I want to BE the emotional confusion the pain of loss ..the happiness and pride of seeing a friend gorw and know I helped in some tiny way ….. and I said to my gay frind …. If she was ahppy ….. I would side by side fill the car with her new boyfriend .. ( I am glad to see to that my girl friend is not living dependnant on another guy right now , she is LIVING FROM HER OWN strength this time cool … and form that position her next love will be ….. what ever it will be )
but I as the ….. male she is leaving would not myself be in an UN NATURAL STATE of …alone-ness . fro we humans are social animals … being alone is a PUNISHMENT .. that is what we do to prisioners in jail ..put them inot SOLITARY CONFINEMENT …. I am happy that this time , this break up , I am alone no kids to watch my melt down to be confused ..at the stress expressions … there is no need to SUPRESS and stay strong so the kids willnot see dad be weak they are kids and need stability in a parent …
NO this time there is GREAT LEARNING from the tears … like the idea of how I limit my action and so does she based upon …living in the same house exampled by the cleaing out of the junk drawer yesterday …. There is much supporoitn evidence trails in this pain and feelings and support and love and hope . and alones to ..to bring into http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html ( this blog realy will have to find its way inot the page of positive aspects
When a child has a dream and a parent says, "It's not financially feasible; you can't make a living at that; don't do it," we say to the child, run away from home... You must follow your dream. You will never be joyful if you don't. Your dream may change, but you've got to stay after your dreams. You have to.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005
You do KNOW THAT at an atomic level they say that not 1 atom of your living bio mass is over 7 years old ..we are ALWAYS still kids .
I have been following my dream ..writing and that writing actually has been hurting my friend …. For we do not see things the same way …. On many many subjects form relationship core issues to economics etc …. So my RUNNING away from home , caused her many tears ,, and from those EMOTIONS … wants were projected and she hasnow let herself ..have her wants ….. I am happy … I know I wll be crying soon as I continue the process of packing up her stuff ready for her last return in a few weeks to get thte bigg stuff …. But it will be all of these little things that make me cry . happy or sad .. I am still ..confused about .
Ih ave been crying on and off since thurday afternoon after getting the HAPPY NEWS , a very dear friend has come in to her OWN , most probably for the firt time in her life , you are not of your own realy while under the roof and stuff of a pareant and all to often we RE CREATE lives with similar themes fromt then on , repeating dysfunctions we saw growing up . thinking that is what life is
“ You can not see the silver lining unless you are looking at the clouds “ the word of a sage …
so I told myself I was going to FEEL this event not hide and distract myself like I know I can get FOCUSED on work and goals .. and all the gREAT AND WONDERFUL things all around me …no ..now I was going to FEEL this
so as my friend cam e back home satruday I met at the door tears in my eyes , she so ex cited and full of LIFE AND SELF EMPOWERMENT and tales of her growth …. I knew she was leaving ( me ) …. And I am happy , sad, torn the fuck up , I have of course cryed over many girls . mainly in blame and anger and confusion to , and LONELYNESS poor phil alone again shit … this time it was COMPLEX … and the tears were/are … what they call in ARTS bitter sweet tears … ( lucky it started to rain and that is forcing me to let myself write . …. In spirit action )
the soul is of the I in I …. The illusion of separation is the gift of TIME/SPACE … sure all great fucking logical shit I understand MENTALLY ..but this morning as I was taking her positive affirmation POST IT notes off the cabnet in the bathroom , I started to cry and scream and shake … like a trapped animal IN THE THROES OF LIFES .. transition , the change of being BIO MECHINCAL and that what state of mind ,, and the returning to SOURCE self which knows ALL IS WELL … as the sage says you maybe screaming as you leave this play ground but you are not screaming as you re-enter the TOA .
so in the BLENDING bio mechincs and emotional ….. difference between a BRAODER SELF which is all all times all ways …. And a me here and now that has the chnce to FEEL PAINS … to FEEL to taste .. laugh ,, to cry … to plan to work … to relax and play .. to stress or trust … I ws crying YELLING so hard so much that my MACHINE tasted what it translated to the BODY as blood …….OOOOOPS this is bad … !
crying blood would be a bad thing for a bio machine . the machine in tis desire for self preservation needed to ACCESS the data .. was this taste of blood …blood? Stop …look .. access … Lucky NO , but it was a shock of the 2 parts of being-ness , THE ME WHO feels happiness and losss ….and the bio machine that wants to Live … IN all my pains and feeling oppurutunity the bio machine continues to process data , to grow hair to breathe to digest , to grow finger nails … etce tcetc …while I think the world is coming to an end in the part I live thru the 2 GIG A BYTES of consiuos brain use … processing
power .
Sunday as we fininshed loading the car , we told ourselves we would do some other things , acting AS IF everything was … normal . BUT by now she to was crying too ,,, she had to leave THEN FAST go be happy … I had,,, HAD the oppurutunity to touch her hair ONCE MORE in the middle of the night like I had done a 1000 times before to check to see she was OK …. And I cryed myself back to sleep … I got one more TIME to scour the yard for that perfect flower … fo r the kitchen , to bring her coffee once more as I wake her ,, and like I would day after day , just enjoy looking at her before I woke her up , touching her curls , maybe lightiy kissing her forehead …
I HAD HURT HER IN SO MANY FOR SO MANYYEARS … and now she is BEYOND ME …. Safe from hurt feeling hurt unless she wanted to FEEL IT .. for hwt you RESSIT will only persist …
I do not resisit this sadness …. Why I feel sad , when the other part of me is so FUCKING COMPLETELY happy in the strength happiness and life of my friend ..well that is now and will be gifts of learning . ,,,of INSPIRATIONAL ties of events and stimulations to thought paths .
Like Thursday night as only few hours had passed , and I was dealing LOGICALLY with the events I know were coming , I talked with my gay friend ,,, one we got on the topic of his JSUTIFACTION for being gay but before that
“ what if in the ahrem he asked a girl wanted to leave and the reason was for another male ..how would you respong ,, would you invite the other male into your world to keep her in your world ? “
ahh the depth and confusion we are all having …because of being trained away form the meesage of BIO MECHNICS .. and listen to FAIRY TALES of love … the TRAGIC LOVE STORY which is the basis for my tears of pain . not my tears of JOY .
no I would not …invite himin to keep her SHE IS NEVER MINE TO ….. KEEP like property …. That is the observable to be found in the Gorilla world , the wives the females can come …. They first need to find peace with the other females , then find peace with the male then maybe there may even be MATING / FUCKING … and like wise she is free to walk away and join up withsome other dudue and that does happen
but ..the silver back a good silver back who … did the right thing is not left alone , he would only be left alone if he was UN WORTHY . if he was mean cruel or stupid … that in fact would be NATURAL SELELCTION at work … a self centered soicopathic expression who does not care about tohers would not live for the benefit of the FAMILY UNIT … so no suruving DNA .. would be left to re create … ( ahh but some how in human we have allowed the sociopath to live on ) not my current desire to write about hat now
no I want to BE the emotional confusion the pain of loss ..the happiness and pride of seeing a friend gorw and know I helped in some tiny way ….. and I said to my gay frind …. If she was ahppy ….. I would side by side fill the car with her new boyfriend .. ( I am glad to see to that my girl friend is not living dependnant on another guy right now , she is LIVING FROM HER OWN strength this time cool … and form that position her next love will be ….. what ever it will be )
but I as the ….. male she is leaving would not myself be in an UN NATURAL STATE of …alone-ness . fro we humans are social animals … being alone is a PUNISHMENT .. that is what we do to prisioners in jail ..put them inot SOLITARY CONFINEMENT …. I am happy that this time , this break up , I am alone no kids to watch my melt down to be confused ..at the stress expressions … there is no need to SUPRESS and stay strong so the kids willnot see dad be weak they are kids and need stability in a parent …
NO this time there is GREAT LEARNING from the tears … like the idea of how I limit my action and so does she based upon …living in the same house exampled by the cleaing out of the junk drawer yesterday …. There is much supporoitn evidence trails in this pain and feelings and support and love and hope . and alones to ..to bring into http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html ( this blog realy will have to find its way inot the page of positive aspects
When a child has a dream and a parent says, "It's not financially feasible; you can't make a living at that; don't do it," we say to the child, run away from home... You must follow your dream. You will never be joyful if you don't. Your dream may change, but you've got to stay after your dreams. You have to.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in Asheville, NC on Sunday, May 1st, 2005
You do KNOW THAT at an atomic level they say that not 1 atom of your living bio mass is over 7 years old ..we are ALWAYS still kids .
I have been following my dream ..writing and that writing actually has been hurting my friend …. For we do not see things the same way …. On many many subjects form relationship core issues to economics etc …. So my RUNNING away from home , caused her many tears ,, and from those EMOTIONS … wants were projected and she hasnow let herself ..have her wants ….. I am happy … I know I wll be crying soon as I continue the process of packing up her stuff ready for her last return in a few weeks to get thte bigg stuff …. But it will be all of these little things that make me cry . happy or sad .. I am still ..confused about .
Friday, January 22, 2010
the pussy is confusing
The pussy is confusing
Aaahhh a world that tells me I can not ,,no not a world just an attraction of individuals who help me clear my own thinking , so …… those are your LIMITS not mine ,,nothing I propose is IMPOSSIBLE ..only UN …usual and you are stuck in … what everyone else is and has been doing so long you are stuck with out accepting it in …. 11. conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new … of dr. Thomas Godons list of the effects of manipulation … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html so young master who talks to me about , his feeling of homosexuality ( fine cool good your FREE CHOICE ) or about building codes … fine so a concept has not the engeering testing for a certain area does not mean it can not be proposed .. then tweeked then tested or designed to fit … NO IT IS NOT ALWAYS …EASY … to be different . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html
But to being gay ….. I still maintain the logic that you do not have within you a TRUE homosexual gene but the epsression of …REPRESSION .. antoher form of SELF PROTECTION from alie of confuse and conquer ,, an escape which you find functions but WITHOUT EXPLROIGN THE ..CORE REASONS more completely you are re acting to symptoms creating thus more symptoms . … true homosexual gene would not reproduce itself and would die off in nature each time it was manifested …. It is HOMOSEXUAL so it would not reproduce …. Or even if due to CULTURAL REASONs it does have a child or two . the numbers would be overwhelmingly UN SUPPORTIVE OF ITS CONTINUATION . it would be NAUTRALLY SELECTED TO exticition … it is homosexual … what you are using is a convient excuse to DENY RELATIONSHIP …. Un-naturalness dating is so fucking una antural and human contanct so BASIC TO …MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS . that homosexual espression of relationship forms just is easier .. I totally accept and support you in your finding a way to live happy in a country where …32,000 people KILL THEMSELVES EACH year out of the confusion in the USA ( ahh the gift that maybe the muslims are fighting about as they fight for their Traditions seeing past the LIE of westerners , but for me ,, REAL LEGION is REAL LEGION the same mind fuck … in different clothes and different rules . )
WE WORRY ABOUT 5000 killed in the twin towers or ..a few here and there killed in terrorist activity when ,, we KILL OUR SELVES by the 1000’s year aftrer year … due to the confuse and conquer …of our un-natural life style.
Young master I wil refer back to your youth when you had HIGH HOPES for love sex and girls …. Sure I get it by age 15 you were already so STRESSED and confused … and you found other friends feeling the same way and LUCKLY for you now adays there is much moe open acceptance in fact your mom is almost trying to make you into .. a Feminine MALE … that be BI or now gay … 10 years later seemed natural … but you did not start that way ..nope nope nope .. ….. I just want you to STOP DEFENDING your free choice and let yourself think ..for yourself …. About the ROOT CAUSES . and they are many ,,, sexual manipulation …. Eve does not realy understand her own RESPOND WITH ABLITY … like you donot understand the effects of what you are living …. She blames MEN for having to bE >>EXTRA SEXY .. when it never ever thru out history ..the dad who dressed and put make up on his daughters so they would be able to ATTRACT the RICHEST OF KINGS … the geneisis of the beauty pagenent .. IT was not daddy who taught he arts of the BELLY DANCE to you girls , that was EVE TO EVE ….. then blaming men . for their own deep rooted generational … actions gone wild .
And my friend ….. if no one tried to build anything NEW and just followed the rules set down …. We would never evolved past … accedential fire gathering … instead of fire making …. I do not want to destroy TECHNOLOGY … I just want to FREELY choose not ..NOT to be totally depedant on it . for my OWN FREE CHOICES in living . and if that means my http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html ruffs VISION BOARD PLANS need structural tweekeing if I need solid poured concrete .. colums tied to a solid poured concrete tie beam …. Then I should draw those in in a way equal to those found in regular CBS block construction …the rest of the wall should pass just based on the SHEAR VOLUME and thickness .. since it is not realy load bearing as it pertains to the roof and being . buryed , shear winds will flow over the structure like iwas a HILL IN NATURE NOT A HOUSE … and the two flat side with doors and windows will have so many concrete columns due to the doors and windows as to be above ..code already .. adoboe is not meant to be load bearing .. but he SHEAR THICKNESS WILL NOT BE MOVED BY SIMPLE WINDS . nor effect by flyng debri like stick built .
Young master the core relationship form the 1 on 1 , that we have accepted a s NORMAL ( notice I didn’t say natural … ) …. It has a root of FEAR … permeating it and so what do you expect to MANIFEST form it with the bassis of thought energy being so polluted .
Now girls are BI SEXUAL … or atleast they need each other much more that we you and I need eachother http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/natural-library/may-2009/friendship-among-women-benefits-health … we can interact , male to male , but we are LONE ANIAMSL … look to the observations of Dr. gRay of mares and venus fame , …. But I would rather bring you to … the gorilla … who we share SPERM THICKNESS AND PENIS DESIGNE and 98% dna … sure we share 98.9% with chimp but mucho of that is … random dna strands not we we consider right now as functionals strands , . plue the fact that … overwhenliming thru out history we have a history of being poligmous . before the rise of the mind fuck .. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
The Universe does not know if the vibration you are offering is because of what you are imagining, or because of what you are observing. In either case, it is responding. Where emotion comes in is that emotion is your guidance or your response to your vibration. Your emotion does not create. Emotion is your indicator of what you are already creating. As you think, you vibrate. And it is your vibrational offering that equals your point of attraction. So it's always a match. What you are thinking and what is coming back to you is always a vibrational match. The emotion (your Guidance System) is telling you what's coming.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in North Los Angeles, CA on Tuesday, March 7th, 2000
Ok I can feel the truth permeating this ,, vibrationis her word tool for THINKING thinking is carried out thru …bio mechincs called brain , brain is programmed by CONSENT , of the young in human species to accept certain aspects so we do not have to RE-INVENT the wheel with each genenartion and thus many children woul die in that process we evolved to acepte and TRUST elder guidance …
But that becomes the dentrite filter thru which we ..THINK …
Now our pwn PERSONEL FEELING about our experience is further confused because of this INSTINCT IN ATE … INSTINCT to follow leadership becaue of the complexity of the CO SYSTEM of being human .
It evolved in to the MND FUCK of reward and punishment , the TRAINABLITY of humanity was Recognized early on by the HTOUGHT FORM …. Example again the Jesuit preists would say ,,,give me you youth and by age seven I will give you the man …
Reward and punishment systems which understood the in ate …trainablity of human . training them to thinki in terms of what is best for PHAROH or God ,the kingdom …of heaven , to serve and worship . a god /king form . to the point we no longer would be able to FEEL our own FEELINGs or QUESTION why is life so fucked up .
Again ties back to you being gay , and not letting yourself …even think about what I talk about ,, aout un covering layers …it is not about your free choice young master , the tool of your own survival .. whether it is being Gay , or drinking or getting high , or working to extremems ..is your own tool to deal the best you can with CONTRAST , an attempt with the choices availabl to find a way to FEEL BETTER .
Now in the life ,,, what do you REALLY FEEL …… your self justifaction shows me ,, a SOMETHING .. about the hidden inner suppressed feelings … the emotionala guidances http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .
Aaahhh a world that tells me I can not ,,no not a world just an attraction of individuals who help me clear my own thinking , so …… those are your LIMITS not mine ,,nothing I propose is IMPOSSIBLE ..only UN …usual and you are stuck in … what everyone else is and has been doing so long you are stuck with out accepting it in …. 11. conformity , lack of creativity , fear of trying something new … of dr. Thomas Godons list of the effects of manipulation … http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html so young master who talks to me about , his feeling of homosexuality ( fine cool good your FREE CHOICE ) or about building codes … fine so a concept has not the engeering testing for a certain area does not mean it can not be proposed .. then tweeked then tested or designed to fit … NO IT IS NOT ALWAYS …EASY … to be different . http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html
But to being gay ….. I still maintain the logic that you do not have within you a TRUE homosexual gene but the epsression of …REPRESSION .. antoher form of SELF PROTECTION from alie of confuse and conquer ,, an escape which you find functions but WITHOUT EXPLROIGN THE ..CORE REASONS more completely you are re acting to symptoms creating thus more symptoms . … true homosexual gene would not reproduce itself and would die off in nature each time it was manifested …. It is HOMOSEXUAL so it would not reproduce …. Or even if due to CULTURAL REASONs it does have a child or two . the numbers would be overwhelmingly UN SUPPORTIVE OF ITS CONTINUATION . it would be NAUTRALLY SELECTED TO exticition … it is homosexual … what you are using is a convient excuse to DENY RELATIONSHIP …. Un-naturalness dating is so fucking una antural and human contanct so BASIC TO …MASLOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS . that homosexual espression of relationship forms just is easier .. I totally accept and support you in your finding a way to live happy in a country where …32,000 people KILL THEMSELVES EACH year out of the confusion in the USA ( ahh the gift that maybe the muslims are fighting about as they fight for their Traditions seeing past the LIE of westerners , but for me ,, REAL LEGION is REAL LEGION the same mind fuck … in different clothes and different rules . )
WE WORRY ABOUT 5000 killed in the twin towers or ..a few here and there killed in terrorist activity when ,, we KILL OUR SELVES by the 1000’s year aftrer year … due to the confuse and conquer …of our un-natural life style.
Young master I wil refer back to your youth when you had HIGH HOPES for love sex and girls …. Sure I get it by age 15 you were already so STRESSED and confused … and you found other friends feeling the same way and LUCKLY for you now adays there is much moe open acceptance in fact your mom is almost trying to make you into .. a Feminine MALE … that be BI or now gay … 10 years later seemed natural … but you did not start that way ..nope nope nope .. ….. I just want you to STOP DEFENDING your free choice and let yourself think ..for yourself …. About the ROOT CAUSES . and they are many ,,, sexual manipulation …. Eve does not realy understand her own RESPOND WITH ABLITY … like you donot understand the effects of what you are living …. She blames MEN for having to bE >>EXTRA SEXY .. when it never ever thru out history ..the dad who dressed and put make up on his daughters so they would be able to ATTRACT the RICHEST OF KINGS … the geneisis of the beauty pagenent .. IT was not daddy who taught he arts of the BELLY DANCE to you girls , that was EVE TO EVE ….. then blaming men . for their own deep rooted generational … actions gone wild .
And my friend ….. if no one tried to build anything NEW and just followed the rules set down …. We would never evolved past … accedential fire gathering … instead of fire making …. I do not want to destroy TECHNOLOGY … I just want to FREELY choose not ..NOT to be totally depedant on it . for my OWN FREE CHOICES in living . and if that means my http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html ruffs VISION BOARD PLANS need structural tweekeing if I need solid poured concrete .. colums tied to a solid poured concrete tie beam …. Then I should draw those in in a way equal to those found in regular CBS block construction …the rest of the wall should pass just based on the SHEAR VOLUME and thickness .. since it is not realy load bearing as it pertains to the roof and being . buryed , shear winds will flow over the structure like iwas a HILL IN NATURE NOT A HOUSE … and the two flat side with doors and windows will have so many concrete columns due to the doors and windows as to be above ..code already .. adoboe is not meant to be load bearing .. but he SHEAR THICKNESS WILL NOT BE MOVED BY SIMPLE WINDS . nor effect by flyng debri like stick built .
Young master the core relationship form the 1 on 1 , that we have accepted a s NORMAL ( notice I didn’t say natural … ) …. It has a root of FEAR … permeating it and so what do you expect to MANIFEST form it with the bassis of thought energy being so polluted .
Now girls are BI SEXUAL … or atleast they need each other much more that we you and I need eachother http://www.naturalawakeningsmag.com/natural-library/may-2009/friendship-among-women-benefits-health … we can interact , male to male , but we are LONE ANIAMSL … look to the observations of Dr. gRay of mares and venus fame , …. But I would rather bring you to … the gorilla … who we share SPERM THICKNESS AND PENIS DESIGNE and 98% dna … sure we share 98.9% with chimp but mucho of that is … random dna strands not we we consider right now as functionals strands , . plue the fact that … overwhenliming thru out history we have a history of being poligmous . before the rise of the mind fuck .. http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
The Universe does not know if the vibration you are offering is because of what you are imagining, or because of what you are observing. In either case, it is responding. Where emotion comes in is that emotion is your guidance or your response to your vibration. Your emotion does not create. Emotion is your indicator of what you are already creating. As you think, you vibrate. And it is your vibrational offering that equals your point of attraction. So it's always a match. What you are thinking and what is coming back to you is always a vibrational match. The emotion (your Guidance System) is telling you what's coming.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
Excerpted from the workshop in North Los Angeles, CA on Tuesday, March 7th, 2000
Ok I can feel the truth permeating this ,, vibrationis her word tool for THINKING thinking is carried out thru …bio mechincs called brain , brain is programmed by CONSENT , of the young in human species to accept certain aspects so we do not have to RE-INVENT the wheel with each genenartion and thus many children woul die in that process we evolved to acepte and TRUST elder guidance …
But that becomes the dentrite filter thru which we ..THINK …
Now our pwn PERSONEL FEELING about our experience is further confused because of this INSTINCT IN ATE … INSTINCT to follow leadership becaue of the complexity of the CO SYSTEM of being human .
It evolved in to the MND FUCK of reward and punishment , the TRAINABLITY of humanity was Recognized early on by the HTOUGHT FORM …. Example again the Jesuit preists would say ,,,give me you youth and by age seven I will give you the man …
Reward and punishment systems which understood the in ate …trainablity of human . training them to thinki in terms of what is best for PHAROH or God ,the kingdom …of heaven , to serve and worship . a god /king form . to the point we no longer would be able to FEEL our own FEELINGs or QUESTION why is life so fucked up .
Again ties back to you being gay , and not letting yourself …even think about what I talk about ,, aout un covering layers …it is not about your free choice young master , the tool of your own survival .. whether it is being Gay , or drinking or getting high , or working to extremems ..is your own tool to deal the best you can with CONTRAST , an attempt with the choices availabl to find a way to FEEL BETTER .
Now in the life ,,, what do you REALLY FEEL …… your self justifaction shows me ,, a SOMETHING .. about the hidden inner suppressed feelings … the emotionala guidances http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html .
Thursday, January 21, 2010
a barn raising
A barn raising
Over and voer day after day …. I seee how realy on average nice we are to each other …and it has nothing to do with GOD RFORCED MORALITY we do not fisrt check out whether I believe as you believe before the let someone in to traffic or open a door or smile and say hi , nice day finnaly not so cold ….
No it is just ON AVEARGE human nature , now the sociaopath sees the world as being like HIM OR HERSELF …. And thus fears and being that they rose to PWERFUL POSITIONS , as godKINGS where others like themselves that tiney BIRTH DEFECTED part the top less than 1 % that 1 out of 100 …. Stange one … who lead ..there are many leaders ,, but led … with personel motives secretly in their head … it was those who wrote the books of fear …. And ideas of orgianl sin or sin nature of human kind ..kinds like themselves .
Eve is evolved from the CAVE for the protectedds state ,,,, the silver back does his job and scares everyone off and she ,,TALKS AND TALKS AND TALKS around the camp fires , all harem SPECIES are like that ,,, be it Deer or lion ,, the male keepa protective vigil ,,t he famles in times of GREAT need will alos help BUT DAY IN DAY OUT he handles the pressures of that ..aspect so MOMMYS AND BABYS can live in the peace needed for good healthy growth …
City life and sociatey grew from EVE’s love of that ,,, group .. we you and me young master interact a bit , but , still like our alone time and our out in the woods time … but isntincutally we will do what ever is NEEDED TO GET PUSSY …. And if pussy is in the city and if pussy is demanding a level of FASIONALBLITy ,, we will do that tooo.
Now there is a ..% of hippie chick spirits some young early on , some later on with dreams of simplicity after the world of $$$ has DRIVEN THEM NUTS .. but back to the co=operative human …
So the next fear they are filling you with is that ,,, in the future the enxt WARS will be fought ovewr water ….ARMYS who fight eachother are filled with MIND FUCKED SLAVES …. Who do not have be there really . the benifts are not for them but for PHAROH concept . do not POINT AND FINGER NAD say government change ,, change yourself …
IRAQ aveareages 4 to7 incehs of rain fall per year ,, afgansitan … 12 inches … the SHEETING effect of theses rains at the surface of deserts means 90% of that water is runn off towards the OASIS a areas or rivers .. or wherever that it gathers then evaporates ..
My house for example even though built with CBS block was beuilt before electric was in this area ….. so it still has the rain water cisterin ..like man kind has been doing for fucking 1000’s of years especially on islands like Bahamas or the florida keys , catching an storing rain water ……
And acres of land 200 wide ..by whaterver deep … could if SWALED … only by a fewws inces .. and directed into … clay based underground citserisn … catch that 90% run off from DESERT iraq at 6 incehs per year to the the TUNE OF …. 13, 000 gallons per year …. Ancient technology
Only 200 feet a few men and a few shovels and a few weekends and a few six paks of beer and it is done …. Understanding the topography of those 200 feet ….. digiing a hole to CLAY IN LIKE MAKING A POND … then the dirt becaomes the berming used to direct the water inot he cisterin . forever on to catch …. Rain water ..that then becomes a WATER CYCLE of the human family on that acre …. Now honselty that kinda means 4 people using 10 gallons a day ,,, we only need about 1 gallon for drining and the rest . needs to be used even piss( humanure ) .. for irrigation uses , grey water from the cooking and kitchen and bath etc ..but all that means is to LIVE IN HARMONY with nature not expecitn to live like an AMERICAN … now double that for afaganstian … and let us talk about HATIA it gets about 50 …50 fucking inches ….
Ohhh but huans are so mean and cruel we would not ehlp our neighbor out and dig a for a few meinutes over a few weekends and laugh and drink beer ..no …we are to sinful .
No we are not … we RAISE BARNS .. we help each other out . so why was this not done before because for 1000’S of years humaity has livied fine with out .WESTERN MAN ‘S PROMISE of civilization . why should they have done it ,, it is only now afeter we have come in and fucked them up that …. These ideas are needed . and do=able.
Fuck the governments …….. just informa the people ….. fuck giving them … Krats and blankets , give me sholvels and KNOWLEDGE ….ahhh but that frees the slave .. 1 bad bad bad move for business . well why does n’t the church teach it ,,, or MOSQUE … they have plaenty of knowledge history understanding , wisdom and ancient learning ..? dividsion confusion and stress is what keep people going to REAL legions in the first place , if they were self susuficient and happy and well fed they would not need to PRAY TO GOOD for help about their plites …
But vack to the leaders ,,the socio path ,,from which we get our LOWEST COMMON DENOMINATOR .. of expectation about HUMANITY …. A source pollution of EXPECTATIONS .. and since we are so nice , we care about eachother even those who are WOULD BE ..not so nice … we drag the whole down to their level .
Eve in her years of ..being the MOTHER … has to be that selfish and greedy single mind .to insure the best possible of herself and infant based upon EONS ofdevelopment … when the condtions really have changed , the TECHNOLOGY of things like agri culture , or food foesresting have not been FELT byt eh DNA fear of the EVE ..young mother instinct .
Everything that I think that I need to do is all only in order to propel me to some place that when I get there, I think I will be happier. So, everything that I am doing, no matter what it is, all of my lists of rights and wrongs... are all about me getting to a manifestation that I believe I will then be happier... So, why don't I take a short cut and just go get happy? http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
--- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Washington, DC on Saturday, May 1st, 2004
Sure sounds ..gereat ..sounds like claisc ..SELF HELP ACTUALIZATION MOVEMENT … ideas ( sham like a sham like bullshit ) but we are here to experience CONTRAST … to be able to experience CONTROLAABLE LEVELS of stress . and OPS to be able ..transistion ( die ) ….. having a want .to be able FEEL what is is better as compared to ….. another …feeling … is better than being EVERYTHING IN …ALL WAYS … ALWAYS to the point of it actually being no1 thing …
So MASOW’S HIERACHY of needs COMES IN to the experience of a DNA bio mechinalcal organism .. you are still DNA based … animal experience Dna carries withit MEMEORY of expecatations . ……. Just get happy when there is not WATER IN SIGHT …is the words of SHAM … great ideas for fat rich AMERICANS who cry over lost PAPER PROFITS .
It is the words of Marie of France once more out of the mouth of millions of westerners …LET THEM EAT CAKE !
I DON OT NEED TO GIVE UP anything ..to help them grow in fact thru my wealth I can help them more …. As long as I ,,,realize the mind fuck going on from ages past ..simple little trainings to support a PHAROH CLASS …. Like the MYTH story of the sage jesuss ( putting words into his mouth ) …. The poor will always be with you I will only be here for a little while paraphrased ,,,, JUSTIFACTION of extragance on lavished LEADERSHIP figures ….
When it would just as easy to let the leader live like the rest in COMFORT …. And bring the rest to comfort also .
Fruititarian abilty of human eating habits to ….. sex birth rate parody is result of selelctive breeding to MAN ARMYS ..there should be pleanty of pussy … so much FUCKING UP OF THE NATURAL system has happened that supports it self like a bad fucking dream .
TONY blAIR AND HIS FUCK BUDDY George W. … it is nice to se the development of support of …. The mind fuck of the constructors Iraq war …. Both sides of the atlantic enhanced the mnd in supporting FAITH BASED schooling http://freedocumentaries.net/media/127/The_God_Delusion_(2_of_2)/ …. The chatolic said give me the child for the 1st 7 years and I will give you the man ,,,,the skill of the slave master passed down from learning and suceess
The human bio machine , developed to trust PARENTS . if not they would die to easy and thus not be a successful speices , thru learn form TRUST .. of the life giving parents children survied and thus had kids also …. Fertile bio mechincal ground for the mind fuck .
Interesting chimps depending on clan and sup speioces … bononboo etc , can raise up the ..alpha level thru ALLTURISM 9 BEING FUCKING NICE AND HELPFUL _ … now I do not know if they have correlted newer observations ofn the presence of the BLOOD LUST alpha’s and that aspect ..but no the less inever said we were TOTAL GORILLA … I just say we are not totally chimp … I accept , the inter of the saavnnh ape . as being the possible dna shift of homind that brought about ..PHAROH … CONCEPT . SOME 70 K YEARS AGO … and by 12 k years ago we were like on every speck including tiny island like the Cananrys … some poor africains lost at sea …. A good tail wind and a few more days of water supplys and the myth of pharoh his beard and all could have made the coast of S. America to become jus that ,,,myth ….. their DNA lost over a few 1000 years . but the power of a good story lives on and on …
Surviving on pussy
We will make thru love alone , the romanictic notion of many ,,,, the truth of very very few , the …stress at the grocery line …..
http://www.eattheweeds.com/www.EatTheWeeds.Com/EatTheWeeds.com/EatTheWeeds.com.html this dude green dean ,,, is very SURVIALIST oriented sometimes ,,, and I am builot for comfort not for speed … being in a survival position is no fun ,, what I like most about his info it the understanding of speices , the idea that much of what we call weeds is ..CULTIAVTED … DOMESTICATED .. slave … plants gone back to nature .
many what we call DUMB ANIMALS alter their enivoroment so they will have FOOD .. I was watcing some squierls digging up some of their stach , the ones they miss become the trees of the future ,,, I really dug watching a young wild boar who was working an area developing it as his territory and watching how his SHIT sproated FOOD , the …THINGS HE LIKED TO EAT , since he did eat it ,, he ust of some what liked it or else he would have tasted it and soad SELF THIS TASTES LIKE SHIT let me try THAT ONE OVER THERE INSTEAD … that one tasted better and so ….. in his shit or tuckedinto his fur were the seeds he woill be eating rom in his home range … and his family ALSO ..
so I am not going to go aout my fucking way to eat wild apples , we humans realized way way way fucking long time ago that plants that rubbed up against each other to the point thea they shared sap , became 1 treee ,, SO WE , CUT THE BRANCH OFF A SWWEEET FRUITED BRANCH … and stuck it on a sour tree and made a sour tree sweet … but also this has gone WILD we have over done it to the point I can not buy a good ole fashioned fruit everything is UNVIRCITY DEVELOPED and addicted to petrochemical based fertilizers … I mean I grew up with fruit trees and my folk new SHIT about plants stick it in the gorund and it will grow is about it and they did and the fruit was WAY BETTER THAN sotre bought , it was like a fresh caught fish is way better than some farmed raised fish ,,,
but what is with the food .thing …… iw rite about what I encounter ,,, and the stress of you in the grocery line worried about your BUDGET . with a basket full of … RESTURANT FOOD … no real food only thing that resemeble real food was the bannas . everything else is DEHYDRTED pre cooked just add water and heat … at the most , or eles straight up canned botteled or frozen completely made foods …. Value adding is what we used to call … take some thing cheap with little profit margins get people hooked buying it ,,, in an altered state … and make big bucks . next make sure you have GOOD FOOD ADDITIVE SCIENCE … MSG is like a red herring now adays the science of smell flavor and their ..relationships to events common in the upbrignng of the population are now being addressed in adult food flavors and smells …
we are BIO CHEMICAL MACINES … we respond to SCENTS sexual SCENT and food scent ,, and scent can have association to emotional events …. And food is also a common tool of REWARD …. Sweets and ice creams …SURGAR AND FATS .. we sold our souls for surgars and fats
ohh off track . the basket of ..resturant food , cost so much the fear of the months budget was brough up over and voer .
next is …. Dieing to be thin time …it is NEW YEARS the boon time for they Gym people and the diet industry ….. get healty time … wow we fucking buy CHOROPHILL PILLS … I thought chorophill was that green shit in food ….. ooooh that is right you do not eat FOOD ….
How and why did you and me ..young master get so fucking addicted to this …. You and me stillhave that HUNTER GATHER in us …. Even while you are worried about the budget and your chick is comfortoign you about it will work out we will make it …. Your T-shirt is from Henry’s …..FISHERMAN …. A blood satined t-shirt … and a ball cap and jeans …. Little miss pretty tits .. I dug her PEACE PEACE PEACE hteme shirt unfortunately the way it was cut and the PERKY NESS OF THOSE tits caught most of my attention I idd not thinka bout her POLICATICAL STATEMENT … a new theme in FASHIONALBE clothes and shit now adays … I could really go ona bout her .. but safe to sy I hope you understand we are happy in our old BLOOD SATAINED tshirts ,,, we get our $$ out othem …. And she will spend spend spend …. To maintain a position in the eyes of others ,,,, who are you IMPRESSING IN THAT blood stained shirt ? hell cut that up if you run outa bait … I don’t care how much Tide and bounty SHE .. uses ,,, that shirt cut or ripped can still back jig if needed and scent it too.
So let me got this right ,,, a plant can get FREE Of slavery …. Get will once ,, finda a way to live and reproduce without depenadacne of HUMAN … but we can not ? us the SMART ONES ….. and when you see wild plants well they look pretty happy , they are having fun ,, they are flower fucking …. Having baby plants … but we can not .
It is about $$$$ PHAROH lives … CODEX …. And food http://freedocumentaries.net/media/33/Criminalizing_Natural_Health/ hidden behind the smiling face ,, trained thru the young mommy , like the mother in the time of AMENHOTEP IV and how they taught the use of …OPIUM . but like all battles a ..what your resist persists ….. it is the core DEPENDANCE issue of being CIVIL that maybe the core … things going back to the manipulation of the population who were mainly of Evovled slave decsent … good slaves became the good citizens those who wrote GOOD GRAPHITTI about likeing PHAROH … they lived reproduced taught their kids to respect the sytems and moved up the lader closer to pahorh table . to the point that .. about 4 PHAROHS AFTER ..amenhotepIV a comer became pharoh , thru THE MILILARTY ESTABLISHMENT system of political ladder climbing .
Natural health means …food forests not chlorophyll pills brought from your chiropractor or other profit monger …the same sytem different Pharoh … MAYBE A LITTLE BETTRER . http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html ALL the way down to 1.25 acres systems … OGITOP …. Off grid … that emans out of the control of all of them … like a wild plant …. In town … I dig the town free choice ….. outa pocket …. 4900 bucks and the dirt for abode is free.
Ohh ihave been finnaly playing with slurry adobe construction starting yesterday …. I have a pad started for a solar hot water heater … so I thought to build it using some dirt I got last year .. some salt march muck …. And chipped brazilian pepper for fiber … so 2/3 dirt of 5 gall buckt .. 6 garden sholevs fiber ..adn 4 portland … lots nand lots of water to make shovel mixxing easy …. And the test test the day later was as long as the coverage was over ½ inch tihck I could walk on it and not break it . … fine 1 day dry time . thin ½ inch … if that was 18 or 24 inch thick walls well dryed ,,,, way fucking strong . add in solid poured concrete colums on 10 foot with concrete tie beams same as would be found in any CBS single story home … and http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html all in good fun ….
And freedom form never fucking ENDING CONFUSION ,,some old greek dude said let your food be your PHARMACY … http://www.balancedimmunehealth.com/2009/05/immune-health-general-health-and-food-a-doctor-goes-natural/
In Aldhous Huxley's Brave New World, the government encourages its citizens to take a sorrow-erasing drug called soma. Huxley's novel, of course, was a commentary on a society obsessed with pleasure and happiness at the expense of real experiences.
Fluoride is bad
Over and voer day after day …. I seee how realy on average nice we are to each other …and it has nothing to do with GOD RFORCED MORALITY we do not fisrt check out whether I believe as you believe before the let someone in to traffic or open a door or smile and say hi , nice day finnaly not so cold ….
No it is just ON AVEARGE human nature , now the sociaopath sees the world as being like HIM OR HERSELF …. And thus fears and being that they rose to PWERFUL POSITIONS , as godKINGS where others like themselves that tiney BIRTH DEFECTED part the top less than 1 % that 1 out of 100 …. Stange one … who lead ..there are many leaders ,, but led … with personel motives secretly in their head … it was those who wrote the books of fear …. And ideas of orgianl sin or sin nature of human kind ..kinds like themselves .
Eve is evolved from the CAVE for the protectedds state ,,,, the silver back does his job and scares everyone off and she ,,TALKS AND TALKS AND TALKS around the camp fires , all harem SPECIES are like that ,,, be it Deer or lion ,, the male keepa protective vigil ,,t he famles in times of GREAT need will alos help BUT DAY IN DAY OUT he handles the pressures of that ..aspect so MOMMYS AND BABYS can live in the peace needed for good healthy growth …
City life and sociatey grew from EVE’s love of that ,,, group .. we you and me young master interact a bit , but , still like our alone time and our out in the woods time … but isntincutally we will do what ever is NEEDED TO GET PUSSY …. And if pussy is in the city and if pussy is demanding a level of FASIONALBLITy ,, we will do that tooo.
Now there is a ..% of hippie chick spirits some young early on , some later on with dreams of simplicity after the world of $$$ has DRIVEN THEM NUTS .. but back to the co=operative human …
So the next fear they are filling you with is that ,,, in the future the enxt WARS will be fought ovewr water ….ARMYS who fight eachother are filled with MIND FUCKED SLAVES …. Who do not have be there really . the benifts are not for them but for PHAROH concept . do not POINT AND FINGER NAD say government change ,, change yourself …
IRAQ aveareages 4 to7 incehs of rain fall per year ,, afgansitan … 12 inches … the SHEETING effect of theses rains at the surface of deserts means 90% of that water is runn off towards the OASIS a areas or rivers .. or wherever that it gathers then evaporates ..
My house for example even though built with CBS block was beuilt before electric was in this area ….. so it still has the rain water cisterin ..like man kind has been doing for fucking 1000’s of years especially on islands like Bahamas or the florida keys , catching an storing rain water ……
And acres of land 200 wide ..by whaterver deep … could if SWALED … only by a fewws inces .. and directed into … clay based underground citserisn … catch that 90% run off from DESERT iraq at 6 incehs per year to the the TUNE OF …. 13, 000 gallons per year …. Ancient technology
Only 200 feet a few men and a few shovels and a few weekends and a few six paks of beer and it is done …. Understanding the topography of those 200 feet ….. digiing a hole to CLAY IN LIKE MAKING A POND … then the dirt becaomes the berming used to direct the water inot he cisterin . forever on to catch …. Rain water ..that then becomes a WATER CYCLE of the human family on that acre …. Now honselty that kinda means 4 people using 10 gallons a day ,,, we only need about 1 gallon for drining and the rest . needs to be used even piss( humanure ) .. for irrigation uses , grey water from the cooking and kitchen and bath etc ..but all that means is to LIVE IN HARMONY with nature not expecitn to live like an AMERICAN … now double that for afaganstian … and let us talk about HATIA it gets about 50 …50 fucking inches ….
Ohhh but huans are so mean and cruel we would not ehlp our neighbor out and dig a for a few meinutes over a few weekends and laugh and drink beer ..no …we are to sinful .
No we are not … we RAISE BARNS .. we help each other out . so why was this not done before because for 1000’S of years humaity has livied fine with out .WESTERN MAN ‘S PROMISE of civilization . why should they have done it ,, it is only now afeter we have come in and fucked them up that …. These ideas are needed . and do=able.
Fuck the governments …….. just informa the people ….. fuck giving them … Krats and blankets , give me sholvels and KNOWLEDGE ….ahhh but that frees the slave .. 1 bad bad bad move for business . well why does n’t the church teach it ,,, or MOSQUE … they have plaenty of knowledge history understanding , wisdom and ancient learning ..? dividsion confusion and stress is what keep people going to REAL legions in the first place , if they were self susuficient and happy and well fed they would not need to PRAY TO GOOD for help about their plites …
But vack to the leaders ,,the socio path ,,from which we get our LOWEST COMMON DENOMINATOR .. of expectation about HUMANITY …. A source pollution of EXPECTATIONS .. and since we are so nice , we care about eachother even those who are WOULD BE ..not so nice … we drag the whole down to their level .
Eve in her years of ..being the MOTHER … has to be that selfish and greedy single mind .to insure the best possible of herself and infant based upon EONS ofdevelopment … when the condtions really have changed , the TECHNOLOGY of things like agri culture , or food foesresting have not been FELT byt eh DNA fear of the EVE ..young mother instinct .
Everything that I think that I need to do is all only in order to propel me to some place that when I get there, I think I will be happier. So, everything that I am doing, no matter what it is, all of my lists of rights and wrongs... are all about me getting to a manifestation that I believe I will then be happier... So, why don't I take a short cut and just go get happy? http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php
--- Abraham
Excerpted from the workshop in Washington, DC on Saturday, May 1st, 2004
Sure sounds ..gereat ..sounds like claisc ..SELF HELP ACTUALIZATION MOVEMENT … ideas ( sham like a sham like bullshit ) but we are here to experience CONTRAST … to be able to experience CONTROLAABLE LEVELS of stress . and OPS to be able ..transistion ( die ) ….. having a want .to be able FEEL what is is better as compared to ….. another …feeling … is better than being EVERYTHING IN …ALL WAYS … ALWAYS to the point of it actually being no1 thing …
So MASOW’S HIERACHY of needs COMES IN to the experience of a DNA bio mechinalcal organism .. you are still DNA based … animal experience Dna carries withit MEMEORY of expecatations . ……. Just get happy when there is not WATER IN SIGHT …is the words of SHAM … great ideas for fat rich AMERICANS who cry over lost PAPER PROFITS .
It is the words of Marie of France once more out of the mouth of millions of westerners …LET THEM EAT CAKE !
I DON OT NEED TO GIVE UP anything ..to help them grow in fact thru my wealth I can help them more …. As long as I ,,,realize the mind fuck going on from ages past ..simple little trainings to support a PHAROH CLASS …. Like the MYTH story of the sage jesuss ( putting words into his mouth ) …. The poor will always be with you I will only be here for a little while paraphrased ,,,, JUSTIFACTION of extragance on lavished LEADERSHIP figures ….
When it would just as easy to let the leader live like the rest in COMFORT …. And bring the rest to comfort also .
Fruititarian abilty of human eating habits to ….. sex birth rate parody is result of selelctive breeding to MAN ARMYS ..there should be pleanty of pussy … so much FUCKING UP OF THE NATURAL system has happened that supports it self like a bad fucking dream .
TONY blAIR AND HIS FUCK BUDDY George W. … it is nice to se the development of support of …. The mind fuck of the constructors Iraq war …. Both sides of the atlantic enhanced the mnd in supporting FAITH BASED schooling http://freedocumentaries.net/media/127/The_God_Delusion_(2_of_2)/ …. The chatolic said give me the child for the 1st 7 years and I will give you the man ,,,,the skill of the slave master passed down from learning and suceess
The human bio machine , developed to trust PARENTS . if not they would die to easy and thus not be a successful speices , thru learn form TRUST .. of the life giving parents children survied and thus had kids also …. Fertile bio mechincal ground for the mind fuck .
Interesting chimps depending on clan and sup speioces … bononboo etc , can raise up the ..alpha level thru ALLTURISM 9 BEING FUCKING NICE AND HELPFUL _ … now I do not know if they have correlted newer observations ofn the presence of the BLOOD LUST alpha’s and that aspect ..but no the less inever said we were TOTAL GORILLA … I just say we are not totally chimp … I accept , the inter of the saavnnh ape . as being the possible dna shift of homind that brought about ..PHAROH … CONCEPT . SOME 70 K YEARS AGO … and by 12 k years ago we were like on every speck including tiny island like the Cananrys … some poor africains lost at sea …. A good tail wind and a few more days of water supplys and the myth of pharoh his beard and all could have made the coast of S. America to become jus that ,,,myth ….. their DNA lost over a few 1000 years . but the power of a good story lives on and on …
Surviving on pussy
We will make thru love alone , the romanictic notion of many ,,,, the truth of very very few , the …stress at the grocery line …..
http://www.eattheweeds.com/www.EatTheWeeds.Com/EatTheWeeds.com/EatTheWeeds.com.html this dude green dean ,,, is very SURVIALIST oriented sometimes ,,, and I am builot for comfort not for speed … being in a survival position is no fun ,, what I like most about his info it the understanding of speices , the idea that much of what we call weeds is ..CULTIAVTED … DOMESTICATED .. slave … plants gone back to nature .
many what we call DUMB ANIMALS alter their enivoroment so they will have FOOD .. I was watcing some squierls digging up some of their stach , the ones they miss become the trees of the future ,,, I really dug watching a young wild boar who was working an area developing it as his territory and watching how his SHIT sproated FOOD , the …THINGS HE LIKED TO EAT , since he did eat it ,, he ust of some what liked it or else he would have tasted it and soad SELF THIS TASTES LIKE SHIT let me try THAT ONE OVER THERE INSTEAD … that one tasted better and so ….. in his shit or tuckedinto his fur were the seeds he woill be eating rom in his home range … and his family ALSO ..
so I am not going to go aout my fucking way to eat wild apples , we humans realized way way way fucking long time ago that plants that rubbed up against each other to the point thea they shared sap , became 1 treee ,, SO WE , CUT THE BRANCH OFF A SWWEEET FRUITED BRANCH … and stuck it on a sour tree and made a sour tree sweet … but also this has gone WILD we have over done it to the point I can not buy a good ole fashioned fruit everything is UNVIRCITY DEVELOPED and addicted to petrochemical based fertilizers … I mean I grew up with fruit trees and my folk new SHIT about plants stick it in the gorund and it will grow is about it and they did and the fruit was WAY BETTER THAN sotre bought , it was like a fresh caught fish is way better than some farmed raised fish ,,,
but what is with the food .thing …… iw rite about what I encounter ,,, and the stress of you in the grocery line worried about your BUDGET . with a basket full of … RESTURANT FOOD … no real food only thing that resemeble real food was the bannas . everything else is DEHYDRTED pre cooked just add water and heat … at the most , or eles straight up canned botteled or frozen completely made foods …. Value adding is what we used to call … take some thing cheap with little profit margins get people hooked buying it ,,, in an altered state … and make big bucks . next make sure you have GOOD FOOD ADDITIVE SCIENCE … MSG is like a red herring now adays the science of smell flavor and their ..relationships to events common in the upbrignng of the population are now being addressed in adult food flavors and smells …
we are BIO CHEMICAL MACINES … we respond to SCENTS sexual SCENT and food scent ,, and scent can have association to emotional events …. And food is also a common tool of REWARD …. Sweets and ice creams …SURGAR AND FATS .. we sold our souls for surgars and fats
ohh off track . the basket of ..resturant food , cost so much the fear of the months budget was brough up over and voer .
next is …. Dieing to be thin time …it is NEW YEARS the boon time for they Gym people and the diet industry ….. get healty time … wow we fucking buy CHOROPHILL PILLS … I thought chorophill was that green shit in food ….. ooooh that is right you do not eat FOOD ….
How and why did you and me ..young master get so fucking addicted to this …. You and me stillhave that HUNTER GATHER in us …. Even while you are worried about the budget and your chick is comfortoign you about it will work out we will make it …. Your T-shirt is from Henry’s …..FISHERMAN …. A blood satined t-shirt … and a ball cap and jeans …. Little miss pretty tits .. I dug her PEACE PEACE PEACE hteme shirt unfortunately the way it was cut and the PERKY NESS OF THOSE tits caught most of my attention I idd not thinka bout her POLICATICAL STATEMENT … a new theme in FASHIONALBE clothes and shit now adays … I could really go ona bout her .. but safe to sy I hope you understand we are happy in our old BLOOD SATAINED tshirts ,,, we get our $$ out othem …. And she will spend spend spend …. To maintain a position in the eyes of others ,,,, who are you IMPRESSING IN THAT blood stained shirt ? hell cut that up if you run outa bait … I don’t care how much Tide and bounty SHE .. uses ,,, that shirt cut or ripped can still back jig if needed and scent it too.
So let me got this right ,,, a plant can get FREE Of slavery …. Get will once ,, finda a way to live and reproduce without depenadacne of HUMAN … but we can not ? us the SMART ONES ….. and when you see wild plants well they look pretty happy , they are having fun ,, they are flower fucking …. Having baby plants … but we can not .
It is about $$$$ PHAROH lives … CODEX …. And food http://freedocumentaries.net/media/33/Criminalizing_Natural_Health/ hidden behind the smiling face ,, trained thru the young mommy , like the mother in the time of AMENHOTEP IV and how they taught the use of …OPIUM . but like all battles a ..what your resist persists ….. it is the core DEPENDANCE issue of being CIVIL that maybe the core … things going back to the manipulation of the population who were mainly of Evovled slave decsent … good slaves became the good citizens those who wrote GOOD GRAPHITTI about likeing PHAROH … they lived reproduced taught their kids to respect the sytems and moved up the lader closer to pahorh table . to the point that .. about 4 PHAROHS AFTER ..amenhotepIV a comer became pharoh , thru THE MILILARTY ESTABLISHMENT system of political ladder climbing .
Natural health means …food forests not chlorophyll pills brought from your chiropractor or other profit monger …the same sytem different Pharoh … MAYBE A LITTLE BETTRER . http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html ALL the way down to 1.25 acres systems … OGITOP …. Off grid … that emans out of the control of all of them … like a wild plant …. In town … I dig the town free choice ….. outa pocket …. 4900 bucks and the dirt for abode is free.
Ohh ihave been finnaly playing with slurry adobe construction starting yesterday …. I have a pad started for a solar hot water heater … so I thought to build it using some dirt I got last year .. some salt march muck …. And chipped brazilian pepper for fiber … so 2/3 dirt of 5 gall buckt .. 6 garden sholevs fiber ..adn 4 portland … lots nand lots of water to make shovel mixxing easy …. And the test test the day later was as long as the coverage was over ½ inch tihck I could walk on it and not break it . … fine 1 day dry time . thin ½ inch … if that was 18 or 24 inch thick walls well dryed ,,,, way fucking strong . add in solid poured concrete colums on 10 foot with concrete tie beams same as would be found in any CBS single story home … and http://www.instinctualism.org/adobe_slurry.html all in good fun ….
And freedom form never fucking ENDING CONFUSION ,,some old greek dude said let your food be your PHARMACY … http://www.balancedimmunehealth.com/2009/05/immune-health-general-health-and-food-a-doctor-goes-natural/
In Aldhous Huxley's Brave New World, the government encourages its citizens to take a sorrow-erasing drug called soma. Huxley's novel, of course, was a commentary on a society obsessed with pleasure and happiness at the expense of real experiences.
Fluoride is bad
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