Alter Native
Young Master , to change what is now native , doing something different …. And finding that you do things in condtioned ways because you grew up seeing everyone else doing it , I hope is EYE openeing ,, the idea of how much we all are FOLLOWERS not leaders even though we lie to ourselves and everyone else and say we are … the L:EADERS of our own life ,,, but in the end you dumbass are to fucking scared to act ……. Even when the level of LOGIC is slapped into your face …
LOGIC we are not more important thatn any other living thing ,,, and that life itself is not something that should be judged just on its use of matter …….that us humans are the highest level of evolution in the WHILE of INFINITY …. Us ,, us stupid followeres , us brainwashed slaves to ideas and native customs that we do not even realize that we are slaves to …. And it is us who is EVOVLED …. While another thought form enenrgy epxeriencr .. who takes on the form of a kitty cat or dog …. Is of less evovled ,,, it comes for the COMPLETENESS of toa to experience the ILLUSIONS of limits , to return to the TOA and remembering all knowing ….
Now the cat does not need to QUESTION GOD . or WORSHIP or even turn on lights ….. ( oh yes it did not invent lights … but the cat does invent stuff …. Invent is a reaction to the wants and desires of animals … does your cat choose things ,,,,? Will it choose to get up off your lap … will it choose to force you to SROP reading a book and pet it ,, will it refuse to eat ( until almost like dieing of hunger ) before it eats that brand of cat food it hates ? are these not evidence of CHOICE ….. and dumbass the actions it takes to fullfill those wants ,,,, are the building of a light bulb or a space shuttle ,,, expect us humans being so fucking MENTAL ,, have to destroy things to create space shuttles to fullfill the hole in our head and hearts , where the cat ,,,,,, if the food you give it sucks will go catch a nice fresh mouse ! watch the much smarter animal kingdon …. Being happy is evidence of higher EVOLUTION ……
OK last night as I was practising this whole SLEEP CYCLE shit ,,,,, I was thinking Twye lite is made for fucking …. But not last night … last night I was again shown to be the luckest Male living on this PLANET today ….. my 19 month old son I have him once a week for a few hours …. As the sun was going down and his Barney vidoe was ending I was just in AWE of him ,,,, what does this new clean life EXPERIENCER do ….. what does he do with the reality of the world ….. and his DNA …. Tell him , as the sun went down , the lights from the screen stopped flashing ….. he started to calm down …. He I could see and feel was slowing , I could have turned on the house lights but I left them off ….. I remember doing this experiment with my other kids , the experiment of letting slkeep come to the baby naturally instead of FORCED sepeeration for the parent and light and the family activitys .. like most nights …..
The little guy then noticed the bright blue light from the Computer speakers …… like a Moth to a Flame he went to the light , the stimuli to maintain activity was held in that bright lite ….. so I turn it off ,,,,, and his interst wainned ,,,, I walked him holding my finger to the bed and …… he crewled over his private TOY called daddy getting on and off the bed and daddy…… he would go to the back window of that room to look at the west lite … he would head into the Hallway which darkend with each minute till he closed the door ,,, that little toddlees draging a teddyy bear in one hand closed the door on darkness and the unknown ,, that world his eyes are not designed to fucntion in , he created for himself a safe …. Safe cave of 1 room bt clsoing a door … and he returned to playing with me and looking out the back windown ,,, but I noticed something the orange glow form a a power bar that lite which tells me those plgs are working … well that orange glw did not attract the MOTH in my son like the strong blue lite ….. hmmm interestin ,,, welll
Since I ,,, also ,, am starting to repect the human nature I have in me , that wisdom of 3,3 million years … I was in no hurry to leave my baby son to return ,, to force my self to continue to be awake when the inner animal KNOWS it is time to CHILL ….. so I was in no hurry for my son to go to sleep I could let him play …… to crwal aroung the bed to talk to his teddy bears and eventual lay himself acrros my chesst like he loves to do , grab firmly in his hand one of my fingers and go off to the deepness of sleep that the babys we love go to ….
THAT IS LIVING dumbfuck …… like fucking my Debbie that same morning is living the noisy yet silent , commucation , between ,,,,, pentrated and PENTRATOR … nature !
Being the bed of your Flesh and blood is also living ,,,,, having totall strangers talk and smile and thank you for your service to them in their life , for creating in them a smile that day that is living …… DO YOU live in you day to day life ?
Is that new Video game living , that waiting for your favorite TV proagram is that living? ,, for me in my early twentys ,, getting the FLAts grand slam was living the bonefish tarpon and permit on the same day that was living , travel was living and after that I found …. Building a family was what nature really called me to do … not just were girls something to fuck in between fishing trips … no they carryed in them something more important …. They carried in them that PURPOSE FOR FUCKING BEING ….ALIVE
After you have done all those great adventures you dreamed during your childhood have been CONQUERED … and that PURPOSE for living tha reason to keep on going .. what is yours ? do it really carry you forward with STRENGHT of PURPOSE ?
What does this have to do “ early to bed and early to rise makes a nam healthy wealthy and wise “ the words of the sage ? what does it have to do with INSTINCTUALISM.ORG everything as you start to notice that so much of your lie is nothing more thatn you BEING A FOLLOWER OF THE native ways you grew up in ,,,,not being truly ALTERNATIVE . why is it COOL to do what ever it is to do what ever it is you do ! the lifestyle you have been trained to think is natural ……. For example decorating the house for halloweeen studies have been showing is a result of the CONDITIONING of advertising over 20 years … to the point that halloweeen is the 4th largest CONSUMING season event in AMERICAN CULTURE .. not worldwide just the people who have been stupid enough to FOLLOW the orders of their MASTERS , the non-corpoerial being called ECONOMY … that thought form …. A being like us yet , we express thur matter …. We are not matter ,,, never can you find that energywhich makes the …. Atoms of your body stay in the form of body … in the body … you can not find YOU in you …. Thoughts do not live in the mind they use the mind ,, where do your wants come from ,, the wants of a cat for one food more that the other ,, isn ot in the brain of the cat ,,, it is the CHOICE OF THE CHOOSER …. Who uses the cat to experience being as CAT …. The one who uses your memeories to experience being human ,, the Chooser is not in your brain … yet uses this DNA oppurutunity to experience being human ….. ahhhh back into the Toa we go .
And now you have the choice to understand that alternative is feeling that call of your deepest feelings of nature ….. you are designed to be. Think dumbass …….. what if you did not acknowledge the CLOCK the CALENDaR …. That you let the memories be memeories without the daily forcing of themn into files of time ,,,, if you woke each day not being 20 or 30 or 40 or 17 ,, but woke being the age you were felling … if you felt a life of purpose , if you feel excited and live you were ……… alive ! not 27 …. 27 there but naybe not quite there in terms of your long term goals .. another complex theme ….. expeciall for women who fear ,,, age. Who fear that 30 is comeing and that 40 will follow that .
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Alter Native
Young Master , to change what is now native , doing something different …. And finding that you do things in condtioned ways because you grew up seeing everyone else doing it , I hope is EYE openeing ,, the idea of how much we all are FOLLOWERS not leaders even though we lie to ourselves and everyone else and say we are … the L:EADERS of our own life ,,, but in the end you dumbass are to fucking scared to act ……. Even when the level of LOGIC is slapped into your face …
LOGIC we are not more important thatn any other living thing ,,, and that life itself is not something that should be judged just on its use of matter …….that us humans are the highest level of evolution in the WHILE of INFINITY …. Us ,, us stupid followeres , us brainwashed slaves to ideas and native customs that we do not even realize that we are slaves to …. And it is us who is EVOVLED …. While another thought form enenrgy epxeriencr .. who takes on the form of a kitty cat or dog …. Is of less evovled ,,, it comes for the COMPLETENESS of toa to experience the ILLUSIONS of limits , to return to the TOA and remembering all knowing ….
Now the cat does not need to QUESTION GOD . or WORSHIP or even turn on lights ….. ( oh yes it did not invent lights … but the cat does invent stuff …. Invent is a reaction to the wants and desires of animals … does your cat choose things ,,,,? Will it choose to get up off your lap … will it choose to force you to SROP reading a book and pet it ,, will it refuse to eat ( until almost like dieing of hunger ) before it eats that brand of cat food it hates ? are these not evidence of CHOICE ….. and dumbass the actions it takes to fullfill those wants ,,,, are the building of a light bulb or a space shuttle ,,, expect us humans being so fucking MENTAL ,, have to destroy things to create space shuttles to fullfill the hole in our head and hearts , where the cat ,,,,,, if the food you give it sucks will go catch a nice fresh mouse ! watch the much smarter animal kingdon …. Being happy is evidence of higher EVOLUTION ……
OK last night as I was practising this whole SLEEP CYCLE shit ,,,,, I was thinking Twye lite is made for fucking …. But not last night … last night I was again shown to be the luckest Male living on this PLANET today ….. my 19 month old son I have him once a week for a few hours …. As the sun was going down and his Barney vidoe was ending I was just in AWE of him ,,,, what does this new clean life EXPERIENCER do ….. what does he do with the reality of the world ….. and his DNA …. Tell him , as the sun went down , the lights from the screen stopped flashing ….. he started to calm down …. He I could see and feel was slowing , I could have turned on the house lights but I left them off ….. I remember doing this experiment with my other kids , the experiment of letting slkeep come to the baby naturally instead of FORCED sepeeration for the parent and light and the family activitys .. like most nights …..
The little guy then noticed the bright blue light from the Computer speakers …… like a Moth to a Flame he went to the light , the stimuli to maintain activity was held in that bright lite ….. so I turn it off ,,,,, and his interst wainned ,,,, I walked him holding my finger to the bed and …… he crewled over his private TOY called daddy getting on and off the bed and daddy…… he would go to the back window of that room to look at the west lite … he would head into the Hallway which darkend with each minute till he closed the door ,,, that little toddlees draging a teddyy bear in one hand closed the door on darkness and the unknown ,, that world his eyes are not designed to fucntion in , he created for himself a safe …. Safe cave of 1 room bt clsoing a door … and he returned to playing with me and looking out the back windown ,,, but I noticed something the orange glow form a a power bar that lite which tells me those plgs are working … well that orange glw did not attract the MOTH in my son like the strong blue lite ….. hmmm interestin ,,, welll
Since I ,,, also ,, am starting to repect the human nature I have in me , that wisdom of 3,3 million years … I was in no hurry to leave my baby son to return ,, to force my self to continue to be awake when the inner animal KNOWS it is time to CHILL ….. so I was in no hurry for my son to go to sleep I could let him play …… to crwal aroung the bed to talk to his teddy bears and eventual lay himself acrros my chesst like he loves to do , grab firmly in his hand one of my fingers and go off to the deepness of sleep that the babys we love go to ….
THAT IS LIVING dumbfuck …… like fucking my Debbie that same morning is living the noisy yet silent , commucation , between ,,,,, pentrated and PENTRATOR … nature !
Being the bed of your Flesh and blood is also living ,,,,, having totall strangers talk and smile and thank you for your service to them in their life , for creating in them a smile that day that is living …… DO YOU live in you day to day life ?
Is that new Video game living , that waiting for your favorite TV proagram is that living? ,, for me in my early twentys ,, getting the FLAts grand slam was living the bonefish tarpon and permit on the same day that was living , travel was living and after that I found …. Building a family was what nature really called me to do … not just were girls something to fuck in between fishing trips … no they carryed in them something more important …. They carried in them that PURPOSE FOR FUCKING BEING ….ALIVE
After you have done all those great adventures you dreamed during your childhood have been CONQUERED … and that PURPOSE for living tha reason to keep on going .. what is yours ? do it really carry you forward with STRENGHT of PURPOSE ?
What does this have to do “ early to bed and early to rise makes a nam healthy wealthy and wise “ the words of the sage ? what does it have to do with INSTINCTUALISM.ORG everything as you start to notice that so much of your lie is nothing more thatn you BEING A FOLLOWER OF THE native ways you grew up in ,,,,not being truly ALTERNATIVE . why is it COOL to do what ever it is to do what ever it is you do ! the lifestyle you have been trained to think is natural ……. For example decorating the house for halloweeen studies have been showing is a result of the CONDITIONING of advertising over 20 years … to the point that halloweeen is the 4th largest CONSUMING season event in AMERICAN CULTURE .. not worldwide just the people who have been stupid enough to FOLLOW the orders of their MASTERS , the non-corpoerial being called ECONOMY … that thought form …. A being like us yet , we express thur matter …. We are not matter ,,, never can you find that energywhich makes the …. Atoms of your body stay in the form of body … in the body … you can not find YOU in you …. Thoughts do not live in the mind they use the mind ,, where do your wants come from ,, the wants of a cat for one food more that the other ,, isn ot in the brain of the cat ,,, it is the CHOICE OF THE CHOOSER …. Who uses the cat to experience being as CAT …. The one who uses your memeories to experience being human ,, the Chooser is not in your brain … yet uses this DNA oppurutunity to experience being human ….. ahhhh back into the Toa we go .
And now you have the choice to understand that alternative is feeling that call of your deepest feelings of nature ….. you are designed to be. Think dumbass …….. what if you did not acknowledge the CLOCK the CALENDaR …. That you let the memories be memeories without the daily forcing of themn into files of time ,,,, if you woke each day not being 20 or 30 or 40 or 17 ,, but woke being the age you were felling … if you felt a life of purpose , if you feel excited and live you were ……… alive ! not 27 …. 27 there but naybe not quite there in terms of your long term goals .. another complex theme ….. expeciall for women who fear ,,, age. Who fear that 30 is comeing and that 40 will follow that .
Young Master , to change what is now native , doing something different …. And finding that you do things in condtioned ways because you grew up seeing everyone else doing it , I hope is EYE openeing ,, the idea of how much we all are FOLLOWERS not leaders even though we lie to ourselves and everyone else and say we are … the L:EADERS of our own life ,,, but in the end you dumbass are to fucking scared to act ……. Even when the level of LOGIC is slapped into your face …
LOGIC we are not more important thatn any other living thing ,,, and that life itself is not something that should be judged just on its use of matter …….that us humans are the highest level of evolution in the WHILE of INFINITY …. Us ,, us stupid followeres , us brainwashed slaves to ideas and native customs that we do not even realize that we are slaves to …. And it is us who is EVOVLED …. While another thought form enenrgy epxeriencr .. who takes on the form of a kitty cat or dog …. Is of less evovled ,,, it comes for the COMPLETENESS of toa to experience the ILLUSIONS of limits , to return to the TOA and remembering all knowing ….
Now the cat does not need to QUESTION GOD . or WORSHIP or even turn on lights ….. ( oh yes it did not invent lights … but the cat does invent stuff …. Invent is a reaction to the wants and desires of animals … does your cat choose things ,,,,? Will it choose to get up off your lap … will it choose to force you to SROP reading a book and pet it ,, will it refuse to eat ( until almost like dieing of hunger ) before it eats that brand of cat food it hates ? are these not evidence of CHOICE ….. and dumbass the actions it takes to fullfill those wants ,,,, are the building of a light bulb or a space shuttle ,,, expect us humans being so fucking MENTAL ,, have to destroy things to create space shuttles to fullfill the hole in our head and hearts , where the cat ,,,,,, if the food you give it sucks will go catch a nice fresh mouse ! watch the much smarter animal kingdon …. Being happy is evidence of higher EVOLUTION ……
OK last night as I was practising this whole SLEEP CYCLE shit ,,,,, I was thinking Twye lite is made for fucking …. But not last night … last night I was again shown to be the luckest Male living on this PLANET today ….. my 19 month old son I have him once a week for a few hours …. As the sun was going down and his Barney vidoe was ending I was just in AWE of him ,,,, what does this new clean life EXPERIENCER do ….. what does he do with the reality of the world ….. and his DNA …. Tell him , as the sun went down , the lights from the screen stopped flashing ….. he started to calm down …. He I could see and feel was slowing , I could have turned on the house lights but I left them off ….. I remember doing this experiment with my other kids , the experiment of letting slkeep come to the baby naturally instead of FORCED sepeeration for the parent and light and the family activitys .. like most nights …..
The little guy then noticed the bright blue light from the Computer speakers …… like a Moth to a Flame he went to the light , the stimuli to maintain activity was held in that bright lite ….. so I turn it off ,,,,, and his interst wainned ,,,, I walked him holding my finger to the bed and …… he crewled over his private TOY called daddy getting on and off the bed and daddy…… he would go to the back window of that room to look at the west lite … he would head into the Hallway which darkend with each minute till he closed the door ,,, that little toddlees draging a teddyy bear in one hand closed the door on darkness and the unknown ,, that world his eyes are not designed to fucntion in , he created for himself a safe …. Safe cave of 1 room bt clsoing a door … and he returned to playing with me and looking out the back windown ,,, but I noticed something the orange glow form a a power bar that lite which tells me those plgs are working … well that orange glw did not attract the MOTH in my son like the strong blue lite ….. hmmm interestin ,,, welll
Since I ,,, also ,, am starting to repect the human nature I have in me , that wisdom of 3,3 million years … I was in no hurry to leave my baby son to return ,, to force my self to continue to be awake when the inner animal KNOWS it is time to CHILL ….. so I was in no hurry for my son to go to sleep I could let him play …… to crwal aroung the bed to talk to his teddy bears and eventual lay himself acrros my chesst like he loves to do , grab firmly in his hand one of my fingers and go off to the deepness of sleep that the babys we love go to ….
THAT IS LIVING dumbfuck …… like fucking my Debbie that same morning is living the noisy yet silent , commucation , between ,,,,, pentrated and PENTRATOR … nature !
Being the bed of your Flesh and blood is also living ,,,,, having totall strangers talk and smile and thank you for your service to them in their life , for creating in them a smile that day that is living …… DO YOU live in you day to day life ?
Is that new Video game living , that waiting for your favorite TV proagram is that living? ,, for me in my early twentys ,, getting the FLAts grand slam was living the bonefish tarpon and permit on the same day that was living , travel was living and after that I found …. Building a family was what nature really called me to do … not just were girls something to fuck in between fishing trips … no they carryed in them something more important …. They carried in them that PURPOSE FOR FUCKING BEING ….ALIVE
After you have done all those great adventures you dreamed during your childhood have been CONQUERED … and that PURPOSE for living tha reason to keep on going .. what is yours ? do it really carry you forward with STRENGHT of PURPOSE ?
What does this have to do “ early to bed and early to rise makes a nam healthy wealthy and wise “ the words of the sage ? what does it have to do with INSTINCTUALISM.ORG everything as you start to notice that so much of your lie is nothing more thatn you BEING A FOLLOWER OF THE native ways you grew up in ,,,,not being truly ALTERNATIVE . why is it COOL to do what ever it is to do what ever it is you do ! the lifestyle you have been trained to think is natural ……. For example decorating the house for halloweeen studies have been showing is a result of the CONDITIONING of advertising over 20 years … to the point that halloweeen is the 4th largest CONSUMING season event in AMERICAN CULTURE .. not worldwide just the people who have been stupid enough to FOLLOW the orders of their MASTERS , the non-corpoerial being called ECONOMY … that thought form …. A being like us yet , we express thur matter …. We are not matter ,,, never can you find that energywhich makes the …. Atoms of your body stay in the form of body … in the body … you can not find YOU in you …. Thoughts do not live in the mind they use the mind ,, where do your wants come from ,, the wants of a cat for one food more that the other ,, isn ot in the brain of the cat ,,, it is the CHOICE OF THE CHOOSER …. Who uses the cat to experience being as CAT …. The one who uses your memeories to experience being human ,, the Chooser is not in your brain … yet uses this DNA oppurutunity to experience being human ….. ahhhh back into the Toa we go .
And now you have the choice to understand that alternative is feeling that call of your deepest feelings of nature ….. you are designed to be. Think dumbass …….. what if you did not acknowledge the CLOCK the CALENDaR …. That you let the memories be memeories without the daily forcing of themn into files of time ,,,, if you woke each day not being 20 or 30 or 40 or 17 ,, but woke being the age you were felling … if you felt a life of purpose , if you feel excited and live you were ……… alive ! not 27 …. 27 there but naybe not quite there in terms of your long term goals .. another complex theme ….. expeciall for women who fear ,,, age. Who fear that 30 is comeing and that 40 will follow that .
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
SUNLIGHT PUSSY
Sunlight pussy
Young Master it is incredible the deepness of the programing we have accepted ,,, the advise of professionalls the following along with the friends and shit like that …. Instincutalism …. Becoming myself again ,, not following the recommendations of professionals who like myself have their basis for ideas rooted in ….. the fucked up
Have you ever really been in the world before our world of convience , of having that wire full of energy always ready for your use ,,,, elcetricty ,,,, I know that you have not lived honestly without it , except if you have lived thru things like hurricines but that is tem[pered by the generator we all have down her e in florida but after Andrew , Frances Jean and wWillma well I have enough memorty about that blip ,,,, but more important was growning up on the river in a cabin built after the revolutionary war …. Where the nearnest electric lines were still miles away ,,, or the time I got to work in the back country of Santo domingo ….. expecially there in the world without money ,,,, jobs were thing that happened on ocacaion to these people candles and other lite sources cast money and money is some thing they did not have ,,, what did they do when the sun went down each and every day ….. not the special nights where everyone would want to spend their money or theier precios canldes on socializing … but the everyday world ,,, the regular everyday life …….. didthey would you waste you limited treasure on ,,, just wasting. Just to keep up soome sort of image … or would you live as humans have lived for the millions of years ,,,
Are your eyes NOCTURNIAL ? are you designed to see at night or during the day? Huh? Dumbasss ,,, what do you think ? so when the doctors say you should have 8 hours of sleep yet the sun goeas away for 11 hours who is right , about sleep times NATURE who designed us over 3.3 million years or some doctor who ,,,, bases his ideas on the social needs of the CORPARTION , who wants to over work you then have you socialize during the night stay in a form of mental stress where you will accept the ECOMONIC slavery which feeds the thought form which is ECOMONY …. When you are stressed ,, when your needs are not really being met … needs for sex , needs for friendship ,, needs for REST you become SUBTLY stressed and easly controled thru the hope of “ thing will get better just work harder and buy more things “
I think about this as I now try to experiment with living in a closer way with my instinct …. Seeing the sunrise has been my life for ever a fisherman always wants to be the first on the water , even if he went to sleep at 1 am ….. so rising with the sun or just before is my life a habit I maintain even on weekends …. Why , because to catch up on my lsepp at the cost of BURNING DAYLIGHT just sucks it is a bad habit It feels wrong …. And why do I have to catch up on sleep it is because I do not get enough fun during the day !
But for me I do have pleanty of fun during the day to try to force more happiness into mylife is like a glutton trying to force more food into his mouth just because it tastes good … but into the kong run it ain’t good for the person right ,,, BALANCE ….. over and over … BALANCE .. … so for me to have a moringing fuck …… everyday like the sunrises to enojoy the ,, closes NESS that only can be felt when my dick is hard and inside of Deb …. There is a sense , a naturalness . of being joined , that way to hear her respond , to the action of having my COCK pentrate her ,,, the proof of her own feeling and understanding of herself , to presnet her pussy everyday for PENETRATION …. This is KNOWING that is is the pentrated … that her instinct is that of submitting to that which she is for the joy of being FEMALE and relaxing and enjoying … feeing a male in her know that the male is excited by her presence in his life ,,, the connection beyond ,, words …. The INSTINCTUAL conmmucation of male and female .. happens when you dumbas are fucking her ,,, that is really talking that is realy psending quality time …..
AND THEN FOR ME TO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD ,A WORK MY OWN BUSSINESS MY service INDUSTRY BUSINESS , AND FOR ME TO WHISTLE ,, AND DAY AFTER DAY HAVE PEOPLE COMMENT …. “ You are having just to much fun “ AND WE BOTH LAUGH at the turth of of what they say YES I have way to much fun living when the rest of the world on average does not whistle does not express the joy of life hour after hour like I DO …. Ohhh people say they are happpy , but they do not spontaniuosly show it , express it in and with inner expressed musci …… ohhh no most peopl are just giving lip serive ,,,, LIP serivce to the positve thinking about saying that they are happy when in fact at the subconcsuos level they hate their life ,,,,,,,,,, THAT SUCKS .
I get a day light time ,,, full of sunshine … of seeing humans … smile because I am smiling ….. to talki tell story ,,,, have SEX everyday …. Sit and watch , Osprey and EAGles glide over my head every fucking day ,,, to close my eyes and feel the world around me and listen to the wind , to stopa nd watch clouds ….. ALL OF THE real REALITY TV . which is outside for you to live ….. and I want to wake each day rested and ready to live it … when I can see it …..
So why force myself to stay a wake at night ,,, when nature is SCREAMING with its darknes….. GO to sleep shithead ! why do I force myself to have even more fun ….. like a glutton . woow what a problem. Yet I can see find the programing of EXPECTATIONS when I sample the going to bed early! You are going to bed so early the sociaty tells me … why ? welll the why is because I want to have a great life not just exisit like you ( no matter what lie comes from your mouth ….. if you loved life then why do you worry so much about the after life or the future … that itme when things will get better … when the same world will be there next year when you have that thing …. The real world will still be there and happiness will be that next purchase away ………. Or maybe even worse it will be in an after life … a return to the place you left so that you could come play here ,, the place you can not enjoy because it is DARK like night fucking time ,, the time nature told our DNA is the CORRECT time to go to sleep ….. this is INSTINCTUALISM.ORG
Young Master it is incredible the deepness of the programing we have accepted ,,, the advise of professionalls the following along with the friends and shit like that …. Instincutalism …. Becoming myself again ,, not following the recommendations of professionals who like myself have their basis for ideas rooted in ….. the fucked up
Have you ever really been in the world before our world of convience , of having that wire full of energy always ready for your use ,,,, elcetricty ,,,, I know that you have not lived honestly without it , except if you have lived thru things like hurricines but that is tem[pered by the generator we all have down her e in florida but after Andrew , Frances Jean and wWillma well I have enough memorty about that blip ,,,, but more important was growning up on the river in a cabin built after the revolutionary war …. Where the nearnest electric lines were still miles away ,,, or the time I got to work in the back country of Santo domingo ….. expecially there in the world without money ,,,, jobs were thing that happened on ocacaion to these people candles and other lite sources cast money and money is some thing they did not have ,,, what did they do when the sun went down each and every day ….. not the special nights where everyone would want to spend their money or theier precios canldes on socializing … but the everyday world ,,, the regular everyday life …….. didthey would you waste you limited treasure on ,,, just wasting. Just to keep up soome sort of image … or would you live as humans have lived for the millions of years ,,,
Are your eyes NOCTURNIAL ? are you designed to see at night or during the day? Huh? Dumbasss ,,, what do you think ? so when the doctors say you should have 8 hours of sleep yet the sun goeas away for 11 hours who is right , about sleep times NATURE who designed us over 3.3 million years or some doctor who ,,,, bases his ideas on the social needs of the CORPARTION , who wants to over work you then have you socialize during the night stay in a form of mental stress where you will accept the ECOMONIC slavery which feeds the thought form which is ECOMONY …. When you are stressed ,, when your needs are not really being met … needs for sex , needs for friendship ,, needs for REST you become SUBTLY stressed and easly controled thru the hope of “ thing will get better just work harder and buy more things “
I think about this as I now try to experiment with living in a closer way with my instinct …. Seeing the sunrise has been my life for ever a fisherman always wants to be the first on the water , even if he went to sleep at 1 am ….. so rising with the sun or just before is my life a habit I maintain even on weekends …. Why , because to catch up on my lsepp at the cost of BURNING DAYLIGHT just sucks it is a bad habit It feels wrong …. And why do I have to catch up on sleep it is because I do not get enough fun during the day !
But for me I do have pleanty of fun during the day to try to force more happiness into mylife is like a glutton trying to force more food into his mouth just because it tastes good … but into the kong run it ain’t good for the person right ,,, BALANCE ….. over and over … BALANCE .. … so for me to have a moringing fuck …… everyday like the sunrises to enojoy the ,, closes NESS that only can be felt when my dick is hard and inside of Deb …. There is a sense , a naturalness . of being joined , that way to hear her respond , to the action of having my COCK pentrate her ,,, the proof of her own feeling and understanding of herself , to presnet her pussy everyday for PENETRATION …. This is KNOWING that is is the pentrated … that her instinct is that of submitting to that which she is for the joy of being FEMALE and relaxing and enjoying … feeing a male in her know that the male is excited by her presence in his life ,,, the connection beyond ,, words …. The INSTINCTUAL conmmucation of male and female .. happens when you dumbas are fucking her ,,, that is really talking that is realy psending quality time …..
AND THEN FOR ME TO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD ,A WORK MY OWN BUSSINESS MY service INDUSTRY BUSINESS , AND FOR ME TO WHISTLE ,, AND DAY AFTER DAY HAVE PEOPLE COMMENT …. “ You are having just to much fun “ AND WE BOTH LAUGH at the turth of of what they say YES I have way to much fun living when the rest of the world on average does not whistle does not express the joy of life hour after hour like I DO …. Ohhh people say they are happpy , but they do not spontaniuosly show it , express it in and with inner expressed musci …… ohhh no most peopl are just giving lip serive ,,,, LIP serivce to the positve thinking about saying that they are happy when in fact at the subconcsuos level they hate their life ,,,,,,,,,, THAT SUCKS .
I get a day light time ,,, full of sunshine … of seeing humans … smile because I am smiling ….. to talki tell story ,,,, have SEX everyday …. Sit and watch , Osprey and EAGles glide over my head every fucking day ,,, to close my eyes and feel the world around me and listen to the wind , to stopa nd watch clouds ….. ALL OF THE real REALITY TV . which is outside for you to live ….. and I want to wake each day rested and ready to live it … when I can see it …..
So why force myself to stay a wake at night ,,, when nature is SCREAMING with its darknes….. GO to sleep shithead ! why do I force myself to have even more fun ….. like a glutton . woow what a problem. Yet I can see find the programing of EXPECTATIONS when I sample the going to bed early! You are going to bed so early the sociaty tells me … why ? welll the why is because I want to have a great life not just exisit like you ( no matter what lie comes from your mouth ….. if you loved life then why do you worry so much about the after life or the future … that itme when things will get better … when the same world will be there next year when you have that thing …. The real world will still be there and happiness will be that next purchase away ………. Or maybe even worse it will be in an after life … a return to the place you left so that you could come play here ,, the place you can not enjoy because it is DARK like night fucking time ,, the time nature told our DNA is the CORRECT time to go to sleep ….. this is INSTINCTUALISM.ORG
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Up for something
Up for something
Young Master in a world where conforming ,, has been drilled intoyou rmind , since the days you were forced to grow up in a home filled with breakable objects , things it seemed that were more important to mom dad gand parents aunts and uncles ,,, things only things , yet those things were more important thatn you ,,, atleast the is the MESSAGE your little growing mind gathered from all the COMFORMITY trainng you got …. DO NOT TOUCH no no no noNO ! and it continued into schooling and the daycare years conform fit into a mold of predicablity sothat you could be WAREHOUSED and dealt with ,, efficeiently , while your slave parents worked int that abstarct place called JOB …….. it must have been slavery since when they got home they were tired from being somewhere that they HATED ……. On average most people hate their jobs !
Pretty fucked up huh? Dipshit and you are going down that same road …. Laying the ground work for your own children to feel and live the confusions you did … NEVER THINKING ABOUT AN ……. ALTERNATIVE …. Standing up for something ? is hard because you have been trained to receive your self worth from the reactions you got … the smile the body language of ACCEPTANCE we interprated that we learned to read as kids …. And still look for when we buy a kiss …..
Listening to a young woman I know who was hurt by the FAIRY TALE OF love just recently to hear her talk about ther new guy ,,,, in terms of him HAVING A JOB AND HAVING A CAR …. Means to me she learned ,,, form the lessons of the fary tale of love ,,, that the feelings of animal lust and the dreams and prince charming ideals the GREAT POTENTIALS ….. are just fairy tales
So dipshit the idea of you being like our DNA ancestors and building the poly compound when young , spending your money there while not living the life you have been conditioned to live , the EXPECTED way thing s should be ….. is ALTERNATIVE , but how to show all the 10’s of thoushands of girls in your age group in that surrounding area around you that you EXIST … how to do that ?
Well it would mean some how exposing yourself to being different realy different ,,, see having a TATOO is not idfferent it si a statement af group ,, gang ,, inclusion ,,,, it is a sheep coloring itself like the rest of the sheep .
I have talked about ideas on advertising ,,, I have tried styles f business cards with ,,,, hints to BDSM lifestyle etc . but honestly the ….. resonanting feeling of working with those cards was not right deep in my INTUTITIVE mind … how how to express the complexity of this ALTERNATIVE LIFE STYLE … correctly ,,, creating the oppurutunity for slow relationship developments .
AHHH the TAO ….. spiritualism is a thing humans graivitate to ….. the tarot cards , and groups and new age stuff ….. even mainstream church are all human looking for answers . but I betcha there is not ,, TAO ist study group in your area ,, and the nice thing about TAOism is that it is a study religon faith that is meant to be changing from age to age , fro generation to genratin , the following blidnly of the recommendation of wise old words of dead men is ,,, not recommended ,,, the sriptures are the old clothes of DEAD MEN … useful if you have not made your own clothes yet , they are the designs form which you may create your won clothes ,,,
Clthes are the answer to a problem , the problem a human being cold or wet so wear fucking clothing … now you have problems with the INSANTIY of dating and debt , and work stress , and proterty ,, and the 80 percent chance your kids will grow up in the split house of divorce or hidden hatered of staying together for the kids …. What solutions do you have ,, for those problems ? AHHHH starting a after work study gorup under the concept of studying the TOA lets you oppurtunity to STAND UP FOR SOMETHING ….. but that would take guts … gut to be wrong to not be and expert ,,, but who could ever be an EXPERT on something as big as INFINTY … NO ONE that is who and if someone did state they were MASTER , well they would in reality be lieing showing their deepest FOOLISHNESS …….
But to give people the oppurutunity to visit your CHURCH …. Not your church … no like inviting people to come you’re your meeting of the local loving of TOY CARS .. or like you may have in your past if you were christain based you invited people to your church … so how about starting a study group about the TOA use the INSTINCTUALISM.ORG website as your base … meet after work at some park , for 1 hour ,, and if the market is right your magic is good you will have the OP to discuss what you believe ,,, the solutions to what is your problems ,,, stand up for something …….. and if you have aoready started building the compound you get to show it offf ….. that you are making difference in the world not just talking big shit . ….. so
Idea you first study abit about the old clothes of the wise humans of the world not just the TOAist master but even the wise words of Ben Franklin …. And make that the topic of dicssuion lead the disccuions into what is the basic drive of INSTINCT HUMAN … try to peel off the layers of 1500 years of christian social programing …. HEY DIPSHIT YOU MAY BUIILD SOME REALY GREAT FRIENSHIPS ONE PERSON AT A TIME …. Make a business card this time using the symbaolism of instinctualism .. use the mediation on the front page as the back side of the card ……… and then you for your self ,, just go once a wwek to a park and enjoy nature and if a friend comes to talk ,,, great if not you get one hour to watch the world go by in peace …. NO TV , NO WORRY .. NO PLANNING …. Creativity dipshit doyou have any?
Young Master in a world where conforming ,, has been drilled intoyou rmind , since the days you were forced to grow up in a home filled with breakable objects , things it seemed that were more important to mom dad gand parents aunts and uncles ,,, things only things , yet those things were more important thatn you ,,, atleast the is the MESSAGE your little growing mind gathered from all the COMFORMITY trainng you got …. DO NOT TOUCH no no no noNO ! and it continued into schooling and the daycare years conform fit into a mold of predicablity sothat you could be WAREHOUSED and dealt with ,, efficeiently , while your slave parents worked int that abstarct place called JOB …….. it must have been slavery since when they got home they were tired from being somewhere that they HATED ……. On average most people hate their jobs !
Pretty fucked up huh? Dipshit and you are going down that same road …. Laying the ground work for your own children to feel and live the confusions you did … NEVER THINKING ABOUT AN ……. ALTERNATIVE …. Standing up for something ? is hard because you have been trained to receive your self worth from the reactions you got … the smile the body language of ACCEPTANCE we interprated that we learned to read as kids …. And still look for when we buy a kiss …..
Listening to a young woman I know who was hurt by the FAIRY TALE OF love just recently to hear her talk about ther new guy ,,,, in terms of him HAVING A JOB AND HAVING A CAR …. Means to me she learned ,,, form the lessons of the fary tale of love ,,, that the feelings of animal lust and the dreams and prince charming ideals the GREAT POTENTIALS ….. are just fairy tales
So dipshit the idea of you being like our DNA ancestors and building the poly compound when young , spending your money there while not living the life you have been conditioned to live , the EXPECTED way thing s should be ….. is ALTERNATIVE , but how to show all the 10’s of thoushands of girls in your age group in that surrounding area around you that you EXIST … how to do that ?
Well it would mean some how exposing yourself to being different realy different ,,, see having a TATOO is not idfferent it si a statement af group ,, gang ,, inclusion ,,,, it is a sheep coloring itself like the rest of the sheep .
I have talked about ideas on advertising ,,, I have tried styles f business cards with ,,,, hints to BDSM lifestyle etc . but honestly the ….. resonanting feeling of working with those cards was not right deep in my INTUTITIVE mind … how how to express the complexity of this ALTERNATIVE LIFE STYLE … correctly ,,, creating the oppurutunity for slow relationship developments .
AHHH the TAO ….. spiritualism is a thing humans graivitate to ….. the tarot cards , and groups and new age stuff ….. even mainstream church are all human looking for answers . but I betcha there is not ,, TAO ist study group in your area ,, and the nice thing about TAOism is that it is a study religon faith that is meant to be changing from age to age , fro generation to genratin , the following blidnly of the recommendation of wise old words of dead men is ,,, not recommended ,,, the sriptures are the old clothes of DEAD MEN … useful if you have not made your own clothes yet , they are the designs form which you may create your won clothes ,,,
Clthes are the answer to a problem , the problem a human being cold or wet so wear fucking clothing … now you have problems with the INSANTIY of dating and debt , and work stress , and proterty ,, and the 80 percent chance your kids will grow up in the split house of divorce or hidden hatered of staying together for the kids …. What solutions do you have ,, for those problems ? AHHHH starting a after work study gorup under the concept of studying the TOA lets you oppurtunity to STAND UP FOR SOMETHING ….. but that would take guts … gut to be wrong to not be and expert ,,, but who could ever be an EXPERT on something as big as INFINTY … NO ONE that is who and if someone did state they were MASTER , well they would in reality be lieing showing their deepest FOOLISHNESS …….
But to give people the oppurutunity to visit your CHURCH …. Not your church … no like inviting people to come you’re your meeting of the local loving of TOY CARS .. or like you may have in your past if you were christain based you invited people to your church … so how about starting a study group about the TOA use the INSTINCTUALISM.ORG website as your base … meet after work at some park , for 1 hour ,, and if the market is right your magic is good you will have the OP to discuss what you believe ,,, the solutions to what is your problems ,,, stand up for something …….. and if you have aoready started building the compound you get to show it offf ….. that you are making difference in the world not just talking big shit . ….. so
Idea you first study abit about the old clothes of the wise humans of the world not just the TOAist master but even the wise words of Ben Franklin …. And make that the topic of dicssuion lead the disccuions into what is the basic drive of INSTINCT HUMAN … try to peel off the layers of 1500 years of christian social programing …. HEY DIPSHIT YOU MAY BUIILD SOME REALY GREAT FRIENSHIPS ONE PERSON AT A TIME …. Make a business card this time using the symbaolism of instinctualism .. use the mediation on the front page as the back side of the card ……… and then you for your self ,, just go once a wwek to a park and enjoy nature and if a friend comes to talk ,,, great if not you get one hour to watch the world go by in peace …. NO TV , NO WORRY .. NO PLANNING …. Creativity dipshit doyou have any?
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Tied blindfolded and smiling
Tied blindfolded and smiling
Young master , we can not understand the dynamics honestly but that should not prevent us from enjoying and PROVIDING htat which is needed by the many … this concept goes for me when I am dressed as a clown part of me feels foolish because I am foolish but I men like me will not dress like a clown act like a clown then people can not play ………
If you will not act like a BDSM master she can not release and relax to the point of experiencing what is natural for FEMALE …. Remember over and over , she is built to receive , to be PENTRATED , to have your hard cock forced YES … FORCED in to her body ….. and she wants it so much that her body produces a LUBE IN ADVANCE SO THAT THE PENTRATION CAN HAPPEN ,,, SHE WANTS IT !
SO WHEN I get the direct gift of coming home to my girl naked on the bed where nothing but the blindfold , she has 3 tea candles on the bedside table ready for me ,,,, the string tail flogger on the bed with the bag of dildoes plus the vibrating toys and the SPORT CUFFS ( the velcro sport cuffs are a better choice than hand cufffs hand cuffs are great to start the idea of her trying ……. Surrender …. But honstly the possibliity of damage to her wrists is to great … the flexablilty of the sprts cuffs allows her to struggle freely )
Ok young master , putting on the ROBES , the persona of master ,,,, I have been thinking about creating INSTINCTUALISM into what it is actually A SCHOOL OF TOASIT THOUGHT … I see on every fucking corner a christain church , programing people into thinking they are WRONG that they need FORGIVENESS for being INSTUNCTUALLY HUMAN ….. so I think I should provide the real time in your face oppurtunity for you people to dicuss your INSTINCTS m and this thruth … in an organized sane manner ….why?
So the female can feel better about herself when she presents you with the gift of her self ,,,, whci is as much a GIFT TO HERSELF ….. because , after she was tied to the head board and I had spent an half hour of teasing her , teasing dumbass ,,, getting her to beg ,, to push her pussy up into the air begging you ,,, please touch it ,,, please master please master ….. touching her body lightly when her inner animals wants to be held ruffly ,,, in advance of being PENETRATED …. BEING HELD SO THAT YOU CAN CONTROL HER FOR …….. Penis-tration …. PENETRATION ….
Now of course the gift of her SCREAMs .. her repeated orgasisms ,, something so strong if allowed she would stop with one , but she wants more ,,, the deepest part of her wants more and moe ,,, she is able to experiecnce MULTI ORGASISMS , in fact it is her INSTINCTUAL nature to be forced to experience them ,,,,, but our training as nice guys , that illusions of fairy tale love and FRIENDSHIP prenevents us form prodiding her with what she DEEPLY needs and what we love to hear ….. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE TO HEAR HER SCREAM WHILE SHE IS GETTING FUCKED … is just makes my fucking cock pump up and fucking grown fater and longer I can feel IT . the louder I grunt the louder she screams the bigger my dick getts the deeper I fuck her the more shecreams , the longer my cock is the more I get to enjoy the slow … slow … slow down phase as I drag the fuck out for a hour or more ….
Ohhh but I recommend dipshit use the fucking tools …. The dildoes .. the vibrators ,, before you succumb to your own lust your own need to fuck …. Get that pussy into it’s first strong orgsisms ,,,, the following fucking will be better for you both … and remember she is tied up she is not going any where …… so when I fuck her asshole with that dildoe with the large ribs , the one that she feels like when it is going in that she is being PENETRATED OPENED with the passing of each rib ….. and the pulling out of action of that dildoe ,,,, I wonder what she feels I hear her sounds and wonder about MY FRIEND …. ( THE FREINDSHIP THING IF SHE HAD 3 FRIENDS IN THE COMPOUND I BELIEVE MY CONFUSION MY POSITION AS HER MAIN FRIEND AROUND THE HOUSE would be lessened and I could enjoy this fucking of her better … but I will get there give her the gift of girlfriends and still the trust that I love her for her … for her ) …. Ohhh dumbass with this style of dildoe in her ass fuck her pussy stick some fingers in her pussy and feel the ribbing thru the thin wall between PUUSY AND ASS , and realize you get to enjoy that ribbing also while fucking her ans reaching around her ass to hold the dildoes in while you fick her …. AHHHH THE PLEASURES , you BOTH enjoy ….. AND FOR HER the experience of DOUBLE PENTRATIONS … feeds that need ….. for rape . for submissions. It is in evry female ,,, this deeply hidden need , it comes to her in occasional fansty and thoughts but she will DENY her INSTINCTS . because of training ob ,, the solidarty of being feminst ….. and she will joint the numbers of the DEPRESSED who deny their turest inner nature that should be experienced with ah LOVING DOMINAnT male like you dipshit ……..ohh the real time dicusion venue of providing a natural ceremony of toaism to compete with the every corner churh ….. hmmmm an idea to wear the BLACK ROBES of a toasit mater … is it any more than wearing the face paint of the clown>?
Ok , dummy ,,,, the black robes mean that you can understand that you ,, tha I ,,, am DUMB , that we choose to forget the triest reality so that we can experience this illsuion of time space … that we can become female and male animals ….. so that I can ITE HER UP nad fuck her into PARADISE ,,,, INTO THE SUBLIME orgasims ….
Oh yes disphit ,,,,, 1 dildoe in 1 hole 1 dildoe in the other hole ,,,, and your cock forced down her throat …. And you will have a very happy girl ! ( if not do not worry she will not SUBMITT , I trust in your deepest INSTINCT for the preservation of the females in your harem …. You will not hurt really that which you love ,, and in her submission she is NOT BEING HURT ! ….. just rmember to take you dick out of her mouth so she can BREATHE ….. the gasping for breath tha is good and should be repeated ,,, but kinda of count to yourself ,, so that you donot choke her for more that 30 seconds . …PLAY SAFE dumbass … and then when you are enjoying the PENETRATIONS , with your own dick .. remember she pussy is SO SENSITVE that no matter how big the dildoe is your COCK feels even bigger no that she has had a second to relax into the orgasims before fucking her ….. her pussy closes ,,,, enjoy dipshit ,,,, fucking take yourself to the edge over and over … do not interpert the screams as paim ,,,,, but remember the turth in the end …. No mater what you think in the end she will want you to do it again! …….. if not she will would have left you after the first time you fucked her like this ,,, but she can not tell you that with her mouth ,, I know it is not LOGICAL … she does not act like a male ,, she is not like us ,, we can not understand her needs … that agins is why having the HAREM .. is best for her! And what is best for the girls in the end is best for you ,, and will be st for the children ,,,, I bring up children because of having my baby boy at home yesterday ,, having 3 moms gives each girl the choice to play exactly when she is ready to play ,, with the babies never ever focred to paly ,,,, because kids need endless attention ,, but be able to take time for them selves knowing that 3 moms are around to SUPPORT EACH oterh .. to be UNDERSTANDING FRIENDS TO EACH OTHER .. allowing me to be ME ….. a PENETRATOR.
Young master , we can not understand the dynamics honestly but that should not prevent us from enjoying and PROVIDING htat which is needed by the many … this concept goes for me when I am dressed as a clown part of me feels foolish because I am foolish but I men like me will not dress like a clown act like a clown then people can not play ………
If you will not act like a BDSM master she can not release and relax to the point of experiencing what is natural for FEMALE …. Remember over and over , she is built to receive , to be PENTRATED , to have your hard cock forced YES … FORCED in to her body ….. and she wants it so much that her body produces a LUBE IN ADVANCE SO THAT THE PENTRATION CAN HAPPEN ,,, SHE WANTS IT !
SO WHEN I get the direct gift of coming home to my girl naked on the bed where nothing but the blindfold , she has 3 tea candles on the bedside table ready for me ,,,, the string tail flogger on the bed with the bag of dildoes plus the vibrating toys and the SPORT CUFFS ( the velcro sport cuffs are a better choice than hand cufffs hand cuffs are great to start the idea of her trying ……. Surrender …. But honstly the possibliity of damage to her wrists is to great … the flexablilty of the sprts cuffs allows her to struggle freely )
Ok young master , putting on the ROBES , the persona of master ,,,, I have been thinking about creating INSTINCTUALISM into what it is actually A SCHOOL OF TOASIT THOUGHT … I see on every fucking corner a christain church , programing people into thinking they are WRONG that they need FORGIVENESS for being INSTUNCTUALLY HUMAN ….. so I think I should provide the real time in your face oppurtunity for you people to dicuss your INSTINCTS m and this thruth … in an organized sane manner ….why?
So the female can feel better about herself when she presents you with the gift of her self ,,,, whci is as much a GIFT TO HERSELF ….. because , after she was tied to the head board and I had spent an half hour of teasing her , teasing dumbass ,,, getting her to beg ,, to push her pussy up into the air begging you ,,, please touch it ,,, please master please master ….. touching her body lightly when her inner animals wants to be held ruffly ,,, in advance of being PENETRATED …. BEING HELD SO THAT YOU CAN CONTROL HER FOR …….. Penis-tration …. PENETRATION ….
Now of course the gift of her SCREAMs .. her repeated orgasisms ,, something so strong if allowed she would stop with one , but she wants more ,,, the deepest part of her wants more and moe ,,, she is able to experiecnce MULTI ORGASISMS , in fact it is her INSTINCTUAL nature to be forced to experience them ,,,,, but our training as nice guys , that illusions of fairy tale love and FRIENDSHIP prenevents us form prodiding her with what she DEEPLY needs and what we love to hear ….. YOU KNOW YOU LOVE TO HEAR HER SCREAM WHILE SHE IS GETTING FUCKED … is just makes my fucking cock pump up and fucking grown fater and longer I can feel IT . the louder I grunt the louder she screams the bigger my dick getts the deeper I fuck her the more shecreams , the longer my cock is the more I get to enjoy the slow … slow … slow down phase as I drag the fuck out for a hour or more ….
Ohhh but I recommend dipshit use the fucking tools …. The dildoes .. the vibrators ,, before you succumb to your own lust your own need to fuck …. Get that pussy into it’s first strong orgsisms ,,,, the following fucking will be better for you both … and remember she is tied up she is not going any where …… so when I fuck her asshole with that dildoe with the large ribs , the one that she feels like when it is going in that she is being PENETRATED OPENED with the passing of each rib ….. and the pulling out of action of that dildoe ,,,, I wonder what she feels I hear her sounds and wonder about MY FRIEND …. ( THE FREINDSHIP THING IF SHE HAD 3 FRIENDS IN THE COMPOUND I BELIEVE MY CONFUSION MY POSITION AS HER MAIN FRIEND AROUND THE HOUSE would be lessened and I could enjoy this fucking of her better … but I will get there give her the gift of girlfriends and still the trust that I love her for her … for her ) …. Ohhh dumbass with this style of dildoe in her ass fuck her pussy stick some fingers in her pussy and feel the ribbing thru the thin wall between PUUSY AND ASS , and realize you get to enjoy that ribbing also while fucking her ans reaching around her ass to hold the dildoes in while you fick her …. AHHHH THE PLEASURES , you BOTH enjoy ….. AND FOR HER the experience of DOUBLE PENTRATIONS … feeds that need ….. for rape . for submissions. It is in evry female ,,, this deeply hidden need , it comes to her in occasional fansty and thoughts but she will DENY her INSTINCTS . because of training ob ,, the solidarty of being feminst ….. and she will joint the numbers of the DEPRESSED who deny their turest inner nature that should be experienced with ah LOVING DOMINAnT male like you dipshit ……..ohh the real time dicusion venue of providing a natural ceremony of toaism to compete with the every corner churh ….. hmmmm an idea to wear the BLACK ROBES of a toasit mater … is it any more than wearing the face paint of the clown>?
Ok , dummy ,,,, the black robes mean that you can understand that you ,, tha I ,,, am DUMB , that we choose to forget the triest reality so that we can experience this illsuion of time space … that we can become female and male animals ….. so that I can ITE HER UP nad fuck her into PARADISE ,,,, INTO THE SUBLIME orgasims ….
Oh yes disphit ,,,,, 1 dildoe in 1 hole 1 dildoe in the other hole ,,,, and your cock forced down her throat …. And you will have a very happy girl ! ( if not do not worry she will not SUBMITT , I trust in your deepest INSTINCT for the preservation of the females in your harem …. You will not hurt really that which you love ,, and in her submission she is NOT BEING HURT ! ….. just rmember to take you dick out of her mouth so she can BREATHE ….. the gasping for breath tha is good and should be repeated ,,, but kinda of count to yourself ,, so that you donot choke her for more that 30 seconds . …PLAY SAFE dumbass … and then when you are enjoying the PENETRATIONS , with your own dick .. remember she pussy is SO SENSITVE that no matter how big the dildoe is your COCK feels even bigger no that she has had a second to relax into the orgasims before fucking her ….. her pussy closes ,,,, enjoy dipshit ,,,, fucking take yourself to the edge over and over … do not interpert the screams as paim ,,,,, but remember the turth in the end …. No mater what you think in the end she will want you to do it again! …….. if not she will would have left you after the first time you fucked her like this ,,, but she can not tell you that with her mouth ,, I know it is not LOGICAL … she does not act like a male ,, she is not like us ,, we can not understand her needs … that agins is why having the HAREM .. is best for her! And what is best for the girls in the end is best for you ,, and will be st for the children ,,,, I bring up children because of having my baby boy at home yesterday ,, having 3 moms gives each girl the choice to play exactly when she is ready to play ,, with the babies never ever focred to paly ,,,, because kids need endless attention ,, but be able to take time for them selves knowing that 3 moms are around to SUPPORT EACH oterh .. to be UNDERSTANDING FRIENDS TO EACH OTHER .. allowing me to be ME ….. a PENETRATOR.
Monday, October 22, 2007
tasting live skin
Taste of live skin
Young master to say that everything I write about is about PUSSY well ,,,,, yess I agree I can bring it all back into a form where it would relate to pussy …. Even something as strange as todays blog ….. thought form … the shit of meta thinking thru out history there have tow people talking to you dipshit , talking to every young master from the beginning of written hisotory ,,,, schools of thinking ,, the realistic one and the boooga boooga one ,,, ohhh what is boooga boooga …… GOD …. Us humans trying to explain something that is un-percievable thur REAL sensory organs like sight and hearing and feeling ….and we dumbass humans we for some reason believe we are something special the 1 animal with a soul , the one animanal that feels enjoyemnt and love …. The amount of programing you have gone thru that came from the enviroment you grew up in …. And you accepted with out knowing about … till you look around expecting that this feeling ing is real that you are some how fucking more special than every other living being on the planet ,,, that you are not just a Cog in some other animals world ….
The TOAist can understand that he/she is a THOUGHT FORM , energy in a matter form ,,,, and that energy of thought is what gives that matter form with out the spark of energy the matter would not have collected INTELIIGENTLY into a FORM …. Your fucking body dumbass .
The body soemthing I can percieve ,, I can see , touch , hear feel even taste (SEE I TOLD YOU I WOULD GET BACK TO LICKING PUSSY TASTING THE SKIN OF AGIRL YUMMMMMY ! ) now my ability to see is limited I can not percieve sight like a snake can which use more than its eyes to genertate a VISION which includes light/heat ,,, or the eagle which can things in the same limited spectrum of light that I can use but at much smaller levels … or the cat which can hear noises that are invisible to perception of ny organs or smells that DOGS can gather and understand that I never know is in the air I am breathing also along with my dogs ….. SO I ,,, HUMAN AM IN REALITY a dumbass … a limited dumbass . I am the same as dog , cat , eagel , snake ,,, just energy expressing as form that when the energy no longer has purpse of wanting ,, the level of wanto ,,, it leaves the body in one vehicle or another … and the atoms of the body decay and disperse to be used again by another thought form to experience time spance life ….
Now here is the question ,,,, ecomony is a thought ….. it is a living animal without an atomic body that I can UNDERSTAND or percieve ,,, but dumbass remember there is much I can not p[ercieve ,,, my abiltiy is less than a DOGS ….. since energy is what keeps my atoms together and it is energy which keeps the machine the MATRIX of economy together can it also now be itself a thought form ,, just that the thought is not atomic ,,,, and am I not part of that body like the bacteria of my gut enable me to live ,,,, is my life more important thatn the life forms that make it possible for my body to live ? does the bacteria of my gut have the abilty to understand the grandness of the body in which it lives , does the bacteria KNOW IT CAN KILL ME by going on strike ? kill me and yet kill itself …. Can the bacteria percieve me with it’s limited sensory organs ,,, it odes have abilty to sense what is food for it and non food or else they would be eating each other which they do not ….
Understand this dumbass ,,, bacteria have inteligence ,,,, so why is it that you think just because you have the ablility to think more thought ( and there by become confused and depressed to the pointo of choosing self destruction ) that you are better than any other thinking expresion of thought ,, bacteria thinks bacteria type of thoughts ,,,, to an THOUGHT FORM as grand as econmy would my limited concerns and thoughts and hopes and even my life would be off no concern ,,, whether I live or die ,, economy lives ON ! while countless humans die and fight and eat each other ( hey bacteria do not even eat each other , unless they are of a different species prey and predator species ,, or a mutate of the orginal now becoming a predator of the parent strain )
The matrix of which you are plugged into …. Hmmm do you ever think about this this dumbass ? why think about it , because dipshit you have choices , the system wants ecominc slavery ,,, it needs people to buy its shit and slave for more shit ,, to fear death .. so the worker can be controlled ,,, in a state of managed discomfort … DIVIDE AND CONQUER ….yet dumbass the idea of homesteading will bring you a level of self control over your basic existence to allow you FINNALLY freedom of choice …. Homesteading …. And in this study of homesteading come with it the concepts that basic drive for human interactions ,,, and let me say it again and again , SEX SEX SEX …. And there again to understand the real ,, human NATURE our real instinct ,, not a fairy tale …. A thought form …. But what and hwho is written in the inteligence of your DNA ….. not chimp not gorilla ,,, but simliar ,,,99.9 percnt similar …. But different because of the socialness of US … we are actually a very very very freiendly species at heart ….
Young master to say that everything I write about is about PUSSY well ,,,,, yess I agree I can bring it all back into a form where it would relate to pussy …. Even something as strange as todays blog ….. thought form … the shit of meta thinking thru out history there have tow people talking to you dipshit , talking to every young master from the beginning of written hisotory ,,,, schools of thinking ,, the realistic one and the boooga boooga one ,,, ohhh what is boooga boooga …… GOD …. Us humans trying to explain something that is un-percievable thur REAL sensory organs like sight and hearing and feeling ….and we dumbass humans we for some reason believe we are something special the 1 animal with a soul , the one animanal that feels enjoyemnt and love …. The amount of programing you have gone thru that came from the enviroment you grew up in …. And you accepted with out knowing about … till you look around expecting that this feeling ing is real that you are some how fucking more special than every other living being on the planet ,,, that you are not just a Cog in some other animals world ….
The TOAist can understand that he/she is a THOUGHT FORM , energy in a matter form ,,,, and that energy of thought is what gives that matter form with out the spark of energy the matter would not have collected INTELIIGENTLY into a FORM …. Your fucking body dumbass .
The body soemthing I can percieve ,, I can see , touch , hear feel even taste (SEE I TOLD YOU I WOULD GET BACK TO LICKING PUSSY TASTING THE SKIN OF AGIRL YUMMMMMY ! ) now my ability to see is limited I can not percieve sight like a snake can which use more than its eyes to genertate a VISION which includes light/heat ,,, or the eagle which can things in the same limited spectrum of light that I can use but at much smaller levels … or the cat which can hear noises that are invisible to perception of ny organs or smells that DOGS can gather and understand that I never know is in the air I am breathing also along with my dogs ….. SO I ,,, HUMAN AM IN REALITY a dumbass … a limited dumbass . I am the same as dog , cat , eagel , snake ,,, just energy expressing as form that when the energy no longer has purpse of wanting ,, the level of wanto ,,, it leaves the body in one vehicle or another … and the atoms of the body decay and disperse to be used again by another thought form to experience time spance life ….
Now here is the question ,,,, ecomony is a thought ….. it is a living animal without an atomic body that I can UNDERSTAND or percieve ,,, but dumbass remember there is much I can not p[ercieve ,,, my abiltiy is less than a DOGS ….. since energy is what keeps my atoms together and it is energy which keeps the machine the MATRIX of economy together can it also now be itself a thought form ,, just that the thought is not atomic ,,,, and am I not part of that body like the bacteria of my gut enable me to live ,,,, is my life more important thatn the life forms that make it possible for my body to live ? does the bacteria of my gut have the abilty to understand the grandness of the body in which it lives , does the bacteria KNOW IT CAN KILL ME by going on strike ? kill me and yet kill itself …. Can the bacteria percieve me with it’s limited sensory organs ,,, it odes have abilty to sense what is food for it and non food or else they would be eating each other which they do not ….
Understand this dumbass ,,, bacteria have inteligence ,,,, so why is it that you think just because you have the ablility to think more thought ( and there by become confused and depressed to the pointo of choosing self destruction ) that you are better than any other thinking expresion of thought ,, bacteria thinks bacteria type of thoughts ,,,, to an THOUGHT FORM as grand as econmy would my limited concerns and thoughts and hopes and even my life would be off no concern ,,, whether I live or die ,, economy lives ON ! while countless humans die and fight and eat each other ( hey bacteria do not even eat each other , unless they are of a different species prey and predator species ,, or a mutate of the orginal now becoming a predator of the parent strain )
The matrix of which you are plugged into …. Hmmm do you ever think about this this dumbass ? why think about it , because dipshit you have choices , the system wants ecominc slavery ,,, it needs people to buy its shit and slave for more shit ,, to fear death .. so the worker can be controlled ,,, in a state of managed discomfort … DIVIDE AND CONQUER ….yet dumbass the idea of homesteading will bring you a level of self control over your basic existence to allow you FINNALLY freedom of choice …. Homesteading …. And in this study of homesteading come with it the concepts that basic drive for human interactions ,,, and let me say it again and again , SEX SEX SEX …. And there again to understand the real ,, human NATURE our real instinct ,, not a fairy tale …. A thought form …. But what and hwho is written in the inteligence of your DNA ….. not chimp not gorilla ,,, but simliar ,,,99.9 percnt similar …. But different because of the socialness of US … we are actually a very very very freiendly species at heart ….
Friday, October 19, 2007
the THANKYOU change
The thankyou change
Young master , the subtle changes that happen in relationships …. The evlution of love ,,,, that the fairy tale says we must live with ,,,yet when it does happen it does not make iether party happy yet since no you , SCREAMS ,, HEY what the FUCK ,,,,it goes on and on ,, eventually you two are not the same people who met in the first place ,,,, and you end up searching again for that person you met during the dating phase …. Wha was that girl ?
She said thatnkyou after you fucker her so hard she screamed …… yes she said OUCHIE and ooowiiee ,,, and then eventually her safe word ….. but at the end was a THANK YOU a real in words thank you …. Not a kinda reading between the lines thank you , but she actuaaly says , thank you for fucking so hard it was beyond my level of comfort but thank you for taking me THERE … to that level of PENTRATION …. Which needs submission for her to receive … the act of the PENTRATOR me ..
But young master , I want you to think back I know you arleady , comparing the girl you first met with the girl you know now …… in each part of the relationsbhip is a constant on your part which is you wanting to ntoce a smile from her ,,,, a real smile , a word of thank you , something which says you were good …. Is it the searching for the love of mommmy?
Is it the protective nature of the silver back Gorilla ,, who also like to hear certain commucative sounds and have his female rub agaisnt him in affections and thankyous …
Your search for the smile from your female of degrades … DEGRADES into the search of a smile from a MOMMY figure ….. instead of if you were a HAREM male with more than one female …. The chance of getting appreciated for being the PENETRATOR , I feel is strong … since the girls need to compete at certain levels for the finite time you have , even though you are able to satify the females ,,,, because after the first flush of sexual activity she would like to have the sex less than daily … after that first flush …. After that first few months of feeding sexuall and she feels the sex will not go away her need .. her lust cools NOT DISAPPEARS … that disappearing happens because of the confusions that evolve … the confusions
Like you receeding after you get slaps insteads of thankyous , now mind you the other body oanguage and ations speak of thanks ,,,,, but there is also an increase in the commucation of YOU ARE BEING TO RUFF …. WeLL the gorilla in me will stop , he does not want to hurt the female NO ,,, sadism is not natural ( but that FEMDOM I wrote of a day ago , for her to evlove into sadism is expected ) sadism would destroy the health of the female who will bring forth DNA shildren ….
FORCING PENTRATION AND ORGASIM is idfferent than sadism ,,,, ruff sex KICK SATRTS .. the sexuall immune system and ovulation .
But the frindship you develop with the 1 on 1 female will destroy the TOA that brought you two together ,,,, the TOA being the natural flow of INSTINCTS …. In the beigning she said thanyou and she laid the twitching in continued orgasims , and she cleaned my cock and dryed the sweat off my body , and later cuddled up next to me and said thanyou . in word and action ….. now after those minutes of continued orgasimsing end ,,,,,, I get hit 9 PLAYFULLY 9 but more and more I am being hit , the MIXED message that will eventually lead the male into doing NOTHING …. For fear of not being GOOD ….
Ahhhhhhhhh , it is so fucked up ,,,, the same old patterns re-emerge of interactions sublte changes that will lead to no GOOD….. I can not wait to build the compound … to complete the TERRITORY …. To get it over to not longer suffer sublte jokes about my Gorilla ideas … but do it live it … be the good male I feel I should be , then I can PROUDLY talk to other women and describe my ideas ,,, for without the compound I talk just stories ,,, empty air , the lies ….. ( hey universe genie dude the ask has been made it is time for manifestation , yo! Are you listening ? knock knock any infintie power there ?)
I want to experience another AN ALTERNATIVE , to get real time comparisons ……. And write and think , and feel what the fuck is the reality .( my current reality is wonderful ,,, I got great girl who is growning and becoming some one different than who I met and I am extrememly happy for her and wish her nothing but happiness …………. NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS …. What do yu wish when you buy a girl that … every kiss begins with ZALES ….. thing … do you do it so she will be UN HAPPY ? …. SO as the relationship evovles it evlovles thru you desire for what you think is her communcation of her Hppiness , you do what you think will provide her happiness
BUT SUBMISSION DEMANDS … the igornace of what seems logical and the folllowing of that which is isnticntual … and her inner self needs….. to submit … to PERMIT …. PENTRATIONS.
Young master , the subtle changes that happen in relationships …. The evlution of love ,,,, that the fairy tale says we must live with ,,,yet when it does happen it does not make iether party happy yet since no you , SCREAMS ,, HEY what the FUCK ,,,,it goes on and on ,, eventually you two are not the same people who met in the first place ,,,, and you end up searching again for that person you met during the dating phase …. Wha was that girl ?
She said thatnkyou after you fucker her so hard she screamed …… yes she said OUCHIE and ooowiiee ,,, and then eventually her safe word ….. but at the end was a THANK YOU a real in words thank you …. Not a kinda reading between the lines thank you , but she actuaaly says , thank you for fucking so hard it was beyond my level of comfort but thank you for taking me THERE … to that level of PENTRATION …. Which needs submission for her to receive … the act of the PENTRATOR me ..
But young master , I want you to think back I know you arleady , comparing the girl you first met with the girl you know now …… in each part of the relationsbhip is a constant on your part which is you wanting to ntoce a smile from her ,,,, a real smile , a word of thank you , something which says you were good …. Is it the searching for the love of mommmy?
Is it the protective nature of the silver back Gorilla ,, who also like to hear certain commucative sounds and have his female rub agaisnt him in affections and thankyous …
Your search for the smile from your female of degrades … DEGRADES into the search of a smile from a MOMMY figure ….. instead of if you were a HAREM male with more than one female …. The chance of getting appreciated for being the PENETRATOR , I feel is strong … since the girls need to compete at certain levels for the finite time you have , even though you are able to satify the females ,,,, because after the first flush of sexual activity she would like to have the sex less than daily … after that first flush …. After that first few months of feeding sexuall and she feels the sex will not go away her need .. her lust cools NOT DISAPPEARS … that disappearing happens because of the confusions that evolve … the confusions
Like you receeding after you get slaps insteads of thankyous , now mind you the other body oanguage and ations speak of thanks ,,,,, but there is also an increase in the commucation of YOU ARE BEING TO RUFF …. WeLL the gorilla in me will stop , he does not want to hurt the female NO ,,, sadism is not natural ( but that FEMDOM I wrote of a day ago , for her to evlove into sadism is expected ) sadism would destroy the health of the female who will bring forth DNA shildren ….
FORCING PENTRATION AND ORGASIM is idfferent than sadism ,,,, ruff sex KICK SATRTS .. the sexuall immune system and ovulation .
But the frindship you develop with the 1 on 1 female will destroy the TOA that brought you two together ,,,, the TOA being the natural flow of INSTINCTS …. In the beigning she said thanyou and she laid the twitching in continued orgasims , and she cleaned my cock and dryed the sweat off my body , and later cuddled up next to me and said thanyou . in word and action ….. now after those minutes of continued orgasimsing end ,,,,,, I get hit 9 PLAYFULLY 9 but more and more I am being hit , the MIXED message that will eventually lead the male into doing NOTHING …. For fear of not being GOOD ….
Ahhhhhhhhh , it is so fucked up ,,,, the same old patterns re-emerge of interactions sublte changes that will lead to no GOOD….. I can not wait to build the compound … to complete the TERRITORY …. To get it over to not longer suffer sublte jokes about my Gorilla ideas … but do it live it … be the good male I feel I should be , then I can PROUDLY talk to other women and describe my ideas ,,, for without the compound I talk just stories ,,, empty air , the lies ….. ( hey universe genie dude the ask has been made it is time for manifestation , yo! Are you listening ? knock knock any infintie power there ?)
I want to experience another AN ALTERNATIVE , to get real time comparisons ……. And write and think , and feel what the fuck is the reality .( my current reality is wonderful ,,, I got great girl who is growning and becoming some one different than who I met and I am extrememly happy for her and wish her nothing but happiness …………. NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS …. What do yu wish when you buy a girl that … every kiss begins with ZALES ….. thing … do you do it so she will be UN HAPPY ? …. SO as the relationship evovles it evlovles thru you desire for what you think is her communcation of her Hppiness , you do what you think will provide her happiness
BUT SUBMISSION DEMANDS … the igornace of what seems logical and the folllowing of that which is isnticntual … and her inner self needs….. to submit … to PERMIT …. PENTRATIONS.
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