Saturday, August 9, 2008

itty bitty pussy

Itty bitty pussy


Itty is one of 3 pussy’s the newewst and youngest ..
Young master I do not want you to lose the FOCUS on the POWER of focus ,,inderstanding the concept of what excited you and feels good actually DRAWS you to it and it to you ,,, I want you to understand the idea that PUSSY is like air or food it is natura and such it will naturally be drawn into you life .

Like the cells of your body each are a life form un to them selves and from the soup of their eniviroment they draw from that which they need at the time .

But today I have dip back into the negative the stressful PRGRAMED aspects of our world an current time experiences ….. again to the TOPIC of SOUL MATE
http://www.instinctualism.org/soul_mate.html ... this is stress ,,the UNCOMFORTABLE feeling attached to DATING …. That actually drives you away instead of drawing you fast towards something the feels good ..the vents of dating after the relationship has formed and FAILED 9 ohhh yes you understand relationship failure you got trained about that during your first few attempts in your teens ,,the stress confusion and trars and HEART BREAK AND pain …. NOT SOMETHING WHICH WILL DRAW YOU , BUT THE instinctual urge keeps us drawing to each other ..doesn’t … so pussy and you will be drawn together naturally that is a fact ….

Focus on the other aspect of the compound which are much easier to FEEL …feel good about and the atsts are 85% percent of males have gone fishing and would go fishing again in the future ,,the OP , just the OP to catch your own food is so NATURAL and fulfilling that even if you neve did catch anything the OP to is enough of a draw to get you up and ready to try again ..so . here explore the POSSIBLES
http://www.instinctualism.org/ponds.html

now on to pussy and soul mates and the CONFUSIO about the 1 on 1 … and love and instinctual reality of your DNA nature …. What is LOVE is it the HIGH that is actually the result of sexual frustration ,,, her tease ..yes her TEASE ..becaue in reality thinking like a NATURUIST http://www.instinctualism.org/nudist.html THE ONLY REAL USE FOR CLOTHES MOST OF THE TIME IS NOT TO COVER OUR BODIES in protection of the ELEMENTS the cold of nature but ,,,clothes are a tool of framing the body in attractive sexually seductive ways to …..benifit from the effects of SEXUAL FRUSTRATION ,,, and creating states of sexual frustration in both parties as they wait to express their DNA nature ….. this FORCED repression creates elvated states of HORMONES which are the most PURE FORM OF DRUGS available to mankind the strongest of pure HIGHS ….. THIS ILLUSION STATE WE CALL LOVE ,,, AND SOMETHING CREATED AND WRIITNE ABOUT since the days of the ancient Greeks. In the fairy TALE OF LOVE STORIES AND SOUL MATES .

but love .. love we human social harem poly animals are designed to love and respect each other and ,,and ..and respect and love NATURE … since in fact mainly you are a vegatiarian ,,, ( ohh Buddha classified fish as a veggie )

now this brings me back to ITTY and to K and BABY …. 3 pussy’si love thenm all , I want to spread my attention among the three when they come together in a group , and I love them each indivilusally when they come to me 1 by 1 ,, or in groups of 2 and then as the WHOLE family of 3 pussy’s …. Baby has been in my life for about 5 years ,,, K showed up about 2 years ago but it took about 18 months till K decided that I was nice enough that K would seek me out for attention …. K did not have K had a good life already like many others who never even give me the time of day . and Itty well Itty has been around for about 6 months and just in the last 2 wweks has Itty been coming around to get touched ….. and come in the house and CHILL .

and I love them ALL …. I care about them ,, I enjoy seeing htem HAPPY relaxed and expressing their JOY in being touched ,,while at the same time I notice others I see others who do not come for attention . form me. Hmmmm freedom of choice cool .

like children or your brothers and sisters and your aunts and uncles like your group of friends even friends who are no longer really friends …YOU HUMAN LOVE thenm and wich them well and want to se them all Enjoying LIFE. Right or wrong .?

then the question again is WHAT IS LOVE ? is it just that flood of REPRODUCTIVE hormones ,,the effects of ENDORPHINES raised due to artificial sexual manipulative dating methods and designer clothing …. The fraiming of her tits to attract your eyes … her artificall scents designed by science and mass trials and tests ..to extract certain STATES AND RESPONSES in the oppsirte sex ,,,,? Is this NATURE ? is that love?

When K first got on the bed when Baby was there … Baby got mad ….. and moved away due to being the one and only for so long BABY was not ready to share me ..but K and BABy were friends first … so their bond won over ,,, so tha soon when I was paying attention to BABY ,,, K would move in and rub up against BABY and baby in like kind would be attentive and loving to K … and like wise when I was touching K ,, baby would move in and sometime lick K … and so now ehn Itty decided to join in ,,,,ohhh , baby and K both knew Itty before I did …. So itty has been welcomed very easly ….

The design of their clothes MEAN nothing to me ,,, in fact their color etc means nothing to me , they are all 3 different in size and shape and many many featuyres and that means nothing to me … I love and care and worry about the feelings of all the Three of my pussy’s them being healthy now that is important ,, so many people worry about their weight to the point of STRAVING themselves into being UNHEALTHY ,,or they give up due to RELATIONSHIP stress and EAT and EAT until becoming large and un healthy … honeslty if one of these 3 pussy’s were to attempt to come over and be with me and they were in a state of being UNHEALTY ,,, I may at that time be REPULSED … draw back away from them , but most likely my efforts then would be in trying to get my friend and lover back into a state of being healthy …. My focus would still be one of love but ..the unhealthy aspect would taint the relationship … and so …WIEGHT for example ..issues are not about the VALUE or lovalbity of a 1 …but instead it stimulates the expression of LOVE in the form of concern for the REAL health and WELL being .

Okkk I have attempted my best ot drag this … image out … my 3 pussy’s are … FERREL wild cats …. Bing a fisherman and bait man and farmer ,, having cats around has always been antural ..they love to catch mise and rats … and I give them some store bought food and table scraps to keep them interested in living around my BUSINESS’s

ITTY bitty kitty ,,,,, K for cat …. And Baby because well he was just a baby when he forced himself into the house and said I wanna be here and out there free also … you human types are OK ! in my book

But I …. I the human … love them all just because 1 is black or one is striped or one is blotchy …. 1 is big male ( baby ) or a very very tiney female K or the great great great grand son of Baby Itty …. Ilove them all their presence in my life is good for me and my family …. And they FREE TO CHOOSE like interacting with us also .
THIS IS LOVE !

Is or has your dating life realy been about LOVE …or control and possession ? fear of loss maybe ? Fear and self doubt about self worth and attractiveness ? this is love ?

Thursday, August 7, 2008

ass fucking on the cross

Ass fuckin on the cross

Young master , the theme is still expectation … what is drawing you towards something … with a pull so strong you could not stop it seems even if you wanted to …well there are INSTINCTUALS draws and there are mental draws …. Then of course there are the blended draws things that have the INSTINCTUALS WANTOS and the need for econimc factors to happen before the instinctual wanteos can be lived ..it seems.
There are feelings tied to all of this ,, and I want you to start FEELING yes really listening to the discusion your TAO self is having with the other persecetive the pysichal self … set point A and set point or perspective B and the distance bewtween them is the feeling …the here and now self is the not connected illsuional self the lonely self … the Tao self is still in the TAO connected and in JOY ….. The emotioanl guaidance scale of this page helps you feel once more where you are again helps you learn to RE LISTEN .. http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html
Here is an mental exercise ….. On a Saint andrews cross is a naked young lady ,,, her body already p[layed with by you … ( http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm.html the visual of the cross ) she has been spanked ,,, her tittys pinched pulled licked , her body touched so lightly it hurts by your hand and other toys ,,, her clit swollen and teased pumped with blood … hwe pussy lubricating because that is her INSTINCT TO BE PENETRATED ( http://www.instinctualism.org/penetrated.html ) ther is a lead coming out of the wet pussy with the controll swinging above the ground that is for the vibrating egg in her pussy which you turn off and on ,,, and notice the full body twitch as she goes for the still kinda state to the excited state of setting 10 on that egg ( ohh do not get the gold colored ones because they often leave the pussy with an metal after taste just pick a plain pink one ) she has a gag in so that you will not be confused by the NO’S WHICH MEAN YES …. ( again feel listen to the truth about the PORTECTIVE gorilla male in you and the activitiy of BDSM for a good article on mashoicism http://www.instinctualism.org/addiction.html ) understand the nature of the secure feeling behind being PREPARED ,,not fear based but PRIDE BASED ,once complete it is over done ….. So she signed the BDSM contract she can not get mad at her OWN choice the next morning and call some cops ,.,,,, ahhh again FEAR MOTIVATIONS are under curents in our lives young master you have seen and heard it from your friends ….BUT THE INSTINCTUAL DRIVES FOR TOGETHERNESS IS … there it is INSTINCT … you will meet her and them …. With out stress http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html but back to the pride of being prepared and the stress of whether or not she will sign a BDSM contract ,,in fact how do you bring up thie idea when you ,,yourself are so sexuall frustrated you just want to paly and you fear scaring her away ,,,AHHH FEAR . MOTIVATION …. ( ohh here is links to contracts like shutters made ready fro hurricaine season ,,, it is just being smart … understanding NATURE . http://www.instinctualism.org/relationship_contract.html
Now back to the play room ,,,, her sounds coming from behind the ball gag ,,,, are GUUTERAL instinctual sounds of submissive female in the process of being penetatered over and over what she DESIRES YES ! Our maoral training conflicts with this and our fashion ,, helps break the moral conflist using the tools or play of BDSM … but the truth of DOM/subbie is tha natureo Gorilla life that deepest expresion of relationship form we humans are all searching once more to live ..but do not know how because of the confusion of the SOCIALIZING the programming … so complexity after complexity ..WHICH TAINTS
Fuckes up your EXCITEMENT that is needed to GET you focused on the tour od DUTY which has to happen first unless you already have an income stream sufficcent to build it … but for others here read again the tour of duty blog http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html
So you hard dick ,,,needs to shot its load and she ,,,,well she realy needs to feel that SUBLTE swelling of you cock as it begins to force you white hot sperm into her body …. The angle of the dangle of fucking her while she is tanding up means you will have to bend your kness a bit be creative … and since her pussy is full of vibrating egg ,,, you only hole of possible satifaction is her teeny tiny asshole ( that over 1000’s of years has been evolving to accept and enjoy ass fucking ,,, kinda like you cock design is LONGER THAN the gorilla yet the acorn HEAD say it all .. Blunt desing non sprem compttive… over the last few thousand years ,,, longer dicks were NATURALLY SELECTED for fashinon , like limited amounts of hari were naturally selected … larger animals like cows for example can be breed to ahnge appearance within 7 genenrtions .. )
So ,,the NEED she has to feel your cock shot ist’s load of white hot sperm ..wet and pumping into her body ,,, is a an INSTINCTUAL HUNGER OF HERS . http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html it will complete her oragaism which up to now have been many and great and lots of fun but the ICING ON THE CAKE will be her feeling thru her body in a state f submission the receiving of you spermm ,,,she can sense that slight swweelling of the thickness of your dick and the pumping your will do of you spern inot her ,,the sounds of your NATURE during this relaese also will commicate with her completting her like no PLASITC DILDOE ever could .
All of the above ,, have factors of postive and negative attraction ….. What you focus on when you are daydreaming or using your vision board is very IMPORTANT . http://www.instinctualism.org/vision_board.html BECAUSE IF THE FOCUS IS ON THE NEGATIVE OR FACTORS THAT YOU find stressfull like maybe datint the how am I going to meet her and will she sign the BDSM contract to portect myself and her actually …. Etc ( you are protecting her from her PIAN BODY SELF .,.. Study TOLLE her sking for a good RAPING then complaining about receiving her wants is the results of living thru a pain body Eckard Tolle writes about pain body )
What you are so EXCITED about doing ,,that you can not stop yourself from moving in that direction ,,will carry you on ward to that FOCUS …. In fact you want it so much you think about it STRESS FREE LY …… ahh but what about the shyness aspcets and the worry ?
The INSTINCTUAL drive for sex and SEXUAL RECREATION ,,, are both expressions of DNA those wantos you do not have to focus on realy they will expresss themselves ,,,if you build your world around the 3 tents and a camel …your evidence trail will cull out the girls not UP TO SPEED WITH THE LEVEL OF YOUR NATURE and mind .. Without stress and create deeper bonds with intersted girls which there are many many many of ,,, who just need a DOM to do the work and have the life so they can choose
http://www.instinctualism.org/submissive_training.html
But it may be best for you to focus during a tour of duty period more on the aspects that you FEEL most relaxed and positve about …. Having 5 acres you won free and clear does that dream make you feel good relaxed what stress is there ( forget $ that is coming ) ,, will you pup dog have pleanty of space to chase the stick and ball ,,, does your own fishing pond float your boat ,,( what you have little to no experience at fishing what type of ma are you ,,,, a city dweller raised by a woman that is what type ) doe the idea of never having an Electric bill …do you understand the FREEDOM of having free food ( it does not limit you you can still buy and eat the INSTA foods chemical creation of the industrial world if you like poisinging yourself ) but you also now have FREE CHOICE to NOT TO … http://www.instinctualism.org/free_food.html ..does the idea of having the hobby of growing your own Gass freaking just pump your ass , to say FUCK YOU OIL COMPNIES while you drive you big desiel RAM TRUCK free ..free ..freee ! http://www.instinctualism.org/free_gasoline.html
What is drawing you getting you ecisted but without the EXPECTAITONS or BAGGAGE of negative stress that sex may ,,, or may not have for you ,,( be honest to yourself ,,do not act COOL here alone with yourself ,,FEEL any and all sexual stress ) compare the thoughts which make you feel relaxed YET EXCITED … and focus on that aspect. Gp along with that current ride that wave like the surfer rides he does not puswh the board he finds the wave and rides ,,so it is with the TAO of creation sometimes ..this is the ADVENTURE aspect of the illusion of sepration we came here freely to experience ..the reason for the 2 set point perspcetive s of you TAO nature … the Toa self is ther already in that DREAM world and it is calling you to come there where it is having fun ,,,, you feel bad because you are not there yet …. But to get there you gotta think about the FUN ..for what you think about you live ….what and where are your thoughts REALLy what is your day to day focus …. On the positve relxed excited easpects or the PROBLEMS ? Realize yourself comucications .

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

positve pump

Postive pump
Well this is supposed to be not pussy relted give myself some sort of break from that aspect ,,and the under lysing tenstions of ..expectations .. Young master and focus on something that will PULL me forward instead of SUBLTE feelings of negative epxactations which repell me ,,,
See emotion and the stream or vibration that energizer bunny feeling of GO FOR IT ..go toward that which feels good IS INSTINCTUAL EMOTION …. And is evident in all of life…I still get letters ( I am sure from new readers since I gone over and over these topics ) …. Saying that only humanity has choices and expresses life thru those choices ,,,, but instead of proving animals to be equaL TO MANKIND , I would rather prove minkind equal to the animal..since thye live in astate of antural bliss and harmony ,,, non fear ,, with out ORGANIZED warfare or geneicide ( ooooh our cousin our part part cousin remember the evdence trail of you COCK and her pussy much more similair to the HAREM POLIGAMIST … speices Gorilla ..but the chimps CIDES ..it kills off other chimp kids for position and political greed in the colony .)
Going towards that which feels GOOD is the baisc of EMOTION that is what emotion is all about ,,it is a SENSORY organ in a way ,,not un like your finger tips , which FEEL heat or hot and tell you WARNING Warning DO NOT TOUCH THAT HOT SHIT … or the ability to PERCIEVE …that something is sharp caution when handling this it may accidentally cutt Our skin AND WE WILL LEAK …. BLEED LIKE OTHER dna ANAIMLS ..EVEN trees and plants LEAK or bleed even the bacteria our GREAT GREAT GREAT ….. Grand parents leak and bleed . DNA LIFE.
The sprouting seed senses the heat of the sun and moves toward it ,,,it FEELS GOOD ,, with the emotion of feeling GOODNESS ,,it …its inner pull is drawn to that good feeling …. The roots if encounting concrette ,,, some thing hard that does not feel good to spreading roots looking for Fiable soil ..and moisture …. The roots REPELL from the concrette and search for better things thing that FEEL BETTER .
Shyness ,,does not feel good ,,, us humans have learned to DULL OUR emotions …. By getting high or drunk ,this is why kids start drinking as teens to deal with the confusion of the SEXUAL URGES … of puberty … because of the LACK OF TRUTH ABOUT …humanity the lack of MODELING real human type behavoir and the forcing of the teen to act un naturally with un natural choices and confusion as its only ….hope the young animal seeks out something to DULL the pain of … having to send out its roots into CONCRETE …
Feeling good , is something that DRAWS you towards it …. Ahhh the ogal DON’T you think of a TAOSIT entity who would come to experience LIFE ..Q wouold be that of moving towards evendints tha feel good..YES the chllenge is here also , but the INFORMATION of what feels good and and what feels bad is the thing that we use to guide living ..
Look if you ignore what feels bad if you IGNORE the sense of the fingers when it comes to that sharp object …. You could accedentlally gut yourself and die… like the drunk whose senses are dulled by poising in his mind so often accedentail death is caused while some one is in that state of suppressed ability to percieve the information of EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE or sensory guidance ..FEELING ….hot or cold good or bad …
You in fact have been trained while youg to IGNORE YOUR feelings in FAVOR of the FEELINGS of others … we have been trined that mankind is bad and EVIL ,,, all great training if you are the THOUGHT FORM ( another life form beyond the DNA state ? Impossible ? You say hmmmm http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html … the un impossible ) to make sure there are plenty of trained slaves ,,,, to serve the GodKings that come and go the focus of the THOUGHT FORM ECOMONY . To make sure that we sreve not our family first but the GOD first … the training starts young for humanity to suppress its own wants in favor of that of OTHERS …
But you worry will not we humans become IM MORAL AND EVIL , why ,, what evidence trail has the SAGE ever seen in nature to support this ? None ,,the idea about human evil is only when it comes to the FREEDOM seeking urges fo sending out its ROOTS , moving in peace and growning like the LILLYS of the valley which toil or spin yet watch them grow From that toaist ages named jesus he pointed that one out ,,, as have ountless sages of time .telling us over and over that the MILLIONS OF years of DNA nature proves we are loving animals AT HEART … MOVING TOWARDS THINGS THAT FEEL GOOD NATURALLY .
We loook with fear of death to the violence of the PREY/PREDATOR dance …we forget our nature that we are of the SPIRIT OF THE EARTH ,,THE CIRCLE OF LIFE …like our GONE aborginal tries slaughtered by churches who feared that the evidence trail of peaceful ,,not violent and crime free cultures would CORRUPT THE soliders tht word bwould get back to Europe to show there is another way other than the FORCED BRAIN WASHING OF the thought forms newest TOOL the church.
When the facts is ..we are loving animals …inf act the YIN AYANG balance oespeciall of the most common DNA mamal form of family the HREM OR POLIGAMIST family unit in its many different expression ,,the competive TURFS of the male tigers and the females who choose to live within the boundries of A male. To the family unit of the GORILLA .
Being drawn to what feels good and relaxed ans natural ,,understanding the level of BRAINW AHSING we have been thru while growing up …. Feeling your NOW . Accepting your now , understanding the EVOLUTION of your NOW ,, and that the brain washing can be reversed like it whas forced upon you over the experince of TIME/SPACE so like wise you can earse its effects over time and experince ,, to have experience you need two points of reference ,,, and that distance between the two points is what is called space. 10 % of your years from the time you start to chooice to send your ROOTS OUT IN ANTOHER DIRECT …. 10% OR YOUR UYEARS AND DURING THAT TIME YOUR LEAVES FEEL THE new warmth of sunshine OF THE NATURE calling you to that which freels GOOD ….. And like magic like the lillies of the valley which TOIL not ,,nor do they SPIN …GROW and blossom .
What ,,righ NOW in your NOW can distract you from what FEELS BAD ,, so that you have the feeling of being DRAWN forward into EVER MORE richer eath and warming sunlight ? For right now …. Do not fight with the concrete those things or SHOULDS that confuse you or feel outright BAD.. And UN NATURAL …. Listen to yur emotional guidance …. What is shyness? What is the thought about going fishing on your own stocked 1 acre pond on land you own FREE AND CLEAR … ( 1 acre pond will grow some slaming hybrid stripers and large mouth …. ) the life style page http://www.instinctualism.org/id61.html so underatnd the 5 steps ,, and the FEELINGS the sensory information ,,,, if you smell burning food you run to the stove..if you see a car coming and you are standing in the road you move …. If you hear a MAD pitbull coming your way you pull out your weapon just in case and gett moving . …sense …. Common sense . DNA animals all have sense . ( ohh god the letters never end ..good ..the Tribal human hisotry I refer was already tainted by the mutation of 70,000 years ago verus the 6 ,000.000 year DNA of human , so some hierarchal tribes did exisist and often FEED from th more natural peaceful human tribes… this does no discount that thye once exisited and were not killed off by these preditor human tribes but killed off by the CHURCh … which attempted to earse some tribes from the history books . And leave violent tribes to be funcitoning servants of GOD )

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

focus on her tummy

Focus on her tummy
Hmmmm is that really making you FEEL happy or stressed ?I know the end result .. Is happy , but what about the stress IN THERE ALSO …. Even at your age your SHYNESS shows the level of deep trained stress you have associated with girls and sex ,,, the DNA urge to fuck is so strong find ways of passing that extreme STRESS and shyness and because both you and the girl population is and are DNA animals … who was it NICKELBACK who did the song animals… well her stress to be with a male and her desore her urges , and you urges expressions of thaose HORMOANIAL MESSAGES .. They are not their before PUBERTY nad for women they cool down as they enter that chnge of life as their hormones actually change to the point they ..the hormoanial soup of the female produces …. A personality change in ..the GRAND MOM Aged FEMALE ..TO ACT AND THINK MORE MALE LIKE…
More male in terms of LOGIC …. The EVE greed is a result of the NATURE OF GESTATION. THE SHORT must be first I AM PREGANANAT .. Hormonail messages of being with child … while the male has an even flow of hormones ,that help him be focused on the total family unit not extreme HIGHS AND LOWS of pregnancy .and ovulation …. Ovulation that realizing that her pussy her WHOLE her vacuum is EMPTY … nature abhors a vacuum. The male has a longer term view of things ..
Many women would say NO to that based on the EVIDENCE trail of all the shitty men they have dated , but ,,, they gotta remember they are DATING men who have been effected negatively by the UN NATURAL dating world wof the 1 on 1 and thus exhibit the effects of http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
Ohh shit off track like always I was gonna write about focus ,,, and the law of a trraction of mainfestation ,,, how the focusing on the ngative ,,, the thinking about that brings you more of that …. In other words keeps you stuck ,,, I guess it just shows hoe stuck I am myself …( no resistance dipshit admit it when you see it in yourself , that is the only way to change is to admit shit )
So since the dating BAGGAGE is so deeply INGRAINED . Yet such a strong desire … I believe it should be side tracked ,, and trusted to the old TRIUTH about girls …… do not worry ablout them ,,, what was it ,,,, what was the GIST ,,, it was do not search so fucking hard and she will end up in your life ….. See the WANTO of pussy is a DNA gimmeee … it is a fact , that is a TRUE wanto on your part so …. The TAO will provide it . But the more you worry well the more your thoughts are on the NOT HAVING …. You get more of what you are thinking about .
What other aspects of having 5 acres 3 homes , a personel home office dungeion play room … a group day home family home kids play room extra large cool kitchen … what about the almost 1 acres pond ,,, what about the land for your PUP DOG to play in ,,the wild life the nature the fruit trees ,,the bonfire trees ,,the OFF GIRD of being on PHOTOOVLATAICS ,,solar cell ,, what about the idea of having no fucking mortage ,,so that the money you make later is ALL FUCKING YOURS … and the vacations you will have then and the vaction homes you can build later ,, what about the cool work ahopa and tools the time to ( like for me to ripp apart that 3 wheeled car I bought that the company who made it did not complette yet ,,,, I can when I got some time change out their failed engine and redesing ti to take a new engine. )
What about all the other great NON STRESSFULL aspects of the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html now here I can think will less DEP hormaonail stresses flooding my thinking , because no matter how many girls read my shit over and over ,,, isee and hear the postives about my ideas ,,I have deep stressfull feelings about the acceptance of being a POLIGAMSIT ,,the brain washing the programming is very strong ,,that old EXPECTATION of being ahusband in a Fairy tale marriage 1 on 1 ,,, is there deeply engrained and my inner war …. Well is a focus on stress , thus generating negative expectaions and I get what I think about …
I could choose to think more about the other aspects of the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html and trust that since pussy is a DNA wanto ,,, and I will get my wishes ….. Law of attraction , I can put that on the back burner …. Things will happen all by themselves ….. OPS will present themselves ,,in fact that has always been the way in my past the LESS I worked at trying to get pussy the more the pussy seemed to be there taking suprized by the hand to bed over and over … more I forced it ..the more stressed and shitty the relationship were.
The idea of instinctualism http://www.instinctualism.org/index.html is to just trust that in the DAN harem poly relationship finnaly humanity can RELAX and be itself ….I can relax and be myself ,,,, I do not have to entertain anyone , be the only center of her attention and she is not the only center of my attention which is a position of stress itself ,,,, ohm but is that not love , WELL it sure does not lead to LOVE in the long term the built up stress acutally manifests as RESENTMENTS in most love affairs. The harem family is the NATURAL family disperseing this1 and only stress factor with the daynicns of 4 adults ,, 1 male 3 female . See for myself I keep coming back over and voer daily to stress themems that isone reason I stopped writing a few months ago , I was tired of returing to stress themes …
The idea of becoming MOTIVATED not just because of the pussy , but because when you learn that digging a pond ,,either with the cash and having someone else do it , or , over time so that you have the sand bags to make the GREEN buildings and homes … remember under 2 ffet of ground the temp is always 65 depgress , that means it does not take to much fire to make it comfy in winter and the natural coolness makes the summer air comfy …. So ,.,,pond building ,,, I gotta work more on explaining things like POND SIDES AND POND BERMS AND POND WATER WQUALITY ,,, the ideas of Aqua-Culture , growing a Ecosystem in that pond ,,, nutrient level control so that pond will be good for frishing and great for swininmg be cause it will alsmost be swimming pool crystal clear understanding TANCI brown water colors and how to remeove them ,,, using ,, passive pumping methods …. Of convetion to create extra water flow and water heating ,, desgning the under ground piping system using FUNNY PIPE cheap stuff … all things that are starting to show up on http://www.instinctualism.org/id70.html simple understanding of the best use of your solar energy potential ,,,, sure having a decorative fountain is nice to look at but energy waste full but the spray of a fountain is great fun for your kids to play in later …. The better you understand things the better you can create compromises and put into place $20 worht of funny pipe NOW . ( any way like back in the bait shop and out at the Hybrid striper farm I understood the efficiency ,,of putting air into the water instead of water into the air )
Ohhhhh Thapsus will come but just talking about NON pussy relted topics is so STRESS free I can feel myself working my way up the emotinal guidance ladder ,,the higher I am the longer I stay up ther the faster ,, the streaM OF tao FLOWS THEMORE GOOD THINGS COME MY WAY ,,,BECAUSE ,,BECAUSE … I am no longer in STRESS and I am better able to deal with the REAL CONTRASTS that pussy will present me , since I do have negative expectaion ,,, you have it ALSO dumbass it is evidenced by your SHYNESS …. As the bible kinds asys that GOD will not give you more stress than you can handle ,,here is some evidence of that those old toaists …(* the ungraven image of god ,,un graven un draw able or SRITE able since mankind engraved words into stone tablets ungraven image of god ) see jesus was a toaist ..called in a different language Judaism …. Later morphed in to christanity … back to WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE ..if you are focused on what you like you are stress-FREE and thus able to handle the stress that you FEAR in the addition of PUSSY to your world . SHYNESS is stress evidence it is your negative expectation ….
So focus on the other great aspects of the http://www.instinctualism.org/housing.html compound ,,, get feeling HAPPY about and EXCITED about , the idea that you won your own land PRIDE no mortage ,,, you can build the homes yourself ,even if you have never done it before ,,,checkout the constrution page http://www.instinctualism.org/construction.html gett excited about this ,,non stressful things , that will give you the FOUNDATION to deal with the DEEPST most STRESSFUL ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE pussy ….. Do not resisit admiting that ..for what you resisit persists…

Monday, August 4, 2008

green silk dress

A green silk dress
Young master …the movie .. The other Boleyn girl ,,from what I remember of other reading about history is a good REP of the time , and like a good historial novel it takes the cold dead facts and ADDS in the continueing SAGA of human CONFUSION emotional common reactions and action …. So look at the movie and realize the HONOR statement of I LOVE YOU ,,the ENSLAVEMENT of that statement , the manipulative nature of EVE …etc etc etc ,, it is all there the same Emotions of today fit into history because NOTHING HAS CHANGED ….and then go to
http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html and see yourself and those who were your ,,your models … ir. Your fucking parents dipshit ….. Think for yourself my words are not ROAD MAPS TO BE FUCKING BLINDLY followed ,,these blogs are JACKSON POLLACKS …. Stream of consciuosness ….letters dripped across this scene for you to think about and percieve … http://www.instinctualism.org/instinctualism_book_3.html
Our DAN nature confused and fucked up yet US we smart ,, able to learn animals ,,TRY OUR BEST but in time become , angry about the confusion …even the CAVE MAN was a very smart animal , we think he was some LUG ..dumb unable to read or without the ablitly to function maybe in todays world like you are so fucking smart because you can push some buttons or that you can speak English ,,,, ( I am disgusted in that most of you have only 1 language under your belt and you =stil think your self so fucking smart , )
But back to cave man ….. He understood other languages he read other books that you can NOT read … he pushed others botons with delicate skills you would be lost trying to imitate.
I am a fiosherman , I can look out over the top of the INDIAN RIVER from the windows of my home and read the activity happening beneath the surface un seen to you , I can tell what species of fish that wave ….. Is showing me swimms hidden … but you ,,you look out over that water and see only waves … I see waves not going or moivng in ACCORD with the events of wind or boat ,,, and I READ it ,,the size its shape in fact things like tiny vibrations or textures all talk to me about the size of the animals making the waves ..
Currently I am learning the newere language to ,,, a language lost called FARMING ,, the very very very creative art of growing that which I will HUNT …. Not unlike the INSTANT GRAIFACTION ooof chuming up a bonefish or a school of yellow tail ,,, but I must wait and be patient to ..coax the food out so I can catch it … not unlike fishing this whole lost art ,,, this intelligent laguage of farming …. And I am fucking up learning so ,,, my ,,30 second attention span , is being taxed by the patient wating for things to grow …
But cave man ,, well he KNEW how to read so much more than I did , the sound of leaves moving like I can read waves … he also read waves probably better than myself … he understood the nature othe evidence trail of the plants he grew , for agri culture was very old , mankind learned quicley simple ideas of planting things he liked on pupose so that later on his migration paths there would be good tasting fruits and weeeeeds to eat 9 OR SMOKE ) …..
The raising of children the instinct of that look again to nature ,,that thing we have been trained to fear because at the THREAT of death ,,the animal in us picks life , so we became slaves repeated over and over the training of fear DEATH slve … fear ..fear ..fear GOD ,,fear the lord your master the pharoh , the god king ,, work slave like we want you to ,,, this is hard and takes much MAN POWER to occupy a land using only force ,,,any good general knows the lessons of WARFARE ,,, the amount of infantry you need to suppress a human population only thru force …the fear of death … this is classic milatary science…
Ahh the use of the fear of death transmuted into the power of fear ,,, and relating that to the training the BRAIN WASHING of the idea that we ARE SEPERATED from the TOA and need to reDEEM ourselves to god thru the Obedieince to the .. LAWS of god ….. Complex ..complex ,,but you my good friend dumbass , bought it! By DEFAULT , because mom dad grand mom and grand dad ,,because media ,,etc etc have been programming yuou into ..it , and you wanting to be nice bought ..it .the saign of a good parent is to teach hiter children moral values using the GOD MODEL …
When infact nature is NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF ,,the truth of lie as the beast ,,the coming forth and returning to the TAO , ths spiritual bond that aborginal man , the american Indian UNDERSTOOD IT ! ….. And the christain church upon notincing that tribes POLIGAMIST HAREM TRIBES .. Worked and actually lived with out CRIME ..
Ok ….. What it is I am gettng back to is child raising ,,because young master wafter all the great sex ,the great fun , having babies will happen and it will be GREAT FUN you will love being a DADDY …. Some baisc ideas ,,your place in guaidance with children that still have lik TEETH should be small ….. In fact your job is mainly to be a protective and playful ..part f the family … for the women you are the HARD COCK THEY need ,,the vauccuum of their PUSSY needs to feels sliding in and out ….
The mom’s actually when they are in a upportive system of their own creation , have the ability to be GREAT ..parenst , loving guidance …and when their hormones create unstable states of being ,,which powerful urges of hormones do ..DO …there are other moms to help the whole family . So the hormonial mom can go get fucked like nature is urging her , ( we still have these monthy expressions of the DNA truth you are animal … the TAO ist adventureer using a Bio-machine to experience a limited amount of the un-imposible variety which is TAO )
You ,,, toady … hmm how do I say this and be fucking understood … first understand the fear of death ,,you have been programmed with ,,then understand the freedom of choice to come into this world that even a CHILD has , for they too are ,,equal to you in spirit ..the TAO in them is as old as the TAO in you ,,and time/space in in reality only a game ,,, remember this is only a game. 1 tiny limited perception of the TAO … read the first colum .. About fear of death .. http://www.instinctualism.org/healthinsurance.html look on the page for CANCER ( antures lil helper link ) next.
If ,,, a spirit ..who coming into a body … that does need to learn to READ ITS WORLD …. Yet chooses not read … over and over … well who am I to FORCE IT TO . Reading the world is ,,well last night it was for a 5 year old again to NOT TOUCH THE REFRIGE. What she does with her own tosy is hers , she can destroy them if she wants ,..and she learns soon that the destroyed toy is no longer any fun and no new toy ..is coming …. Ahhh learning CUASE AND EFFECT …
The Frige is my toy , and a 5 years all to often breaks my shit , they are not strong enough to hold safely the many items in it ao , I am by letting them go into it ,,I am ,,, setting them up for , my anger ,,I am creating my own frustration ,,,, they willb e big enough sooner or later like the plant I must patiently wait to grown ,,the child grows all by itself and soon will no longer be a danger for droping the WHOLE GALLON OF milk ,,which I…I … I will have to clean up ( and go out to the sotre at 9 pm to buy more of ) so ..the rule is already ,,, the frige is off limits in this home … 1 , 2 ,, 3 ,, magic 1,2,3, the understanding and agreement of PET parent effectiveness training , the rules gone over in a language that is understandable the cause and effect discussed and repeated , the choices and agreements of the EFFECTS ,, agreed upon even with a 5 years old … but when the 5 years old ,, does it again and again each time looking me in the eyes …. Alsmost repeating the AGREEMENT WHILE her hand moves to do that which she KNOWS is not going to be good for her …
Why ?
Ok ,,, 1000’s of years ago , her instinct understood , if I go into time out ,,, if I am sent out of the tent circle ,becaue my actions were SUCH that I was disruptive to the family unit ,,,she heard the sound of the WOLF ,,the TIGER and LION ,,,, time out side of the protection of the fire could mean death …. That instinct is deeply engrained in the DAN of humanity 6 million years of walking up right ( the links to the acheoogy http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html 6,000,000 walking up rioght over 2,500,000 years of tool making ) and a tiny perecnt of that time ..controled by thought forms or rules only ….. Mankinds created lions and tigers ..and fears ,,, and lately acutallually nothing for the child to fear in fact it knows or senses , that … it has the power ..if it the child shows unhappyness of the threat of not LOVOING MOM then there is NO tiger ,,, for the child is the TIGER ,,,, it controls thru its TEARS and crying the big people …until that manipulation brings our stress …. In the parent . http://www.instinctualism.org/manipulation.html
Ahh young master taking contro lof living by learning to READ ..the waters like ahunter ,,, understanding the NATURE … http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html so that you can have the BEST available peaceful experience ofr everyone ,,is the NATURE OF THE DOM. The silver backs job is peace keeper ( and hard cock ) . Does this stimulate your own WANTO …your want to think outside of the obx of expected relationship forms … does this flow of letters dripped across you screen stimulate images and creativity like a JACKSON POLLACKS dripped paints ? Like pollacks works lacked SKILL in comparision to MONET ,,, my words lack SKILL … yet have vlue for those who WANTO.

Sunday, August 3, 2008

the pussy center

The pussy center
Of a toostie pop ….. Ooops I don’t think that is how the AD went , but what the fuck do I know about adverstisng I ain;t even got a TV….but the cneter ,, young master ,,,, the center of attention for example , hmmmm now that has it’s ,,,, pitfalls there in the center of a pit … the center of attention , being something special …. You ,,us , we ,,, wether as TAO an UN-IMPOSSIBLE amount of I’s in the I …. equaL special ,,, or the family unit , because get real fool you ggoota know by now that you are a social species … yet we get caught up in this …this … painful? Striving for specialness …for ego . That is one aspect … next is in the 1 on 1 ..the DEVOTION to that 1 special person the givin of self to that 1 special person over time , seems to create states of RESENTMENT ,,,, it happens like a rock falling back to the ground when thrown in the air , if you are realy good and can throw the rock realy high it make take longer for it to fall back to earth but it … does.
Look the idea of http://www.instinctualism.org/ is freedom of choice and the idea that the BIO-machine we use for experience has in it some very very very fucking helpful pre-programming ….. Yep yep yep ,,, the harem family ,,, helps this RESENTMENT Aspect of RELATIONSHIP that shows up in our current 1 on 1 model all to fucking often ,,, ohm yes you can study and study the problem in fact FOCUS so much on the problems ATTMPTING to change the DNA nature os our bio-machinery which is POSSIBLE of course the TAO is un-impossible…. But but but , we agreed to come experience TIME/SPACE within agreed limits of things like graveity and even hunger and needing to eat ,,, reproductive urges …. Using eyes to see or percieve the relfection of light ,, ohhh a whole bunch of shit we AGREED UPON ..to have and use as NO’S or limits to our nature of the TAO our real SELVES .
The harem family that EASY way that relaxed way the natural way for this GREAT APE called human … it is just so fucking logical but hey if you wanto …. Wanto stress yourself out then buck your nature…. Fine cool your choice ,,, your way is great fun for you YES? You are having fun ?
Look young master go ahead let yourself be DRAWN into the game of the pusy who is TRYING TO BE SPECIAL ,, the center of the world for you … as all the best advise will tell you IT WILL NOT BE EASY ,,,, in fact it will be lots and lots of work hard painful work to buck the DNA urges and messages that you accepted when you choose this time /space and to use the DNA body of the human APE …. But being a good toaist means letting you know that there is no IMPOSSIBLE …
The DNA nature of the harem animals allows for the growth and relaxation and expression of the individual while being a lover and and mother or father and in their alone time of worka and art , for the health and wellness of the family is supported in the true family DNA designed unit of the HAREM … the poligamist family unit ..poligamsit is a loaded word full of pejoratives …. TRAINED RESPONSE , conditioned response ,,response built around the SHOULD OF OTHERS . Not based on your own experience really or individual thought
INSTINCTUALISM in a nutshell1. Mind - Think for YOURSELF to create your life style , with an emphasis on alternative methods and personal freedom2. Body - Feeling your DNA instincts in terms of Love ,family, foods and activities 3. Spirit - understanding the " I - in - I " of Taoism and source Energy concepts
MIND BODY SPIRIT
Think for yourself ,,,, I in I means we are soul mates always in always EXCEPT HERE in time /space illusion the agreed upon dream .
Now greed ,,,, being the 1 and only the special the GODD or GODDESS … ahh mankind has destroyed itself over its own stupid GREED ,, a great experiement happened on some an island called EASTER ISLAND in the pacific once a lush tropical forested island mankind came there and lived and grew and grew and then like rats in an experiemental cage ,,destroyed themselves ……
Ahh the message of Al Gore sure he is just the 20% of the http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html he is the step one understanding wht you do not want , the motivation to move towards the solutions which his books and movie presents us ….. Ahhh instinctualism a …. 1 of so many possible solutions to choose from for you do you get it asshole ….. I am not judging you or demanding just presenting . Then letting you FEEL your emotional guidance … that is available thru the DNA body you are using to FEEL perceptively.
The compound living idea of the http://www.instinctualism.org/site_plan.html on there is a group home or building , I have no drawing of the floor plan yet , but thing about it in terms of a 16 x 16 kitchen area with both sides being whole kitchens and a long thin dinning table , socializing table running down the middle like an island in a dfancy kitchen , the rest of the building is 16x26 is devoted to KIDS …. Their play area their DO NO WRONG AREA the place they can write on the walls leave their toys laying around etc etc etc … ahhhh but here is where the RESPONSILBITY the guidance of the parents comes in ,,,the NOT giving them TOO MUCH stimulation ,,,, the shifting of a standard sized toy box form week to week , sure they can play all they want with these toys in any manner they want …. And nesxt week they get that box that has that toy they JUST NEED TO HAVE …NOW! …oops so sorry ..next . No stressw no NO’S thos is PARENT EGO FREE … what is here is not EGO items that the child could break and so there is not FLOOD OF CONSTATNT ….no’s on the part of parents to protect their ego items. Art etc. ideas for you young master to think about and if there is LOGIC IIN it’s design then you will choose it , if not continue the same old MODEL and pattern of your up bringing the constant FIGHTING with the ,,, ILLOGIC of childhood ,,and suppress that child force that child to learn TO EARLY …
The lil’ human will learn … to care for its own possensions thru the MODELS it grows up seeing ,,,, the urge to be careful with important shit will develop INSTINCTUALLY because when the child is in your space ,,,,, there is NO’S … but in their space they are FREE of PUNSIHMENT …..traps … not not the punishment or guidance of learning to be social evn that … evolves very anturally , for the protective instinct of parents to watch and care for their young is always there ,,,but is the parents are OVERWHELMED stressed by TRYING to make a living and be the one and only attention center also of both a LOVER and a lover ( childen just love and love and love ) this also becomes RESENTMENT the demand to be ON TOP OF IT ALL . All the time . The social aspects and support of the harem family ….. Is our nature.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

you limit pussy

You limit pussy
Argue for your limits and they are yours ……. That is what wht messiah told us …in the book illsuions , young master … and I wonder if you really understand all the limits you argue for ,,yes you argue for them , as if you wanted to be limited ..to live within the box of rules that are there to keep you in a state of STRESS and confsuion ,,when in fact you are free to leave the box ….. But that means you would have to do something on your own be creative have some GUTTS …. And you ain’t got that . Ohhh you could beat some one up I a fight maybe you have practised that so much you feel cofident about that and in fact the years of practice and planning are the reason you find yourself in the position of havingthe opportunity to become engaged in that which you practised for …
Building a http://www.instinctualism.org/bdsm_training.html practising something different willlead you into realizing becoming involved in something also , but what ?
Well how about a life where you meet girls who do give that that feeling of that look … of I DO NOT CARE I DO NOT NEED YOU …FUCK OFFF etc. and then you hear everywhere that girls wonder why they do not get asked out why they are alone so fucking much where are all the good men ..they ask , the whole ALOOF LOOF ..of fashion . Tramsites information ,,, it is non verbal commucation .
How about a life that is so different that you can not realy even concieve of what the reactions REALY WILL BE …. The reactions will be much more POSTIVE than your LIMITS expect …. Your limits that taught you to DATE in a certain way ..understand the dating rituals of this …day and age ,,are only reflective of this day and age … now ages , last fucking ages ,,they are things that last decades or even centuries ,,but are CULTURE specific ….
Our dating world is designed mainly by the ecomony which is driven by the mating rituals , of the MO/BETTER ..getting the attention of mates , boys for girls and girls for boys , by being NOTICABLE ..then each proves their worth to the other in the ways ,,taught to them by MODELING …the continued flood of advertisers images … aka … fashion. And media ….this is your LIMIT young master only here because you believe it tobe true . And that any other course of action ,,is some wha impossible.
So again I bring you back to the truth about the whole thing ,, THIS TIME SPCE is not real , the hardeness of the key board of you computuer is a sresult of your bodies ability to only percieve …. Certain things which is designed in limitations of the DAN ,,that this body is built from . .the body your spirit USES ,,is designed to percieve …aspects of the UN-IMPOSSIBLE , not the whole of the un-impossible for that to happen you would once more be … be …. Being …. You would be the TAO. No you percieve able to feel sense .. Only limited amounts of the whole UN-IMPOSSIBLE EVERYTHING … so in that way you can experience limits that you agree will give you the adventure .ahh to frucking confusing I know .and that is OK ..enjoy the dream , but if the dream this life is only enjoyable when you have drugged yourself with medication or beer of good smoke ,,then you may ( your free choice ) you may want to re think the limits you are accepting ans choose to broaden what you will aloow your self to percieve …the key boasrd is when you use tools of percetion more defined than human body senses the key board is just a DANCE of energy ..with tons of space …. Things moving so fast that the movement to other tools of perception can only be detected as the …sum .
The is more to the eye than what the eye can percieve …ahhh perception .
The animal world uses many other forms of commucation ,,, like that look the girl gives when she is being COOL and fashionable..the loof which actually destroyers her chances of meeting a BIGGER range of guys ..( but is does cull out weak and shy guys … leaving the males who have drank enough to feel nothing thus lacing feeling …and stress that nature really has there for REASONS … they are now confident to act agaist their confusion ,,,,the shyness is a reaction to the confsusion ..)
Estrus …….. Every other of the many 1000’s of mammals ,,dna animals flesh and blood animls ,, breathe air like us , bleed like us ,, have to eat food and drink water like us , feel pain like us , have hormones like us etc etc etc LIKE US ….. Every other mammal commicates wthe strong desire to FUCK during times of Estrous Humans, unlike other species, do not have any obvious external signs to signal estral receptivity at ovulation (concealed ovulation). Recent research[1] suggests, however, that women tend to have more sexual thoughts and are far more prone to sexual activity right before ovulation (estrus).
I find it intersting that YOU ( AND I HAVE been tuahgt like it was some sort of fucking law ,,for example like Columbus had to endure tha the world was flat that we humans are different ,,,, we have allready made bombs that can like kill of th whole world and laST YEAR ONLY LAST YEARS .
We found out that
Just a few whiffs of a chemical found in male sweat is enough to raise levels of cortisol, a hormone commonly associated with alertness or stress, in heterosexual women, according to a new study by University of California, Berkeley, scientists.
The use of the limit hertro sexual ,,,,, after the fact shnges in females due to the MORPHING OF the body thru the actions oncontiued thought …. You tinking will effect your biology ,, more than your biologiy effecting your thinking , but doctors need to HAVE RE CURRING INCOME to pay for tlife stlyes so they teach LAWS ..theat your depression is resutl of chemical that the bio machine makes .. Instead of the under lying truth …. Of energy of thoughts . …. The bio machine tha DNA animal … sure has mutations at the rate of 3 percnet ,,but that is 3 percnet for all total possilbe mutation types not 3 percent of 1 tiney slice of a possible mutation , homo sexuality is on,y 1 epresion of mutation typoe ..yet it can be a trained change in human interaction and the the biolongy will change to relfelet the new , expectations
What does this have top do with pussy … it is all aprt of you learning to EXPAND that LIMIT you fight for , and the expectations …. You can not even concieve of due to the training ot THE PROFESSIONAL ,,who in the days of Columbus told eveyone the world was round ….. Or like aristotle told us THAT HUMANS ARE DIFFERENT than the animal , when in fact finnally we are using good INDUCTIVE experiemsnt ,,doulbe binds ( umlike what the drug companies use to test their products ) but good sciens to see WE HUMANS ARE NOTHING BUT FUCKING ANIMALS ….
THE SMELL OF A HARD WORKING MAN GETTS A REAL WOMAN HORNY . OHH BUT HUMANS ARE SPIRITUAL BEINGS … we are evovling beyond our animal …. No , you are still BEAST … the truth is you are PART OF THE TAO . Never ever seprated from that which you are ,,you are here just in a dream to enjoy the ILLUSION of using DNA to experence a PORTION of the whole .to be LIMITED by choice ,,now undestand you can also choose ..your limits . If the limits forced ,,forced upon you do not make you feel good ….. Do you feel shy uncomfortable and stressed ,,,what is the emotinal guidance telling you on the scale , you are alowed to find the next best feeling http://www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html