beatiful lie

Beautiful lie

Young master …. They say it over and over ,, it is filtered into storys … even self help programs .. I think about the movie the Secret , the issues they talk about the issues that catch peoples attenion …. Money , health and sex ….tear apart the world around all the HYPNO programing of the advertising professionals …. And you will find that they use you ,,, your ,, everyones lust for money ,,, their fear of death of seperation from GOD? To sell health to live for 5 more minutes when everyone does DIE no matter what ,, and SEX ,,, and sex is a basic animal drive … YOUR DNA speaking it is not the fairy tale of soul mate

To have SOUL MATE you would have to live in a toa where reality was that you and I ,, are not I-n-I .. where we are GENDERLSS and the toa itself is gender-LESS not a human male god where the hieght of evovlution is being a stupid human animal ,,,,, talk about fucking EGO ..to think we are the most HIGH of the hogh in the whole of this universe and that this universe is all there is in an INFINTY OF ALL POSSILBES ….. but remember dipshit you have been porgrammed to accept the idea of IM-POSSIBLE . you most probably have some where in your mind this idea that something is im[possible that infinty ends wherever you think ,, impossible starts.
Remember dumbass ,,, to the ancient Egyptian priest and Pharo flying pieces of metal were IMPOSSILBE , but here on the same planet only time passed and nothing else happened we have the same general world the same sands of eygpt blowing around ,, and we have hunks of metal flying all over the place … IMPOSSIBLE , only until your little finite mind can understand POSSILBITY a new view of PHYSICS . ooooh this was to about soul mate ….

The idea that 1 person is more important than another person …. The rationale of NOT SHARING LOVE … of owning 1 person, thru the words and expectations built in and around a concept of SOUL MATE !

But really talk really listen to the girls who want to find their soul mate and you will hear them say things to explain their past relationships , like this ,,,,,,, ohhhh yes everything was great for 3 years , yes I loved him but I was young and thinking with my body not my soul …… over and over you will find girls who have loved …. Then hated . now why?

If you were to think about the effects of control and coercion ,,, you will find that often this is what happened .. the girl started off being submissive when she got the commitment she started to desire more moremore ,,, that greed of the basic female animal for sefl protection and wealth and food gathering for her won health and the baby she will grown and the baby she must feed … so her instinct is for GREED it is nature … the male is thinking about baisc gorups concepts … protecting a territory which he thinks is rich enough to provide for his goruop of females ,,, the day to day details of wealth / food resource destribution he leaves in the “ surival of the fittest “ hierachy function of the female world ,,, just like the male had to live alone .. prove it could fight out its own territory male hierarchy testing …. Ohhh wait this is about soul mate ( what animals do not have souls … what about that dog or cat you love so much , with it’s personality ,, animals express depression happiness and contentment even wild animals … evidence of the relflection the mirror of soul relflecting the experience of TOA )

Soul mate ,, the beautiful dream … the songs and emotional movie thems and storyes the peictures of smiles and togetherness …… the PROGRAMING repeated over andover for 1ooo , 500 years till it has become something real ….. and theeffect of it was to confuse the instinct of the human DNA and since the human DNA had not role model to learn from ….. it felt confused …. And hid in BEER? The male finding that the SOUL MATE he had no longer was happy with the territory he developed ,, but she was no longer smiling except when eh brought her more , more more more ,, the kiss began with ZALES ….. to the point he gave up and let her become the male ,,,, let her workk .. maybe thru , him ,,, she became the power behind the man . and US their slaves … ohhh yes just TWIST your thinking dipshit … YO! Dumbfuck it is your thinking what you think about in your mind is … YOURS .. you are allowed to think ALTERNATIVE THOUGHTS … there is no police office who can read you thoughts ? but you fear even thinking !

The girls I talk with ,,,,,, like yesterday 2 women , one was interested in my ideas ,,, my logic ,,, in the idea of her own DNA history the other ,,,,, TOOK CONTROL ….. demanding that the fairy tale of SOUL MATE was real …. Even though she lives a life of ,,,, STRUGGLE … day after year after decade …… all the time proclaiming this male new male is her ssoul mate , FINDING HER HAPPINESS IN A ??????? something or one other than herself , denying her own HOLISTIC-NESS ….

Just like her new Hybrid SUV …. Ohh the image of being concerned .. fashion ….. she has not family or need for such a large transportation machine …. So if conserving resourses so that we ahumans no longer have to blow up babies ,,, burning the alive in twisted wars of control … and divide and conquer politoco/profit religons ….. when she sould be driving the FOURTWO not a hybid but a real statement of CONCERN ….. but NO it is the stupidness of a greedy animal ….. like the rat who reproduces till it pisses and shit so much in its eviroment that the enviroment becomes TOXIC and the colony of rats kills itself offf ..
Like INCA , ROMAN , GREEK , HAUN CHINA , EYGPT ..etc etc ….. from the macro cultures to the micro family …. The basics problems is the baisc problem . what is the problem DIPSHIT ? what do you think

fucking mind ?

Fucking mind?
Or mind fucking ……… young master gleen from this whatever you find usefull , I am actually talking to someone who thinkis they are OHHHHH SOOOOO and I say to her ( no actually all three of the females NO to every female with DOMINATRIX fanasty ) but the her since I knon her have known her since her boy was born ,,,, DO YOU WANT THAT TO BE YOUR baby BOY in 10 years ? actually I am afraid she honestly does not care she has gotten so WARPED …. ( it made me think about my own daughters 4 in toatl I count as daughters steps and bio 3 adults 1 a bleeding teen so in total all women … I talk about submission do I want to submit ? but read about my observations of female submission and bdsm read and think about the instinctual aspects and then the history the mind fuck of society )

So what happened , IT TAKES 1 TO KNOW 1 … a doper can spot another doper and … a freak ( me ) can spot another freak ( them ) , them old friends and customers for like 14 years , he a blonde surfer did some illegal farmeing made some money made ti legal in a good bussiness made a ton shit load of good cash ,,,, her his cute receptionsit 14 years ago gave him a baby girl then a few yeats later a baby boy … they were the regular DID ALRIGHT family ,, both got a little fatter him a little balder , but it seemed OK from the outside , but about the same time I was going thru my second divorce he went thru his first ….. and he ( and she ) were back out in the sexual market place , sure he had cash but not longer that blonde young surfer body of lifestyle ,, he was the work hard make the cash husband type , now living under MAX stress fo broken family and loads of attorneys fees .. and $$$$$ worries about joint property ,, plus he missed his kids , ESPECIALLY that lil’ boy the lil’ boy she … she .. she was so porud of , I remember her saying how he was going to grow up just like dad , go surfing with long blonde hari of his ……

What now BITCH ,, would you want to see him wathch his wife cock and ball torture your son now ,, ? like you do his dad ?

Look during his bad times he and I talked he got one of the first few copies of my poorly written book , just two guys feeling the same confusions and angers ….. now this family I serve twice amonth often I am alone inside the family house cleaning windows room to room over a decade plus you get to know people all to fucking welll especially when you are a freak also ….. today was just to weird ,,,

What was it ? she parading her SLAVES or the idea that the Burha was there ….. I only guess that she is BURHA .. the latina word for witch ,,, now there are fairy tales and them there are myths .. witch craft is myth it has its basis in facts … yes FACTS . thru out history women have been the ones who knew the poisins and rugs , the effects and ways to use this to kill off a BAD male if warrented …. Or to maniplate the weaker males when needed ,,, traditions and herbs , passed thur centuries …. A tradition of the latina .. befrore my friend and his wife got back together his last girlfriend friend was this one fucking HOT latina …… and today as I clean the outside of the patio windows who do I see with his wife another hot chick but his old girlfriend from like 2 years back …..

The simple cute mom and wife I knew over a decade ago ,, started th=o change just bedfore she left to live in one of their investment protpeties …. She got hot real fast like in a matter of months from average … to a 10 ….. and the worker the guy that was always around working on their properties , that doper ,,, easy to control just keep him in good herb and he would be a good DOG … I knew that about him from day one … never one to do anything on his own always looking for SKIRT to hide behind …. The guy that she kept while she and my friend were broken up …. Has been living in the same house together the happy freaky family 1 bitch and 2 males …..

Now she and I have talked ,, my friend no longer talks she talks for him more ano more over the last 2 years untill as of late even when I meet him alone he has nothing to say ,, where he and I would tak about he ideas in my book the confsuions ans sexual stress the feelings of frustration in believing we did the right things how come it all went so FUCKING BADLY …. But now she says for him we … we …. We .. do not agree with the ideas in your book , the change grows subtley the confidence and power the contempt for the male of her species it ooozes from this woman ,,, but today to have her parade him and the other guy into the room and have them try … try .. try to sit , those grown men in the 30’s maybe my friend is 40’s ,,,, nakked except for the shorts they were waering , as compared to the women who still looked like they were dressed for a day at the office ,( at the office normally where he would be except when he was home getting the boat ready to go fishing ….) squirming those two looking at the floor the feeling was thick ,,, my FREAK O’METER WAS JUST GOING OFF , THE LOOK OF SWEAT on the guys of sweat and struggle and …. Restraint? That redness around my friends neck …. I was glad I had only a few more windows to finish before the parade ,,, I was not forced to witness what was surely making the women proud acting as if I was not there face stuck to the window forced to look ………ooooh she likes to think I am her servant .. since YES I AM IN THE SERVICE industry I in her mind am her servant … POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY ……..

What about your son bitch ,,,,, understand , everyone wants to be loved ,,,, the male trained by modeling , seeks love like he was modeled ,,,, in that family ….. it started off quite average america then became weird ,,, the male will learn to beg and buy pussy ,,, every kiss begins with Zales jewelers …. The slow slide into slavery ,, looking fior some sort of love ….. and men can do a few things ,,, become mean , become wimps , become gay ? as I have written the list of Reactions to coercion and controls from the book PARENT EFFECTIVENESS TRaINING ….

The history ,, well young master if you really opened your eyes to developments of ancient societys ,, you will seee the under lying moverment before the decay of those cultures to the presence of women in the highest of POWER circles ,,, hidden behind the face of aman was really the greed and selfishness fo a female animal …

That instinct of selfishness ,,, lets look to the harem of gorillas ,,, the make will give his life to defend the troops while the girls run away to protect themselves and their children ,,,, safety being in numbers like any group animals the predetor is able to pick off the weakest link …. While the male is occupied defending …. While the male is doing his protective territory patrols and the girls fight over foods and the control of the sweetest fruti ,, of course making sure the individual is strongest …. As long as the fights do not get out of hand the male does not get involved …. Allowing the nature of GREED to take its course creating the strongest female to be healthy ……

Ahhh but what if the male gorilla had to beg to mate ,, what is the female now in control does not want to have shildren because she may get saggy tits of stretch marks what happens to the society ….. dipshit look back to ancient Eygpt ,,, and Greeece and Rome even Chinese dynastys you can see the rise of female , power thru the weakness of sex ,,, the HORIZONTAL court of FRANCE before the revolution …. The decadance and selfish ness ….. the men actually jumpong thru hooops to fuck the prettiest of the females ,,,,,, the idea of the FASHIONABLE ,,,, again go back to eygpt greece , china , the MAYA in fact as fashion became the goal ….. and the men were trained to worry , to beg for pussy ,, to wear purfumes and get cleaned up … not be proud of their tendency to work and sweat ….but to become , METRO SEXUAL . the effect of GQ and even playboy ,,, most mens mags are actually controlled by the enviroment which is full of female employees and afemenant male writers ….. an world where the white collar decision makiners are increasingly becoming female , so that the worker male must DRESS TO IMPRE#SS …. A slow twisting of humanities instinctual nature ,,,,,, just think dipsit just think . and female what about your baby boys? Your fansty is it what you want for your son ,,, are you that sick , becoming worse than what you hated in men ?

Panties off

Panties off

And the whole pants also …… young master if that does not yell FUCK ME than what does ? you dipshit are expected to be her friend then ,, USE her for your Pleasure … but in the friendship world you do not FUCK your friends especially not like I FUCK ( MEANIE MAN ) .. now I am ready 24/7 to fuck yes if I had just cummmm I may need a few minutes till I can go again , but if the girl is hot for me then my dick will respond …. So it is not of your desire that sex is started …. Like in the animal world also … over and over repeat repeat … I need to get to your training the amount of programing you have lived … to get you to DEAL

So even I do get a bit confused about spanking ,,, look pants offf while I was on the phone ….. so after I got off that call I went looking I know there was a pussy wanting to get fucked in my house somewhere and she was laying across the bed …….. and I proceeded to enjoy the frangrence of FEMAKE to smell her body then leading down to her pubic hairs , enjoying the smell of sex …. And then the sounds of lust after my tongue touches her pussy lips , and the gasps of submissions as I stop and then bite increasing the pressure till I get a certain level of moan , bite either the tops of her thighs or her pussy lips areas ….. but I am getting that VOICE the vocalizations … of her NEEDS . I can sense she is feeling empty …

Dipshit , think about that she feels empty ….. she needs to be filled … but instead of taking responsibility for that NAUTTRAL need , because of her “ princess all dressed in WHITE ” training and programing she subconccsiuosly looks for DOMINATION to allow herself to be filled …. This a womoan I have fucked at least 1000 times still needs to be FORCED . and I love to make sure she knows it … so I personellly stradle her closing her legs with my knees and work on the TITS …. Why ,, because whe wants to open up … she wants to expose herself for PENeTRATION

Who and what are you? You the one with a hard on a piece of flesh that becomes hard build to be forced FORCED back and forth in and out of a body in and out of her hole …. You are the FORCER the PENETRATOR …. She wanst to submit to lay ther to RECEIVE … in fact she needs it to the point it is really that she is a takeer … taking SPERM

Now dumbass the sting of a spanking is like the exciting ride on your board ,,, it pumps the boady with hormones and excitement chemicals , making the EVENT more ,, more …. More exciting …. So when I do let her opne for me , to PRESENT her holes for my FILLING …. Well a few good hard ass slaps even a short spanking to remeind her that she was just begging to OPEN ,,, “PLEASE let me open my legs it hurts so bad ”,,, yes dumbass it is a pain of desire for the chick . I guess I am still trying to get a girl to understand she wants to get fucked as much as I want to fuck her .. so why …. Why … why do we have to play this game of submission and domination …

Ahhhhh my hope , that once I have built the compound , and that I expose myself to the world … I date in the manner of saying HELLO I am a POLIGAMIST … that I can explain the reasons why to girls who want to listen and fact is YOUNG MASTER , gilrs to do love to expand their mind to find out the reasons why a male thinks this way or that way . ahhhhh but the girls who understand
And want to live and ALTERNATIVE life that you will offer . OKKKK so the idea that 3 gilrs the subltle sexuall air to the whole family life ,,,, brings the sexual resposnibilbity that will free your mind from the need to be her MAIN friend into what you should be naturally her FUCK yes a friend but mainly the nature of male female realtiosnhips FUCKING ….. because again the idea of forcing my friend to scream ,,, like I do is fucked up to my mind , but I love hearing a woman FEEL to hear her FEEL ,,, and honesltly dipshit the girls FEELS more herself if she is allowed encouraged to scream to express what is happening ,, and what is happening to her I am forceing a enlarged piece of meat in and out of her body IN FACT LOOKING ANGLEING to find those areas of her pussy which give me more noises …..the louder she is the hppier she is ,,, so again A SPANKING WHILE FUCKING , the demand she getss loud the hair pulling to make sure she does not hide her expression of feeling my cock fuck her , hiding that scream in the matress , but expressing it loudly for everyone to hear and be proud of herself getting FUCKED ..

PRIDE IN HERSELF GETTING FUCKED … sound strange young master?how does your gut feel about those words that idea ? young mr.nice guy. So spanking her to get her to be louder ,,, hair pulling to force her head up so she will EXCLAIM proudly …. Then not stopping ….. yep dipshit not stopping fucking and fucking and fucking ….ohhh yes stopping but not cummming ,, stiopiong to rest your dick … topping t ALLOW her psuuy to rest so it will feel …feelll …. See dumbass she can get kinda over excited to the point she does not feel your fucking and that is NO FUN so STOP let that pussy calm down and the fuck her harder again …. Experiement dumbass and all the while think about what is happening what are you thinking what is she feeling deep inside , because after she gets over the fucking …. She will act as of she was raped all the while the truth is and was …… “ PLEASE LET ME OPEN MY LEGS … IT HURTS SO BAD ” she has to be that lil’princess all dressed in white

heels and earings

Heels and Earings

Geggle Geggle ( dam I can’t spell or I can’t use this dam keyboard ) her heels stuck in her earings giggle giggle … young MASTER …. Look around you the world YELLS the truth in it’s actions , I am so glad that people are just themselves … ALL FUCKED UP ! … AND that gives you a chance dipshit to see to look to figure out for your fucking self whether I have anything in my writing or not … just think shitforbrains …. Break down the motives for the cahoices and actions you see , do not look at face value , NOT with a BANDAID mentally but further down , the bandaid covers the cut ,, what did the cut? Why did the person become distracted to allow thenselves to be cut …

All the lil’ fights stresses EXPECTATIONS about actions are little tiny cuts in the fabric of male/female relationships the eventually both parties are like all cut up and damaged dis-ease enters these cuts the tiny worm of negative thoughts.repeated over and over by a [person not understanding the deepest of why’s … the INSTINCTUAL motives behind their own thoughts and the actions of others that genrate their thoughts about their lives ….

Ok , I was watching a good man … do what he thought was right , he was going to protect his family he was going to insure that his defensive position were strong so lions and tigers could not arrive in the center cave and eat his family … he was going to fix up his rental property!

Huh? Fixing the cave protections form lions and tigers …reantls property? Yes dipshit I want you to strip the world around you back wards to the basic …. Animal shit see the world our tools and building as NESTS to birds caves to cavemen ,, territory to harem anaimals …. Rocks for banging clams to sea otters … sticks to monkeys for eating termites …..

This good man had complex decisions to make with the STRESSED limited free time he had ,, he works , 5 days with commute he does 10 to 12 hours a day … he has wife and kids and now grandkids …. His wealth in houses is the protection he developed for his family to protect them form being USED by the world , ( being eaten by the world ) his family does not have to feeeeel the pain like many others do ,,, but in that safe position fo a well stocked cave ,,,, not feeling the stress of danger ,, the female forgets … how that freedome that safety is and was actually gotten and how , it can be lost ! RENTAL PROTETY IS safety and profit … it is a psosotion where the smart male hires other humans to defend and they pay for the privilgde in rent ,,, yet the rental property needs maintence …. When when when

Life is short and full of stuff for you YOUNG MASTER , never is it going to be empty…… when it is over well it will when you are dead ,, not one minute before … so this Master had to choose form so many time slots to when he would fix this wall in his cave defese system … fix the rental unit … do it during a work day ( loss his job ? ) do it during the week of that vacation they have in europe ( loos the money spend on amking his wife happy ? ) do it during the party for the grand baby ( be seen as unfeeling ? )

The master is caught in ricl and a hard place , and the girls in his world they do not u nderstand ,,, yet theses girlw work ,, they make money the act like they are the MEN but look and really count wht they bring in and where it is spent ….. hmmmmmm . and on average on average AGAIN on average …. It is not for the basis items of CAVE and FOOD but towards the BELLS AND WHISTLES .. like the upgrading of a car ,,, a car is 4 wheels and a motor …. But sipshit look at your car …. Clothes are blood stained t-shirts … look at the females closet ( oooooh girls you wanna talk about your males clothes his colgne …. Hmmmmm )

Lets talk common phrase ,, HE CLEANS UP WELL …. He cleans up well …. Why is it that idea is about the male cleaning up to go out ,, to ienteratin his PUSSY so she will be in the mood to fuck , the old every kiss begins with ZAKES buying and begging for a fuck …… go deeper now

Girls wet to fuck they lust for sex , they bleed 10 percent of their life ofr hard dick ……… yet they have been programeed to be innocent little girls … the little princess dressed in white that does not bleed or get fucked , or say OH MY GOD FUCK ME HARDER ! or feels a tingle in a spanking ….. that day after day expectations to be GOOD and we all like being good people smile at us when we are good life is smooth if we are good , it is the TWO year old looking for love from mom and gandmaom …. Being GOOD …. So wanting to get fuckined is not good now in the beginning of the dating process this becomes second to the NEED for sex … but as sex becomes an activity oOK’d by the relationship form ,,, then the lil’girl training comes back ,, and the females needs to be , dominated or , guilty …. If I spend the money she will put out! … she feels guilty , she will now act like her instincts demand of her and rub up against the buck deer ,,, ( harme animal mating activity it atkes lots of twisting your mind and thinking to see it ) the buying a kiss is the GUILT ……

Engaging in BDSM especially agfter losing control with a drink or drug ….. is allowing herself to be herself ….. she is rubbing up agaionst the amle lions saying smell me is am getting gready , bite me …. Bite me my neck ! stimulated my egg production ,,, be mean to me ,,,, make me strongers so that my vigina’s immune system is at a hieghtened state so that it will kill off weak spern and only let the strongest spern to touch the eggg ….. DEEPEST thought dipshit , things happeneing at the NIMALS SUBCONCIUOS mind .. instints …..

The girl does this also ,,, except ! when she thinks more with the mind of her TRAINERS … the society .. the expections of the programings , the TV and friends and family ….. but DUMBASS remember time and time again it is girls who read my shit …. They are victims of repeating old programing without thinking JUST LIKE YOU ! open you thinking and smile at the world for giving you such a great SHOW of insanity

MASTER/ slave hibernation

Master / slave hibernation

Right back in the 1920’s , young master I just heard that on NPR the difference fo rich and poor is like it was in the old days when things started to change and a middle class started to evovle ….. you dipshit by your habits by your sddictions to comofts allowed this ….. real quick on the topic of the title she dumbass may need that hiding time ,, a time to become a person again , yet with the love of the SEXUAL slave staying in her heart after understanding that her master does not want to TAKE as much as RECEIVE her choice of shoosing him …. Choosing you …. I can see it in girls in their teens and I feel it is natural for a girl to search a GOOD DOM a good man , to protect her to think for her in many many ways while she learns to think for herself ,, see she is not designed to … become an adult in a CRUCILBE of life and death like the male like the BRAVE of tribal life , like the male harem animal that neeeds to develop his own teritory ….. no she goes from one form of protections then because of the family the familiarty of scents , the inner drive to NOT inbreeed … she moves out away from the family circle on explorations and there encounters the other males of her own species …. And has the choice to be guided into his territory or not , and to RUN AWAY … if she finds the new male to be abusive ,,, abusive in the animal world since I have no other word to touch your emotional thinking I use abuse to show that in the animal world if a male is not the right male a female does and WILL choose to leave in fact returing to her home ,, yet the drive in her to find new males will cause her to explore the other side of the family territoy to find a new male ,,,,, if the male close to her family territory still do not fullfill her well she will explore the edge of the next territory ,,, yet the percentages compared to what we human do , the changing of girls with males is not where natural to other harem animals , but females in the animal world do have the freedom of choice like humans do … it is not a fixed in stone caged life like we think animals live it is that they are more natural and in being more natural they do not SEEEK some FAIRY TALE . here dumb ass is where the idea of MASTER / slave comes in , it is a fairy tale but susefull like a special diet is to a person who has to lose wieght ,, it shocks the mind Master / slave shoices the choice to allow some one to force you girl ( which in truth is not a force but a choice on the part of the subbie not force all ) helps you break habits … like a special diet can help you realize that you can live without ,,, the prepared foods and junk you have allowed yourself to become addicted ,,, thinking it, the foods are really what humans eat ….. like thinking that feminism is the way humans were meant to live …… think about it giving her time to hide gives her time to HEAL to re learn what is natural and right for her

Now dipshit addiction to life style ,, to technology ,,, deb was consuling talking with this girl about mediatation and stuff , and the topic about night time the time when the noise level the distraction level ends and we all have to live with the thoughts in our head …… and I got to thinking ,,,,

Electric lights are not natural ,,, people think that humans spent the nights from the time that fire was started , they spent their nights talking and partying around camp fires ,,, well dumbass ,that is part and parcel of the fairy tale ,,,, not good science ,, see fire wood is a resource ,,,, needed for hrat and cooking ,,, lite is a play iten great for festivals and sure people love to socialize and have a drink and celebrate the full mooon each month with a little extra artifical light and drink some beer finaaly aged for a month or whatever spirit guide mushroom they use to KNOW GOD ….become 1 with the spirit of the animals and land around them …. But they did not do this daily ,,, no because the fuel , the wires were not full of the DRUG of lite …. The DRUG of becoming lazy and part of the 60 percent over wieght …. The drug of easy way without thinking ,, remember dumbass electric light is less than 100 years old , LESS than 100 years old ,,,, before the 1920’s ,,,, only city centers had electricty …. 99 percent of homes did not have lights …. It is 2007 … less than 100 years ,,, the homes the 99 percent ,, sure had candles ,, but get real ,, radio listening was not the habit or fashion untill the 1940’s …. No elctricty …. There was not TV or video games ,,,, and dipshit have you ever really tried to read by candle light , you hear stories about people learning to read at night by candle light , brave slaves or women who faought against the STUPID controls of humanity that evolved from the MANIPULATION OF Roman religion ( the great mind fuck ) sure very very few did rea by candle lite ,, but most read during the day light ….

You dipshit are designed to sleep when the sun goes down and wake up when the sun comes up ,,,, but today ,, your force your self to live in artifical lights ,,, then you hate to WAKE UP …. Strange , think about it shit for brains ….can you? Could you think about electricty in terms of foods in a diet ? think like a drug addict who has to give up something bad for them … in the long term . but how hard it is to get clean then live once more among their friends who still use with the drug of their love ,, their escape for the rest of their UNATURAL LIFE …. Your animal self is confused and in your confusion you become CONTROLABLE .. SIMPLE WARFARE and polictical science … Divide and Conquer ….and you do it to yourself

My dad would describe humanity to me in terms of the monkeys he used to catch in SUMATRA .. during his world travels …. They would bore a hole in a cocnut fill the coconut with rice and the chain the cocnut to a tree ,,, they would lay aline of rice along and animal path way ,,, know that the monkey would pass that way …. 9 MONKEY dna SPAPIENS dna HOMO spapiens , ever looks at dogs the great Dane and the Tea cup mini poodle , both bark both play with balls both wag their tales 9 … the monkey would taste the rice then in their greed feel the rice in the coconut and fill their hands … but they could not get that FULL hand out of the coconut ….. now they would stay that way till the next day , when he and friends would come and collect the monkeys for the pet trade …. The monkeys would see the danger of large SPAPIENS coming toward them but the stupid monkey would choose the greed of a sweet food ,,, a sweet foood … a not natural to them sweet food … like a drug over reality and life and danger …. Dad would take the chain off the tree and drop the monkey in a cage qucik easy simple late by feeding the monkey rice from a bowl the monkey would finnally let go of the rice in the coconut because it have this bingger bowl of drugs .. free rice ,, remember these monkeys were not straving to death unable to live in the jungle without human help ,,, no mankind just showed up to harvest the BOUNTY of healthy strong wild monkeys ….but out family member the monkey acts a lot like us ? what do you think dumbass ? is the monkey a DUMBASS are you ?

keeping the pump

Keeping the pump

Young Master my friend ,,, being alternative is just that not being totally outside of everything but noticably Aatlernative … NOW while you are building this ,, of course during the first period your first flush of committed energy ,,, you willl have no problems … keeping your pump … but later on as life hits you and you may feel the NEED the ADDICTION to spending money to fix problems comes in you dipshit goottta … understand this is part and parcle of being ALTERNATIVE …. To feel the feeling of an addict a junkie ,,, yet the world keeps telling you that … this is what is correct …. But dumbass look around you understand it is a system designed to keep the vast majority of humans in this state of NEVER ARRIVING always striving ,,, always in stress , in the idea of I will be happy when …. This system has been growning in the human world for more than 100 years but it is accute now with the constant input into your computer of ADVERTISING , something created by MIND CONTROL PORFESSIONALS … people who study how to slowly over time develop in the majoirty of the population a NEED for a thing/service /idea ….

Dumb ass being ALTERNATIVE IS NOT getting a tatoo , then smoking dope then drinking the newest advertised beer , and going to that party at the latest club ….. ohhhhh that is the way SHEEP that is the way of the niche age demographic fashion alternative underground … it is only on average somethng that happens during that phase of oeaving the nest …. The time of pushing away from the familiar ,,, like the animals who leave the harem to be caught by a newer male or the male who is slowly pushed out of the territory …. This drive is in you and since you do not understand it you ,,, let yourself ,,, listen to the best advise of your friends ,,,, WE ARE GREAT LEARNING ANIMALS . learning is being FOLLOWER not a leader ,, in most cases you let the advise think for you ,,, not you think for you …. Feel it dipshit think for your self young master ….

But during the time after you understand ,,, and you are out of the loop the temporary ,,,, loneliness can effect your commitments ,,, ond thinkg dumbass is to make sure you put saving in a form that you can not access that you can not dip into …. Us savings bonds ….. they are not something that you mentally feel like you can access at any time , they ae much more distant than an ATM card ….

Next especially you young who like so many , so , very very many of you , still actually live at homw or are very likely of bouncing back into homw ehn things go bad …. That sfety net of being able to live with in the territory for a short while more this ablitly of humanity ,,, well dumba ss use this as a tool ,,, see and understand this is your HUMMER , this is your bait , this is proving your TRUEST proff of being alternative … this land 3 homes , fishing pond , off grid using photovoltaics , and wind and battery ,, and growing basic freedom foods ,,,, buying land within a 45 minute commute of a town you like …. On thing is to have books to study .. next is a thing called a vision board . my picture of the day

This vision board helps you dream about the aspects of the life style you are building ,,,, from 3 different women to the idea that children will be part of your life to the relaxation of fishing , the ease of building an ediible forsest where , fruit and nuts and vegitables grown naturally ,,, now dumbass over and over I am not talking about becoming a fucking hermit or a for profit farmer depending on the land for you income ,,, no , you build the safety of the basics , and then use the wealth of the city for fun ,,, it is WORKING BECAUSE YOU WANT TO NOT BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO …. When you kick you addiction to MO’BETTER … way of dating and realize loads of great girls date really weak lousy guys ,,,, why? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO REAL alternative CHOICE …. That is right dipshit , buy builiding the compound and then being proud of the CHOICE you have made the BRAVE statement of ALTERNATIVENESS .

I mean if you look at my board I have a set of stocks and a girls secured to it with a freshly spanked ass ,, a pic of deb and I with my riding crop , another two girls … and a gif SPANKED BY MASTER … under on of the girls …. It is all about brringing your mind your emotions into alinement with your dreams , POSITEV EXPECATANCY …

But I understand in the short term if your are a single male , you will be thinking urging ,, your brain will be , pushing you ..get pussy get pussy ,, do the RIGHT thing like everyone else ,,,,, hye great do that ! be like everyone else throw the rock into the air ,,,, and it will fall…. It is the very very very very few who will have the guts to be really ALTERNATIVE . now making a new vision board every few weeks should be fun , if you find it becoming not fun , realize the resaon is about money , is it the believablity that you will achieve your desries ? if so , then take some time to daydreams but ,,, but and this is very important is to day dreams with the understanding that ,,, you are allwqoed to dream , to SUSPEND .. responsibility ,, to go out side of that responsible nature you have ,….. if you read this then do this then you may beigin to feel to understand what I mean , as your responsible self is fighting to maintain control .. to drag you back into the world of shoulds ,, THE WORLD OF EVERYONE ELSE … a gentle sublt pull back down into the life of ECONOMIC SLAVERY … build the solid basis then you can really enjoy the things life has to offer ,,, but if you do the RIGHT THING ! the ting advertised and expected get into living in the right way ,,, going to the right schools to get the right hjob to marry the right girl ……
So you can have a 60 percent chance of divorce ,,,, an 80 percent cahnce you will hate you life so much that you can not relax with out the use of beer or wine or drugs ,,,, the 1 in 2 people who have done the right thing who need drugs to survive ,, prescibed drugs be them anti – depressant , anti anxiety , sleeping pills , or other bandaid drugs that mask the symptoms of stress related DISS – EASE …. Iiiih do the right thing … go to the right college start you life , broke and indebt in the form of student loans ,, LEARN TO LIVE THE LIFE YOU WILLL CONTINUE TO LIVE , STIVING NEVER EVER ARRIVING …. Be come the slave to the machine the matrix …. It feeds you you feeed it ! if fucking reminds me of the movie … yet us who choose to unplug get to live in paradise not hiding underground … you get to choose a [paradise ,,, I will be hunting land again this weekend ,,,, this land is mountain view ,,, 45 minutes from two different major cities … recreational mountain trails with in 1 hour ,,,, OXXFEST comes only and hour and half away , and the ocean is a little over 3 hour drive …

It is about keeping your pump up shithead …. Build the basics ….. then understand you will build coolness later ,,, I look out across the INDIAN RIVER LAGOON my fron yard to Nettles Island and look at all the cool homes and then think inside eachof those homes is still a moblie home that the owner customized around it into a realy cool home …. Possibles dipshit ,, what do you want ?

No stop , fuck me harder

No stop , fuck me harder

Young Master, the idea the training of being her best friend is what confuses both of you and could lead to epxectations about sex , that will destroy the anturalneess of submission ,,,, her own deepest TRUEST desire is torel;ax and open herself to the experience of being fucked ,,, now of course if you get a girl who does not understand herself ,,,,, if she is still CLINGING to the fairy tale in confusion , well she will not be the one for you ,,, but in reality she does not ,,, it is only after and before ggod hard strong sex that she ,,,, lets herself belieeve the LIE of souls mate and fairy tale tender . love ,,, when she is nude exposed , and being pentrated ,,, REMEMBER submitting to pentration ,,, your cock is hardd to enbale you to FORCE your cock back and forth in and out …… it is in her realization that SUBMISSION is what she reaaly craves ,,, and then with thte friendly support of the other girls who have like her come to their own inner peace their own truest awarenes of who and what it really means to be a FEMALE …. Then she will and does enjoy sex ,,, while all the while she is being force ,,, it is in reality PARADOX ,,,,, the girl you love and want to care for you feed from her screams …..

Screams that one minute are saying no no no ,,,, OHH MY GOD NO ,,, then change like magic in the same breath to no no don’t stop … fuck me fuck me ..FUCK ME MASTER PHIL …..

The idea of paradox , is the bsic truth of illusions …. Of dependable phyical reality … inside a TOA of infinte possiblity ,, to think that almost every culture has this theme as the spirituality of their ancestors ,,, for example Shinto of Japan who believe that everything is alive in a way ,, all is energy ….. for 1000’s of years that idea has always been there for all peoples who felt their connection to the experience the illusions ,,,, so to IS THE EXPERIENCE OF SUBMISSION … just and illusion since it is she that desires , that beggs for more all the while screaming in what may sound to you ( good man caring man loving protective man ,,, disphit ) to you it sounds like pain ,,, we males can not understand WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE EXPERIENCING ,,,, but the key will be when she returns to you , maybe at first she wants to slap you and say how mean you are ,,,,,, next she smiles gigggles , feels guilty about likeing it,,,
Guilty about liking what is NATURAL. Anture of a female one who is designed to submit to trust a amale of her choice….. IF YOU ARE NOT DRAWN INTO BEING HER BEST FRIEND YOU CAN MAINTAIN THE POSITION of being what you really are her male ,,,, her protector her lover , that is friendship …..