Tuesday, October 9, 2007

hidden behind a skirt

Hidden behind a skirt
Young master ,,,, in old time really when compared to 3.3 million years it was not a long time a go ,,, but to us human we who have been trained to have a smaller on average attention that a 5 year old , we live in the expectation that complex issues can be explained in the 30 seconds of a TV commericial …… weel for that person you ,,, a long time a go in a place called psarta it was common , ( not just in sparta ) that after a male child reached the age of weaning it lost its Milk teeth the baby teeth …the male child would move into the world of men ,,, and in that world the child would eventually bee trained and,,, nad ,,, and more importantly tested ,,, with out the compassion the tears the …. OHHH NY BABY ! SCREAMS OF THE WOMEN FOLK ,,, TESTED BY THEMSELVES ACTUALLY FOR A GOOD MAN does test himself in comparision to himself , being that it is our instinct to be more a loner animale ,,, where the female is a group animal and conmpares herself in terms of others in the group ,,,, hence the growth of greed , COVETTING the position and pssessions of others in the gorup …. But the boy becoming aman had to pass test of manhood!

With out being able to hid behind a SKIRT ….. be protected by mommy , in whatever form ,,,, any girl girl protecting enableing ,,, a male becomes in a way a mommy ,,, and the inner man some day will resent himself and take out his choice to hide … on the helper the female who SAVED him! It is a subtle self destructive pattern that many many many males in todays world get trapped in and since you dipshit do not really think about yourself your life in instinctual terms you do not see this dymanic in yourself ,,,,, you listen to more women you go on learning more ane more bullshit ,,,,, sfeeding only 1 part of the 3 p[arts which make up animals , like us ,, mind boy and spirit … you feed the mind more knowledge , maybe from Proffessional like therapists , who put band-aids on your life issues helping you , proetecting thru ,, accute life issues of DRUGS/alcohol self poisining and job carreer issues , without though really understanding that you the male animal , needed this………

You needed to be treated like you were eveovled to be treated ,,, like the lion , or male deer , the young maturing elephant , or gorilla ….. as he started sexually mature he was driven out of the family circel slowly pushed to toward the edge of the territory eventually dad growed and said leave …… go become a man!~….. the BRAVE ( why did that word become the english translate for the indain word for a GOOD MAN …. He was sent out of the territory ,, somewhere ,, where mom , sisters lovers , aunts and grandmoms could not help him ,,, he was expected to live … YES live , and more … he was expected to come back a year later bringing gifts of arts he made during those long hours alone in the lean too houseing he created , he was exted to bring back bone and antler tools ,,, dryed foods and meats and berries …. Skins …. Thing to show he was aman who could take care of himself and a family ….. or he was expected to be amale who if allowed to be PROTECTED , to be hidden by the skirts of his tribe , well that male , forced to live alone would get sick … he would get illl , unable to live alone eh would ,, be culled out by NATURAL FORCES … and the women of the tribe would MORN him ,, when theyear came and went without the son nephew grandbaby boy did not come back ……

Disphti , I remember living on the streets for a while , hanging , and LESSON one ,,, was to learn how to say BELIAVABLEY to any woman ,,, I LOVE YOU …. For any trained male in our wilderness of humanity knows ,,, say that and the girls will take you in her home ,, she will feed you take care of you ,, SEE IN YOU POTENTIALS … and give you $$$ so you can hang out playing pool drinking a beer instead of building a life ,,,

Dipshit think about your lfie ,,, do you let a woman with a little money capture you , do you stop being motivated in reality when this girl helps you , when she becomes your biggest …customer ,,, it seeems like it is work but dumbass ,,, having only 1 client to depend on is …. Being not male it is depenadancy …. Like a baby to a tit … now the street is hard, but it will make you or break you ,,, it is the choice of the BRAVE to become the man…. Or hide behind a skirt ..

Now dipshit if yo9u are smart you during your yuouth grown the savings needed to buy land put down the first tent , in CCORD with your own budget not based on becominmg trapped by loans ,,, not based on buying [pretty things or styles to compare yourself thru the eyes of the female who you are trying to impress or who is trying to help you DOTHE RIGHT THING …. No dumbasss it you who has to do what is right for you ,,, but our training is in direct conflict with our natures …. And it has been repeated over and over that the best advise is just that BEST … yet you look AT THE EVIDENCE TRAIL all around you ….

And then you choose dipshit … what lessons can you dipshit extract from thinking about your animal nature the ways of the ancient man …. So you buy based on your own money and ideas ….. you do like the BRAVE , but within the world of having everyone IMPROTATN TO you thinking for you ,,,,IF YOU ARE LUCKY m and can explain these INSTINCTUAL concepts to those who are important ot you …. They willl become quit and if you talk about your dreams with them they will LOVE you enough to insure that you do not ,,,, hide behind a skirt act just to make her happy …… if I build my life just in terms of her ,,,, it will all be destroyed why?

Because I am not feeling my own dreams ,,, following my own path because I do things with her in mind instead of trusting that . it is my instinct to build what is right … she will not be building somethng for her self ,,, because it is a man’s job to tdo a man’s job ,, IT IS HER JOB . to choose that man at the end or not ….. TO CHOOSE or not … to choose or not , it is in here that the child care issues and trap need to be explored more ,,, for ifff she chooses you during that intiall attraction phase ….. that horniness phase and SHE ALLOWS herself to create life , ( remember you a re loaded each and every fuck .. babys are her choice ) is she cooses then re chooses , later after the fact of baby ,,, is it your FAULT ….. you showed her your lie time commitment your life style , the compound the homes , the way you work and take care of things , you have food treees etc . etc . to show you are FREE …. You work because you love work not only because of NEED because you are a SLAVE to the banks and credit card companies or even MUCH WORSE , to the addictive medical for PROFIT insdustry ………..

If she leaves you and you are still being the same BRAVE , providing like you did in day 1 ,,, in fact hpefully in the system where you are not repsonsible to her ills or dreams for her $$$$ ,,, you provide her the basis for safety , you supply MALSOWS HIERACHY OF NEEDS …. For her safety …. But money ,,, you dumbass can keep your money for making you land even better …..if that is what is reality then if she leaves ,,, why should you be respinsuible for CHILD CARE ,,, you have chold care here in the world you created ,,, it was her greed that is why she is leaving not that you YOUNG MASTER have not done your thing ,,,, in the POLY she has a resposniblity to herself to create happiness within the family …. She needs to SEDUCE YOU …. The fact of sublte competitions , if she does not and finds herself feeling alone , without attention ,, is she really trying any more to seduce you like she really did in the beginning ,,, sublties of life dipshit …. Seduciton is in the forms of many things …. Go back to tWISTED INSTINCT… why be trapped by built to be forced like an ecomoinc slave , when you have the truest form of stablity in your compound , housing power and food …. Again , examples mobile houseing a park here in jesne opened up in 1938 ,,,, and home there from the 50 & 60’s the exteriors redone over and over , the insides rebuilt …. Lived thru 3 cat 3 hurrincanes still are being living in ….. solar power , carbon cylce wood burning heating …. Wind power and personel understanding of power usage …. And FOOD ,,, just think about the RICE DIET ,, from DUKE unvierstiy ,,,, it will REVERSE diabeties and heart dis-ease …. And much more chronic ills , and what is it ,,,, FRUIT ! ….. trees are real easy to grown amd acres can grow tree after treee …. Secerutiy ! ,,., mental fucking secruty , for you for the girls …. Think about it study it

Sunday, October 7, 2007

girls thinkings

Girls thinkings

Young master I guess the best way I have heard a woman and girl explain one of the most important the benfits of the poly relationship is this expample . two women shared a family that is that the first woman who had a daughter still iving at home , well this woman had a son who by chance ended up for a while in with her , in the home of the man , and as nature took its natural course , the son of the woman and the daughter of the man got to become a couple , welll

The daughter had troubles with her new man , issues about himi that she was not contetn with ,,,, the woman had issues with her man the dad …. Well the girls now being girls yet sharing common loves for each of the men would discuus their MAN TROUBLES . yet instead of talking to a girl friend who would normally trash the MALE ,,,, the girls talked to another female who had some sort of love for the man in qquestion ,,, so yes they coulc understand the troubles but they also loved the male …. And would help each other find the good in the male ….

It was in this experience that both the girls staerted to understand the IDEA behind the POLY and how it could benefit the whole as long as the jealousy aspect was not to much troulbe ,,,, still a giant step to be experienced . to be thought about in the mind is one theng reality will be another …. It will be real

Caution what you wish for for you will get it ,,, haveyou really explored your wants and DON”T wants …. Have you explored in reality the alternarives available , did they work out? Have they worked for others …. Yet when you start to get close to your NEW unexplored dreams ,,,, there will be self doubt ,,, no doubt … because of your condidtioning your training to do things in XYZ way ,, even thought that did not work for you or the peopke you have modeled , your lief is based on modeling the choices the examples of others that is is basis of our life we speak our language based on modeling the sounds we have heard and we understand are used to describe a thing action or shit …. It is all us modeling someone elses thoughts who modeled someone else who … someone else …. Etc etc… of course with in a limited parameter of self choice and individual changes , but honselty , you dipshit have changed very little from the model language of lifes tyle choice , honeslty you may have just added the new words of a newer groups again modeling todays fashions ,,,,, your bi-sexuality etc , again is fashion ,,, and the 1 on 1 , well is the fashion of the ROMAN empire still controling YOU today ,,, neat huh? Sumbshit , tio think your soul mate dreams are built upon the fanasty of old dead roman romantics ….. who modeled greeek arsticracy the rich and famous while the POLY harem life stlye was still the norm in the real world out side of the organized city state of Eygpt , Babalyon and baby greece at the time ,,, go back go back , and find out when the 1 on 1 showed up ,,,,,, it showed up when polictics ,, having marriages to establish power and peace showed up ,, thE PRINCESS / WIFE gift to a king used to keep the peace thur new blood relationships ,,, now making that wife a FIRST wife a more inportant wife ,,,,, GREED ! ,, not on the womans part yet on the womans part not on the man’s part but yes on the man;s part just imagine explore your thinking dipshit …

Now thousands of years later with richess beyond compare available to us , gadgets . slave machines to work for us so we can VEG in front of trained show actore and movies palyers …. Like kings getting entertained ….. we found BOREDOM and lack of purpose leading to depressions and escape .

And then girls who have lived pain start to realize there is more than what they have been seeing ,, whay they have had to MODEL .. they experince talking to each other … and they themselves thinking mmmmmmm , maybe the poly is and ALTERNATIVE , they cann live with and enjoy ,,,BUT

Where are all the GOOD MEN for them to choose which compound which group of girls they would want to live with which amles suits their sexual and intelilectual tastes .. whose life stltye is balenced to their idea of ,, comfy?

WHERE ARE THE CHOICES …? There are none !~ who else writes like I write ,,, ? where are they ? the choices ,,, well young master you are young you got a brain you got choices on building a life and LIFESTYLE …. Much more than I had in your day .. watcha gonna do …. Throw the rock into the air like , 80 percent of people do? Watcha goona do ….

Watch out for what you wish for you will get !

That is TWAT important

That is twat important

Young master , on the Instinctualism dot org websites , the opening picture is what? It is a gof. Of the Mind / Body ? sporot theme ,,,, hmmmm I wonder if the instinctualism respects something other than just the STUDY OF PUSSY …when things are off balance some times you must put emphisis on the place of weakest learning ,,, now you may say that withh all the worldly emphisisi on sex ,, and the availbilty of porn etc , that the world already is quite aware of SEX …. Yes ,, aware ,, teased ,, confused ,,, giggling like school children .. supressed by moral conventions ,,,,, BUT NOT BALENCED ! dumbass twat is important ! yes twat ,,, hey everyone look I am using a bad! Word ,,, TWAT … goggle giggle ,, hye look he writes using the words dumbass and shit for brains … giggle giggle …

That smile on your face is the vidence trail that you are not REALLY in balance ,,,,yes you willl discuss the idea of SOUL MATE the spirit … as if one souls was more imporatnt than another …. If one side of the toa was better than an other , as if love were to hoarded because there is a lack of , as if you can not love someone else ..? yet you dream over and over about soul mates ,, confused nad learned and trainned in an idea that is OUT OF HARMONY with harmony ,,, you are not congrouis ….

I have this woman writing me trashing me because o write about pussy and I am crude enough to get her attention ( my goal was to get attention I succeeded a mind now exploring …. her mind exploring because of my rudeness ) she says that my emphisis on Pussy is out of balance she is more than her pussy …. And she wants to proetect her daughters form people like me ,,, so what they your daughters can grow up to live the same fucked up life you have alike the fucked up life of your mother , also , that is the love you want to give to your children ….. wow you are a CRUIEL parent ! she writes what about friendshhip …. Again and again , look at the evidecne trail ,,, girls and boys ,,, usssaully become deep friends with those who are in their same sex , yes a special friendship does grown after sex ,, it is natural ,,,, at the deepest instinct levels , the female and male understand that sex brings with it the continueation of themselves thru the children offspreing of sex … so a freindship is benifincial ….. but honestly girls need ,, need … to talk with girls there are topics and times what a male can not interact with girls like girls need ….

But in sex … when that nother who wrote me , when she was making those babies ,,, during the practise times , when she was ,,, saying to the male who was fucking her ( oooh that male is no longer in her life ,,, hmmm I wonder why ? ) WHEN she was feeling her TWAT getting pentrated ,, and she was saying fuck me ,,, fuck me ,,, don’t stop ,, don’t stop ….. there there WAS TRUTH … reality ,,, no fairy tale of soul mates of best friends ….. both which are dreams form books not REAL in terms of TOA or the biolongy of the human brain …. It was the truth of the BODY . we are a 3 part ( + ) being you dumbass are so fucking complex , you think you are so fucking important but without that bacteria in your gut ,,, bacteria , living reproducing orgaisms … without them your lie is impossilbe ,,, you fucking soul mate dreams end ,, the great cencient brain of your dies and withers … in paim laking the nutrition to suustain life ,,,, you are just an animal . with a great memeory and the tool to use the memeory and them the spiritual desire to use that tool to experience this illusion of sepration form the TOA …. To be able to live in a thing where you can fear the fear of the illusion of being seprated from the EVERYTHIUNG the toa …. To forget the hide of how can a universe that comes form NO thing and will some day expand or contract back into INFINITY …. How can it which is in INFINTIY not be part of INFINITY ,, and thus everything that is in the umverse is part of what the unvierse is part of ,,,,GOD or TOA or whatever you call it ….

Think shit for brains … feel .. dumbass .. understand that so much stuff has confused you ,, young master that much of your stress is built upin lack of animal security …. The co9mpound the plants the homes …. 3 homes ,,,, girls get girls to talk to …. Remember even when you are .. building that friendship with your girls friend it is in the END the kiss which will be the JUDGE …of the whole relationship ,, if she does not feel that SPARK in the kiss of a friend then the relationship will not happen only a friendship will happen ,,,, the balance of LUST actually is not a balance NOW IS IT ! .. no with out the TWAT getting wet feeling the desire to be fucked be PNETRATED . used like a little slut ,,,, she will not continue with you her best friend ,, no so and her become just that friends …..

DAM YOU GIRLS ,,,, are you that fuckeing [programed , has all that wonderful brain power controled you …yes it has , girls actually my friend young master have much more brain and learning potential than us ,,, in fact we are blessed by the effects of testorione int hat the big T shuts down brain fucntions making us stupid so we can FOCUS where the female brain is over loaded with ideas thoughts and FEELINGS ….. and in feelings the concern for how others think and feels and percieve ( that is why we can be happy in blood stained tshirts and girls are dressed to the 9’s ) ijn that fear ,, in that control of what other thingk ,,,, they get SELF programed to be GOOD GIRLS ,, when it is their nature to be fucking sluts ,,, within the teerritory of their choosen male ,,,, then building the bonds that will provide the stablity for the offs pring to grow up safely and healthy … with good role models .

But dumb ass really explore the nautre of PAIN in ART ,, the art often come from the paim of old relationships , the BROKEN dreams mind and spirits of the artists …. Read the great western arts , then compare our art forms and musics to the tribal forms ,,,,, and you will see in tribal forms in the herds traditions the paim of LOVE was not there so the hight of art was differnet ,,,, what is more imortan some fucking art of the cntruies of ABUSE we suffer as a whole just for a few peiople to live a DREAM. You really gotta think dipshit I never never never said I was going to write the answers I only want to get you to open your fucking stupid little mind to ALTERANTIVES … ( 3 tents and a caml is a 1 )

Friday, October 5, 2007

Zach de la Rocha

Zach de la Rocha

“ some of those that work forces are the same that burn crosses ” Young master what forces was zach talking about ? Dipshit for 4 months you have in my sphere of daily contact and like you said I can twist everything into my Instinctualism ideas and poly life style as the human answer for our twisted eco-system …. I know you understand the concept of eco system and that you can understand the idea macro ( big ) and micro ( small ) and see the common in each , well the world as a whole is a big eco system ,,, which animals ,, things made up of DNA interact in a long term system ,,,, now along comes us 3.3 million years ago , we also are part of that system … most probably the cave ape … not a tree ape and not the water ape ( the dolphin was most likey the water ape ) we existed in a niche like all animals , but we may have evolved tools use more readly to surive cave life ,,,, IE using stones to throw at animals ,, hey look at the defensive actions of shimps and their organized use of stone throwing,,, just let yourself dream on , dipshit about the POSSILBES … and then remember the TOA the field of all possilbes and yep you can come up with some great ideas ,,,, things built from the tool of MIND ideas thoughts ,, POSSILBES .

possibles, forces , thoughts , energy …. Next records history ,, written shit for us to learn from if we choose to want to learn ,, hey dipshit I know you like to learn I see you learn about stupid shit like fancy fighting techinques of the fashions of music and cars … you like to learn what you want to learn …. And in the END PUSSY still is on your mind your actions still move around in in that , one constant .. moving from one pussy to another pussy … from one yes to andother yes … and you still asking her .. living in her world by her rules honeslty . OUR BRAIN that brain that learned by example to throw rocks to secure the cave , that mind that noticed sparks when rock hit rock ,, something the chimp did not see since it lived and trhew rocks mainly in the soft jungle floor .. while we threw rocks in hard caves and over time , saw sparks ,,, felt heat .. accidently made fires . cave life meant a constant temperature and less need for hair and less parasites and grooming with less hair . hmmmm possilbe ? our brain that learned and passed on that knowledge .. thru modeling or call it programing ,,, IT IS DONE THIS WAY , OUR WAY …. Like other complex animals with learned behavior and long term memories like elephants … which pass on much knowledge thru modeling over the years of youth .

the human eco system …. Dipshit a system based not in the cause and effects of the eviroment of nature , but in the evoriments we created in nature in the anture of our MINDS our plans became REALIZED we understood what we thought about BECAME “ THING ”!…first in small ways like making fire then in more ane more complex ways THOUGHT BECAME THINGS … .. to the point we have grown to where we effect the whole eco system ,, us with our nests or beehives …. And you dumbass the slave NOW to a system you created and maintain yet you COMPLAIN about that which you sustain . look around you dumbass ,,, everyday you send 2 billion dollars to china ,, 2,000,000,000 a day every day …. That is 2 bucks for every man woman achild in china ,,, and there are only 300,000,000 us .. so in reality your buying habits as a group make it 6 bucks a day you send there … that is our COMMON WEALTH being sent some where else 24/7 year after till they own us ,,, fine with me … that is the way of nature in harmonoy with the TOA…. But look disphit look at the evidence trail of your new choosen ruling class … look at their history ….. and then see what is happening there now ……. The car to own is a HUMMER ,,,, they are copying US ,,,,, day by day so it is not only US who is blindly shitting in their own fish tank to the point of making it POISINOUS … and not knowing not feeling it ,, not smelling their own shit .

why dumbass ,,,, why there also , welll a few years ago about 20 they made a 1 baby rule ,, to curb over population ,,, but that culture esteemed males over females so today to have a female a wife is a prize ,,, see they killed off aborted female babys till the raio of men to woman was unatural ,, and so attract the female for marriage ,,,,, you must be showing with your wealth …… each kiss begins with zALES …….. big trucks … fishing bait to catch pussy . hmmmmm twisted . they will not be the ones to save the plaet from the shit we have made they will just make it more poisinous …… evovling to live off the MATRIX , to drink bottled water and depend on medicial professionsl to only exist so they can work harder to buy more shit to keep themselves from feeling the pain of being SO FUCKING UNATAURAL …

my friend I only want to expand your thinking … give you shit to think about ,,,,, be alternative ,,, so you can choose to sweep your own door step to feel like you have a choice in life … NOW YOU DO WHAT THEY TOLD YA ( now you under control ) , so tell yourself dipshit are you alternative or have you returned again to be the “ scared white boy in black nieghbor ” a mind once expanded does not return it’s ORGINAL SHAPE , like the waist band of underwear once strecched out over and over it will not sanp back … well dumbass that is you … you jhave no where to go but to go …… on and think for yourself . look for the evidence trail and again remember the words of wome one we both enjoy …….. Zach

FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !
FUCK YOU I WON’T DO WHAT YOU TELL ME !

Ok dipshit ,,,, I talked about a man born in the 1800’s who knew nature , and my pop who knew the nature of man’s world ,,, was that old timer some old stupid farmer what is your guess ? to know nature like he did ….. well he was an accountant , during his day he sat on the board of and OIL , timber and mining company , a company still so powerful enough today that not 1 person on the NORTH american contient on a daily basis does not interact with that companies products ….. he knew nature ,,,he knew the ecosystem of life he knew the ecosystem of of the human …… balance dipshit ….. balance that is why I gave you SCIENTIC AMERICAN , BARONS AND MOTHER EARTH NEWS …. My used copies to expand and balance you fucking dipshit mind ……

Are you alternative or do have the subastance of that ink that is living under your skin ……. Are you ALTERNATIVE enough to have the guts and brains the understanding of ZACH de la Rocha

Re- inventing the wheel

Re inventing the wheel

I am not talking about the wheel of fortune young master ,,, I am saying that you have lost the chance to learn form father and grandfather your uncles , the basics ,,,,, oh you may haved learned about the new human eco – system , but we have lost the 3.3 million years of learning in just 100 years , we are idiots ( me, tooo )

Now dumbass you know my past right 1980 I quit college opened Phil’s Bait and Tackle in Miami Fl. … what is fishing ever think about it , what is ti that 80 out of 100 american males have done and want to do again , what is it that yes girls come with us but they do not choose to do it alone ( or at least it is 10 out 100 as compared to our 80 ) what is it ….. well alll the years of watching you , in Miami seeing every body evry gorup rep’d there in the world capital of fishing So. Florida and the Keyes and Bahamas ( my play ground ) what is it ,, this most expensive and cheapest sport …? You only need a cane pole a piece of string a hook and then dig up a worm … or a Million dollar boat ….. what is it behind it all ? it is what I called back the RECREATION FOOD GATHERING ,, hunting and fishing I understood that as like many peopke who live their hobby eventually need new hobbies because their hobby became WORK and stress * yet fun * and I saw this one pro who went hunting wild MUSHROOMS , traveling the world over to hunt in the woods for mushrooms ,, wow , then I found myself 20 years learning about wild foods and especially fruit and fruit storage

Re- inventing the wheel the knowledge my dead grandfather would show me when I was just a toddler until age 5 we would go out into the woods , hunting and fishing and eat , eat eat ,,,, he was born in the 1800’s and knew the woods he never brought a picnic basket only the hooks and fishing pole and we ate , nuts and berries ,, chewed wild spruce gums …… my father learned the ways of the new ECO- system the world of electric lights TV and credit ,, how to buy mom another Diamond ring or mink stole aor bigger car insure he would get his kiss,,, every kiss begins with zales jelwelrs….. HE TAUGHT ME THAT …. The grandfather was the father of my mother , my father was raised by another man of the human eco-system the city the civil world the world of warfare and money and greed and stress , not knowing the woods,

So I hate admitting when I do something wrong , embarassed but why , did you get meabarassed when you blew it at a skateboard trick? No it was learning and practised especiaaly if you had not real teacher and were self teaching in fact you had a sense of pride in your fuck ups …. Well I produced a batch of wild grape jam that was toxic …. Tdangerous for the family and friends who over the last 12 years depend on the gifts of my jars of jam the flavor of nature differnet than the chemo-foods of the Matrix our masters who have developed in us a hunger for processed foods homoginzed palettes and flavor expectations ,,, when I person aloows themselves to get used to the nature of food it is a hunger of their INSTINCT to want real food …. But I since I have to RE – INVENT the weheel re learn the processing of the fuit this time fucked up ,,, grape seed extract is now a herbal medicine that I get thru fruit processing but this time instead of completeing a batch in one day I left the cooked to fruit to stay in its juice with sikins and seeds for a couple days because I was busy , then I re cooked it and crushed out the juice ,,, but by allowing the grapes to STEEP ( like a Tea if steeped to long if becomes bad ) the grape seed became soft and leeched to many chemeicals into the pulp …..aaaah but if I had the teachers of old , the teachers who would train the young ABORINAL male the way to live in the woeeds , for that year … that year alone to prove he was a man and did not poisin himself or strave to death or get eaten by a bear or panther or wolves ..etc etc if I had the 3.3 millions years of knowledge handed down thru , daily life examples ,, of MODELING ,, I would have know not to extract to much grape seed extrract , because the pukp futher cooked down and concetrated aloowed the medicines to become poinsins ….. AND I HAD FUN YESTERDAY remembering the training of survialv school and the basic lesson of being alone in a foreign land with plants I have never seen needing to stay hidden form those hunting me…. You are to Eat a little of strange common plant and if you do not get sick and throw up the BODY CLEANSNG IT SELF OF POISIN like how you throw up when drunk dumbasss ,, well if you do not die you try eating more …. Well yesterday after testing the new batch of wild food on myself first like I always to … that training of age 20 now being my instincts for decades …. I let my animal feel the food ….. and let myself purge ..way fucking cool the complex instinct you carry dipshit , the machine we use to experince the life of being human …….. but then I had to admit to everyone I fucked and the end of the wild grape season gone ,,,, my crop ruined toxic …. I feel the fool for even trying to LIVE ALTERNATIVELY see dumbass it is not about saving money ,,, the foods I talk about you raising , dipshit it is about basic ,, human freedom ,, a KNOWING , that in the end you will always be OK . IT IS LIKE FISHING a pounf of fresh kingfish fillet can cost you $1,000, 000 or a fresh catfish can cost you 5 pennies for the hook and you get the stick and string and bait from the wolrd around you . it is about the feeling of FREEDOM .. dipshit which translates into self confidence dumbass which translates into ,,, the pussy ……… the purchase of a kiss with diamonds , or a fancy truck or a real life . think for your self shit for brains .

Thursday, October 4, 2007

BDSM and chromic

BDSM and chronic back pain

Young master , the idea that you may start y our compound your honestead well a little older than at 20 ,,,, because at 20 you are still under the influence of th barain wanshing the limiting of beliefs ,,,,, you wanna try over and over the fairy tale or you just to scared to think out side of the box …
And bdsm ,,, the whole idea of whipping your girlfriend intio submmission , sounds BAD ,, how can that be LOVE? Again dipshit what you call love is really just a fairy tale not an animal reality ,, and how can a spanking be an animal reality ,,, do lions spank .. no they do not go to the sotre to buy a floggere and lions do not drive cars nor watch , nor buy BEER …. But they do get ruff when fucking …. The fore play of many animasl is a play that can be related to the human females desire for BDSM and guess what dipshit about your age the idea that a girl as she gets into her later 20’s well she fucked up her back while acting … acting like a guy …. Living on the edge or just riding horses way to much whatever the idea that she can develop chronic pain , well dumb , a good flooging stimulates ENODROPHINES , which ,,, end discomfort , the flogging focuses her mind away from sites which carry chronic paimn ,,, now to the acute location of sexual play pain ,,, and her soon to arrive violent fucking ….. change in focus and finnaly relaxation….. so biting eating her flesh so to speak allowing yourself to be yourself and enjoy the smell and floavor of female ….. also stimulates endorphines ….

But dipshit watch what happens if you get to close touchy feely , to brother sisterish ,, with your subbie , she is no longer your subbie she is your friend , your sisiter and well you do not fuck your sister . your friendship dumbass started because of the nature of your two sexes ,,, then then a friendship and dependancy grew ,,,, now to dependancy

When I said sign a contract about NO CHILD support here is why…. If you provide a compound a homestead ,,, put it into a family trust …. She has safety life ong safety somethin unussual in this world ,,,, she lives /dates you till such time she comes over to live with you for a while … choice freedom of choice … like tha nimal male does not hand cuff the female her NUDGES HER into his territory , and she is out searching a new male because of her age and her mating instincts are motivating her to be open to new male …. He pushes her toward his ceter territory where his sent is strongest where his other females congregate ,, and the girl then can become friends with the other females or like I say she can just dissapear ehen the male is off at the edge of his territory on patrol or at night no cages of threats or guns like us humans who threaten and kill each other in jealously … it is all about CHOICE

So dumbass , you provide something different really really ALTERNATIVE … freedom of choice and securuty and ( hopefully natural sex , BDSM flavors ) the female has time to decide and if she … she … SHE decides to mate when she is ripe ( rmember she the human female can leave at anytime ) like any animal if she chooses not to leave because of money or security heyy , hint ,,,, her freedom of choice , but lets say later on she decides that she wants to re-enter the fairy tale world after she has choosen to alow you to fuck her … remember you are loaded 24/7 ,,, everytime you fuck you can produce a baby ,, it is always her choice to bring a new baby into the world I can not every really know their reproductive cycles unless they really want to keep me daily informed , even then she has the choice not leave not get fucked not return to your homestead 3 tents compound she has the right to leave her work in the city and go some where else ….. no CAGE .. only real choice and RESPOND WITH ABLITY .

So if she chooses later to leave the life long safety that you build for your harem like a good male should , if she in her menatl responsisiblity feels it is better for her child to chase the ILLUSIONS of buying happiness thru money ,,, how come you you should have to be forced to pay for her choice….. it was her choice ,,, you have done you job in creating the compound allowing her to dicoverr the life style ,,,,, why should I have to become and ECOMINC SLAVE because she is GREEDY ?

Ahhh the insantiy of todays mental/family profeesional , limited in their thinking by having no alternatives to 1 on 1 , well they developed a BLANKET law ….. treat every human like the cog of the machine ,,, just a number like me except I have 3 sets of numbers and 3 ex wives three groups of children with deep hidden mental divisions because of divorce ,,,, the poly has not legal marriage liscense no legal contract … it is freedom of choice the girl wants to be with you ….

If she started off be friendly with everyone and fucking you the way you naturally fuck , but she decided to change ,,,,then why should you be punished? Except that you are just a slave in this world a part of a sublte ecominc machine …. And reality plays not part in it except to provide that the industrila machine continues and a low padi work force is kept available thru maintianing the GREED thru social programing …. Divide and conquer and limiting of freedom of choice … of life liberty and the pursuit of happiness . and is building stablity the pursuit of happiness ? is tieing that new girlfriend up and fucking her with a dildoes having her call you master …. And fucking her ass and pussy at will , your willl … and then like she came freeely hse can leave freely but if she stays if she moves the fuck into one of your homes … and after she stays for days weeks months …. Who and what is her choice of the pursuit of happiness ? stay true to you dipshit …. Actually if you build the life you feel comfortable with .. if you engage in sex which is very very natural for animals and human animals ,, sex that is ruffer that VANILLA touchy feely tenderness and softness … guess what dumbass you will find the real you . a person who does not really need much , that fisherman I studied years after year at phils bait and tackle , the bank president and jantior who each Came in the shop wearing a blood stained t-shirt ,,, NATURAL MALE . you want for her to want you … the fairy tale deoends on you BEGGING FOR PUSSY …… every kiss begins with Zales with blood soaked diamonds , with greed and fancy car , with world wide enviromental degradation so you can show an image of wealth to a greedy EVE ,,, and in doing this you show the waekness of Adam his greed to forget the whole family to attract just one ! face painted , sexy clothed bitch … think dumbass , look at life’s evidence trail the law of averages ,,,,

If you plant you sedds during indain summer because you want to ignore nature ,, because to day it is warm you want to think the warmness is a signal that winter will never come so you plant your seeeds … only to see the investment die at the first frost of winter , since the law of averages states winter will come … sure maybe once every 100 years there will be a mild winter ….. ahhhhh but the law of averages …. Think dipshit

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

baby baby baies

Baby baby baby

Young master first listen to your world is it full of other voices , not live real voices but the words thoughts and and activities of others unreal other braoadcast others , WHY ? have that aroung you 24/7 … why it is because you do not want to hear that voice in your own head questioning you about YOU ……. Here is one of the basic questions it is not a question to the animal kingdom only to the human dominion ….. a baby … do you want me to have a baby ? do you want me to have a baby ? what type of confusing question is that for me to answer for her ….. get that get what I just said ,,, whay type of confusing question is that for me to answer for her ?

Look dipshit if you have done you PREP , if like you followed your instinct like any other animal harem master …. Like the wild hog or gorilla or lion , you left the family as a sexually maturing male , dad grwled and said time to move to the edge of my territory and build your own territory my son I have modeled the actions of a good male for you long eneough now is time for you to prep a territory and the show it to the girls who come around wandering looking for love and security a place for them to answer their own questions ,,, DO I WANT A BABY ? dipshit have you been reading my writing have you been thinking remember I do not tell you what to do I give you reasons to think outside the PROGRAMING you have grown up with ,,, to test the MASTER instinct you have to see if you are truly WORTHY of being called master ,,,, I think about 2 men who have been fucking girls I know recently and the girls now are alone again ,,, these males did not prep a compound like I propose they dated and fucked like the human waorld has been suggesting .. and living the 1 on 1 .. and of course the law of stats showed true again ,, THROW A ROCK INTO THE AIR , what are the stats about it falling to the ground ? two women I have known for years two I have watched date a myrid a bunch of guys again are alone …. And sad and mad ….. the master they wanted was to the boy they dated …. Think dumbass . turn off the noise around do not be afraind any longer of the wisdom of your own mind …. Be ALTERNATIVE …. ( that means not fashion not just adding 1 more tatoo … that example of males showing alternative-ness pierceing and tatoo .. again yesterday I was able to see how that is just fashion with no reality behind it … a weak useless male acting strong in reality being useless only a shell of ALTERNATIVE immages in form of TATOOs)

A baby , young master we can not realy understand what it is like to grown a baby ,,,, when she is pregenat if you are her only suppoert ,, her 24/7 at home well the horminal insantiy ,,, ( insanity to us ) will stress you both ,, she expects us to understand them , to understand femaleness ,,, the expectations built by the femeisnt FAIRY TALE ,, WHEN in reality your instinctual job is to provide the basic safety and life needs and the girls ,,,, a supportive gorup of girls wh thru FREEE WILL AND CHOICE , choose a male who has proven his metal and love by the territory her provided ( make lions and etc each in their won stake out erritory prep that teerritoy in the way natural for their species … ush humans by having long term food prducing plants and trees and tents ,,, human nesting locations ) I have four babys living right now on planet earth and with each I was happy that she was pregenta but alos , a part of me was worried about the health of the female the girl I was fucking ……. I am being brutally honest ,,, not nice , I worried about the pussy I fucked ,, I felt that …. Yes I wanted the baby also especially after having my first child I found out that kids are like so wy fucking cool nothing is comparable to the chance to give a little human asafe stable loving place to grow up and PLAY PLAY PLAY SMILE SMILE SMILE … nothing is like it … but sex is not like it either sex , is a totally different arena … a different need , a different experience …. But to femeales whose body and sexuality and children are much more intertwined ,, to levesl you DUMBASS can not really feel ,, no matter what Dr. Phil says or the guy who wrote mars and venus of anyother PRO of out day ,,, the ignore the nature and have placed expectations on us and the relationships that are UNNATURAL ,,, that is a for of cohersion of control since we human animals try so hard to be good it is our loving nature it is the basisi loving nature of all animals … to love protect care about and protect eachother especially in the family unit

Even in warfare in the animal world it is not warfare , but the idea of get away form territory can you not smell my shit this is OUR land leave of I will growl really fucking loud …. Or maybe even come over and start a fight ,, but LEAVE peacefully now… that is the real actions transpiring when we see that on TV or with a group of squirels under a tree ….

Babys ….. dipshit you can not control when she gets pregenant ,, first ask her to sign a contract stating that if she chooses to leave she will not seek child support from you … ask that she not get pregagnt until after you have gotten her a sister … who will enjoy the [pregancy and the exicted expectations ,,,, who can help …. Remember yo9u young master have the responsibility ofr only certain $$$ items and that is ….. houseing food and warmth ,,,, the cave , the protected territory where the girls can harvest fruits and berries and veggies with out being scared of lions an tigers …. And fire wood … the 3 homes , the site preped land , and the solar / wind electric system ,,, plus a camel .. the car the camel is part of the safety to gather food … the basic car makes sure the girls can develop the oppurtunities in the SAFE world you have opened up for them ,,,, they can go outside the cave to gather food .. or creidts .. our DOLLARS ….. what they sped it on is their thing not mine ,,,, the basics I have provided real deep down basics , housing , foods , warmth , family ( 3 sisters ) …. “ Maslows hierachy of needs” has been covered allowing now the expansion of the self .
INSTINCTUALISM dot org ,,, dumbass , I am a lot more than the sex and shit I write about fuck head , the nature of the TOA , the desire of the toa to experience being a sseperation and in you it is experienceing human animals ness ,,,, not being 1 any more , you came from 1 to be a non1 .. embrace it do not resisit it , what you resist persisits ,,,, babys …….. babys …. Hmmmmm intersting …. Think dipshit …. Babys are part of nature. ( I say no more )