The wolf in credit report clothes
Young master , ahh it is not a fairy tale ain’t nothing like the fuckin fairy tale of happy ever after shit , that is only in fucking movies along with the fucking aliens monsters and shit just as fuckin real as them ,, the happy ever after ..
Parenting so dipsht you got 1 in the oven growing away ….. hmmmm. Well whatcha gonna do , first I say do the right thing as study PET and Magic 123 … but next do that with some other understanding also …… that of our DNA …. http://www.instinctualism.org/children_ina_polyfamily.html
Remember this world we live now is very unreal from the DNa we have in us that for 6 million served us but now is at odds with the artificialness of …. CIVIL Society. I gotta think what if that type of activity happened in nature where would that child be?
What activity am I talking of …. Well the same shit you may have done to your won parents or caregivers …. It may be described as disrespect for lack of a beater word.
Year ago the sounds of the wolves at night were not just the fairy tales of the big bad wolf of western child hood ( programming ) stories. To most of mankind of it ‘s 6 million years of walking upright ,, being a prey animal if caught alone and exposed …the wolves the lions the tigers the jaguars , leopards and Puma ,,, were very very real they meant death …. Something a child knew was real as it started to explore the world …. In fact well before leaving the mommmys breast the child knew of the dangers all around and felt and understood the GIFT of FAMILY and the protection of the DOM silver back male…… ( will waste time bringing up chimp/bonoboos their looser ties and rialence on still have GREAT climbing skills at early ages made for differences evident in the lack of family ties ..each mother ranging alone in a 2 sq.k alone more afraid of the other chimps than prededation )
We though in our current and historical norm of family and HAREM familys thru out written history show a difference between us and chimps. Again much more like HAREM SPEICIES the cousin Gorilla.
When a young male becomes DISRUPTIVE to the family usnit he is driven away ……. When in aboriginal cultures the young male teen was hurting for his place his own piece of pussy he had to ga AWAY and live a full year alone in the wild and then he could return to claim his right as MAN . …..
What if that disruptive human 2 , 3 or 4 year old who likes to bite or hit to get his way ,,, WHY is he biting because he all human kids learn very quicly the ways of getting attention .. and sometimes negative attention if …. The kid can push the parent hard enough till the parent fells GUILTY will lead to the mother loads of aATTENTION and goodies and toys …. Of course sometimes it is just over stimulation and confusion on the part of small humans. Again our fault the faulot of the parent in thinking we are doing good by giving and giving to the point of confusion.
To much of a good thing is a bad thing .
What would a baby /young gorilla who was truly anti social … what would happen if it was hitting and bitting and causeing all sorts of shit in the faily , would not , the mom say git away you are hurting the baby …. And if this young one went and wanted attention of auntie but bit her to get it would she not drive him away again and like wise with dad and his older brothers and sisters …..
And if this continued …… now please think with the TOA here …. The baby….. will be alosn outside of the circle of protection those … anti-social DNa genes that mutated and became expressed in that young one , would drive tha young one out of the protection of the family unit and it would become easy prey and that DNA line of abuse or anti social ness would not be passed donw to the next generation of GORILLA .
No judgement ,, no thinking ahhh but that is cruel ….. cruelity ,,, is gassing 6 million fellow humans because they are different …. Cruel is letting 50,000 humans last week die of starvation in Refuggee camps when we as a sopiety world wide have the technology to provide them with self sustaining farming in marginal lands … ( a cmplex idea but with great RIO ..actually ) crueilty is caging people because they are so depressed they would rather get high than live …. A victimless crime self destruction ,,except in the act of self destruction the labor force is lessene and the indeustriaist has to worry about his ecominc slave labor force ….. we the only animals who self destruct commit suicide …… yet our slave master worried so much about this trend 5 ,000 years ago they created stories about how to kill yourself was to offend them the gods ….. and they would then go to hell. So silent desperation became the lot of the 96 out of 100 humans . you !
Ahh but back to tha child you will be forced to pay child support for or else go to JAIL …… ahhh but did you know that she was letting herself get pregnant , remember she KNOWS HER CYCLES you do not you are loaded and ready to go every 7 hours . she only 3 days a months…… never is a child your fault ….. if they were it would have have been from a forced rape other wise she SAID YES first , OPENED HER legs and that wet pussy invited you in …… and you will pay for it for ever or go to JAIL . for her choice .
Unfairness under the law .
What about the few years yo will have bfore the STATS gatch up to you and divorce happens ….. you do nderstand that this child is as much an EGO item for her as it is ..an invitiation that she made to a TOAIST traveler andventurer.. where she conssiuoly INVITED another like herself of the I – in I to come and experience life. No the baby is an FEMALE ego item like a gold ring aor a new car …. Or large home ….. in that EGO is also how she looks as a mom to other moms ,,,, ahh such atrapp you have never realy thought about young master ,, see she doesnot realy think about the GOOD of the chold as much as the CHILD SHOWING LOVE TO HER ….. expecially showing love on command like a trained animal …. In fron of others who will provide the status of EVE’s ego . in the society .
So if her baby were to be of the DNa nature that would naturally retrun to the Tao because of deformed DNa traits ,, and anti social behavior and instead of using this great big human brain to understand it BEAUTY of life and death interms of the science we even now are realizing thru QUATUM PYSCHICS …. …BUT REMEMBER real DNa malformations of an anti-social nature only account for 1% of 1 percnet of all possible malformations. Such an absolutely small number it makes you wonder how come we have to drug so many of our male children especially into soicall control . with AD/HD drugs .
Todays wolf or tiger is abstract , it is the credit worthness statement decided by a bank about that child when he is 22 …… something a 4 years can not her GROWLING and HOWLING at night out side the cave any more. There is not much for the young human to thanks you to the parenst for their protection any more for they fear nothing in fact all so soon if DCF ever gets involved the child understands it has more rights then the parents do . Until the child pushes the boundry to far and then is DRUGGED into submission . ohhh drugged like you once were ….young master .
Showing posts with label family. Show all posts
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Friday, June 27, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
panties on the nightstand
Panties on the night stand
Young master I do not want to focus on the unwanted aspects of life I have done enough writing about them , yet it is from understanding the unwanted the the commitment to created a FORM of the wanted will come from , on the five steps page what is first what has tocome first and that is understanding www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html what is nto wanted in your life …..
I know I have written events like these before ,,,, but as they are here and graphic again the writing of them is to provide you with the understanding , the ROCK WILL CONTINUE TO FALL … amd it is ok that is the nature of rocks you can find happiness playing with rocks just understand the nature of things and find the silver lning in WHAT IS …
And what is … is that I do not want to tease myself with the smell of fresh panties …..in fact for the last year I have not realy enjoyed them for I know it is just a tease , I get my morning fuck ( luckly is has gotten better as she has once more been enjoying the activity no lnger just fucking me to PROVIDE SERVICE …. But getting into it for her own pleasure …ahhh nuch better for ,,, I can bank on a 50/50 of having her in a desiring mood after her 3 beers on thurday night … it is 50/50 that she will have a baby buzz on and lay playfully on her back and spread the lips of her pussy in ..invitation to me to play with it get her all hot and bothered …. NOW REMEMBER THE FIRST YEAR that event happened 4 times a day .
Now day to day , it is ( and this is not bad this is just what it is , and all I want is to be that male who in the beginning and now still loves to open doors for her to look at her with ADORING EYES . the protective gorilla male who does not RAPE but waits for his harem of girls to want his SEX when they want his sex ,,, mating behavior page of www.instinctualism.org)
It is my nipples hurt ,
I have a back ache
I have a meeting to go to
I am sore from working out
Let watch a movie
Ihave a head ache of course still occurs
Sun burns to etc etc etc
The list of things that my proactive loving male side hears as reasons why we should not have sex and will not have sex …that list is vast and constant ,
So for me to TEASE myself with fresh panites is just aht A TROTURE why would I do that to myself. The FAILED EXPECATIONS of having sex and playtime when I get home … as the days became ,,, 1 in 5 no playtime , to 3 out of 5 no playtime , to 6 of 10 not playtime ,, to 8 or 10 days no playtime , the NEGATIVE expectations ,,, made it so that I I understood to TEASE my self WITH PASSION is just unhealthy for me …. The building of pressure that will just have to be SUBDUED ignored hopefully released in the morning , and as that changed it was released with amorning jack off just in case the morning fuck did not cummm.
Because honestly I would rather have NO fuck than a fuck of SERVICE …. Becaue then I am in certain ways no LOVING her giving her pleasure but hurting her …. And that is in constract to my deep inner animal nture .
as the realtioanhip ages it is not that you lose your desire for her , your SUB C> picks up on all the NO’s and does what It must to suirvie this life style which is unnatural for the DAN animal inside you , the HAREM NATURE OF the human ape / gorilla … which even our penis shows by itself shape that is is relted to the HAREM aminal of gorilla . more than the pencil dick of the chimp who forns no bods at all …. The gorilla is the family animal .
in the dating training pages the guru talks about supplicating well , in NATURE the gorilla does not supplicate for he has many girls who will search out his affection as the girls feels the DESIRE ,, and I like it better when I fucking a girl who WANTS ME TO FUCK her . the harem is not a cynicns of control EXCEPT when the eve spirit sees it as such , if the eve nature is greedy to control the sperm flow of that male making sure it only is represented thru her offspring.
But this waiting for you firl friend to be in the mood is a two edged sword because in time she starts to think you are not coming on to her because she is not attractive when in fact the whole event got started because she was expressing her won ANIMAL DNA ….. the dan of an HAREM female who does not HAVE …have to ….. use sex like a DIPOLMATIC PASS to live in the chimp bonoboo world … of rape. No the harem female is comfortable saying NO in many ways and expecting the good loving DOM protective gorilla to still love her protect her go to work for her and her OFFSPRING ( their kids , her from the previous dom of the harem , or the grand babys from the older silver back ,, the adoptive nature ) his work is protection and territory stabilization . his pay is the giving of pleasure ,, rmeber ALL FEMALES HAVE CLITS….. WHY? Do you think sex is not fun for the animal world and only the recreation of humans when the evidence is to the contray ! understand the unwanted then you will no longer resent it but , enjoy it for it’s BEST aspects .. and design events to come that will be even better .
Young master I do not want to focus on the unwanted aspects of life I have done enough writing about them , yet it is from understanding the unwanted the the commitment to created a FORM of the wanted will come from , on the five steps page what is first what has tocome first and that is understanding www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html what is nto wanted in your life …..
I know I have written events like these before ,,,, but as they are here and graphic again the writing of them is to provide you with the understanding , the ROCK WILL CONTINUE TO FALL … amd it is ok that is the nature of rocks you can find happiness playing with rocks just understand the nature of things and find the silver lning in WHAT IS …
And what is … is that I do not want to tease myself with the smell of fresh panties …..in fact for the last year I have not realy enjoyed them for I know it is just a tease , I get my morning fuck ( luckly is has gotten better as she has once more been enjoying the activity no lnger just fucking me to PROVIDE SERVICE …. But getting into it for her own pleasure …ahhh nuch better for ,,, I can bank on a 50/50 of having her in a desiring mood after her 3 beers on thurday night … it is 50/50 that she will have a baby buzz on and lay playfully on her back and spread the lips of her pussy in ..invitation to me to play with it get her all hot and bothered …. NOW REMEMBER THE FIRST YEAR that event happened 4 times a day .
Now day to day , it is ( and this is not bad this is just what it is , and all I want is to be that male who in the beginning and now still loves to open doors for her to look at her with ADORING EYES . the protective gorilla male who does not RAPE but waits for his harem of girls to want his SEX when they want his sex ,,, mating behavior page of www.instinctualism.org)
It is my nipples hurt ,
I have a back ache
I have a meeting to go to
I am sore from working out
Let watch a movie
Ihave a head ache of course still occurs
Sun burns to etc etc etc
The list of things that my proactive loving male side hears as reasons why we should not have sex and will not have sex …that list is vast and constant ,
So for me to TEASE myself with fresh panites is just aht A TROTURE why would I do that to myself. The FAILED EXPECATIONS of having sex and playtime when I get home … as the days became ,,, 1 in 5 no playtime , to 3 out of 5 no playtime , to 6 of 10 not playtime ,, to 8 or 10 days no playtime , the NEGATIVE expectations ,,, made it so that I I understood to TEASE my self WITH PASSION is just unhealthy for me …. The building of pressure that will just have to be SUBDUED ignored hopefully released in the morning , and as that changed it was released with amorning jack off just in case the morning fuck did not cummm.
Because honestly I would rather have NO fuck than a fuck of SERVICE …. Becaue then I am in certain ways no LOVING her giving her pleasure but hurting her …. And that is in constract to my deep inner animal nture .
as the realtioanhip ages it is not that you lose your desire for her , your SUB C> picks up on all the NO’s and does what It must to suirvie this life style which is unnatural for the DAN animal inside you , the HAREM NATURE OF the human ape / gorilla … which even our penis shows by itself shape that is is relted to the HAREM aminal of gorilla . more than the pencil dick of the chimp who forns no bods at all …. The gorilla is the family animal .
in the dating training pages the guru talks about supplicating well , in NATURE the gorilla does not supplicate for he has many girls who will search out his affection as the girls feels the DESIRE ,, and I like it better when I fucking a girl who WANTS ME TO FUCK her . the harem is not a cynicns of control EXCEPT when the eve spirit sees it as such , if the eve nature is greedy to control the sperm flow of that male making sure it only is represented thru her offspring.
But this waiting for you firl friend to be in the mood is a two edged sword because in time she starts to think you are not coming on to her because she is not attractive when in fact the whole event got started because she was expressing her won ANIMAL DNA ….. the dan of an HAREM female who does not HAVE …have to ….. use sex like a DIPOLMATIC PASS to live in the chimp bonoboo world … of rape. No the harem female is comfortable saying NO in many ways and expecting the good loving DOM protective gorilla to still love her protect her go to work for her and her OFFSPRING ( their kids , her from the previous dom of the harem , or the grand babys from the older silver back ,, the adoptive nature ) his work is protection and territory stabilization . his pay is the giving of pleasure ,, rmeber ALL FEMALES HAVE CLITS….. WHY? Do you think sex is not fun for the animal world and only the recreation of humans when the evidence is to the contray ! understand the unwanted then you will no longer resent it but , enjoy it for it’s BEST aspects .. and design events to come that will be even better .
Friday, May 23, 2008
scatched pussy lips
scratched pussy lip
tactical play ,,,,, maybe it happened because she had , had a beer and was not feeling the abrasion as acutely maybe it was to dark and you did not notice your job like you should have and young master and noticed that the pussy lips were being rubbed raw to the point of bleeding ,,,, maybe it was a jerk away on her part when you had an ALLIGAOTR clip dangling from that pussy lips so when she jrked away , the clip pulled free but not before cutting her …..
all the above are … honest reason for … the on set of dis-ease ,,, things like deep cuts , or accidents of life ,,, even though there maybe a meta pyshihcal connection to the event ,,,, a drawing to the person of contrast …. Once more , before the person starts to realize they are the creator of their lives , becoming relaxed and joyfull in that … takes ten percent of the years of your life from the date that you start on the path …. But back to DOCTORS nad HEALT CARE . from a TOAISt perspective , I am not talking aobut the for profit aspect of chinesse TOAISM where they hide profit under the umbrella of religion some thing learned from traders to traders …something learned form originally the time of PHAROH . but perfected by ROME …. And the profitable concepts eventually made their way to china ….
No I want to explore the NATURE of health care ,,,, look again like the SAGE to nature how many doctors or hospitals does the animal kingdom create for itself …. Look at the level of accidents that happen , in nature ,,,NOT THAT WHICH IS BECAUSE OF MANKINDS ALLTERING OF NATURE ,, but if the animal were to have lived in a natural state look at .
Think for yourself about the design of the DNA machine the bio chemical suit we use , and animals use to experience the ,, time /space play gorund of this DEMENSION … this pay gorund , where this time you my readers have choosen to come a s a human , and later may come and choose to be an AARDVARK …. Or lizard , or bacteria , whatever , becaue ,, remember what you are ,,, a POINT OF VIEW of the in-fi-nite TOA …. You are not SALLY TIME DONNA OR PHIL …. Yo9u are nameless and formelss only using these tools of NAME here on earth during the common life span of a human which you cam here by choose to experience …
Back to the machine ,,, the DAN programming ,,, where each and every mom and dad , before left an tiney tiny ATOMIC imprint on your special gene structure , every event lived up UNTIL the time of the egg or sperm was created , that over eons eventually e4nded up becoming you , every illness or stress they encountered , every adventure of being is written in the cells the mind the memory of the parent …. So each child from that parent carrys with it the DNA made after thevents of life …. And the LEARNING .!
Example the natural level of defense … or the expectation of your machine the European manchine , for the eventuality of the experience of certain …. Pathogens ,,, made it possible for us to live while the NATIVE PEOPLES OF the Americas died in OBSENE numbers to dis-ease that while me of course died from ,,, but at numbers more like 1 in 10 where aboriginal tribes who had not genentic background of exposure and ,,, thus survival , there was not record in their DAN like was the vents recoruide in the DNA of thw whites ….. so they died in numbers more like 9 out of 10 ….
I just want you to get thinking .. for yourself about the concepts of who and what you are , the FREEDOM of choice you have now , the life pathways you are free to choose from , and the people who you will attract because of your choices right now ….
Remember you will CROAK , you will die , but it does not have to be some big ordeal ,,,, again look to nature understand what we understand baou the working of our bio logical machine when the animal is badly damamged they go into shocik…SHOCK … brings the animal into a state of peace preparing them for the sperartion of the spirit from the body ….. peaceful trasitioning back into the TAO . even thought from the outside the events may seem cruel based on HUMAN judgements … like the tiger tearing apart of the caught deer … when the deer found it self caught it went into SHOCK the flood of nuero chemicals ….. allowed for peaceful transitioning …
No back to her scratched pussy lips , and the possibility that may lead to a doctors visit ,,,, mainly doctors visits arre , events that GIRLS do …. Yes they make up the largest percentage of doctor visits …. The body is designed to heal itself even after ruff sex . play the body is desgned to heal itself afte running thru the under brush of a jungle , we are designed to reapir .. almost instantly !
The use of DOCTOR is in reality the evidence of the EVE state and the looking for ATTENTION ,,,, as from the book written by NORMAN COUSINS , who took much evidence form the studys of the for profit industry of HEATH CARE ITSELF , ( fremeber it is for profit ) …. He said over 9 out of 10 visits to doctors have their basis in the effects of the mental state of the customer /paitient which is blocking the natural healing potential of the human orgaism .
Health and repair are you natural states ,,, beingover weight or over skinny has mainly to do with a person , view of themselves in the culture they live ….. it is not a bio logical malfunction until the doctors looks for the vidence trail left behind after the THINKING of the spirit oprerating the body …
I need you … YOUNG MASTER , to think …. Always I ask you to thik for your self ,e xplore ideas them like the TOAIST Master of acinet times , think for yourself ! not repeat my words or any one elses …. But look for evidence trails . … to derive ideas from ,,,, but do , not limit things to the diag-nosis …to the observed .. without remembering you ..QUANTUM pyshcics …… the eevnt of observation effects ..the out come of the event itself ….
Your rpersence and your expectation does effect shit .
So , back to EVE ,, she is wanting attention to be ,,,, special realized as special in a wrodl that ignores her …. She feels un noticed and for a few bucks and a little time some one will NOTICE her laone and special and care about her … THE DOCTOR … the importance of bed side manner ! is equal to the chemicals he gives … the search for love is the amin reason p[eople use doctors ….the reason we use this route , is because we have IGNORED OUR NATURAL SEVLES in favor for the idea of GREEDY EVE ! and the 1 on 1 ,,, she she should be inside a loving harem , yes there will be competition mainly due to times of pregnancy ,,, see when she is with child her instinct is to be greedy she is eating for tow or more ….. ahhhhhhh the birht of
EVE … thr creation of new life the next TOAist adventurer ….. so , no mater what you think about me bashing women , I really dig the spirit of EVE …. She just got a little out of control , …in nature if you read the bottom of the www.isntinctualism.org page about amteing behaivior ,, you will se the yinyang job you have dispshit …. When eve raises her ugly head , even if theat head has make up or earing or nose rigns and tongue peierceing ,, her gredd is still UGLY . and you young master have a job ….. to balance her out so she can find a loving place in this world ,,, not depending on doctors and therapists for friendship and love and attention .
tactical play ,,,,, maybe it happened because she had , had a beer and was not feeling the abrasion as acutely maybe it was to dark and you did not notice your job like you should have and young master and noticed that the pussy lips were being rubbed raw to the point of bleeding ,,,, maybe it was a jerk away on her part when you had an ALLIGAOTR clip dangling from that pussy lips so when she jrked away , the clip pulled free but not before cutting her …..
all the above are … honest reason for … the on set of dis-ease ,,, things like deep cuts , or accidents of life ,,, even though there maybe a meta pyshihcal connection to the event ,,,, a drawing to the person of contrast …. Once more , before the person starts to realize they are the creator of their lives , becoming relaxed and joyfull in that … takes ten percent of the years of your life from the date that you start on the path …. But back to DOCTORS nad HEALT CARE . from a TOAISt perspective , I am not talking aobut the for profit aspect of chinesse TOAISM where they hide profit under the umbrella of religion some thing learned from traders to traders …something learned form originally the time of PHAROH . but perfected by ROME …. And the profitable concepts eventually made their way to china ….
No I want to explore the NATURE of health care ,,,, look again like the SAGE to nature how many doctors or hospitals does the animal kingdom create for itself …. Look at the level of accidents that happen , in nature ,,,NOT THAT WHICH IS BECAUSE OF MANKINDS ALLTERING OF NATURE ,, but if the animal were to have lived in a natural state look at .
Think for yourself about the design of the DNA machine the bio chemical suit we use , and animals use to experience the ,, time /space play gorund of this DEMENSION … this pay gorund , where this time you my readers have choosen to come a s a human , and later may come and choose to be an AARDVARK …. Or lizard , or bacteria , whatever , becaue ,, remember what you are ,,, a POINT OF VIEW of the in-fi-nite TOA …. You are not SALLY TIME DONNA OR PHIL …. Yo9u are nameless and formelss only using these tools of NAME here on earth during the common life span of a human which you cam here by choose to experience …
Back to the machine ,,, the DAN programming ,,, where each and every mom and dad , before left an tiney tiny ATOMIC imprint on your special gene structure , every event lived up UNTIL the time of the egg or sperm was created , that over eons eventually e4nded up becoming you , every illness or stress they encountered , every adventure of being is written in the cells the mind the memory of the parent …. So each child from that parent carrys with it the DNA made after thevents of life …. And the LEARNING .!
Example the natural level of defense … or the expectation of your machine the European manchine , for the eventuality of the experience of certain …. Pathogens ,,, made it possible for us to live while the NATIVE PEOPLES OF the Americas died in OBSENE numbers to dis-ease that while me of course died from ,,, but at numbers more like 1 in 10 where aboriginal tribes who had not genentic background of exposure and ,,, thus survival , there was not record in their DAN like was the vents recoruide in the DNA of thw whites ….. so they died in numbers more like 9 out of 10 ….
I just want you to get thinking .. for yourself about the concepts of who and what you are , the FREEDOM of choice you have now , the life pathways you are free to choose from , and the people who you will attract because of your choices right now ….
Remember you will CROAK , you will die , but it does not have to be some big ordeal ,,,, again look to nature understand what we understand baou the working of our bio logical machine when the animal is badly damamged they go into shocik…SHOCK … brings the animal into a state of peace preparing them for the sperartion of the spirit from the body ….. peaceful trasitioning back into the TAO . even thought from the outside the events may seem cruel based on HUMAN judgements … like the tiger tearing apart of the caught deer … when the deer found it self caught it went into SHOCK the flood of nuero chemicals ….. allowed for peaceful transitioning …
No back to her scratched pussy lips , and the possibility that may lead to a doctors visit ,,,, mainly doctors visits arre , events that GIRLS do …. Yes they make up the largest percentage of doctor visits …. The body is designed to heal itself even after ruff sex . play the body is desgned to heal itself afte running thru the under brush of a jungle , we are designed to reapir .. almost instantly !
The use of DOCTOR is in reality the evidence of the EVE state and the looking for ATTENTION ,,,, as from the book written by NORMAN COUSINS , who took much evidence form the studys of the for profit industry of HEATH CARE ITSELF , ( fremeber it is for profit ) …. He said over 9 out of 10 visits to doctors have their basis in the effects of the mental state of the customer /paitient which is blocking the natural healing potential of the human orgaism .
Health and repair are you natural states ,,, beingover weight or over skinny has mainly to do with a person , view of themselves in the culture they live ….. it is not a bio logical malfunction until the doctors looks for the vidence trail left behind after the THINKING of the spirit oprerating the body …
I need you … YOUNG MASTER , to think …. Always I ask you to thik for your self ,e xplore ideas them like the TOAIST Master of acinet times , think for yourself ! not repeat my words or any one elses …. But look for evidence trails . … to derive ideas from ,,,, but do , not limit things to the diag-nosis …to the observed .. without remembering you ..QUANTUM pyshcics …… the eevnt of observation effects ..the out come of the event itself ….
Your rpersence and your expectation does effect shit .
So , back to EVE ,, she is wanting attention to be ,,,, special realized as special in a wrodl that ignores her …. She feels un noticed and for a few bucks and a little time some one will NOTICE her laone and special and care about her … THE DOCTOR … the importance of bed side manner ! is equal to the chemicals he gives … the search for love is the amin reason p[eople use doctors ….the reason we use this route , is because we have IGNORED OUR NATURAL SEVLES in favor for the idea of GREEDY EVE ! and the 1 on 1 ,,, she she should be inside a loving harem , yes there will be competition mainly due to times of pregnancy ,,, see when she is with child her instinct is to be greedy she is eating for tow or more ….. ahhhhhhh the birht of
EVE … thr creation of new life the next TOAist adventurer ….. so , no mater what you think about me bashing women , I really dig the spirit of EVE …. She just got a little out of control , …in nature if you read the bottom of the www.isntinctualism.org page about amteing behaivior ,, you will se the yinyang job you have dispshit …. When eve raises her ugly head , even if theat head has make up or earing or nose rigns and tongue peierceing ,, her gredd is still UGLY . and you young master have a job ….. to balance her out so she can find a loving place in this world ,,, not depending on doctors and therapists for friendship and love and attention .
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
good morning pussy
A good morning pussy
Young master , it has been maybe months sice I touched on waking up , so I better touch on it again ,,,, the idea that you ,, come back into your body ,,, think of it in this way , think that you left your body ,,, you the TOA pov ,, point of view experiencer leaves every night , to let your body repair and rejuvenate , and then you return ,,,,,
But when you you were trained that life is hard and thus PROGRAMING engrams were laid down on your nueral network of memeory in your brain , in the formed of learned NUTURE based response programs …. EXPECTATION is another word for it …so pretty soon in life because of the shitty attitude of your waking parents you the young excited POV of the TOA learned to expect …. Waking to be a shitty event ,,not the world of www.instinctualism.org
THE GLORIOUS START TO ……… ADVENTURE . which life is to you the POV experiencer of the TOA …and one of those adventuires is SEEING HERAING and FEELING the pussy ,,, all wet and inviting lubraicated hopefully expecting to get fucked by your hard hot engorged penis ,,,FIRT THING IN THE MORNINIG …
Does she wake excited with lust for you dick? Does she wake , realy feeling her return to TIME/SPACE with the desire to taste the adventures of BEING HUMAN of 1 important thing having sex , being submissive while you fcuk her wet WET hot inviting hole ? the adventure of feeling your hands holding her by her hips , and rubbing her body over your cock … like her whole body is nothing but your hand that you use her to JACK YOURSELF OFF , and shoot your while sticky sperm inside of her ,,, DO YOU DIPSHIT ENJOY OR even notice how she responds to the subtle swelling of your dick as it gets ready to shoot it’s load deep inside of her ,,, do it notice how she responds if you are playing stop over and over in each fucking you do , so tha of course you can enjoy the capapablity of the amle to enjoy a form of multi orgaismic bliss , by fucking to the edge of cumming the stopping while deep inside of her pussy then doing 4 or 5 hard strokes again feeling yourself swellup , pummp up full of blood once again only to stop once more ,,,,MOW MIND YOU she will kind a hate this , short 5 stroke fuck ,,,, it teases her , but his is where you have gotta to encourage her to ruc her own pussy , and if she is in tune and lokes you , she will learn her own pbalence
Balance between having to get rammed in to her morning climaxs and the idea of her enjoyment and self stimulation …. Climaxs in the morning which allows her to SAVOR the feeling of your cock growning then subsiding a little then SWELLING up with hot fresh blood the subsideing a bit over and over ,,, she can yin and yang , enjoy the tease and enjoy your pleasure and enjoy her won sensantions of sexuality ,,,,, her own adventure of being a POV of the TOA , who gets to enjoy life on her own terms ,
On your own terms , life is what it is ,, the agreements of all of us pov’s OF THE toa WHO SAID .. THIS TIME AND SPACE , WILL BE WITH THESE COMMON xy and z …. Rules of pyshics … so we do not just each do our own majic ir-regardless fo the over all experience … NO WE AGREE TO LIMITS so that we enjoy thise illusion of living sepreated from the TOA each day time and returning to the TOA thru dream states each night …. To returen WITH EXPECTATIONS OF ADVENTURE … not dread of waking up !
She has the right to retrain herself to find , the MOST pleasure available in her morning fucking ,,, it is sher own free choice that you can help her RE TRIAN … defeat the programming of the default life she has grown up in ,,,, ohhhhhhh this is a job of a MASTER . of a SIR ! that image you play out in your fashionable BDSM scenes …or are your scenes and that social customs and rules more important follow the expectations the rules of the fashionbalbe society be a sheep young master be a sheep in reality , perform for the girl who is confused and looking for anything ….she is looking for MASOCHISM … ACUTALLY THE DRUG produced in the state of fear and pain ,,, quality drugs only available thru the majic of the human BIO-MACHINE …
Or …. www.instinctualism.org … a reprogramming does hve to happen dipshit and it starts with the feeling you choose to have first thing as you wake up tomorrow your own freedom of choice but you gotta become aware of your DEFAULT programming that you have been living and then choose newer expepectations . OK simple easy then why not do it? Think for yourself
Young master , it has been maybe months sice I touched on waking up , so I better touch on it again ,,,, the idea that you ,, come back into your body ,,, think of it in this way , think that you left your body ,,, you the TOA pov ,, point of view experiencer leaves every night , to let your body repair and rejuvenate , and then you return ,,,,,
But when you you were trained that life is hard and thus PROGRAMING engrams were laid down on your nueral network of memeory in your brain , in the formed of learned NUTURE based response programs …. EXPECTATION is another word for it …so pretty soon in life because of the shitty attitude of your waking parents you the young excited POV of the TOA learned to expect …. Waking to be a shitty event ,,not the world of www.instinctualism.org
THE GLORIOUS START TO ……… ADVENTURE . which life is to you the POV experiencer of the TOA …and one of those adventuires is SEEING HERAING and FEELING the pussy ,,, all wet and inviting lubraicated hopefully expecting to get fucked by your hard hot engorged penis ,,,FIRT THING IN THE MORNINIG …
Does she wake excited with lust for you dick? Does she wake , realy feeling her return to TIME/SPACE with the desire to taste the adventures of BEING HUMAN of 1 important thing having sex , being submissive while you fcuk her wet WET hot inviting hole ? the adventure of feeling your hands holding her by her hips , and rubbing her body over your cock … like her whole body is nothing but your hand that you use her to JACK YOURSELF OFF , and shoot your while sticky sperm inside of her ,,, DO YOU DIPSHIT ENJOY OR even notice how she responds to the subtle swelling of your dick as it gets ready to shoot it’s load deep inside of her ,,, do it notice how she responds if you are playing stop over and over in each fucking you do , so tha of course you can enjoy the capapablity of the amle to enjoy a form of multi orgaismic bliss , by fucking to the edge of cumming the stopping while deep inside of her pussy then doing 4 or 5 hard strokes again feeling yourself swellup , pummp up full of blood once again only to stop once more ,,,,MOW MIND YOU she will kind a hate this , short 5 stroke fuck ,,,, it teases her , but his is where you have gotta to encourage her to ruc her own pussy , and if she is in tune and lokes you , she will learn her own pbalence
Balance between having to get rammed in to her morning climaxs and the idea of her enjoyment and self stimulation …. Climaxs in the morning which allows her to SAVOR the feeling of your cock growning then subsiding a little then SWELLING up with hot fresh blood the subsideing a bit over and over ,,, she can yin and yang , enjoy the tease and enjoy your pleasure and enjoy her won sensantions of sexuality ,,,,, her own adventure of being a POV of the TOA , who gets to enjoy life on her own terms ,
On your own terms , life is what it is ,, the agreements of all of us pov’s OF THE toa WHO SAID .. THIS TIME AND SPACE , WILL BE WITH THESE COMMON xy and z …. Rules of pyshics … so we do not just each do our own majic ir-regardless fo the over all experience … NO WE AGREE TO LIMITS so that we enjoy thise illusion of living sepreated from the TOA each day time and returning to the TOA thru dream states each night …. To returen WITH EXPECTATIONS OF ADVENTURE … not dread of waking up !
She has the right to retrain herself to find , the MOST pleasure available in her morning fucking ,,, it is sher own free choice that you can help her RE TRIAN … defeat the programming of the default life she has grown up in ,,,, ohhhhhhh this is a job of a MASTER . of a SIR ! that image you play out in your fashionable BDSM scenes …or are your scenes and that social customs and rules more important follow the expectations the rules of the fashionbalbe society be a sheep young master be a sheep in reality , perform for the girl who is confused and looking for anything ….she is looking for MASOCHISM … ACUTALLY THE DRUG produced in the state of fear and pain ,,, quality drugs only available thru the majic of the human BIO-MACHINE …
Or …. www.instinctualism.org … a reprogramming does hve to happen dipshit and it starts with the feeling you choose to have first thing as you wake up tomorrow your own freedom of choice but you gotta become aware of your DEFAULT programming that you have been living and then choose newer expepectations . OK simple easy then why not do it? Think for yourself
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
a pussy's private hole
A pussy’s private hole
Young master ,,, when the feeling of contrast is coming on ,,, when some event or events leave you wondering what shoe will drop …. You can not help but react it islike seeing the storm clouds hearing the thunder , the repeated events over the terem of your life has given you enough info from the past to pre-plan a response …..
Now girls are , very possession oriented ,,, over the last 70,000 years of our specialized form of modern man DNA the female has gotten to believe she is and has control thru the tool of the words I LOVE YOU … and it is true those words those feelings date back before the new ,,, soico-pathic violent mutations of modern mankind … that they are now dating back to 70,000 years …first understand your deepest loving peaceful nature ( IT IS SAID ABOUT ME THAT I JUST WANT peace AND EVERYONE IS RIGHT ) THINK ABOUT THE new addition to the page http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
Go down to the bottom pass up everything yu have read before and read the new section from a great site about gorilla , and understand the SILVER BACK is a PEACE keeper , his show of POSSIBLE VIOLONCE is to maintain the peace for everyone but he is in reality into chilling .
…… realizing the RE-PEATUING nature of certain problems or contrast is when YOU dumbass are supposed to prove that you are a HIGHLY evolved species able to creat new oprions from the tools of you current world … using thinkable thought s for your benefit and the benefit of thosw which you love , ,, for when your loved ones are happier so , are , you …..that siver back peace keeper nature , still in ..
dumbass , they talk on TV about us being a 70,000 year old species … but , I want you to look at dogs for example , the great DANE and the LASA APSO …. Both dogs very very close DNA not exact of course because look at the results that come from the dna , the BIG great dane the tiny hairy Lasa ….. these town animals can not mate in the widl the LASA could never get high enough to fuck a femal DAN and the male Dane is so fucking large in the cock it could not fit in the tiney female lasa ….. hell is engorged cock ready to cumm is almost the same size a s a female LASA ….. but both are dogs ,, and in a test tube their DNA’S could fit together and strat to divide …
70,000 years ago ,,,, a man showed up who became this WAR MONGER that we are now ,,,, for 6 million years there were apes like us ( dogs like us ) that roamed and populated the planest … well modern mankind like you dumbas is horny and fucked every pussy he could get and the other ape girls that walked on two legs …. Whose silver back was killed by the new war mongering human … well she submitted and and got fucked and over time ….. about 55,000 years iof those 70m000 years we bread those other breads of human into extincition…… new breads , think about the jack russel dog ,, small over excited and only about 80 years old , dog yet very different than lets say a hairy sheep dog ….
Ohhh back to re-occuring problems …… girls like having their home to be their home ,,,,, and if they have to share their home , there will be friction because each girl will ike something different even when it comes to cleaning style …. And of course décor ….. so having the HAVEN the single family home , lets us say one girl goes out of town ,,, when she returen she returen to a home that is being lived in by the rest of the family ,,, well on her drive back she had a vision of what she would see uopon arriving home a, and because the FACTs of living that mental vision and her arrived realtiy will not match …. Which can cause the stress of UN REALIZED EXPECTATIONS . … now if she has her own home ,, she arrives into her homw the way she left it ,,,, comeing home to … home sweet home …. Now the common home on the 5 acre site plan from the page human housing of wwww.isntinctualism.org …. Now that home is dynamic and actually is maintained to reflect your expectations …. With ablaence of the working and living style of the three girls … you the peace keeper help them form their expectations of each other ,,, how do you do that ,,,, think shithead think … use you learning and here is some learning
The art of TALKING AND LISTENTING ,.,,, the gift I had paid 1000’s of dollars from marriage counselors ….. a simple respectful system , let someone talk ,,,,,, and then listen , if they start to RANT , ask them to return to one topic at a time please , ( but sometimes a venting must happen firt before a real topic can be choosen so do not respond until she has choosen that single topic … the ranit is un important and to be forgotten … no grudges experienced or remembered – yeah sure in a fucking perfect world maybe ) … ok so listen then ,,, give feed back try to tell the other person wht she said in YOUR WORDS …. Now you do not interrupt her ,,, and she is not allowerd to interrupt you even if you are getting it worng ,, what is important is for her to hear how you FEEL ! not that you are right about what she said but for her to understand what you are thinking not WHAT SHE THINKS YOU SHOULD BE THINKING … ,,, NOW you may rant but ranting honestly will not help ,,, after you give feeed back it is her turn to try to convey her feelings once more to get you to think as she WANTS you to think …. Then you once more respond , hopefully able to understand her first CHOOSEN topic better …… now you both enter into PROBLEM SOLVING …. Here you both do the 5 steps of www.instinctualism.org …
you have already done explored what you do not want
now figure out what you both do want THE PLAN.( here realize the facts about ROCKs thrown up into the air keep falling , if the problem has occurred 3 times 3 strikes it is out new plan nust be formed or tweeked )
BELIEVE THE PLAN IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU BOTH AND EVORYONE CONCERNED …. If it is impossible if the plan is in contrast to human nature etc . why do it?
take whatever action you have to , if you do not them the same rock over time will be thrown up into the air and it will fall and BREAK SOMETHING ….
now look for the results to be the positive that you all are hopeing for , if you find yourself expecting the or others are secrectly expecting to have the same old shit to happen again well , some one will create the same old shit to happen again …. But all that means is that there wwas not real CO- CREATING …. And the plan must be tweeked or the player must admit ….. they are not PLAYING THE SAME GAME .
the 3 tents , the single family home is a design based on the evidence trail of current human natue ……. The rocks of past experiences being proven time and time again even in the pasts of harems dating as far back a written evidence we have about family stresses … this single family tent system is the bet idea to prvivide the instinctual nature of the breeding female to have her own CAVE ! .. fullfiiiling that INsTINCTUAL NEED . and it is so simple for you to provide and expand the rib and skin contruction , the accition of 2 more bedrooms the size of the rools , are comfortable and the in harmony with nature design leaves the furuture costs for you to be NILL . oohh dam I put nothing in today about hard core sexual activity …
hmmm what sex hint can I give to day ……. Understanding that with the 2 headed hitatchit you can force a bit of her tit in between the heads and the shake rattle and roll of that machine on her breast as you are rubbing round and round her clit and shaft ,,, leaving direct contact with the clit on occasion is great fun , becaue the titi … the whole tit is directly tied to her whole sexual wiring system ,,, tits are related to pussy by BIRTH ….. once the pussy gives birth the tit is needed for feeding so the siring is on the same pathway , you are A BIO CHEMICAL MACHINE built for effeicnecy !
Young master ,,, when the feeling of contrast is coming on ,,, when some event or events leave you wondering what shoe will drop …. You can not help but react it islike seeing the storm clouds hearing the thunder , the repeated events over the terem of your life has given you enough info from the past to pre-plan a response …..
Now girls are , very possession oriented ,,, over the last 70,000 years of our specialized form of modern man DNA the female has gotten to believe she is and has control thru the tool of the words I LOVE YOU … and it is true those words those feelings date back before the new ,,, soico-pathic violent mutations of modern mankind … that they are now dating back to 70,000 years …first understand your deepest loving peaceful nature ( IT IS SAID ABOUT ME THAT I JUST WANT peace AND EVERYONE IS RIGHT ) THINK ABOUT THE new addition to the page http://www.instinctualism.org/matingbehavior.html
Go down to the bottom pass up everything yu have read before and read the new section from a great site about gorilla , and understand the SILVER BACK is a PEACE keeper , his show of POSSIBLE VIOLONCE is to maintain the peace for everyone but he is in reality into chilling .
…… realizing the RE-PEATUING nature of certain problems or contrast is when YOU dumbass are supposed to prove that you are a HIGHLY evolved species able to creat new oprions from the tools of you current world … using thinkable thought s for your benefit and the benefit of thosw which you love , ,, for when your loved ones are happier so , are , you …..that siver back peace keeper nature , still in ..
dumbass , they talk on TV about us being a 70,000 year old species … but , I want you to look at dogs for example , the great DANE and the LASA APSO …. Both dogs very very close DNA not exact of course because look at the results that come from the dna , the BIG great dane the tiny hairy Lasa ….. these town animals can not mate in the widl the LASA could never get high enough to fuck a femal DAN and the male Dane is so fucking large in the cock it could not fit in the tiney female lasa ….. hell is engorged cock ready to cumm is almost the same size a s a female LASA ….. but both are dogs ,, and in a test tube their DNA’S could fit together and strat to divide …
70,000 years ago ,,,, a man showed up who became this WAR MONGER that we are now ,,,, for 6 million years there were apes like us ( dogs like us ) that roamed and populated the planest … well modern mankind like you dumbas is horny and fucked every pussy he could get and the other ape girls that walked on two legs …. Whose silver back was killed by the new war mongering human … well she submitted and and got fucked and over time ….. about 55,000 years iof those 70m000 years we bread those other breads of human into extincition…… new breads , think about the jack russel dog ,, small over excited and only about 80 years old , dog yet very different than lets say a hairy sheep dog ….
Ohhh back to re-occuring problems …… girls like having their home to be their home ,,,,, and if they have to share their home , there will be friction because each girl will ike something different even when it comes to cleaning style …. And of course décor ….. so having the HAVEN the single family home , lets us say one girl goes out of town ,,, when she returen she returen to a home that is being lived in by the rest of the family ,,, well on her drive back she had a vision of what she would see uopon arriving home a, and because the FACTs of living that mental vision and her arrived realtiy will not match …. Which can cause the stress of UN REALIZED EXPECTATIONS . … now if she has her own home ,, she arrives into her homw the way she left it ,,,, comeing home to … home sweet home …. Now the common home on the 5 acre site plan from the page human housing of wwww.isntinctualism.org …. Now that home is dynamic and actually is maintained to reflect your expectations …. With ablaence of the working and living style of the three girls … you the peace keeper help them form their expectations of each other ,,, how do you do that ,,,, think shithead think … use you learning and here is some learning
The art of TALKING AND LISTENTING ,.,,, the gift I had paid 1000’s of dollars from marriage counselors ….. a simple respectful system , let someone talk ,,,,,, and then listen , if they start to RANT , ask them to return to one topic at a time please , ( but sometimes a venting must happen firt before a real topic can be choosen so do not respond until she has choosen that single topic … the ranit is un important and to be forgotten … no grudges experienced or remembered – yeah sure in a fucking perfect world maybe ) … ok so listen then ,,, give feed back try to tell the other person wht she said in YOUR WORDS …. Now you do not interrupt her ,,, and she is not allowerd to interrupt you even if you are getting it worng ,, what is important is for her to hear how you FEEL ! not that you are right about what she said but for her to understand what you are thinking not WHAT SHE THINKS YOU SHOULD BE THINKING … ,,, NOW you may rant but ranting honestly will not help ,,, after you give feeed back it is her turn to try to convey her feelings once more to get you to think as she WANTS you to think …. Then you once more respond , hopefully able to understand her first CHOOSEN topic better …… now you both enter into PROBLEM SOLVING …. Here you both do the 5 steps of www.instinctualism.org …
you have already done explored what you do not want
now figure out what you both do want THE PLAN.( here realize the facts about ROCKs thrown up into the air keep falling , if the problem has occurred 3 times 3 strikes it is out new plan nust be formed or tweeked )
BELIEVE THE PLAN IS POSSIBLE FOR YOU BOTH AND EVORYONE CONCERNED …. If it is impossible if the plan is in contrast to human nature etc . why do it?
take whatever action you have to , if you do not them the same rock over time will be thrown up into the air and it will fall and BREAK SOMETHING ….
now look for the results to be the positive that you all are hopeing for , if you find yourself expecting the or others are secrectly expecting to have the same old shit to happen again well , some one will create the same old shit to happen again …. But all that means is that there wwas not real CO- CREATING …. And the plan must be tweeked or the player must admit ….. they are not PLAYING THE SAME GAME .
the 3 tents , the single family home is a design based on the evidence trail of current human natue ……. The rocks of past experiences being proven time and time again even in the pasts of harems dating as far back a written evidence we have about family stresses … this single family tent system is the bet idea to prvivide the instinctual nature of the breeding female to have her own CAVE ! .. fullfiiiling that INsTINCTUAL NEED . and it is so simple for you to provide and expand the rib and skin contruction , the accition of 2 more bedrooms the size of the rools , are comfortable and the in harmony with nature design leaves the furuture costs for you to be NILL . oohh dam I put nothing in today about hard core sexual activity …
hmmm what sex hint can I give to day ……. Understanding that with the 2 headed hitatchit you can force a bit of her tit in between the heads and the shake rattle and roll of that machine on her breast as you are rubbing round and round her clit and shaft ,,, leaving direct contact with the clit on occasion is great fun , becaue the titi … the whole tit is directly tied to her whole sexual wiring system ,,, tits are related to pussy by BIRTH ….. once the pussy gives birth the tit is needed for feeding so the siring is on the same pathway , you are A BIO CHEMICAL MACHINE built for effeicnecy !
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
in pumpkilhead's room
In pumpkinheads room
Young master do I write to you ? does it matter if you read this , ? yes and no , because you are pumpkin head , boyboy and peritio and booskie , you are m kids , I was in your room pumpkinhead , that room that you spent so much time in TIME OUT in …. And I wondered what went thru the head thru the mind of a 4 year old , why was daddy so stressed why was life so hard , why did everything you did seem wrong some times well alteast the times that you were in time out ? and I that room , I nned to pack that room up now , get everything ready to move on , to create a newer model .. of living for you .. so you have a choice .
Why , is the stress in the life of tha parent transferred to the kids , how can it not be , the parents who do lve the kids so much day in day out are fucking livng in stress and transefereing it to kids in their UN ABLITY , yes UN … ablity to just be DADDY or MOMMY … I read that article those few years ago about the school using 3 teachers in the class , the explaination that the individual child as well a s the teacher changes from day to day and in havng 3 teachers those daily challenges of personality of moods , can have expressions and understanding with the freedom of choosing which teacher to learn from that day , to have the suupoort of other teachers on those days that the stress of adult life just is tom much , yes we are loving adult humans , but we can NOT be at the TOP of our game 24/7 and this insane 1 on 1 this single family concrete box living is qwrong , for an animal that is a harem animal …. Again look to nature
Is daddy always plyful no . after a while his ears get sore , from being bitten on by the babies and he grolws …. Same with the moms , but in having multiple moms ,,,, having a dad living stress free ( oer atleast more stress free ) the abilty to give love , and not time outs is more likely ….. who cares if I sell books …. Should I write for that reason , or to bring up new ideas different ideas , not just FASHIONABLE , trendy Swanky ideas …. But to hopefully generate ,, deeper thoughts plans ideas concepts ,,, leaving FAIRY TALE BEHIND , in favor of … UN BROKEN FAMILYS
So I was in pumpkinheads room , having been 7 months since I seen my sons , because of the power struggle of women to prove themselves RIGHT at the cost of … of …. Of their children . prove their greed to be right only my way ….. I have been wronged I am the victim ,,,, not my fault , it was the man who created the mess ?OR WAS IT ? look back to the reason 1 on 1 was created and became the law . back in rome ,, why to create a tablity for women who maybe should not have EARNED the right for stability ,, the GREED of EVE as written into the bible a myth a parable a story to learn from , the fisrt thisnkign about what is happening to us as a human animal , why did we forget OUR INSTINCTS . … how can a weak force manipulate subtly a strong force … like water carving out the grand canyon , water seems so soft so gentle and it cuts like cold hard chisel in time . the effects become irreversible … habits of thinking … etched in stone .. passed for mom to daughter allowed by father and son …..
Options and freedom of choice … ALTERNATIVES . in livng , in food , in housing , in power , in careers and arts , in sexual recreation and love and friendships and greed …. In the family unit . ahhh but to get you young master to get your attention by talking about that which interestes you and the subbies all around us ,,,, to do that I bring up sex sex sex ….. because it is our nature … our recreation .
My kids all broken from the others ,,,, if I love then would I not also love that which they will ove and will they love their kids ? will they have broken familys living stressed in body and mind by demands of not understanding their lover by , the need of the $$ addictions ? and so wil they not also someday be lieing down in their childs room missing that childs smile? And wondering WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG ? so to love punpkinhead is to love his child and to love that child means to foget greed fashion , public acceptance , money and CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE .
Young master do I write to you ? does it matter if you read this , ? yes and no , because you are pumpkin head , boyboy and peritio and booskie , you are m kids , I was in your room pumpkinhead , that room that you spent so much time in TIME OUT in …. And I wondered what went thru the head thru the mind of a 4 year old , why was daddy so stressed why was life so hard , why did everything you did seem wrong some times well alteast the times that you were in time out ? and I that room , I nned to pack that room up now , get everything ready to move on , to create a newer model .. of living for you .. so you have a choice .
Why , is the stress in the life of tha parent transferred to the kids , how can it not be , the parents who do lve the kids so much day in day out are fucking livng in stress and transefereing it to kids in their UN ABLITY , yes UN … ablity to just be DADDY or MOMMY … I read that article those few years ago about the school using 3 teachers in the class , the explaination that the individual child as well a s the teacher changes from day to day and in havng 3 teachers those daily challenges of personality of moods , can have expressions and understanding with the freedom of choosing which teacher to learn from that day , to have the suupoort of other teachers on those days that the stress of adult life just is tom much , yes we are loving adult humans , but we can NOT be at the TOP of our game 24/7 and this insane 1 on 1 this single family concrete box living is qwrong , for an animal that is a harem animal …. Again look to nature
Is daddy always plyful no . after a while his ears get sore , from being bitten on by the babies and he grolws …. Same with the moms , but in having multiple moms ,,,, having a dad living stress free ( oer atleast more stress free ) the abilty to give love , and not time outs is more likely ….. who cares if I sell books …. Should I write for that reason , or to bring up new ideas different ideas , not just FASHIONABLE , trendy Swanky ideas …. But to hopefully generate ,, deeper thoughts plans ideas concepts ,,, leaving FAIRY TALE BEHIND , in favor of … UN BROKEN FAMILYS
So I was in pumpkinheads room , having been 7 months since I seen my sons , because of the power struggle of women to prove themselves RIGHT at the cost of … of …. Of their children . prove their greed to be right only my way ….. I have been wronged I am the victim ,,,, not my fault , it was the man who created the mess ?OR WAS IT ? look back to the reason 1 on 1 was created and became the law . back in rome ,, why to create a tablity for women who maybe should not have EARNED the right for stability ,, the GREED of EVE as written into the bible a myth a parable a story to learn from , the fisrt thisnkign about what is happening to us as a human animal , why did we forget OUR INSTINCTS . … how can a weak force manipulate subtly a strong force … like water carving out the grand canyon , water seems so soft so gentle and it cuts like cold hard chisel in time . the effects become irreversible … habits of thinking … etched in stone .. passed for mom to daughter allowed by father and son …..
Options and freedom of choice … ALTERNATIVES . in livng , in food , in housing , in power , in careers and arts , in sexual recreation and love and friendships and greed …. In the family unit . ahhh but to get you young master to get your attention by talking about that which interestes you and the subbies all around us ,,,, to do that I bring up sex sex sex ….. because it is our nature … our recreation .
My kids all broken from the others ,,,, if I love then would I not also love that which they will ove and will they love their kids ? will they have broken familys living stressed in body and mind by demands of not understanding their lover by , the need of the $$ addictions ? and so wil they not also someday be lieing down in their childs room missing that childs smile? And wondering WHAT THE FUCK WENT WRONG ? so to love punpkinhead is to love his child and to love that child means to foget greed fashion , public acceptance , money and CREATE AN ALTERNATIVE .
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