Panties on the night stand
Young master I do not want to focus on the unwanted aspects of life I have done enough writing about them , yet it is from understanding the unwanted the the commitment to created a FORM of the wanted will come from , on the five steps page what is first what has tocome first and that is understanding www.instinctualism.org/5steps.html what is nto wanted in your life …..
I know I have written events like these before ,,,, but as they are here and graphic again the writing of them is to provide you with the understanding , the ROCK WILL CONTINUE TO FALL … amd it is ok that is the nature of rocks you can find happiness playing with rocks just understand the nature of things and find the silver lning in WHAT IS …
And what is … is that I do not want to tease myself with the smell of fresh panties …..in fact for the last year I have not realy enjoyed them for I know it is just a tease , I get my morning fuck ( luckly is has gotten better as she has once more been enjoying the activity no lnger just fucking me to PROVIDE SERVICE …. But getting into it for her own pleasure …ahhh nuch better for ,,, I can bank on a 50/50 of having her in a desiring mood after her 3 beers on thurday night … it is 50/50 that she will have a baby buzz on and lay playfully on her back and spread the lips of her pussy in ..invitation to me to play with it get her all hot and bothered …. NOW REMEMBER THE FIRST YEAR that event happened 4 times a day .
Now day to day , it is ( and this is not bad this is just what it is , and all I want is to be that male who in the beginning and now still loves to open doors for her to look at her with ADORING EYES . the protective gorilla male who does not RAPE but waits for his harem of girls to want his SEX when they want his sex ,,, mating behavior page of www.instinctualism.org)
It is my nipples hurt ,
I have a back ache
I have a meeting to go to
I am sore from working out
Let watch a movie
Ihave a head ache of course still occurs
Sun burns to etc etc etc
The list of things that my proactive loving male side hears as reasons why we should not have sex and will not have sex …that list is vast and constant ,
So for me to TEASE myself with fresh panites is just aht A TROTURE why would I do that to myself. The FAILED EXPECATIONS of having sex and playtime when I get home … as the days became ,,, 1 in 5 no playtime , to 3 out of 5 no playtime , to 6 of 10 not playtime ,, to 8 or 10 days no playtime , the NEGATIVE expectations ,,, made it so that I I understood to TEASE my self WITH PASSION is just unhealthy for me …. The building of pressure that will just have to be SUBDUED ignored hopefully released in the morning , and as that changed it was released with amorning jack off just in case the morning fuck did not cummm.
Because honestly I would rather have NO fuck than a fuck of SERVICE …. Becaue then I am in certain ways no LOVING her giving her pleasure but hurting her …. And that is in constract to my deep inner animal nture .
as the realtioanhip ages it is not that you lose your desire for her , your SUB C> picks up on all the NO’s and does what It must to suirvie this life style which is unnatural for the DAN animal inside you , the HAREM NATURE OF the human ape / gorilla … which even our penis shows by itself shape that is is relted to the HAREM aminal of gorilla . more than the pencil dick of the chimp who forns no bods at all …. The gorilla is the family animal .
in the dating training pages the guru talks about supplicating well , in NATURE the gorilla does not supplicate for he has many girls who will search out his affection as the girls feels the DESIRE ,, and I like it better when I fucking a girl who WANTS ME TO FUCK her . the harem is not a cynicns of control EXCEPT when the eve spirit sees it as such , if the eve nature is greedy to control the sperm flow of that male making sure it only is represented thru her offspring.
But this waiting for you firl friend to be in the mood is a two edged sword because in time she starts to think you are not coming on to her because she is not attractive when in fact the whole event got started because she was expressing her won ANIMAL DNA ….. the dan of an HAREM female who does not HAVE …have to ….. use sex like a DIPOLMATIC PASS to live in the chimp bonoboo world … of rape. No the harem female is comfortable saying NO in many ways and expecting the good loving DOM protective gorilla to still love her protect her go to work for her and her OFFSPRING ( their kids , her from the previous dom of the harem , or the grand babys from the older silver back ,, the adoptive nature ) his work is protection and territory stabilization . his pay is the giving of pleasure ,, rmeber ALL FEMALES HAVE CLITS….. WHY? Do you think sex is not fun for the animal world and only the recreation of humans when the evidence is to the contray ! understand the unwanted then you will no longer resent it but , enjoy it for it’s BEST aspects .. and design events to come that will be even better .
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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Thursday, June 5, 2008
pussy voltaics
pussy voltaitics
young master the brush line I am describing is not that of her ahiry tight little twat , that wet hole that craves the filled feeling of hard hot pounding penis , that sense of it squirting live hot wet white sperm inot it ….no the brush line I am concerned with right now is that of a tree line on your nieghbros property …. Because if it shades your PV panmels you will not have nough power to run that HITACHI vibrator even thought the Hitachi only take 60 wats which is nothing but you gotta be able to make POWER to have the freedom….. the almost total peace of mind of controlling your onw world not being a slave to the system . Living o the end of a leash of electricial lines and corparattion ties . http://www.instinctualism.org/solar_power.html
so simple thing aslong as you are aware of it is to have and idea of the leangth of shadows in your area expecially during winter time , you get less hours of sun and the angle of the sun on the horizon is lower causing shawadows to cross your land even during mid day ,,, now the morning or late after nooon shadows are not realy that important , the intenscity of the sun really does not produce enough power any way ….. do not totlally stress about them you are concerned mainly about the 9 am to 4 pm sunlight on the south facing area of your land ..that you have to understand and plan for 20 years from now when the neighbors tress get 80 foot tall . or your own border palnaitngs get 80 feet tall . undertstand the shadow will be like 200 feet long at certain time of day ….. you have to place you home s and the panels close by so that the wire run to the battery bank will not drain the power surge off the PV pannels the longer the run the more of a voltage drop you experience . panels batterey bank and home have to be a unit so , housing positioning , the depth NORTH AND SOUTH of the property has to be enough to allow for privacy hedges and plantings on the backside the north side …. And 100’s of tree free feeet on the south face ,,, this is where the pond come in ..the recreation area , and the place where you plnat your dwarf FOOD trees …. Which only get 12 foot anyway or understand that yearly pruing is needed for all fruit trees to insure to best harvest you got invest a hour a year into each tree to get the best QUALITY of food from it … many will over produce flowers and small fruit the energy is spent maturing the seeds of each fruit since that is the INSTINCT of the plant to produce SEED … trees SEX ! that primial urge that we still have also .to fuck and have seed .
so pruning as it is called focuses more energy to the fruit not cut off , making th remain fruit larger and sweeter .
and the freedom of having your own food supply has the cost of …time but if you realize that you are chinging things up , no longer is this fucking computer and the TV your recreations …. No longer are you so unhappy with the experience of being an HUMAN ANIMAL that you hide in getting high or drunk , if you choose to embrace being ALIVE AND LIVING human life , well then you enjot the service you give to the tree in that it will not endanger itself with to much fruit sometimes breaking its ownlimbs beccasue it set tom much fruit ..it fucked to much ! had to many babys .
who sys that trees do not have feelings? That they do not like us respond to things that feel good ? for we know they do respond to stimuli which is of a good sensation they grow to the sun , the respond beter to human interaction and soothing music , vibrations of accord with them ,,,, now I love KORN but korn is not the sounds that trees dig …… the like the gentle breeze the singing of their fellow tree TAOIST experiencers friends , the rustling of leaves and the whispers of wind over brancehes …… as music goes is not that …. But studies have show certain human music as compared to other human music will create effects in a trees growing habits ,,,,, they show the effects of its own CHOICE to experience pleasure ….. the effort it takes to maintain a hard on you never realy think about because you are so focused upon using your TOOL to penetrate that girl who like wise is not nticing the amoung ot oenergy she is expending to lube that tight little pussy to accept the penetration of your rock hard cock …… both of you are expending much energy for WHAT ? just to have kids? The tree is not making food from flowers…. Like it makes for the effort to grow leaves , why would it choose to produce more forwers than it needs …… why BECAUSE SEX FEELS GOOD ! I betcha tree sex like all sex feels great .
yet the pruning you do , seems to in the end like a good hair cut for a human produce healthier and happier hair ,, well the the end result of pruning a tree is a very happy tree .
think differently young master see the UN-IMPOSSIBLITY of the toa everywhere ,,, and be happy with enjoy it , share the ZEN of the whole of your experiences , get out of the fucking house and be HUMAN ….. that is the plan …… time you actually to much of you have som much FREE TIME you often are in the DEPRESSING state of boredom ? you free choice ..to live differently be the animal of our desgn be agin part of the world we live in ,,,not some creature TRAPPED IN A CONCRETE BOX ,,, living off the flashing lights of electrically charged boxes for entratainment and love sometimes the main source of social activity for many many people here RIGHT HERE in this box …..do you like it ? it is a free choice .
young master the brush line I am describing is not that of her ahiry tight little twat , that wet hole that craves the filled feeling of hard hot pounding penis , that sense of it squirting live hot wet white sperm inot it ….no the brush line I am concerned with right now is that of a tree line on your nieghbros property …. Because if it shades your PV panmels you will not have nough power to run that HITACHI vibrator even thought the Hitachi only take 60 wats which is nothing but you gotta be able to make POWER to have the freedom….. the almost total peace of mind of controlling your onw world not being a slave to the system . Living o the end of a leash of electricial lines and corparattion ties . http://www.instinctualism.org/solar_power.html
so simple thing aslong as you are aware of it is to have and idea of the leangth of shadows in your area expecially during winter time , you get less hours of sun and the angle of the sun on the horizon is lower causing shawadows to cross your land even during mid day ,,, now the morning or late after nooon shadows are not realy that important , the intenscity of the sun really does not produce enough power any way ….. do not totlally stress about them you are concerned mainly about the 9 am to 4 pm sunlight on the south facing area of your land ..that you have to understand and plan for 20 years from now when the neighbors tress get 80 foot tall . or your own border palnaitngs get 80 feet tall . undertstand the shadow will be like 200 feet long at certain time of day ….. you have to place you home s and the panels close by so that the wire run to the battery bank will not drain the power surge off the PV pannels the longer the run the more of a voltage drop you experience . panels batterey bank and home have to be a unit so , housing positioning , the depth NORTH AND SOUTH of the property has to be enough to allow for privacy hedges and plantings on the backside the north side …. And 100’s of tree free feeet on the south face ,,, this is where the pond come in ..the recreation area , and the place where you plnat your dwarf FOOD trees …. Which only get 12 foot anyway or understand that yearly pruing is needed for all fruit trees to insure to best harvest you got invest a hour a year into each tree to get the best QUALITY of food from it … many will over produce flowers and small fruit the energy is spent maturing the seeds of each fruit since that is the INSTINCT of the plant to produce SEED … trees SEX ! that primial urge that we still have also .to fuck and have seed .
so pruning as it is called focuses more energy to the fruit not cut off , making th remain fruit larger and sweeter .
and the freedom of having your own food supply has the cost of …time but if you realize that you are chinging things up , no longer is this fucking computer and the TV your recreations …. No longer are you so unhappy with the experience of being an HUMAN ANIMAL that you hide in getting high or drunk , if you choose to embrace being ALIVE AND LIVING human life , well then you enjot the service you give to the tree in that it will not endanger itself with to much fruit sometimes breaking its ownlimbs beccasue it set tom much fruit ..it fucked to much ! had to many babys .
who sys that trees do not have feelings? That they do not like us respond to things that feel good ? for we know they do respond to stimuli which is of a good sensation they grow to the sun , the respond beter to human interaction and soothing music , vibrations of accord with them ,,,, now I love KORN but korn is not the sounds that trees dig …… the like the gentle breeze the singing of their fellow tree TAOIST experiencers friends , the rustling of leaves and the whispers of wind over brancehes …… as music goes is not that …. But studies have show certain human music as compared to other human music will create effects in a trees growing habits ,,,,, they show the effects of its own CHOICE to experience pleasure ….. the effort it takes to maintain a hard on you never realy think about because you are so focused upon using your TOOL to penetrate that girl who like wise is not nticing the amoung ot oenergy she is expending to lube that tight little pussy to accept the penetration of your rock hard cock …… both of you are expending much energy for WHAT ? just to have kids? The tree is not making food from flowers…. Like it makes for the effort to grow leaves , why would it choose to produce more forwers than it needs …… why BECAUSE SEX FEELS GOOD ! I betcha tree sex like all sex feels great .
yet the pruning you do , seems to in the end like a good hair cut for a human produce healthier and happier hair ,, well the the end result of pruning a tree is a very happy tree .
think differently young master see the UN-IMPOSSIBLITY of the toa everywhere ,,, and be happy with enjoy it , share the ZEN of the whole of your experiences , get out of the fucking house and be HUMAN ….. that is the plan …… time you actually to much of you have som much FREE TIME you often are in the DEPRESSING state of boredom ? you free choice ..to live differently be the animal of our desgn be agin part of the world we live in ,,,not some creature TRAPPED IN A CONCRETE BOX ,,, living off the flashing lights of electrically charged boxes for entratainment and love sometimes the main source of social activity for many many people here RIGHT HERE in this box …..do you like it ? it is a free choice .
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
fuck lke a cop
Fuck like a cop
Young master , whya inner feelings do you think a cop must eventually build in their ego ? what is it like to be the one who carries a gun openly and not be afaraid of the cops because you are the cops ….now of course to day with our law suit happy culture the cop also must be cautisious ..be concerned about his actions more than ages past … one of the benefits to this LAWSUIT happy life ,, and the problem we you and I young master some what protect ourselves from so we can give the girls what they really want …
To be taken ,,, to have their inner animal satisfied by ,,, the ILLUSION of RAPE . it feeds the inner SUBBIE who is the natural girl within her DNA , who is expected to be a dyke by the society no ,, not that I got a problem with the biological diverstiry that creates a female who is very male and thus acts and sounds that way whether or not she is gay or not is unimportant ….. but the understanding the social EXPECTATIONS , to ignore the basic animal drive our DNA is what I want to bring back into your mind over and over to help you re program yourself …. And then remember she does not have to come back if she feels you were to ruff . freedom of choice
Yest remember , it is us who thrustes a hard object into their pussy , the object is a growth of our body ,,, our cocks which are designed by DNA , to be able to be FORCED into the holes of a girl for the MUTUAL … MUTUAL . pleasure of both , she wants it . to be fucked like the cop not the attorney ….but can you feel that the truth of your love for a her as the potential mother of your child is within you als , so being truly violent is not natural also …. It is a confusion this concept of a RUFF FUCK ….. it is the frustration of not being true to our own animal natures , and realizing this has been going on for a few thousand years mainly effecting the cultures which were and are very organized , again , go back to thinking about the aboriganl peoples ones who developed ecomony of hierarchy or the natural one or the polygamist groups tribes …. And then realize the pressures to comform in the hierarchy society ,,, conform so you can move up the ladder of power and wealth getting lazy , having slaves to work and serve you . like getting rich today having servants having cash to eat at resutrants when ever you want . conforming to move up the ladder of power in the populations ,
As compared to people living less densely populated conditions out side of the city …. In the territory ,,, the 3 tenst idea of www.instinctualism.org …. 3 single family homes for 3 womoen their basic needs taken care of the stress of NEEDS . lessened allows for personal development of art friendships and family , unless of course she still wants the $$$ the power …. Then expect the same DIs-ease of the city to slowly grow in your territory also . the disease of greed . and then the sublte changes where the girl is thinking more about $$$4 than getting FUCKED when she thinks happiness can be bought when in fact for example ,,,,,, in the US there was 225 million perscritptions fo ANTI DEPRESSANTS written last year ,,,, then realize there is only 330 million people mean women and children in the US … and over half take anti depressants ,,, look at your friends did you know how many of them are taking a happy pill because there are in reality very very very sad ! hopelss trapped in this un- instinctual life , and who young amster is giving that girl a real alternative , a good strong fucking ? you may think she is getting it when in reality the odds are she is on anti depressants because the hunt for happiness thru $$$$$ is not working .
The idea of living less densely , yet close enough that going out on occasion is very realistinc , here in the US ….. Earthship …a building design and life style ,,, http://www.earthship.net/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=45 that can use very poor land properly in harmony with the environment …. Thus moving mankind out of the society in to the privacacy of a territory , where you have the space to fuck her while like a tied up PUPPY ,,, on a custom made fucking chair ,,,, while , her sisters her firnds by choice ,,, watch the kids …. Baby sit so she can getted well fucked because she wants to get the freedom of being tied to the puppy chair and having her pussy played with touched and teased and dildoes and fucked , feeling the diffenerence between plaicts and hard hot cock …. O got get you the link for the building designs for your play romm ,,, her play roome their play room , the
The , dynamic of 3 females , will not be real to you until you do the TOUR OF DUTY .. you do the work . when you are done then also those millions of unhappy girls who have NO OPTIONS , yet brilliant minds who can feel that deep need to be fucked hard …. To get taken like FUCKING COP ,, of her fanasty …. There is a dynaicn of the 3 girls knowing that each likes a certain of amounf of sex , and the alone time she realizes tha her sister is having sexual fun ,,, the idea of just freely watching the action she now only feels , she can watch and become involved int , she can stimulate her friends her sister to hear the screams othat she rmembers herself making , she can better enjoy seeing you hard dick forcing itself into the sister / friend ,,,, add to your sensations because she likes you ,,, very very very very much … but is will not be real until you provide the territory , and then ….. well the old saying is BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMMM .
Young master , whya inner feelings do you think a cop must eventually build in their ego ? what is it like to be the one who carries a gun openly and not be afaraid of the cops because you are the cops ….now of course to day with our law suit happy culture the cop also must be cautisious ..be concerned about his actions more than ages past … one of the benefits to this LAWSUIT happy life ,, and the problem we you and I young master some what protect ourselves from so we can give the girls what they really want …
To be taken ,,, to have their inner animal satisfied by ,,, the ILLUSION of RAPE . it feeds the inner SUBBIE who is the natural girl within her DNA , who is expected to be a dyke by the society no ,, not that I got a problem with the biological diverstiry that creates a female who is very male and thus acts and sounds that way whether or not she is gay or not is unimportant ….. but the understanding the social EXPECTATIONS , to ignore the basic animal drive our DNA is what I want to bring back into your mind over and over to help you re program yourself …. And then remember she does not have to come back if she feels you were to ruff . freedom of choice
Yest remember , it is us who thrustes a hard object into their pussy , the object is a growth of our body ,,, our cocks which are designed by DNA , to be able to be FORCED into the holes of a girl for the MUTUAL … MUTUAL . pleasure of both , she wants it . to be fucked like the cop not the attorney ….but can you feel that the truth of your love for a her as the potential mother of your child is within you als , so being truly violent is not natural also …. It is a confusion this concept of a RUFF FUCK ….. it is the frustration of not being true to our own animal natures , and realizing this has been going on for a few thousand years mainly effecting the cultures which were and are very organized , again , go back to thinking about the aboriganl peoples ones who developed ecomony of hierarchy or the natural one or the polygamist groups tribes …. And then realize the pressures to comform in the hierarchy society ,,, conform so you can move up the ladder of power and wealth getting lazy , having slaves to work and serve you . like getting rich today having servants having cash to eat at resutrants when ever you want . conforming to move up the ladder of power in the populations ,
As compared to people living less densely populated conditions out side of the city …. In the territory ,,, the 3 tenst idea of www.instinctualism.org …. 3 single family homes for 3 womoen their basic needs taken care of the stress of NEEDS . lessened allows for personal development of art friendships and family , unless of course she still wants the $$$ the power …. Then expect the same DIs-ease of the city to slowly grow in your territory also . the disease of greed . and then the sublte changes where the girl is thinking more about $$$4 than getting FUCKED when she thinks happiness can be bought when in fact for example ,,,,,, in the US there was 225 million perscritptions fo ANTI DEPRESSANTS written last year ,,,, then realize there is only 330 million people mean women and children in the US … and over half take anti depressants ,,, look at your friends did you know how many of them are taking a happy pill because there are in reality very very very sad ! hopelss trapped in this un- instinctual life , and who young amster is giving that girl a real alternative , a good strong fucking ? you may think she is getting it when in reality the odds are she is on anti depressants because the hunt for happiness thru $$$$$ is not working .
The idea of living less densely , yet close enough that going out on occasion is very realistinc , here in the US ….. Earthship …a building design and life style ,,, http://www.earthship.net/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=45 that can use very poor land properly in harmony with the environment …. Thus moving mankind out of the society in to the privacacy of a territory , where you have the space to fuck her while like a tied up PUPPY ,,, on a custom made fucking chair ,,,, while , her sisters her firnds by choice ,,, watch the kids …. Baby sit so she can getted well fucked because she wants to get the freedom of being tied to the puppy chair and having her pussy played with touched and teased and dildoes and fucked , feeling the diffenerence between plaicts and hard hot cock …. O got get you the link for the building designs for your play romm ,,, her play roome their play room , the
The , dynamic of 3 females , will not be real to you until you do the TOUR OF DUTY .. you do the work . when you are done then also those millions of unhappy girls who have NO OPTIONS , yet brilliant minds who can feel that deep need to be fucked hard …. To get taken like FUCKING COP ,, of her fanasty …. There is a dynaicn of the 3 girls knowing that each likes a certain of amounf of sex , and the alone time she realizes tha her sister is having sexual fun ,,, the idea of just freely watching the action she now only feels , she can watch and become involved int , she can stimulate her friends her sister to hear the screams othat she rmembers herself making , she can better enjoy seeing you hard dick forcing itself into the sister / friend ,,,, add to your sensations because she likes you ,,, very very very very much … but is will not be real until you provide the territory , and then ….. well the old saying is BUILD IT AND THEY WILL CUMMMM .
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