Sunday, May 4, 2014

legalize sex services


sexual recreation

Sexual recreation

Recreation is very important to over all health and wellness so why would not the same benefits be gained while engaging in sexual recreation with a sexual services provider ?



Legalize prostitution 

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Canadian sex baby steps

BAby canadian steps

if not followed by good study and logic will end up in failurre all to often because the REAL work of .... inclusion of SEX into human society has not been completed ... sure we giggle about sex .. and think it is included by not really it is still a BEHIND CLOSED DOORS THINGS .. things done in the dark or hidden breeds problems .

So the 3 wife theme as based upon my feeling that i was a forced to be a sexual beggar ... and i justified my ability to have freedom thru the idea that women needeed each other which i stil believe to be true
in later years i explored different relationship forms of human history , and the flexible idea that i do not have OWN the female to love the female and that that was also natural for human ... and that i have just been trained to act Un anturally ... and think natual human realtionship are un natural

paying directly for sex , thru cash is wierd but it is the essence of the good hunter havin excess and spreading it out to th females of the tribe and they say thanks in part thru sex which they themselves like anyway.
a win win ....

So the canadian courst striking down out dated prostituition laws , brings the do gooders out and their cache of data ... saying how horrible things are ... yes they are horrible becuase of the LACK of openess when it comes to sexuality in the first place which breeds aberated behavior.

The " do gooders " put baniads over an infected wound ..... instead of openly and logacally , examining many many different information streams , that may not b3e in harmony with the FAITH ideals of the do gooders from whihc the do good bases his life .

if we could just examine things more braod minded ly ,,, give legal protection to women in all jobs .... even the wife sex slave created by religous tradition ...... we would find sex stress that drives male anger to be lessened as women could explore and engage in sex .. with out .. condemantion of society .... 

twisted instinct 2014

Twisted Instinct 2014

Thsi whole project now is feeling just like twisted instinct . It feels like the whatever it was that I was trying to say or think about is being expressed in the ..... exchange of social capital .... 

I think i can get away from the years of EVE hate I was having during instinctualism blogging .... i think i can adapt to the monetary market system some what ..... and leave zietgeist dreams alone . 
So i maybe able to write without HATE

I give and I recieve

I really do not work for people people i do not like ,,, unless i am pressed totally for the cash ...

People do not hire people they hate unless they are totally strapped for cash 

but if the goods or services are something we both will be interacting with , then our friendship is a must.

the heart of the sugar daddy and sugar baby relationship ... clear prost. but sugar coated . 

The fairy tale love concepts are tempered with $ money as the girl ages and goes thru a few bums then she sees she can love many different guys for many different reasons and complexities . and his ablitly to make some cash is one aspect. as well as his love for her 

now to a guy like al ... who can let a woman pay his value to the woman is his love and attraction for her ,, he builds her ego and he is controllable because he needs her cash .

Prost. is everywhere
now over time to wrtie about it in terms of sex therapy and show how this is a relationship also 

real friendship are evovling thru commerce as much thru other venues

When Deb said that my 3 tents and a camel dream if i chased it i would end up livng alone she was right and she was wrong 

the basis of 3 tents and a camel is ..... social capaital is prost. from my end ..the frienship I beleive girls have for one another and the support they give to each other during child bearing and raising years and after ..... 

Friday, May 17, 2013

3 wives ?

why am i not being the strength i say that i am .... welll it is now like i have had never met the Debbie ...... wow . what would have life been like if i had not met the Debbie ,,, welll now i am living my life without her dynamic strength she was my strength and muse ........ or do i hav the strength with in me ....... she was a drug .

7 years with eve

ahh to be free of the perfect woman the perfect drug ... she was my herion  so powerful a drug and so manipulative ... only because i let her ,,, not her fault my mine but such great learningand fonder ...... still happy i let go instinctualism . i had great ideas but not the skills to present them ...... i miss my drug .... the pain is still fresh .

Sunday, May 12, 2013

some time ago

dam i just gottta spew ..... i am re entering the world ... a fucked up world but the world that i do have to live in .... i gotta find a way to live here and being alone sucks big fucking time ..... but i spent so much energy in writing about alternative stuff only to find out no one is listening ..... even to really really good writers of movie dudes ..... so i just gotta find some sort of niche to be as happy as i can be ..... and deb was real fucking happiness but i fucked it up ... and now my unstablity is fucking it up .....  i am currently to obsesseive ... but i have been that way in my past very often ... i like to feel i have some control .... when i fact ... law of attraction is not conrollable like a light switch with the skills we actually have in real world .... all i can really control is my minute to minute attention to things ..... find whatever feels good now ..but when i notice that i am alone ..... fuck it man i just sprial down ......

issue like other guys and shit ... bent up problems i just gotta spew .... i gotta spew let shit out .... that way i got some release .....

life can be good i have a choice to feel good .... i gotta spew let it out ... hidedenn